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When
the whole attention of the mind is directed to anything whatsoever, that state
of mind is called concentration. No action of the mind can be called
concentration if the whole of it is not centralized in the chosen objective.
For instance, if you are to solve a very intricate mathematical problem -
it may be algebra, geometry or arithmetic - the whole mind is
concentrated on that because you are expecting such a question to arise in the
exam. Sometimes people sit the whole night to solve an equation. You won't
think anything else at that time. The necessity to think anything else does not
arise because of the absolute value of that on which the concentration is
fixed. That on which you want to concentrate your mind should have absolute
value, entire value, whole value, so that it is not some partial reality on
which you are concentrating your mind.
Usually,
the whole of a person can never get concentrated on anything, because of the
fact there is practically nothing in the world which can evoke such an interest
in the mind of a person. We cannot say that anything in the world is wholly
desirable. It may be tentatively desirable, conditionally desirable and
partially desirable, but unconditionally desirable objects cannot be seen in
this world. The reason why nothing can be unconditionally desirable is because
there are things in the world which are other than and different from the
objective that is chosen by the mind. It is not possible for you to bring
together at one stroke the total objectivity of creation to your attention. You
cannot concentrate on the whole world at the same time. As the whole world
cannot evoke the attention of the mind, some part of it will be excluded and
some other part will draw the attention. That which draws the attention may be
considered as valuable and very necessary under certain conditions; but that
aspect of reality, that segment of the world which has necessarily been
excluded from the point of concentration will set up a subtle reaction. That
reaction is called distraction of mind.
The
mind wanders here and there and does not permit itself or persuade itself to
get concentrated on anything. Since everything is finite, it cannot evoke an
infinite attention on the part of any person. Then the attention will also be
finite - a finite mind will be thinking of a finite object. Then the result
also would be finite and it will be tentative, temporal and evanescent. The
excluded part of the world is oftentimes not considered even as existing at all
because of a tentative, temporal attraction that the mind feels for one
particular object.
Do
we know that there are deeper layers of our own mind within us, and they are
very powerful media which condition the way of thinking in the waking condition
also? There are subtle potentials and vibrations of the psyche in the
subliminal level; psychologists call these levels as subconscious,
unconsciousness, etc. They actively operate, determining the manner in which
the waking mind works, such that the waking mind will be wrongly assuming the
role of a self-competent medium of thought, with freedom of choice which it can
absolutely exercise. It is necessary to study deep psychology, not for the
purpose of becoming a professor of it, but to understand one's own nature. You must
know what you are made of. When you think something, you must know why you are
thinking in that manner. "I don't know. I happen to think like that." You
should not say that. That is an unintelligent reaction to a phenomenon taking
place in one's own mind. Every bit of psychological action should understood
and should be subjected to careful, rational study. One cannot afford to be
unintelligent about one's own self - that will serve no purpose.
If
in our own selves there are deeper layers of the psyche which condition waking
thoughts, and for the time being we accept that all concentration of mind that
we are thinking of is an activity of the waking mind, we can conclude at the
same time that this activity of the so-called concentration of mind in the
waking condition is not adequate, because it is conditioned by the impulses
that are deep within one's own self. The freedom of choice that we are trying
to exercise in the waking condition is supposed to be a will-of-the-wisp and an
illusion cast by the propensities of the lower layers of the mind, which defeat
the so-called purpose of the activity of the waking mind. In every movement of
the waking mind we seem to be engaged in a self-defeating exercise, which
predicament is not to be allowed if we are careful about our own selves.
There
is no use being too much interested in the sun and the moon and the stars and
the Mars and the skies and all that without knowing one's own self, because all
the knowledge you have got of the higher space and astronomical universe is
again conditioned by the structure of your own capacity to know. Philosophers
tell us the study of the structure of knowledge is a primary study before
anything else is taken up. They call it epistemological studies. You must first
of all know how you are knowing anything at all. Otherwise, that which you are
supposed to be knowing may be really not a knowledge at all. Even our choice
made by our own selves personally of an object of concentration or meditation
may be determined by a temporary impulse of the notion of value imposed upon
that object. It is accepted that every object has a value, but as I mentioned,
no object has absolute value. That is the reason why unconditional
concentration on any object in the world is not possible. If the concentration
is not unconditional, you cannot really call it concentration at all. This is a
very important background of study in which we have to engage ourselves before
we take to spiritual life, especially a God-seeking life.
What
do you mean by seeking God? It is the search for that which is complete in
itself. It is the whole in every sense of the term. A partial attempt on the
part of a finite mind cannot contain within itself the idea of a whole, whether
you call it a universe or the God Himself. Has anyone attempted to think of a
complete situation or a wholeness of anything, excluding every facet of things
which are external to it?
Spiritual
meditation, therefore, is the reaction of the whole person in respect of the whole
of reality. It is not like the attention that you pay during a mathematical
problem solution. It is not the accountant's concentration when he totals
figures or subtracts figures, though that also is a concentration of some kind.
When people walk on a wire in a circus they have concentration on what they are
doing, otherwise they will slip down and fall. When you walk on a precipitous
edge of a deep ravine, you are very careful. If there is a ropeway bridge
across the Ganga with only two ropes which swing this way, that way, and on
those ropes you have to walk, you know how careful you will be, lest you fall
down. These are all concentrations, no doubt, but the whole mind does not work
even here, because walking on the ropeway bridge is not a whole necessity - it
is a tentative necessity. Every other action that we are performing is a
tentative need that we feel, but it is not a total need. A total need is that
without which you cannot even exist. It is not that you want something for a
satisfaction - you want it for your being itself. Your existence itself will be
nullified if that particular thing is not attended to properly.
An
apparently intelligible example of this kind of concentration is the need that
you feel to take your breath every day. Do you know how important breathing is?
Fortunately, God in His infinite compassion has not compelled us to be aware
constantly of the process of breathing. Some automatic, computerized action, as
it were, is taking place through the heart and the lungs, and it is not forcing
you to attend on the process of breathing; otherwise, day in and day out you
will be thinking only of breath. Merciful God, merciful nature has freed you
from this torture of feeling that you have to breath always. When you take your
meal, the food goes inside; after that nobody bothers as to what happens to it.
Suppose you go on thinking it passes through this gut, then it converts itself
into something else, it goes to the stomach, it goes to the intestines; suppose
you go on thinking like that, will it be a happy mood?
So
there are certain automatic actions taking place which free us from the need to
concentrate excessively even on important issues like breathing, digestion of
food, sleep, etc. We don't even know how we sleep - it takes place. If you have
to pay a price for getting into sleep, then what will happen to you? Without
paying any price, spontaneously, freely you are given the choice of going into
sleep and becoming very happy, wholesome and vigorous when you wake up.
These
are little, visible examples of a totality of action taking place in some way
or the other, but meditation on God, which is the principle motive of spiritual
living, is a deliberate, wholesome activity of the total individual in the
direction of the total reality of the universe. What is religion? It is the
reaction of the whole man, whole person, to the whole of creation. Religion
does not mean Hinduism, Christianity or any kind of 'ism' or fundamental,
denominational section. Religion is not what you do, but what you are. You
cannot be something different within yourself and start doing something which
is religious in its nature. Religion is your encounter with God, not encounter
with a temple or a church or a textbook or a scripture. That which is
permanently real is the object of concentration in spiritual living. That which
is permanently real can evoke attention only if that which is permanently real
within our own selves starts concentrating. That which is permanently real in
our own selves is that which concentrates itself on that which is permanently
real in the cosmos. It is the real that is concentrating on the real. If you
take this logic to its finale, you may come to the conclusion that meditation
on God is nothing but God thinking Himself. I think it was Aristotle who
mentioned somewhere when thought thinks another thing, it is called a human
being - when thought thinks itself, it is called God.
But
no thought can think itself. The very procedure adopted by human thought is to
externalize itself in the direction of things which are externally placed in
space and time. The mind is conditioned by the pressure exerted upon it by the
actions of space and time. The space and time complex has only one function to
perform - to externalize everything, and nothing that can be considered as
whole and integrated in itself can be conditioned by space and time. This is
why we say God is not in space and time - it transcends space and time. It is
another way of saying God is not an external object, it is a total being. God
is not an object of any kind so that you can open your eyes and look at it. You
cannot even conceive it in the manner that you are conceiving objects in the
world. The habit of the mind to think in terms of externality - space, time and
cause - is to be transcended.
Great
philosophers right from Plato onwards - Sankaracharya and Upanishads - have
told us that the causal nexus of something proceeding from something else,
motivated by the pressure exerted by space and time, has to be overcome. The
mind that is completely engrossed in the operations of space and time
externally will not be able to wholly attend upon that which is complete in
itself. Nothing that is external in space and time can be complete in itself. It
is not complete because it is external. Why is it not complete? Because the
external excludes the internal - therefore it is not complete. The internal
also is not complete because it excludes the external. Can you conceive of a
situation, psychologically, where you can bring a blend between the internal
and the external? If that would be possible, you will be thinking
transcendentally and not empirically. Meditation is a kind of transcendental
thinking, if at all you are permitted to use that word 'thought'. Meditation is
not thinking - it is a state of the emergence of Being in one of its degrees.
God is being - we call God Supreme Being. We do not say God is supreme object,
nor do we say God is supreme becoming. God is not a process, God is not even a creative
activity; God is not a work, it is not a procedure, and therefore to be in tune
with that fundamental nature of the finally real thing, we have to set
ourselves en rapport with that nature.
The
characteristics of our center of aspiration should be in tune with the
characteristics of that on which the concentration is directed. Likes attract
like; dissimilar things cannot attract each other. If the substantiality of
your being is dissimilar to the substance of God, there will be a repulsion from
the side of God, and you will see that you feel great discomfort even in
meditation. Why should there be discomfort in meditation? You should be
engulfed in joy, rather. That which is going to bless you with infinite
completeness requires from you nothing except your own self. God does not want
any kind of gifts from you, like objects that we offer in temples of worship,
etc. God does not want incense, flowers, sandalwood, fruit or delicious dishes.
You have no right to offer this to Him because you have not manufactured these
objects. You cannot offer to God that which is not your property.
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