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The identity of consciousness
with a particular situation is the solution for that problem. You should not
consider anything as totally outside you. The world is not outside you; this
has to be remembered always. You are involved in the world. As you are involved
in the world, you are involved with everything in the world, whatever it
be - that which you like and that which you dislike. The power of meditation
is so intense and capable of achieving such miracles that the problems vanish
when you yourself become the problem.
The doctrine of the tantra
is: that by which ordinarily you fall down - that very thing, when it is
handled in a different way, becomes the cause of your rise. There is a poetic
sentence, beautiful, worth remembering: "Some rise by sin, and some by
virtue fall." Misplaced virtue can lead to your fall. Properly understood
situations which other people consider as sin, may cause the rising of your
personality. There is no sin and no virtue because they are, again, evaluations
from your point of view about a thing which looks like this or that. Who asked
you to evaluate from your own point of view? The view must be from the other
point of view, the thing which you are visualising as being outside. What does
God experience in this world?
Previously I mentioned the
Virat-consciousness. The Universal Being visualises everything. Does it also
see what you see with your eyes - all the dirt and the ugliness,
corruption, stupidity and so on? Does the Virat-swarupa perceive it? It is
itself that, so there is no question of perceiving it. The evaluation of things
ceases when the things themselves become the person who evaluates it. The teeth
may bite the tongue, but you do not file a case in the court against the teeth
because they have cut a part of the tongue. If somebody bites your tongue, you
will file a case against him. But if you bite, it is all right. So, you are the
criterion. The identity of consciousness with any situation is the solution for
that object. Actually, meditation is nothing but the identity of consciousness
with a situation. The point is that you should not exclude any situation, so
that the mind may not run here and there. The distraction of the mind that you
feel in meditation is due to the fact that you are isolating other conditions
from the condition that you have chosen for the purpose of meditation. This is
the tantric doctrine.
You will be terrified.
Therefore, nobody tells you that such a thing is possible, because tantra is
a way of thinking which is totally different from the human way of thinking.
You may call it a redundant way of thinking, a cosmic way of thinking, or
whatever you like. But nobody is accustomed to this way of thinking. The heart
will break. The brain will stop thinking and you can become crazy if you
persist in thinking in this manner. Therefore, the Tantra Shastra is not given
to an ordinary individual. It is never taught. It is usually called the great
secret practice. Why is it considered secret? This is because it is akin to a
formula for manufacturing an atom bomb. You cannot go on telling everybody the
formula for making an atom bomb. This is not done because the consequences
would be disastrous.
Therefore, various stages of
initiation have been prescribed in the learning of this technique of tantra.
It starts with ordinary ritual which is acceptable to common sense and to
emotion. They call it vedachara - the first stage in tantra
sadhana. Vedachara is a ritualistic mode of approach to reality. You
gesticulate physically in the worship of a particular object or a condition, and
go on accustoming yourself to that object by emotionally identifying yourself
with everything that the object is. That is actually what you do in worship.
The next stage is called vaishnavachara.
The rituals come down and recede to some extent in vaishnavachara, which
is the path of devotion. The path of devotion frees itself from the details of
the ritualistic practice of vedachara. The next stage is saivachara,
which is supposed to be the path of knowledge without any emotion attached to
it - with pure understanding, as it is. There are several more stages, the
details of which I am not going into here because I am not initiating you into
Tantra Shastra. I am just mentioning to you that there is a total way of
adjusting yourself to the circumstances of life.
You will be a great success. To
all things you are adjusted perfectly, whether it be a boss or a subordinate, a
cook or a driver, or whatever is around you, physically, psychologically,
socially, politically, economically - any kind of adjustment that is called
for. A dexterous spiritual practitioner is capable of adjusting his personality
to every condition. He can go up to the heights of genius or come down to the
level of a little child. A great spiritual hero can behave like a child and be
very loving to a little, crawling baby. He can be a lover of great learning and
professorial knowledge, and he can be a genius in his own personal capacity. He
will not stick to one condition. All things are his conditions. All people are
the stages of his own development, through which he has passed or through which
he has to pass in future. Thus he becomes a lover of all things. To put it in
the words of the Bhagavadgita, sarva-bhuta-hite ratah (B.G. 12.4), he
becomes a lover of every condition in life. To bring your memory back to what I
said previously, think as God thinks. There is no boss, there is no driver,
there is no cook, there is no this, there is no that in the Virat vision. They
are all blended together into a consciousness of oneness.
This is achieved gradually,
stage by stage, through tantra. It has never been understood by anybody.
It has been only misunderstood, because of the distance that obtains between
the normal way of thinking and this way of thinking. That which is impossible
to accept for the common mind becomes an abominable thing, impossible to
imagine. Things which are not at all acceptable become non-separate from your
own being when those things which you consider as external are evaluated from
your own point of view. A Guru is necessary in this practice. No one can
independently read a book and go on with this practice, because it is dynamite
which will burst in your face if you touch it.
Purity of mind - dispassion
in a true sense of the term - is necessary before you step onto this path.
If you have submerged desires, potential longings which you have brushed aside
into the subconscious, they will rise up with tremendous velocity and break
your personality. You should not touch this subject unless your mind is pure.
What is meant by the mind being pure? A hidden impulse that contradicts your
aspiration in a particular direction is the impurity in the mind. The impurity
does not necessarily mean what people consider as dirty. An evaluation in the
mind which cannot be commensurate with the nature of the explanation you are
holding before you - that is the evil you see; that is the impurity.
The psychological adjustment
called for on this path is total, to say the least; and, no one knows what
total thinking is. When you think, there is an object of thought. Since the
subject that thinks and the object that is thought about are not two different
things but are only two forces of a single situation, it is necessary for you
to consider that particular aspect also, where the subject does not think the
object - a situation is thinking both the subject and the object. This is
the synthesis of the two contraries of what you call the subject and the object.
You cannot do that. Nobody can do that easily, because you are either the
subject or the object. The synthesis between the two is unthought-of. You can
never imagine that you cannot think an object unless you are involved in it. So
the subjectivity is included a little bit in the object also, and the
objectivity is also included in the subject. Pure subject and pure object do
not exist. Otherwise, they would be severed from each other and no one would
know that the object exists.
That there is an element of the
female in every man, and every female has an element of the male, is something
well known to people. Total femininity and total masculinity do not exist. They
attract each other because of the element of each present in the other. People
with characteristics that are pure and unmixed with characteristics of the
other gender cannot attract each other. If man is only man, and woman is only
woman, there is no attraction. There is something connecting them - which
is the element of feminine nature in a man, and vice versa, the element of male
in a female. This is to say, everything has some connection with everything
else. Total isolation is unthinkable. And if you make the mistake of imagining
that you can totally disassociate yourself from family, relations, your
property, etc., and go to meditate in Uttarkashi, you may be a failure because
your mind will harass you by compelling you to cogitate on the conditions that
prevailed earlier - at least by memory - and a longing will persist
even if the physical contact is absent.
The Bhagavadgita warns us that
a person who physically disconnects himself or herself from objects of
enjoyment, but mentally conceives them, is a hypocrite, because love is a
mental action; it is not merely based on physical contact. Unless the mind
operates, action does not take place. There are some beautiful verses near the
beginning of the third chapter of the Bhagavadgita: "Do not make
mistakes. Do not be hasty. Know yourself first. Do not misjudge yourself. Do
not underestimate yourself. Do not overestimate yourself either. Know exactly
what you are." Often you cannot know what you are. You are under the
pressure of prejudices. This is why the Guru is necessary - to tell you
what kind of person you are. Your problems are yourself only. You have created
the problems. God has not created them. You cannot even impute these problems
to other people, although everyone says that others are the cause of their
suffering.
I am giving you the information
that there is such a thing as this kind of spiritual practice. It is not that
you will be able to understand it, nor will you be able to practise it, since
it is a highly advanced method where you have a total vision of all things in
the world, and from that point of view only you take a first step. Even the
initial step is a total step. It is not a partial, finite step you are taking.
They are wholes which operate in every step that you take along the spiritual
path. The difference is between the lower whole and the higher whole, but not
between two different things. No fraction is allowed in the spiritual practice.
It is a whole practice that you are engaged in, though it is an initial whole.
How will you think these
things? A Guru's perpetual presence is called for so that you may not
slip and fall and break your legs. The tantra sadhana is a great
information before you, which is startling; and I am mentioning this to you
because I wish to be complete and not give you some fractional information of
this side and that side of spiritual practice.
I made reference to purity of
mind. You cannot understand what it actually means. Abandoning certain things
which you consider as bad may be considered as purity of mind. I have already
told you to be careful in judging things. What are the bad things in the world?
Can you tell me what the bad things are? Make a list of them. You can never
make a list of the bad things in the world. You will be flabbergasted even to
think like that. You also cannot make a list of the good things in the world,
because a very good thing may be a bad thing in another circumstance, and a bad
thing may be a good thing in another circumstance. So total thinking is taking
into account both aspects of the situation into the spiritual practice. You move
as God Himself moves, as He would move towards His own Self-realisation. This
is a completeness that characterises every stage of spiritual practice.
I have told you almost
everything concerning devotion to God - bhakti. But I have added
some more information so that it may be accentuated by a greater strength,
information culled from other ways of thinking - philosophical, even
argumentative, physical, psychological, and spiritual. I feel satisfied that I
have given you whatever I wanted to give you, and whatever remains afterwards
will be an expatiation of the very same things that I have told you in brief. I
have gone very fast in my discourses in order to give you brief principles
involved in various types of spiritual practice. More elaborate considerations of
these brief statements will be called for, to which I shall move by advancing on
matters which I have not touched fully, but touched only briefly, so that in
the remaining sessions of this course you will have something easier than these
hard things that I told you in a strict, logical form, up to this time. From
here on I will abandon this process of thinking and teaching, and make it more
easy, friendly and pleasant for you. This is what I have to tell to you today.
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