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Yoga is a step that
we take in the direction of establishment in impersonality, whatever be the
degree of it. And every personalistic will or desire or action is a rootedness
in personality. Impersonality is Yoga, which is attained by the stages
mentioned in the Yoga scriptures. It is, again, mentioned that Yoga is the
concentration which the lower self practices on the immediately superior,
higher Self. There are, various degrees of self and so we may say that the
whole universe consists of only Self, and nothing but that. There are no
objects; there are only selves, by which what is intended is that unless an
element of selfhood is present even in the so-called objects of sense, there
cannot be love for the objects. Love is only the recognition of the presence of
the self in that which we love; if the self is not there, love is unthinkable.
All love is self-love in various connotations of the meaning of self. It is not
without meaning that the metaphysicians of the Upanishads tell us that the
whole universe is the Self, the Atman is all things. But one has to be
careful, again, in understanding what the Upanishads mean, or the Bhagavadgita
intends, or anyone connotes. When they say that the Self and the universe are
identical, it is easy to misunderstand the statement and it is hard to make out
the significance thereof. The self is that which we regard as our own
psycho-physical individuality, the Mr. or Mrs., the “I” that we regard
ourselves to be; this is the self for our practical purposes today. But if we
analyse the motives behind the moods and activities of the so-called self of
ours, we will realise that its intentions are selfish,—’selfish’ in a
particular interpretation of the meaning of the self. The urge of the senses
towards the objects is the action of the self. It is the self that is
propelling the senses towards the objects through the instrumentality of the
reason and the mind, to come in union with the objects, under the impression that
union with objects is the satisfaction of the self. So it is the satisfaction
of the self that is the intention behind the coming in contact with the objects
of the senses and it is not the love for the objects that is the prime
motivation. There is no love for objects, absolutely. There is love only for
the satisfaction of one’s self, which is impossible, we feel, in a sort of
illusion, unless we come in contact with the objects. Various reasons are given
as to why this situation supervenes, or takes place. How is it that we make
this mistake?
There is a
psychological explanation and a metaphysical one. Psychologically, the
satisfaction that we feel at the time of coming in contact with the desired
object is the result of the extinction of desire, the result not of the
possession of the object or the enjoyment of the object but of the cessation of
desire at the time of coming in contact with the object, which happens on
account of the feeling in the mind that its purpose has been served. The
purpose of the senses is to possess the object, make it their own, unite it
with themselves and feel a non-separation of themselves from it, which purpose
seems to be achieved when the object is possessed, made one’s own and there is
no further need for the senses and the mind to contemplate the object. ‘It has
already become mine’ and ‘it is I,’ in one sense. The senses have subsided into
the mind, the mind has gone back to the reason and the reason is in the self.
There is, then, a self-possessedness. Consciousness has rested itself
temporarily, though only for the flash of a second, and we feel an exhilaration
inside, a happiness and satisfaction that we have possessed and enjoyed and got
what we want. This is a blunder on the very surface of it.
Metaphysically, the
reason is something different. The Self is present everywhere, there is only
One Self, the Universal Being, which exists in the objects. The objects pull
us, we are pulled towards the objects, and conversely, we too pull the objects
towards ourselves, on account of the Self beckoning its own Self in the form of
a presence outwardly in space and time. The Infinite is summoning the Infinite
in every act of desire, in every process of sense perception and what we ask
for even in the least of our actions and desires is the Universal Self, and
nothing short of it. But the senses do not know the purpose behind their
activity, they are again in ignorance. When we ask for any thing, we are asking
for this Universal Being, and we are not asking for anything else. This is the
ontological explanation, the metaphysical interpretation or reason given behind
the movement of the senses, mind and intellect towards objects. It is the
higher Self which is the object of the lower self in every form of
contemplation. And when the self which is lower tunes itself up to the higher
Self, it is in a state of Yoga. This higher Self has various degrees of
manifestation, and the higher Self need not necessarily mean the Absolute at
once. There is, to come back to the theme of Yajna mentioned in the
Third Chapter, a Deity that superintends over the circumstance of the relation
between the subject and the object. This Deity is the higher Self for the time
being, the synthesis between the subject and the object. This Deity, again,
becomes an individual subject in the light of a higher realm of cognition which
has its own objects. Difficult is all this for the mind to understand and we
are not supposed to go too high when we are in a lower stage. We will know what
is above us when we reach the stage that is immediately below. Each time we are
given only the vision of one step ahead; we cannot have the total vision of all
things at the stroke of a moment. Just now we can have an inkling of what is
immediately above us, and further on we cannot know anything. When we reach
that second step, or achieve the immediately higher level, we will have the
vision of the next higher level. Nature reveals its secrets by degrees, and the
whole secret cannot be given in one instant.
The Bhagavadgita, in
its Sixth Chapter, tells us that the higher Self is the controlling principle
of the lower self. The higher Self is the object of meditation by the lower
self, and the higher is the aim of the lower. To the extent the lower is in
union with the higher, to that extent we are successful in our endeavours. To
the extent we are selfish and ignorant of even the presence of the higher, to
that extent we are not going to be successful here. The higher Self becomes the
friend of the lower when the lower is tuned up to the higher, and then it helps
the lower. But the higher Self may appear even to be an enemy. Sometimes it
appears to us that God Himself is setting aside all our motives and is not
compassionate enough, all because we are not in tune with His purposes, His
motives, and His Laws. So the Self is the friend of the self, and is the enemy
also, which means to say that the higher Self is the friend and the benefactor
of ourselves to the extent we are in tune with its purposes and laws and
regulations, and to the extent we are dissonant in respect of its laws, we are
a failure in life. With this caution, a friendly admonition, the Yoga of
Meditation in the Sixth Chapter continues. This is a very important section
which stresses the need for self-control in a scientific manner. The Yoga, here
described, is to an extent similar to the one propounded in the Sutras of
Patanjali.
There should be a
time for us to sit for meditation and the time should be such, as it was
already pointed out, that we have no engagements otherwise, and we are free
from all compulsive attention at that moment. We can take a deep sigh of
relief, “I have done my duty today, now I am free.” It is only then that we can
sit for meditation, not when we feel after half an hour, “I have a tremendous work,
I have to run up to that place to do something.” Then meditation will not be
possible, because, unconsciously, we are dragged in another direction quite
different from the one on which we are supposed to be meditating. So, the time
and the place are important in the sense that they should not cause any kind of
distraction to the mind. The posture we maintain in the body also should be
such that there should not be any kind of ache or pain felt in the system.
Suppose we are seated in Padmasana, or Sukhasana, or any such Asana for the purpose of meditation, we should not feel pain in the knee, or the
back, etc. Then that posture would not be suitable. One is a master of one’s
own self, and we can choose our own posture. Patanjali is generous when he says
that the posture to be maintained for the purpose of meditation is any one,
provided it is comfortable. He does not speak of Padmasana, Siddhasana, and all
that. Any comfortable posture,—comfortable in the sense that it does not
distract our attention and does not compel us to pin our attention on the body,—is
advised. The purpose of the maintenance of the posture in meditation is to gain
freedom over the consciousness of the body and not to think of the body
thereby. Suppose we feel pain somewhere, we will be thinking of the body, “here
it is aching.” Hence, we choose our own posture, whatever it be. Here is entire
freedom given to us. But the posture should be such that we are able to
maintain a spontaneity of consciousness and do not allow the mind either to go
into sleep or be aware of the pains of the body. Neither should we get
distracted by the presence of the body or any kind of object of sense, nor
should we tend towards sleep or moodiness due to an inappropriate posture that
we have assumed. For instance, if we lie down on bed, we are likely to go to
sleep. So, lying down is not a suitable posture. Any kind of aching posture is
also not suitable. Standing also is not a suitable posture, because we may fall
down when we are concentrating. We have to choose a convenient position of the
body. That is called Asana in meditation.
And place and time
have been mentioned. We have, then, to select the object of our meditation. All
that has been told up to this time through the different Chapters is enough to
indicate what that object should be. There is no need to expatiate on the theme
further. We persuade our consciousness to concentrate itself on the great
objective of Yoga as described in the earlier chapters. If we cannot do this
for any reason, we choose any other object which is to our satisfaction. The
satisfaction here suggested is the absence of the necessity to think of
anything else at that time;—that is the meaning of satisfaction here in regard
to concentration on an object. The object of meditation should be chosen in
such a manner that there should be no need felt at that time to think of
anything else. We should not be hungry, for example. Else, we will be thinking
of a little breakfast or of going to a restaurant, etc., when we sit for
meditation. Why should we sit for meditation when our stomach is pinching? Do
not have any kind of agony. If you are thirsty, drink water and sit peacefully;
if you are hungry, eat, to some extent; and if you are tired, go to bed for
half an hour, and have some sleep,—that does not matter. Why should you tire
yourself? Yoga is not a painful discipline that you inflict upon yourself. It
is not a torture that we are undergoing; it is not a medical treatment. It is a
happy process spontaneously undertaken, joyfully, by the whole self, of its own
accord, without any kind of external compulsion. We have to understand this.
Yoga is a spontaneity of the movement of the lower self to the higher Self.
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