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The Bhagavadgita announces this great point
that we have also a social obligation, apart from an obligation to our own mind
psychologically, and an obligation to the God who is superintending over us
inside. With turmoil of any kind in the mind, and depression, sorrow, and
disgust of any nature, one cannot sit for meditation. The disease has to be
cured before we take to the healthy way of concentration of the mind.
If the sorrow has arisen on account of not
having something which you expected to have, it is up to you to find the way of
getting out of this mess. There are things which you want, and you may be able
to get them without actually harming yourself. All right. If you want to have a
meal, have a meal; if you want to have a cup of tea, have a cup of tea. But
there can be dangerous desires in the mind which cannot be fulfilled, because
they will be contrary to the welfare of society and one's own self. Harmless
desires and harmful desires are two varieties of things, which arise from the
emotions of people. Intelligence is the only way of handling harmful desires,
because one is required to understand the consequences that follow from trying
to fulfil a harmful desire - harming not only others, but simultaneously one's
own self, also. But in the eagerness to fulfil the wish arising within oneself
emotionally, one jumps in a fit of passion, not knowing what consequence
follows.
The rightness of an action is supposed to
depend upon certain consequences which are to be considered at the same time.
Firstly, when we take a step, there must be a justification for the step that
we take, for some reason or the other. The aim before us is to be justifiable.
The end that we conceive in our mind should not be a harmful thing to any
person.
Secondly, the method that we are adopting
to fulfil that desire also should be justified. It does not mean that if the
end is alright, the means can be bad. It is not true that the end always
justifies the means. Oftentimes, in the modern world, we find the policy of the
end justifying the means is followed, because what we are going to achieve is
more important: "What does it matter in what way we are getting it? By hook or
by crook we want to get it." No. Anything that is achieved successfully by
wrong means will tumble down one day, because the foundation is not strong.
And finally, it should be beneficial to
oneself in the long run. That which brings immediate relief is not necessarily
a really beneficial thing. Sreyas is supposed to be different from preyas.
The pleasant thing is different from the blessed thing, because the pleasant
thing is that which is to the liking of the sense organs, but the sreyas
or the blessed thing is that which is to the benefit of the soul within us.
Meditation, therefore, is an art of
becoming our own selves. In all these three ways of self-alienation just
mentioned, we become other than what we are. When we think that we are the
body, we have become other than what we are; when we think that we are that
object which we love or hate, there also we have become other than what we are.
That which we are is imperishable. Though circumstances are perishable, objects
that we like are perishable, and the body itself is perishable, we are not
perishable. That is why we have an infinite longing within us. If we were
really perishable individuals, our desires also would be fulfilled immediately
by a little effort of the mind. Any amount of effort cannot fulfil our desires,
because desire arises from the infinite source of our personality.
There is an infinite longing within us,
which can be satisfied only by an infinite possession, but the world does not
have anything that can be called infinite. Therefore, we may say, we ourselves
do not belong to this world. That is the reason why nothing in the world
satisfies us. It is so because all things come today and vanish tomorrow, and
they are really not organically connected to us. Though we may imagine that
some things belong to us, they are not vitally related to us. They stand apart
from us. Brother or sister, father or mother, any kind of relative, money, or
land all stand outside us. They cannot become the vital being of our own
selves. Our property cannot enter into our body, so our longing for it is
futile. There is bereavement and loss of property; nevertheless, we cling to
them, knowing well that this effort on our part is going to be futile.
I mentioned that we do not bring anything
with us, nor do we take anything with us. Do we realise that we cannot have
anything with us, even in the middle? An illusory phenomenon of possession
takes hold of us in the little tenure of our life between birth and death, and
we live like utter fools. There is a deceptive activity going on in the sensory
world, and if there are dacoits, the senses are the dacoits. They take away
whatever we have, and give us nothing in return.
What have you got, actually? You have your
own self. What you have with you is your self. Do not say, "I have got
relations. I have got land and money." Do not say that. They do not belong to
you, because you have not produced them. You have not created the land; you
have not manufactured the money; the relations also do not belong to you. They
are totally independent, like you. You have nothing to call your own. That is
why you go like a pauper when you leave this world.
That which you have thought, that which you
have felt, and that ideology that you have entertained in your mind will come
with you wherever you go, because that which comes with you is an operation
taking place in your own self. That operation taking place outwardly will not
come with you.
Have you seen people dying and going away,
and people forgetting them after three days? It may be your dearest relative;
three days you mourn, and the fourth day you do not even know that the person
existed at all. What has happened to that great person who was inseparable from
you? You burn the body of your father in the cremation ground; you throw into
the pit that very father whom you adored. Who is your father, then? If it is
your father whose photograph you have taken and hung on the wall of your house,
why did you discard that father and bury him under the earth? If you say, "This
is not my father", then, who is your father? Think over this matter. What were
you clinging to, actually, throughout your life? You were clinging to an ideology
which has escaped your notice.
So is the case with your own body, also. If
the body of the father is not the father, this body of yours also is not you.
Nothing that is visible is the real thing. The visible is the perishable; the
invisible is the reality. This is how we have to educate ourselves gradually,
and turn back to our own selves in our infinite capacity.
The very fact that we are infinitely
longing for infinite possessions and achievements should convince us that
there is an infinite potentiality in us. Moksha or liberation is the
attainment of the Infinite. The Infinite is not a large accumulation of particulars.
If all the atoms in the universe, innumerable in their number, are brought
together into a large heap, we cannot say that we have touched the Infinite.
The Infinite is not a numerical accumulation of particulars. It is an undivided
Being, outside which nothing is.
Yo vai bhuma tat sukham: Great joy is in the bhuma or the plenum of felicity. What
is bhuma? What is plenum? What is Infinite? Yatra na anyat pasati:
It is that condition where you do not see anything outside you. Yatra na
anyat srunoti: You do not hear anything outside you at that time. Na
anayat vijanati: You do not think and understand anything outside you. Sa
bhuma: Where there is no necessity to look outwardly through the eyes, or
hear anything externally, or think externally, because of the filledness of the
plenum of infinitude attained in one's own self; that is yo vai bhuma tat
amritam; that is the Immortal. Anyat alpam yatra anayat pasyati anyat
srunoti anyat vijanati srunoti tad alpam: Perishable, paltry is the nature
of that thing which you see with your eyes, hear with your ears, or understand
with your mind. Where it is not necessary for you to see anything, or hear
anything, or think anything, because of the fullness of your being; the
All-Being does not see anything; the All-Being does not have to hear anything;
the All-Being does not have to think.
Yatra hi dveita meva bhavati tatra
itaram itaram pasyati : Where there are two things,
one sees the other; where the Infinite alone is, yatra tatreiva atmeiva
abhut tatra kena kam pasyet? Kema ka srunuyat? Kena kam manyatha kena kam
vijaniyat? Vijyatara aare kena kam vijanat: Who will know the Knower
Infinite? God cannot be known by any person, because God is not a person; He is
an inclusiveness of every person. God knows God.
Actually, the highest meditation in the
infinite sense is God meditating on Himself. The whole universe contemplating
its own completeness is meditation. It is not that we sit in a hall, close our
eyes, and think something outside in space. That is not actually the right
meditation, because in all these meditations that are externally motivated, we
are contemplating some perishable phenomenon, and therefore imperishable
results cannot follow from that. That which we contemplate in meditation should
get absorbed into ourselves, so that we become a larger being, in the sense
that the object has entered into us, and it has enhanced the dimension of our
being. If that which we want has entered us already, we will not want it
anymore. If hundreds of things have entered into us by the pervasion of our
consciousness in all these objects, we have become dimensionally overwhelmingly
large - not large in possession of any external wealth, but large in our own
spiritual dimension. The 'being' has expanded, not the 'becoming'.
The art of meditation is actually the art
of enhancing the dimension of our consciousness. Our being has to become a
larger being. It is not a thought of anything particular. There is a difference
between being and becoming; becoming is a process, and meditation finally is
not a process. It is a tendency to being one's own Self - Being, as It is in
Itself - Being that is undivided in Itself. Being cannot be divided into two
parts, because if Being can be split into two sections, one section becomes
becoming; the other, finite being.
Akhanda,
undividedness, is the nature of Pure Being. This can be realised only if the
tendency to externalise the consciousness in terms of objects outside ceases,
and the things that attract us become our own selves. The object flows into the
subject.
How is it possible? Can you imagine how a
thing outside can flow into you? This is phenomenally attempted in telepathic
communications in a psychological manner, where you touch distant objects
through your mind. You touch persons who are very far away - not physically,
but by your mind. The mind of that person, the mind of that particular
location, enters into your mind, and there is en rapport established
between your mind and that mind. It may be the mind of even a non-human thing;
that will vibrate by the force of your mind that has entered into it.
Unless we have become that object, the
object will not yield. Unless we love our servant, the servant will not serve
us. There are no servants in this world, but we treat the objects of sense as
our servants. They refuse to yield to that. They have to become our own bosom
friend. The master and servant should be on parallel ground. If we treat a
servant lovingly, he will work more efficiently than when we cudgel him and
treat him as dirt, as a discarded element.
Are we not behaving like that with the
objects of sense? Today we want them; tomorrow we throw them out. Do we love
anything perpetually in this world? Think over it yourself. Today you want a
thing, and tomorrow you throw it away; today he is your partner in business,
lovingly working in unison, and tomorrow you file a case against that person
because you have a grudge against him.
Father and mother, son and daughter
separate themselves in a moment of disparity of thinking. These things are the
visible sorrows of life that we have to see with our own eyes so that we may
not plunge into them again and again. By knowing that there is a pit in front
of you, there is no need of falling into it and then learning a lesson. If
someone has fallen into the pit, you can just listen to him, and not fall into
it yourself.
The psychopathological or psychological phenomenon
known as telecommunication is an outer symbolic shape of the capacity of our
own selves to touch the distant stars. We have come from the stars. Our body is
made up of planetary influence - the sun, the moon, Jupiter, Venus; all these
are the substance of our body. Astrologers say that every limb of our body is a
force generated by one of the planets. There is nothing in us minus this. Not
only the planets, but the stars themselves exert influence. "We are what our
stars are," we usually say. What is the star under which you are born? The star
which is so far away, incalculably distant, has such an exerting power upon us,
that we are made of stars.
Such is the capacity that we have within us
to touch distant things, because they are really not distant; they appear to be
spatially outside, but inwardly they are organically connected with our own
selves. All objects are ourselves only; therefore, there is no necessity to run
after them.
The Brihadaranyaka Upanishad says: "If you
consider an object as outside you, it will run away from you." If you consider
me as an object, I shall not see you again. You tell any person, "You are an
object for me." Will anybody like to hear that? He is a subject. Every person
is a dignified subject, but who is an object here? Tell me. If you utilise any
person, or anything in the world, as an object, it will flee away from you,
because even if it cannot speak the language of a human being, it will speak a
language of resentment by your treating it as an external object. Everything
dislikes being externalised. If I come to your house as one of the guests, and
you treat me as some kind of externalised intrusion, I will leave the place
immediately. No object will come to you.
It is futile to imagine that the world will
give us satisfaction, because we are thinking that it is an outside servant.
The world is not our servant. The objects are not going to yield to our
commands, but they will yield to our affection, and affection is the word for
the manner in which we have to deal with the world of things. They become
ourselves. That is the meaning of yatra na anyat pasyati. "You need not
have to see the world. The world has become you." Who meditates? The world
contemplates itself. Where are you at that time? You have become part of the
world.
No, it is not easy to think like that. You
can never, with any effort, imagine that you are a part of the world. You are
inside the world; you are outside the world; you are looking at the world; you
are harnessing the world; you are utilising the things of the world. This is
how you think. You cannot for a moment think that you are included in the
world.
The very elements that are the substances
of nature are the elements of our own bodies. Where comes the necessity to feel
that we are outside it? If this conviction arises within ourselves, all things
will join together and enter us. Sarvah dvijoh vali bhasmai haranti: As
vassals offer tribute to an emperor, all the quarters of heaven will join
together and pay obeisance to you.
The Upanishad tells us that if you are the
embodiment of the stuff of the whole world, you become the mother of all
beings. When you eat food, all the beings are craving to know what you are
eating. As children sit round the mother and ask for food, so do all beings
expect you to consume the whole world within yourself, so that they may be
satisfied. When you are satisfied, everybody is satisfied. This is the meaning
of brahmana-bhojana. They serve food to Brahman. Brahmana means
one who has established himself in the Absolute - brahma bhavati iti
brahmanah. That means to say, when you feed that Absolute Being, you have
fed all the quarters of heaven.
Moksha ,
liberation, is an entry into the structure of things, and not wanting things.
You cannot want anything, and there is no necessity to want anything, either.
The quarters of the heavens are your friends. The world is your friend. If you
simply say, "Come!" it comes, just as you tell your hand, "Come!" and it comes.
You tell your legs "Come!" and they come. If the legs come because you want
them to do something, the world also will do the same thing, provided you have
become a limb of this whole world.
Meditation is a total concept of
consciousness, which includes all the objects, and if any object is outside, that
will irritate you and see that the completeness is not achieved. For this
purpose, all desultory thoughts, prejudiced ideas, and inborn traits have to be
melted down in the menstruum of pure self-analysis, which will actually take a
lifetime. Sadhana is a lifetime of work; from birth to death you have to
do only this. The turbulent impulses, with which we have come to this world,
will not give us a moment's peace of mind. They have to be harnessed as
beneficiaries and made our own, rather than alienated. Never alienate anything
from yourself, and that thing which was an alienated substance will become part
of your being. The whole world is friendly, provided you are friendly with it.
This is, briefly, the preparatory steps
that we have to take in charging the soul, which is ourselves - not the soul
which is inside us. The soul is not inside us; it is ourselves. Do not say that
the soul is inside. It is you. You cannot say, "I am inside myself." This idea
of insideness arises due to the body, which tells you that something is inside.
You have to distinguish between the 'I' that is in you, and the mind that
operates.
When I am coming, the mind is not coming. I
am coming. Who is this 'I am'? Think over this matter. That 'I' is the
principle that contemplates the great 'I' of the cosmos. All are 'I's' only.
You are an 'I', I am an 'I', everything is an 'I' only. Every little thing
asserts 'I am'. If all these 'I's' join together, there is one single 'I' at
that time. That Total 'I' is contemplating Itself. That liberation where the
Total 'I' feels complete in Itself, having achieved whatever It wants, is real
spiritual liberation.
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