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Here is the characteristic of a saint or a sage. Nothing is outside
the saint and, therefore, he needs nothing from outside. One should not want
anything from outside, because the outside thing does not exist apart from you
and you do not exist outside that thing which you consider as outside. The
saints and the sages ask not anything. They do not require anything because
they have got everything by being united with that which you regard as outside
you. The thing which you want is inside you in the sense that it is connected
with your body, your personality, your consciousness. The moment you think, the
universe acts, provided that your mind is united with the cosmic mind. Here is
the transcendental meaning of true meditation - which is not a doctrine or
a teaching or a gospel from the textbook of a scripture, but a scientific fact
operating in the astronomical universe. Have you heard that the universe was,
once upon a time, a cosmic atom? It was the source of the world. And do you
believe that you have come from that cosmic atom? It was one integral whole.
That requirement of integration which was characterising in that cosmic
atom - brahmanda, as we call it - characterises everything that
has proceeded from it. The larger whole produces lesser wholes, but not
fractions. There are no such things as fractions in this world. Everything is
a whole, though it is a modicum of a lesser order.
So, each level of wholeness gets identified with the larger whole of which
it is an integral part, from which it cannot separate itself. This is the art
of administration, the art of thinking properly, the art of education and the
teaching process, learning - everything. This is the knowledge of the Self,
as you may call it. It is said that the greatest knowledge is knowledge of the
Self. But do not be under the impression that the Self is sitting inside the
body. I mentioned to you that the Self is a wholeness that you feel within
yourself, a consciousness rather than a limbed body with bones and flesh and
nerves, etc. that you are not. You are the operation of consciousness. Remember
very well - what would you be if consciousness were not there? You would
not be there at all. If consciousness is not there, you also are not there. So
when you are there, it is consciousness that is really there.
Satisfaction is not in you or in somebody else. It is in consciousness
itself. Satisfaction is uninterrupted performance of consciousness. A larger
satisfaction flashes forth when the unit of consciousness that you are operates
as a set adjustment with the consciousness of other such units or centres. Who
feels happiness? Who feels peace? Consciousness feels peace. It gets
disturbed when there is no peace. Who disturbs it? It is disturbed by the wrong
notion that it is outside the thing to which it really belongs.
In essence, everybody is a cosmic being. There is no such thing as an
individual person. Can you think for a moment that you are a cosmic being? Go
on saying, "I am a cosmic being. This little 'me' is organically
related to the cosmic being - which means to say, I am a cosmic being. And
the others I seem to see outside are not outside me, just as I am not outside
the cosmic being." Go on asserting this with faith, with the power of
will. "If I cannot stand outside the universe, I am the universe
itself." Who will disturb your mind, then? Tell me frankly: who is there
to disturb your mind? Nobody can disturb your mind. There is no such thing as
'your' mind. There is only the cosmic mind operating. Can you think
through the cosmic mind? When you are thinking now, who is thinking? It is not
the student that is sitting here - not this boy, this girl, this man, this
woman. No. It is the cosmic mind that is thinking.
This is meditation. If anybody asks you what meditation is, tell them this
is meditation. Toward the achievement of this apex of meditational practice, you
are given recipes of a lesser category so that you may adjust yourself
gradually, stage by stage, in the higher wholes which are the dimensions of
larger and larger wholes of consciousness. You are the maker of yourself. Your
peace of mind is within you only. You are the culprit - if at all there is
one - and, therefore, complain not. Complain against your inadequacies,
your imperfections and the lack of power of will that you are sunk in, by which
you are unable to understand how you are connected to the world, to people, to
the atmosphere, to ecological conditions, to the world as a whole. Find fault
with yourself only. Do not find fault with anybody else, because the world is a
whole, and wholeness cannot have imperfections.
Again I tell you, look at that wonderful Viratsvarupa, the cosmic
consciousness, the description that we have in the eleventh chapter of the
Bhagavadgita. Was any dirty thing there? If the cosmic consciousness - the
universe which presented itself before Arjuna - did not have any dirty
thing, ugly thing or unwanted thing, from where have these unwanted things come
now before your eyes? You are the creator of the problems of life - nobody
else - and you are not prepared to accept it because of the egoism that is
so hard, flint-like, which says, "I am what I am, and I am right! And
everybody has to follow what I think." If everybody started asserting in
this manner, there would be a social rift and warfare immediately following.
You should consider yourself as very blessed that you can think like this.
You should consider yourself as blessed because you know where your blessedness
lies. It is with you - the you that is inseparably connected to the
creation as a whole. So, peace is in the cosmos, it is in God, it is in all the
forms of wholeness that you can think of. Your blessedness, your peace, your
joy, your satisfaction lies in the extent to which you can adjust the dimension
of your consciousness to that which you wrongly consider as outside you. Make
it your own. Make the atmosphere your own. Make that which you see outside you
your own, so that you think as the thing thinks and not as you, in your own
individual capacity, think. When you see an object, try to think as the object
thinks, not as you think it. Turn the tables round; let the object become the
subject. If you assert yourself in that way, in a minute you will find that you
are transported into a world which is beyond yourself.
It is difficult to think like this because you have been born into a family
and a cultural background which is totally unacquainted with the normal,
subliminal way of the required attitude in human life. Everywhere you see evil
and ugliness and wretchedness and enmity - everywhere. There is nothing
good anywhere in the world. This is how we are indoctrinated right from the
beginning. When a child is born, the parents say, "The other man is an
enemy. Don't go there. The next house is an enemy's house." You
are told in the beginning itself, "This land is ours. That land is not ours.
Don't go there. They want to grab our property." Animosity starts
in childhood itself. "This is mine. That is not mine. This is yours. That
is not yours. This is your friend. That is your enemy." You go on
thinking like this right from your childhood. Your blood is infused with
animosity and a feeling of incompatibility with everything. You are
incompatible with everything; nothing is compatible. You are never in union
with anything; everything is at sixes and sevens. Nothing is good for you;
everything is useless. You are, yourself, the best thing, and all others are
totally extraneous to you. Let this change of the pattern of thinking be developed,
and you will find God prevailing Himself from your side. There is no God in the
high heavens; you are yourself constraining Him and covering Him with a
bush - with a dark cloud of erroneous thinking - regarding yourself as
a totally independent person, unconnected with anybody else.
Remember that you are not unconnected with even a little stick on the
ground. You are connected with that also. The stick can know what you are
thinking. It is not dead. There are no dead things in this universe. Little
things, unimportant things, unseen things, uncared for things - they know
that you are there; and It knows. It has eyes everywhere. Everywhere
eyes - the world is all eyes, everywhere. Sarvato 'ksi-siro-mukham
(B.G. 13.13), says the Bhagavadgita. "Everywhere eyes, everywhere
ears." They say that walls have ears - well, maybe. There are ears,
no doubt, but there are also eyes everywhere. Every atom sees you. It is not a
dead substance as scientists may tell us. There is no dead molecule anywhere;
it is a living organism, a living being like you. With that you set yourself en
rapport - in mind, in intention, in determination, in
meditation - and slowly, thought becomes reality.
The psychology of the mind has to be understood. Thought concretises itself
into reality. Do you know that the cosmic mind has concretised itself into this
world which looks so solid? The cosmic mind, externalised in the space-time
complex, appears to have descended into the concrete, solid form of the
physical universe. That is the story of creation. Every little mind is a great
potency. It is like a minute atom bomb which can assert, and what it asserts
will take place. Think, and it is there.
But you are dubious in your adjustment of thought. You are always under the
fear that something else is there outside you which will not agree with you.
When you have the feeling that something is outside you which is different from
you and cannot agree with you, you are really not en rapport with it,
and it will really not like you and it cannot agree with you. What you think
you are - that you really are. You must remember that. If
you demoralise yourself, condemn yourself as a nobody and a nothing, you are
that only. But if you understand your status in this world as a citizen of the
cosmos and not merely of a little country or of a village, and know that the
country protects its citizens, then the whole world will protect you. The
cosmic forces are at your beck and call. This is spiritual meditation - or
call it whatever you like - and be careful that you should not forget this.
I am not telling you all these things so that you may listen as a kind of
entertainment. It is a recipe and medicine that is to be injected into your
personality, so that the illness which is harassing you, day in and day out,
may leave you slowly, gradually. This is a medical treatment for you. It is not
a discourse that you have heard, as a professor speaks in a college. It is as a
doctor speaks to a patient; and you have to be very careful to listen to it and
take the medicine as it is prescribed, as it is necessary for you to take it.
So, briefly to say, you are really blessed souls. Everyone is a blessed
child of the Immortal God. A child of God cannot be a miserable wretch. Do not
think like that. How can the effect, which has come from the cosmic
magnificence, become wretchedness? It is not possible. The magnificent divinity
which is the cosmic whole reverberates in even the little divinity that you
are. That may be a conflagration and you are a spark, but you are a part of it.
With this confidence, take to meditation every day; but do not meditate as an
exercise which is frightening and tiring, causing exhaustion and so on. You are
inundating yourself. A process of inundating yourself cannot tire you.
Meditation will bring you immense joy, not merely an ordinary benefit. You will
be happy, happy, happy, happy! You will like to meditate more and more, because
the more you are united with that ultimate level, the more is the blessedness
that it will bestow upon you. This is what we call the grace of God - the
grace of the higher total on the lower total. You may call this the grace of
the divine omnipotence. Remember all these things as tiny processes of
meditation with a different meaning altogether.
I have told you everything. There is nothing left now to speak to you. There
are only a few days remaining until the completion of this course, and I want
to thank you and bless you from the heart of my heart. I feel confident that I
have done my duty very well, to the satisfaction of my own heart, and believe
you have benefited immensely. Do not forget what I have told you, right from
the beginning of the course until now. There are still a few more days, and
when I see you again I will speak to you as it would be appropriate. God bless
you!
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