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Make three columns: 1, 2, 3. In the first column, write the Heading: "What
do you want?" In the second column, "Can you achieve it?" In the third column, "What
is the way to it?"
Now, take the first item. "What do you want?" What are you in search of?
What do you wish to know? All these questions imply almost one and the same
thing, and are attempted and answered in the system of studies usually known as
"Philosophy". So put this under column No. l, which comes under philosophy.
Then, comes the second column. "Can you achieve this goal or knowledge, of
search, of aspiration, of asking?" The analysis of your own capacities in this
great search of that which you seek or want, comes under what is known as "Psychology".
This is under No. 2.
Then, is the third section. "What is the way?" Taking for granted that you
have the capacity, the equipment, the endowment, which is requisite, what is
the methodology that is to be adopted? This is the "practical" aspect of your
search. Thus, there is a "philosophical" aspect, a "psychological" aspect and a
"practical" aspect of the whole subject. This is to make a broad division of
our approach to the entire question of life in its completeness.
Properly speaking, the subject of philosophy is concerned with the nature
of Truth, or Reality. It is quite obvious that we are not after unrealities,
phantoms or things that pass away; we are not in search of these things. We
require something substantial, permanent. And what is this? What do you mean by
the thing that is permanent, which is the same as what you call the Real? The
search for Reality is the subject of philosophy.
Then we come to the second issue, the individual nature, the structure of
our personality, the nature of our endowments. An analysis of the entire
internal structure of ourselves as individuals in search of anything is
comprehended under the various branches of psychology and even what we call "psycho-analysis".
They all are subsumed under this single head of an internal analysis of the
individual.
Now, we have the third thing, under the third column - the way to the
achievement of this ideal, the Reality; the methodology, the practice of it, is
what we are concerned with essentially. This is what we generally hear of as "yoga".
Yoga is practice, though it is preceded by certain philosophical and
psychological studies and discussions.
What is this Reality which we are in search of? What do we mean by the
Real? Well, if we put a question generally to a layman, there will be an
immediate answer, "What I see with my eyes, is the real." And what do "I see
with my eyes"? "The World." This is the reality. The world in which we live is
the real thing; that is the object which we regard as real. It is permanent. "It
was there even before I was born; it is now, and it may be there, even when I
shall pass away. The world is my reality and I cannot conceive of any other
reality."
In the section on psychology, I may ask you a question, "What are you?" A
simple answer will come forth, viz. "I am such and such," "so and so," "a
person," a usual reply. If you are asked, "Who are you", you know what sort of
answer you will give. It is quite clear. Perhaps you will imply as an
underlying current of your answer that you have a mind, an intellect, a reason,
a thinking power - that is all. One cannot go beyond these simple definitions
of oneself. And if you are asked, "What are you supposed to do? What is the
practical aspect of your life?"- here too, you have a very simple, off-hand
answer. "We have to work, for the maintenance of ourselves, in relationship to
this world, in the context of the atmosphere of human society, and various
other factors."
This is a prosaic and naive approach of the common person in regard to the
problems of life, the duties of life and the values of life, but these are to
touch the subject only on the surface, even as we can have a very inadequate
and unscientific diagnosis of the illness of a person by merely looking at the
body of the person, or by just passing the hand over the body of the
individual, without investigating into the internal complications which give
rise to the discomfort of disease. We are impelled to search for things on
account of a discomfort we feel in life. Otherwise, there would be no impulsion
for search in respect of anything.
Dissatisfaction is regarded as the mother of all philosophy. Philosophy is
the child of a recognition of the inadequacies in life. There are many kinds of
dissatisfaction. We can write a book on what dissatisfaction means, because we
are dissatisfied with everything, practically. It is difficult to imagine that
we can be satisfied with anything permanently, or even for an elongated period.
We cannot be satisfied with summer for a long time. We cannot be satisfied with
winter for a long time. We cannot be satisfied with any atmosphere for a long
time, and so on are our grievances. There is an ingredient of dissatisfaction
in the very structure of our existence in this world. This is something very
strange. How is it that we should be kept restless and longing throughout our
life? Each one of you, just for a few seconds, withdraw your minds and
contemplate your lives from the time of your birth, or at least from the time
you can recollect yourselves. Were you satisfied at any time? You were always
asking for something, and if you obtained that thing, you would ask for another
thing. If you get the second thing, you ask for a third thing.
Now, where is this quest going to end? Is a person going to be satisfied
with anything at all? How is it that we are under the grip of the demon, as it
were, of endless asking, an asking for that of which we have no clear knowledge
in our minds? We are demanding endless things, in a variety of ways,
constantly, throughout our lives, because it has not yet become clear to our
minds as to what we want finally. We are only experimenting with situations: "Perhaps
this is what I want, perhaps that is what I want"; and when we go to these
things, we realise that these were not the things that we sought to have.
It is like experimenting with various medicines and finding that none of
them will suit our illness. We have been experimenting with persons, with
things, with professions and the various other facets of our longings. They
have not satisfied us. Even today, we are not satisfied - neither you, nor I,
nor anybody else. It is impossible to imagine a condition of complete
satisfaction, where we will have to say nothing, where, perhaps, we have to
think also of nothing, where everything is obtained for ever. The state of
obtaining all things is, indeed, beyond even the stretch of imagination. We
cannot imagine whether such a state is possible, that is, to have all things
that we need.
It looks, many a time, that we have to pass away from this world in
despair with everything. If we read the history of the minds of human beings,
if there is any such thing as a history of psychology of human nature as such,
we will be surprised to observe that it is impossible to pin-point even one
individual who has left this world with genuine satisfaction, save those few
who are the salt of the earth. There has always been a gap, an unfinished
something with which the person had to quit. Everyone goes with something left
incomplete. It will never be finished. This is the seamy side of things, the
unhappy facet of life, which seems to be the outer picture of this world
painted before us.
But we have also a peculiar solacing and satisfying inner core, which
always eludes our grasp. There is something in us, in each one of us, which
escapes our notice every moment. We can never visualise it with all our effort,
and yet there is that mysterious and tremendous something which keeps us
somehow hoping for the possibility of success in the end. This peculiar
something in us, which keeps us positively hoping for the practicability of our
enterprises in life, and expecting a victory at last - that is the glory of our
personality.
Man has remained a wretched suffering individual in this world, it is
true, but he is also a glorious something, a majestic and incomprehensible
mystery, a combination of two contraries, as it were, which is just the miracle
of man. Every human being is a miracle by himself. It is not possible for us to
know ourselves wholly. If it had been possible, we would not be in search of
things and running about here and there. There is a peculiar eluding difficulty
on account of which we are in search of things and yet are not able to get
anything; with all the search, we seem to be receiving nothing in the end. Yet,
we cannot withhold this quest. This is another peculiarity. On the one hand, it
appears that we are going to get nothing, because we have got nothing up to
this time, after so many years of suffering. If, for the last twenty-five,
thirty or forty years of search and effort we seem to have achieved nothing,
what is the guarantee that we are going to gain anything satisfying in another
ten years? Perhaps they will also pass in the same way as the last twenty-five
or thirty years have gone. "Impermanent and joyless, verily, is this world (anityam,
asukham)."
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