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There is another aspect of your
personality. You are living in this world of nature. If you go against nature,
you will fall sick. You may become seriously ill if you go against the law of
nature. There are laws of gravitation and laws connected with sunlight, air,
water, food, etc., with which if you dabble erroneously, you will have to pay
the penalty. You must know how society acts. You must also know how nature
works. It is a large living body that is before us which is called
nature - and you know how a living body acts and reacts. I will not go into
details along these lines because it is almost clear to you how dependent you
are on nature's contributions to your very existence itself. Even your
body is made up of the five elements. The building bricks of this body are
earth, water, fire, air and ether. If that is the case, you seem to be having
only a borrowed existence. The bricks with which the body has been built are
the substance of the five elements. And you are alive due to the contributions
made by these five elements - food, water, air, sunlight and the like - which
is like saying that you do not exist outside nature. It is working through you,
as is very obvious.
There is a third factor, which
is your own self. Let society be there, let nature be there. What about
yourself? How are you? What are you made of? Maybe you are made of the five
elements, but are you made of something else also? Are you only the body of
five elements? You have faculties of thinking, which work in many ways.
Sometimes your understanding does not go hand in hand with your feelings. The
personality is not always aligned properly. There is non-alignment of the
internal constituents, mostly, in persons. You may be a great, highly learned
person - a professor in arts and sciences, with a PhD, highly respected
- but your emotions may be torn and you may be a very puny nothing in your
house. You grieve and weep when you are alone, though you are a mighty learned
person in outer society.
If your will, your emotions and
your understanding do not go hand in hand, one with the other, you will be a
torn personality, not an integrated one. A psychological cohesion of the parts
of the faculties inside make you a whole being and not a sick individual. You
may be physically sick, but the worst thing is to be mentally sick. To struggle
with your own mind is worse than struggling with anything else. Today you think
one thing; tomorrow you think another thing. Today you like this, and tomorrow
you do not like it, without knowing why you are feeling that way. You may
diagnose everything in the world, but you should diagnose your own phases of
action inherent in the psyche. Knowledge of yourself is the greatest of
knowledge, it is said. The knowledge of your own mind, to which I made
reference previously, is greater than the knowledge of physics, chemistry,
biology and astronomy. There is, on the other hand, your contribution to nature
and society, which is very clear on the surface of it. But, what contribution
can you make if you are a torn individual, with wrecked emotions?
The attempt to keep yourself in
a cohesive, integrated mode - this attempt is highlighted and described in
great detail in many of the sutras of Patanjali's Yoga Shastra. Yama,
is there, of course, but there are other methods. You are hammered in from
three different sides. On the one hand, you seem to be confronting yourself
every day and finding it difficult to manage your own mind; secondly, you also
cannot easily manage your connection with people outside; and thirdly,
physically you fall sick in many ways due to interfering with nature's
forces in an unbalanced manner. There is a fourth crowning factor in
life - namely, the whole centre of the cosmos operating in you. There is an
unknown factor behind everything in the world which is, perhaps, the deciding
factor. All your efforts are decided, finally, by this Supreme Judiciary of the
cosmos. Finally, it has to give assent to whatever you do, whatever you think.
There is a verse in the Bhagavadgita
which mentions how your actions are determined by different factors and not
only by your intention, individually, by itself. The condition of the body,
whatever it is, decides to a large extent the capability of your performance.
Every person has a different type of physical frame, fitted for a particular
purpose. So the kind of contribution that you make through your activities is
decided especially by the nature of your physical constitution. Secondly, there
is another determining factor - namely, your capacity to resolve to fulfil
the work and carry it on until the end. There are many people who start a work
and then leave it in the middle, due to many difficulties. If they face a
difficulty, they drop that work. To engage in some action and then drop it
because of fear of troubles arising from it is called tamasa, or the
worst kind of action, says the Bhagavadgita. This is another factor.
The third conditioning factor
is the capacity of your sense organs themselves. If you are weak in your eyes,
your ears and your sensations, your contribution to the world and contribution
to your own performances, also, will be limited to that extent. Another factor
that limits your performance is the diverse motives that you have behind your
action. Why are you doing anything? Though you may think that the idea is clear
in your mind, you will find that it is not always a clear idea at all. Your
requirements, as you think them, seem to change their moods and their nature as
time passes and you advance in age and, perhaps, in the process of evolution.
But, there is a final thing. It has to be sanctioned by the structure of the
cosmos. Whatever you may do should be approved by the constitution of the
government. You cannot go against it, saying, "That is wonderful for me.
I shall do that"
This is the fourfold conflict
that you are facing every day - social conflict, personal conflict,
conflict with nature, and conflict with the Almighty Creator Himself. You are
distanced from society, distanced from your own self, distanced from nature,
and distanced from God. This is the tremendous war of the Mahabharata before
you. Everything is pell-mell and chaotic, and you do not know what you are
supposed to do. "I am helpless in this condition. My mind is not working.
Tell me, what is my duty?" This is what Arjuna spoke to Bhagavan Sri
Krishna. Intelligent man that he was, with great willpower, and having decided
to do something, he collapsed when he was required to exercise a total type of
understanding in regard to what he was expected to do.
The body shakes, the mind
trembles and the emotions are fear-struck when you take to the path of yoga, on
account of the associations you wrongly make in terms of these four facets of
your relation. The Bhagavadgita is an answer to all these conflicts. It answers
your query concerning your duty towards society. This is highlighted intensely
throughout the chapters, and all other things are also highlighted, gradually. The
eleventh chapter, which is the crowning edifice of all the teachings, tells you
there is only One Person doing all actions in the world. "Everything is My view, My action." Even if you
lift a finger, it is not your action, finally. The muscles and nerves are
there, of course. Your will also is there. But all this that you have inside
yourself, and what you are, is a replica of the original, which is far
away - beyond space and time, as it were - and which controls you totally.
Who is doing anything in this
world? If you are a good student of your relationship with these facets of
philosophical theme, you will realise that there is a great truth in this
wondrous statement of the Bhagavadgita, "I do everything; you act as an
instrument." This appreciation of One Being actually performing all
actions - this acceptance from the bottom of your heart - will not only
free you from conflicts of this kind, but will give you such a hope of possible
perfection in your life that you will feel a sense of energy entering into you,
energy which you had blocked by assertion of your personality or ego-ridden
individuality. If you open the avenues of the entry of these forces which are
operating throughout the world, you will find a peculiar strength arising from
within. It is not the strength of the food that you eat, or the money that you
have, or the esteem in which people hold you; it is another strength
altogether - an intrinsic strength, you may call it. All other
strengths that you have are extrinsic because they are contributed by factors
which are outside you. But here, a total factor of the creative process
entirely takes an upper hand. Here is the gospel of the Bhagavadgita for you.
It is not karma, it is not bhakti, it is not raja; it is
nothing of the kind. It is all things at the same time. Reason and will and
emotion and action go together and make up one enterprise.
Sa brahma-yoga-yuktatma
sukham aksayam asnute
(B.G. 5-21), says the Bhagavadgita. It is not called by any known name. It is
called Brahma-yoga, the yoga of the Absolute. Your personality rises into
action, totally, in all the layers of your being - not merely the physical,
the astral or the causal. The entire spirit rises up as the sun in the sky
dazzles in all its glory when the clouds of these sheaths of our
personality - which are not solid objects, really, but are layers of
condensed energy - are dispersed by the light of the sun of the soul that
is illuminating and shining within you, for ever and ever.
This, I believe, is the gospel
and the teaching of the Bhagavadgita. There is no need of reading too many
books. As the Cosmic Being spoke the Gita, an individual person will not be
able to appreciate much of its meaning. It was spoken by all mouths, all ears,
and all eyes. The Mighty Person of the total cosmos spoke it and, therefore, a
puny mind is unable to appreciate its connotations. Hence we require so many
commentaries. The Visvarupa, as it is called - which is the whole of
existence speaking from all sides - is the context of the gospel of the
Gita. In a verse it is said that nobody knows what the Gita says. Krsno
janati vai samyak: only He who spoke it knows what He spoke. Arjuna knows
something of it. Actually, he forgot it totally. Later on he asked Sri
Krishna, "I have forgotten everything that you told me at the beginning
of the battle. Would you kindly recite it to me once again?" Sri
Krishna's answer was, "I cannot repeat it again. I was in union
with the Absolute when I spoke that and you should not ask me to recall it
again." It was the Absolute that spoke, in a cosmic form, from every
angle of vision. Vyaso va vyasa-putro va: Vyasa knows what the Gita is;
he himself recorded it. Vyasa's son Suka knows it, and Vyasa knows it. Anye
sravanatah srutva: others only hear it as anything that is told to them. It
does not enter the heart.
Make a thorough study of the
Gita. Of course, you are free to read any commentary in order that you may be
facilitated in forming an opinion about it. If God speaks to you, you know how
you will think at that time. Place yourself in the context of God speaking to
you. "My dear boy, listen to me!" If God speaks to you like that, what
will you do at that time? That kind of attention is necessary in order to do
yoga practice.
Yoga is not a profession. It is
not even a religion. It is not something that you are expected to do among many
other things. It is the only thing that you have to do, and in that one thing
that you do, every other activity is included. It is included because it is a
comprehensive focussing through all the aspects of life to which I made
reference just now. For a moment, think deeply; place yourself in the context
of God speaking to you. That is the Bhagavadgita speaking to you. And God
speaking to you is not yesterday's matter, or tomorrow's; it is
just today's.
So, I gave you a free and brief
conspectus of the system of yoga which operates in various phases on account of
the response emanating from the different aspects of your personality.
Remember: the practice of yoga is everything. Meditation is all things.
It is a wrong notion that meditation is somewhere, sometime in life, and all
your other time goes to your duties. You think that all other things that you
do are your duties, and that meditation is not a duty, that it is only a
concession that you are making to some religious requirement. It is nothing of
the kind.
All your duties are summed up
in one duty of meditation on this stupendous theme of your placement within the
context of the reality within everything. Sarvatah pani-padam tat,
sarvato'ksi-srio-mukham; sarvatah srutimal loke, sarvam avrtya tisthati
(B.G. 13.13): Everywhere It has eyes, everywhere It has ears, hands and feet.
If you touch anything, you are touching His legs, His feet, His hands; your eyes
are His eyes; your ears are His ears. The whole of the Gita is this much. Its
quintessence I have placed before you. The All-yoga - karma, bhakti, raja,
jnana - everything is inside this.
Remember again - I want to
repeat this once more - yoga is not one of the things that you are doing;
it is the thing that you are doing, inclusive of all things. You will be
a very good office worker, a very good cook, a very good sweeper, a very good
soldier - everything you will be if yoga is operating through you at that
time. You will be the best in every field of life because you are in the best
of circumstances when you are in deep meditation. Be happy that you may be
blessed and good days are coming to you!
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