Thus, there is a mystical difficulty before everyonenot an ordinary empirical
difficulty which we can understand and probe into. Something has involved
us very, very intricately within its web of interconnections, and it is
not for nothing that we are given this admonition in the Bhagavadgita:
tad viddhi pranipatena pariprasnena sevaya, upateksyanti te jnanam jnaninas
tattva-darsinah. You have to go to great masters and be students of these
great ones, with utter patience.
Impatience is our problem. We are push-button people, and we want to push
a button and yoga should suddenly flood us. This is not the way in which
things work. The world is not operating with push-button systems. It has
its own graduated, evolutionary method of working. Therefore, undaunted
vigour of patience is necessary in the practice of yoga. One may have to
suffer for a long time. One suffers due to ones own weaknesses, not due
to the impositions of discipline from a Guru or the requirements of religion
or spiritual practice.
It sometimes appears that, in this century, the world is not prepared for
yoga. It is unfit for yoga in the true sense of the term because it has
descended too far into a mechanical way of living and a love of comfortalways
after ease, satisfaction of the body, and social relations of the best
type possible; and, yoga has to somehow or other get accommodated to this
mechanistic way of living where comfort is the first thing that we seek
and the satisfaction of the ego is certainly unavoidable, and our attitude
is: yoga may come, if it wants to come.
We will not find a true yogi anywhere. We may run from earth to heaven,
but we will not find one. The difficulties are obvious. We have make-believes,
whitewashes before our eyes, and they can satisfy us. Anything can satisfy
us, as we are prepared to be carried away by the winds of the world. We
can have warmth blown on our face for the time being, and when we are warmed
up, we seem satisfied. Our satisfactions are puerile good-for-nothings,
and we are carried away by these satisfactions. We do not want Gurus; we
want only pleasure, satisfaction, comfort, and an appeasement of our ego.
If a Guru of that type comes, okay; otherwise, we have nothing to do with
a Guru.
In fact, we have nothing to do with God Himself, truly speaking. It is
difficult to believe that we are honestly seekers of God. We are pleasure-lovers
of the ego first and foremost, seeking satisfactions of various types in
societythe type of which is very clear before us in this Twentieth Century.
Let each one probe into ones own heart. Is one fit to confront the fiery
face of Godwhich is that energy which can engulf us and transform us as
if we are reborn, as Christ put it? Unless we are reborn, there is no entry
into the kingdom of heaven.
We have to understand what this getting reborn is. It does not mean entering
into the mothers womb once again. It is a different kind of spiritual
rebirth that we are expected to undergo. Hard it is, and we cannot understand
what this self-transformation and rebirth is. It is a birth into the life
of eternity, from this realm of phenomena. It is a withdrawal from this
relative world of phenomenal connections and a birth into the cosmic noumenal
existence. That is the rebirth Christ speaks of. Not entering into a mothers
womb once againhe is not speaking of that rebirth. We would not like to
have that kind of birth once again. We have seen it once; enough of it!
But, everything does not seem to be in our hands. We are helpless persons.
We are helpless because we are caught in a stream of the current of life
which goes the way it goes, and we seem to be satisfied. It is impossible
to avoid the great requirement of study and discipline under a great master.
Nobody should be under the impression that one can stand on ones own legs.
Such legs are not provided to us. At least, to my eyes, such legs do not
exist. The master is essential.
A few of us in the Ashram are standing witnesses to this necessity for
a great master. A few of us here consider ourselves blessedthrice blessed,
one thousand times blessed because we had this divine gift of having the
divine satisfaction of living with a master. If we are anything today,
whatever we may be, it is not due to the books that we studied, not due
to the intellect that seems to be operating in us. They are nothing. There
is a supernatural element that seems to have saturated us, which is not
due to any kind of empirical training or yoga conferences, or any kind
of known methods of training or sessions of meditation. Nothing of the
kind did we have. We had no lectures, no sermons, no teachings of any kind,
and nothing was told to us.
But, we were bathed in the sunlight of a great, protective force, which
is what gives us satisfaction; and if the whole world goes to the dogs,
we shall still be happy. It cannot affect us. If the sun falls on our heads,
we shall still be happy. If the earth cracks under our feet, we shall still
be happy, due to a reason which does not come from textbooks or from anything
that we grasped intellectually by any kind of experience. We feel ourselves
immensely grateful to God who made this world, for having given us this
little titbit of the glorious adventure of being physically in contact
with a supernatural person, Swami Sivananda. I do not hope to see another
person of that type in this world, at least in this physical existence
of mine, unless a miracle takes place.
I mention this because none of you should be under the impression that
a little yoga camp or a yoga course of three months is enough for you.
You will be the same person again, because the world is too hard for every
one of us. It is a terrible ogress, and you cannot stand before her. This
little training is a scratching on the rock with a little needle, which
is only a little satisfaction for youa kind of satisfaction that something
worthwhile has been done. You have scratched on the rock a little bit,
but it is not enough. So, you must be really honest and sincere students
in the pursuit of the great ideal and goal of yoga, and not merely curiosity-mongers
trying to find out if something is thereif God is there at all. If this
is the attitude, you will get nothing. You will go back disappointed, worse
than what you were before.
This predicament should not befall you. It is essential for you to be honest
to your own selves first and foremost, before you try to be honest to others.
To thine own self be true. Nothing can be more difficult for us than to
do this, because we can be carried away by our own impulses unwittingly,
unknowing to our own selves, and we will not know what is happening to
us.
Therefore, have good friends. Be always in the company of people who will
give you spiritual sustenance, strength, and enable you to imbibe a higher
force in life. Do not be in the midst of people who will distract you,
talk nonsense, gossip, and waste your time. Be in the midst of people who
will speak good things, glorious things, and who have divine ideals. When
you study books, study only those great glorious texts which will inspire
you to a realm which is beyond this worldlike the gospel of Christ, which
goes by the name of The Sermon on the Mount, or the Bhagavadgita, the great
Upanishads, the proclamations of the Zen masters and the great Sufi mystics
like Jalaluddin Rumi and such other great, glorious teachers whose words
will inspire you beyond your wits. Good company is very important. Do not
be in the midst of friends who will waste your time and distract your attention,
who speak nonsense and of worldly things.
This world is going to be the same thing that it was. Nobody can change
it. God has made it with His ordinance, and nobody can change His ordinance.
Many have come and many have gone, and the world is the same; it cannot
be changed. It cannot be changed because the very structure of things is
beyond the capacity of human understanding. Therefore, we have to be very
practical to hope always for the best, yet be prepared for the worst if
it comes, so that we will not be taken by surprise by the events of the
world. If something wonderful takes place, be happy, God is very kind.
If something bad takes place, be satisfied, because the world can give
us only this much.
In a cloth shop we can get only cloth, and not salt. In a salt shop we
can get only salt, and not sweetmeatsand so on. This world cannot give
us any satisfaction; it can give us only pain. Anityam asukham, duhkhalayam
asasvatam is the description of the world given in the Bhagavadgita. It
is transient: anityam. Asukham: unpleasant, because it is a relative world.
It is not a substantial thing and, therefore, it cannot give us pleasantness
always. Dukhalayam: the abode of sorrow is this world. No one is wholly
happy, and no one can be entirely happy. Asasvatam: that which comes and
goes. It is like a mirage, a city in the clouds, etc. These are the comparisons
made in regard to the pageant of this world.
We have to be very cautious because at any moment we can be snatched away
from this world by the powers that be. We are working hard in this worldnot
for this world, though we may be under the impression we are working for
this world. Here again we are under a deception. We do not know how many
minutes we are going to live in this world. If it is not certain as to
how many hours and days we are going to live in this world, why are we
working for this world? We are misguided, and in a predicament where nobody
knows how many minutes one is going to live in this world. It is impossible
to believe that anyone can work for this world. No intelligent person will
work for the welfare of this world, because one does not know how many
minutes one is going to live in this world.
Unconsciously we are working for an achievement which is not of this worldunconsciously,
because consciously we do not know this. We are caught so tightly in the
network of relations that we are made to believe that we are working for
this worldthough, really speaking, we are working for another welfare
altogether which is not of this realm. We are totally deluded in the impression
that we are of this world. We think that we work for this world, that this
world is ours. Not so is the case.
May we awaken our minds, and pray to the Almighty: dhiyo yo nah prachodayat.
May our understanding be rightly directed. May we expect nothing from anyone,
not even from God, except right understandingnot satisfaction, not pleasure,
not happiness, not long life, not anything that one would usually expect
in this world, but right understanding. May our understanding not be tarnished,
may it not be muddled. May it not be caught up in delusions. May it be
directed along the channel of the movement of the spirit toward its glorious
destination.
This is our prayer, and may this prayer be granted. May the blessings of
all the masters, sages and saints of yore those who have been in this
world and are now invisible, and also those who are now visiblemay their
blessings be upon us all. May the Almighty be kind to us, be merciful to
us. May blessedness be on the whole world, and glory to you all!
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