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Thirdly, there is a beauty and a divinity
inherent in the art of combining these letters, so that the blending of these
letters in a consecutive way produces a new effect altogether. That blending,
that combination, that arrangement of letters in a particular manner, in a mantra,
is called chandas - meter. Meter here means the method by which the
words have been selected and combined with certain other letters to produce the
desired result.
So, there is the rishi or the seer
of the mantra, and the combination of the letters, which produces some
chemical effect; then, there is the chandas, or the meter; and there is
the thought of the ideal which is in your mind during the recitation of the mantra.
The ideal is the divinity thereof. The mantra is a verbal form of the
pattern of divinity which you are conceiving in your mind.
Certain scientists who are familiar with
this word formation and the geometrical effect that is produced by the
utterance of certain names have discovered that the particular form of the divinity
that you are thinking of in your mind can be seen as automatically engraved
even on a pattern of sand spread over the ground, or even on the water in front
of you. It will make a pattern of the particular divinity, provided that your
chanting is perfectly articulate and scientific. The mantra should not
be chanted hurriedly, or very slowly. It should be a moderate, sonorous, loving
articulation.
Apart from all this, there is the strength
of your own thought. It is called sadhana shakti. There is rishi
shakti, chandas shakti, devata shakti, and the sadhana shakti of the
person who recites the chant. All these combine to produce a tremendous effect,
due to which many people have taken to japa sadhana as the sole way of
attaining freedom.
In the Bhagavadgita we are told that japa
is the greatest of all the spiritual sacrifices that one can think of. Yajnanam
japayajno'smi: That is what the Lord has declared. Why do you want so many yajnas
and sacrifices with material, with ghee, and pundits, and all
that? Mere thought expressed in the form of this articulation of a mantra will
bring you the benefit of all the sacrifices or yajnas that you can think
of in your mind.
Finally, it all amounts to saying that mantra
japa is the art of summoning God into yourself. You will summon that kind
of form or characteristic of God which you are entertaining in your mind.
Everyone has an idea of God; that idea determines the nature and the form in
which God will manifest Himself.
In the manner the sculptor chisels marble,
in that manner only the form of the statue will come out. The thought of the
sculptor is the form that the material takes in sculpture. So, God's form is
nothing but the form of your own thought. As you think He is, so He is. As you
would like Him to respond, in that way He will respond, because your mind is
the miniature receiver-set of the great force that emanates from the Cosmic
Being which, by Itself, has no form. It has every form.
In a block of marble, you can imagine any
form of statue inside. The block of stone is impersonal, but the personality of
the form of the particular statue will depend upon the thought of the sculptor.
From the block of marble you can carve out a god or a devil, a horse, an
elephant, or a lion. Anything you want can emerge from that block of marble.
All forms are hidden inside the formless
Being. You can say, in one way, God has no form, in the same way as a block of
stone, by itself, has no shape. But you can carve any shape out of it; infinite
varieties of forms can come out from that otherwise impersonal, formless block
of stone.
Likewise, with the totally detached,
universal pervading featureless Existence, any form can come out. Thus, it is
up to you to choose what form it is that you are expecting. The more complete
is your concept of the form of God, the better for you, and the quicker is the
result. The more incomplete is your concept of God, the lesser is the effect
that you get. God may take no time to come to you, or He may take a lot of
time, according to your concept of the form of God.
If you think that God is distant, He will
take time to come, because you have already decided He is far away. He will
take you by the letter and the spirit. If God is in one place only, naturally
He will take time to travel. If He is far away in heaven, it will certainly
take time to come, and He will take as much time as is necessary to travel that
distance.
But if we can accept the fact that distance
is abolished in the all-pervasive Existence, then immediate action will take
place. As time and space do not exist in God, there is no distance that He has
to cover, and no time that He has to take. It is instantaneous, here and now,
provided the heart of a person will ask in this manner. But, if we are
prejudiced in any way, and we have idiosyncrasies of our own, and think in
terms of the distracted forms of the world to which we are affiliated, and
carry this prejudice even to God, then the reaction will not be so intense.
Previously I mentioned that the only
quality, the only requirement, and the only discipline that the sadhaka
has to develop is wanting it. If we want a thing, it has to come. Many a time,
even if we want a thing, it does not come because firstly, we may want it
wrongly, or we may not want it, really. Really we cannot want anything, because
we have other wants. The presence of other wants prevents the reality and the
intensity of the want of a particular thing. The mind is its own good
psychologist. It knows itself very well, and we cannot play hanky-panky with
it. If there are two objectives before the mind, and if one of them is desired
for the purpose of materialisation, there will be only a fifty per cent effect
of the system of materialisation. It will not be a hundred per cent, because
fifty per cent of our mind is subconsciously directed towards another object,
which also we would like to have. If we like two things, or three things, or a
hundred things, then we will get only one hundredth of the benefit that we
require.
God is not a fraction. He is inclusiveness,
in the sense that whatever we want in this world will be found there also.
There is a fear in the heart of people that when God comes we will lose the
world - lose our family, lose our money, lose all connection - all the beauties
and glories of the world will vanish completely when God comes. This is a
frightening situation for us. Are we going to lose the whole world because God
should come? This doubt will persist even in the mind of a very advanced
seeker, because it is hard for anyone to appreciate that the whole world is
contained in God.
So, we are not abandoning the world. The
idea of rejecting the world does not arise in spiritual practice. It is an
inclusion of the world in the ultimate ideal that we are actually trying to
meditate upon. The world is a reflection of its own original that we can find
in the Absolute. Even we, ourselves, as people seated here, are shadows of our
true nature, which is in heaven.
Can you imagine what all this means? You
are even now in the highest heaven, and that reality of your personality which
is in the heaven is summoning you up, and making you restless in this world.
You are not pleased with your own self. You feel wretched. Why should you not?
Your real nature is somewhere else. It is pulling you up. So, you will not be
satisfied with anything in this world unless you get your own true nature, the
archetype, as they call it .
This is a duplicate that we are seeing in
the world. All things in the world are shadows of the originals that are in the
highest heaven, including our own selves. We are not the ultimate realities.
Our own true self is parading in its highest glory in the heavens above, in any
loka - you may call it Brahma-loka. We are in all the worlds just now,
but we think we are only in one place.
Our higher nature is commensurate with the
higher natures of all things, as the waters of the ocean are commensurate with
every part of that water. All the water is everywhere, and we cannot say that
it is segregated in one place.
So entering into God is not a rejection of
things in the world - throwing out the father and mother, all our wealth and
bank balance. "Everything is gone! What a tragedy!" You will be thinking like
that. No. Your bank balance, in its originality, will be found there. This is
only a shadow that you are operating. You yourself are a shadow. It is
fluctuating; as the shadow is moving, we feel restlessness in ourselves.
Our original is in God, and we are seeing
only the duplicate of it, the shadow of it. It is not even a duplicate; it is
only a shadow. It has no substance in it. The world is a shadow of God, not
even a true manifestation in the real sense. It is a topsy-turvy perception of
the very God Himself. We, in this personality, are only the topsy-turvy of our
original. That is why we have wretchedness in our feelings, and an inability to
be pleased with anything in this world. Nothing can satisfy us in this world,
because all things are originally somewhere else. So, they are pulling us,
without knowing what is actually happening to us.
So, never imagine that you are losing the
world when you reach God. You will get the world in its real form. The whole
world will lift itself. When you wake up from your dream world, have you lost
the treasures of the dream? You might have been an emperor, for instance. You
have been a king in dream, or an emperor of Rome. You had all the treasures you
can conceive. You had a huge army, a retinue, all friends, whatever you wanted.
You were a big emperor in dream. You have woken up. Have you lost the kingdom
completely? Can you say, "What a wretchedness! I have come to the waking
condition, where all the emperorship and the glory, and everything has gone."
It has not gone, because that was a shadow of the mind that has now woken up.
All the treasures, all the glories, entire space-time, and even the emperorship
has gone into your mind, which is in a waking condition. So, in waking, you are
not losing the glory of the dream world. You are only happy that you have woken
up from the nightmare.
So is the case with another waking into the
consciousness of the Absolute Being, wherein the idea that you have lost the
world is meaningless. The emperorship of the world, the glory of humanity, and
all the beauties and grandeurs that you see in this world are similar to the
dream world. Just as when you wake up from the dream, you do not feel that you
have lost the empire that you were ruling, in a similar manner, when you reach
the Absolute, you will not feel that you have lost anything. You will find
everything there. Whatever you see here, you will find its original there. Can
there be a greater joy than that? Why are you worrying?
But the mind is so stupid. Like a pig, it
will think only like a pig, and you cannot make it think like a saint. It is
impossible. It requires great chastening, satsanga, the company of great
people. You must always meet great people and discuss with them. Tadbuddhayastad-atmanastannisthastatparayanah;
gacchantyapunara-vrttim jnananirdhutakalmasah. Speak only this: tadkathanam.
What should you think? Tadbuddhaya: Your mind should be always thinking
that, like a person who has lost his property thinks only that: "How will I get
it? Millions I have lost. I cannot sleep. When will I get it?" Tadatmanaha: Engrossed
in that only and wanting nothing else. Tannisthaha: Established in the
desire to have that only. Tatparayanaha: Always talking about that only.
Gacchantyapunaravrttim: Engrossed in that only and wanting nothing else,
established in the desire to have that only, always talking about that only,
you will never come back to this miserable world afterwards.
Similarly, we are told of what is called
the practice of the presence of God. It is called brahmabhyasa. Tadchintanam,
tadkathanam, anyonam tatprabhodanam etad eva parasmin cha brahmabhyasa kurutah.
When you think, you will think only that which you have lost. Actually,
what have you lost? You have lost God Himself. The Creator of the universe you
have lost. So, the heart should cry for it: "Oh, I have lost the great beauty!"
Tatkathanam: If you see anybody, you talk only that. Suppose you lost
ten million; you will go on telling everybody, "Oh, I have lost so much!" In
the marketplace you will be yelling, "I have lost so much, I have lost so
much!" You tell that now.
We have to reach the Great Being. You can
find everything there. It is not there, it is here. The idea of 'there' also is
redundant, because there is no space in God.
It is difficult to think like this. We are
bound by the spatial distance and temporal succession, so we cannot think that
God is here. "How is it possible, because He is far away?" the space tells you.
Tadchintanam: thinking that only; tadkathanam: talking to people
on that subject; anyonam tatprabhodanam: just as students in a college
or a school discuss a subject on which they have an exam tomorrow. "Oh, how is
it? How are you getting on? What is the matter? This subject - have you
understood? What is the answer to this question?" They mutually sit and
discuss before the exam takes place.
In a similar manner, you must sit together
and discuss: "How can we go? What is your difficulty? Tell me. My difficulty is
like this. Can you find a solution for it? What are your difficulties?"
Mutually discuss among yourselves. "I am unable to think properly. This is the
trouble with me. What can I say?" This is called anyonam tatprabhodanam atat
aka paratvam cha. It is sinking your being only into that. That is your
greatest treasure, your great succour, your immortal friend.
Suhrdam sarva-bhutanam jnatva mam santim
rcchati: "Remember, I am your friend. At the time
of distress, I will come and help you." But we have many friends who will
desert us at any moment. They will turn their back to you at the least event
that takes place. But "I am the friend of all beings; remember that. I shall
come to your succour and give you whatever you want, if you only remember me. I
want nothing from you." Every friend expects something from you, but here is a
friend who wants nothing from you. He wants only your love, and He will come to
you at your beck and call.
If this concept of God has entered your
mind, you are a real sadhaka, and nothing can be more blessed than to be
devoted to God in this manner - honestly and sincerely, not because you wish to
be called a sadhaka and have a certificate that you have attended the
Sadhana Week programmes. Let the Great Being know what you are. If He knows
you, that is sufficient for you. If the whole world praises you and the
Almighty ignores you, you are nowhere. Let there be no friends; let Him become
your friend. One friend is sufficient, as the sea becomes your friend. Sri
Krishna was an ocean. He was the friend of Arjuna, and one Being was
sufficient. The army of the Kauravas could not stand before this one person,
because the army constituted of millions were like drops in the ocean, whereas
here is the ocean itself.
That was the mistake Duryodhana made in
choosing millions of drops, whereas Arjuna chose the ocean itself, which nobody
could understand. So, the ocean defied the activity of all the drops in one
second.
So, we have drops of beauty and greatness
and wealth in this world. Like Duryodhana, we are asking for the drops of
beauty, wealth, and possession in this world, and the ocean is somewhere else.
We have forgotten it.
It is up to us to sit quietly and think
over our true welfare, and not waste our energy in going to the marketplace,
chatting, and going on running here and there in the name of pilgrimage,
sightseeing, and picnicking. Your time is wasted in this manner. You need not
go anywhere. Sit in one place, and you will find that you will get what you
want here itself, because that which you seek is just here, under your nose.
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