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This is a very depressing picture before us, indeed. But that it is not to
be the all, is a voice that we hear from within ourselves; otherwise, we would
not be here, listening to people speaking in a weird language, in search of
longed-for things, in forests, in hills and dales, in monasteries, in temples,
in libraries, etc. We have something in us, definitely, different from what we
see with our eyes. This is our mystery, our glory, our reality and our solace.
This mystery in us keeps us happy somehow, in spite of all the unhappiness in
life. On the one side, we are terribly unhappy; on the other hand, there is an
undercurrent of a possibility of permanent success and happiness beckoning us
from a remote distance. This intriguing picture, which is the shape that we see
of life before us, is the object that is investigated into and studied in
philosophy. If the subject had been so simple as an apple dropping from above,
there would have been no need for researches, studies and investigations. It is
an intermixture of contrary elements and enigmatic factors and, therefore, an
intense training is necessary, in a technical manner, in order to fathom the
depths of these mysteries.
Well, we have another mystery simultaneously with it. Are we having in us
the capacity, are we endowed with the equipments necessary to make these
investigations? Or, are we just hopeless specimens with an utter impossibility
behind this very quest? The magnitude of the problem seems to be so large, and
our individuality appears to be so puny, that oftentimes it may look that it is
a fruitless task.
There was a great philosopher who produced a revolutionising system of
thinking, who placed before himself three questions, in which he summed up
every question of life:
First Q. What can we know? What
is it that we are in a position to know at all, under the circumstances in
which we are placed?
Second Q. Under the circumstances
given, what ought we to do?
Third Q. Given the answers to the
first two questions, what may we hope for, finally? What is going to be
our fate, our destiny, our future?
These questions include every question that we can ask in this world. What
can we know? What ought we to do? What may we hope for? Three great volumes
were written by this philosopher, in answer to these three questions. Have we
the endowment to investigate the problem of existence? Then, what are the
methods that we have to adopt? This would be the technical or technological
aspect of the practice.
So, just as before starting the construction of a huge edifice, a temple,
a chapel, or a palace, one has a plan laid out before oneself - one does not
start suddenly accumulating material in some place - there is, first of all, a
consideration and study of the nature of the ground, the earth, what sort of
earth it is, what its inclination is, and so on, the area that has to be
covered, the depth that has to be dug, the material that is required, the
personnel that may be requisite for the purpose, the time that it will take to
complete the work, etc., so is the method of philosophical study constituted of
many relevant themes of study. All this discussion implies at the same time,
behind all these processes, the aim of the enterprise, viz, why does one build
the edifice at all. That is at the back of one's mind throughout this process
of the activity called building construction. Likewise, we have behind our
minds an aim, whether we are tourists, travelling from place to place in the
world, or we are students, or whatever we are. We do things because we have an
aim or purpose; we are in search of it and work for its fulfilment.
I met one student from the West, and he told me that these questions are
never asked in the West, "We never contemplate as to what is our 'aim'. We get
on every day. We have got some daily routines and we run up with these
routines, duties, functions, vocations. But what is the 'aim', finally? We do
not ask such questions. They never arise in the minds of people." I said, "They
may not arise, consciously, but they are there as the ingredients of the basic
root of your personality. Otherwise, the conscious level will not operate in a
systematic manner." What is system, what is logic, what is scientific approach,
if not the congruence of our conscious activity with some deeper aims? When
there is an incongruence between our conscious activities and our inner aims,
we are supposed to be unscientific, illogical and unsystematic. When there is
harmony between the aim and the actual approach, we call that process science,
logic and system.
Thus, we have to lay the foundation of our searches and we are not to be
too over-enthusiastic about it all without being confident that we have taken
each step at the proper stage, very firmly, with clarity and completeness. As
it was mentioned, our studies will be gradually tapering off from philosophy to
psychology, from psychology to practice. We will not enter into the practical
questions in the very beginning itself, just as we do not enter a house before
it is built. We have to build it first, then we go in and lie down on our
lounge.
One should not be too very eager to start breathing exercise or
concentration, etc., without first laying the foundation of these well-known
practices. They are very simple things, if their essentials are understood. We
have heard so much about breathing and meditation and asanas, etc., that
they may look odd things for a common person and very difficult at that; all
because of the fact that their foundations have not been laid properly. We just
rush into asanas or meditations or study of some lofty literature or go
to seclusion, without preparing ourselves in an adequate manner for the
purpose. If we are unprepared, we go back unsatisfied.
We have to go slow; there is no harm in going slow, provided that we are
sure that we have succeeded in taking at least one step. Even if it be only one
step that we have taken in this life, it does not matter, if we have taken it
effectively and we are not going to retrace that step. There is no use jumping
a hundred steps ahead and then having the chance of coming back by a push of
retrogression on account of the unprepared adventure on our part. So let us
move slowly and carefully, remembering each step in the mind with a firmness of
confidence.
We began by saying that the foundation of thought is the clarity that we
entertain about the nature of the reality which we are in search of. We are
speaking of reality because we are naturally not interested in unreality. This
is something commonplace, very easy to understand. But, while we have an
immediate and easy answer to the question, "What is that which we call the
Real?" we will find that our answers are erroneous when we go deep into the
nature of that which we see with our eyes.
There are only two things that we see in this world: the world and
ourselves. There is nothing else. If we look around, we see the vast world of
astronomical phenomena and geographical extension, and we are there as small individuals
in this mighty world. What else can we see? "I am here, and the world is there."
The individual and the world are the realities. Perhaps we may say, in a
general manner, that we conceive two realities. If this is our concept of what
is real, and we are certainly in search of what is real, it would follow, from
this answer or definition, that we are in search of the world, or we are in
search of ourselves. Naturally, this should be so, because there are only two
things as we said: We are there, and the world is there. If we are there as a
reality, or the world is there as a reality, we are in search of either of
these, or both of them. But, actually, we have not found either of these.
Though we seem to be in search of the world, the world is not under our
possession. We are not owners of this world. This is very clear. The world is
not our property. So, in search of the world we have not obtained it; and in
search of ourselves, we do not seem to have achieved a proprietary control even
over our own personalities. Death is a standing example of our incapacity to
hold ourselves as property. Nobody would willingly sacrifice one's own body to
destruction. But a power overtakes us and we are dispossessed of this very body
of ours, by the phenomenon called death. Though there are various other
occasions also, which prove that we have no control over ourselves, this is the
final proof which is there glaringly before us, telling that we have no right
even over this body itself. And what to speak of rights over other things in
this world?
So, in our search for either that or this, externally or internally, we
have obtained nothing; neither the world nor ourselves. There has been a
mistake, evidently, in the very search that we have been making. If our
definition of reality is correct, and if it is also true that we are in search
of realities only, it should be inexplicable as to how we should be defeated in
this search, which is unfortunately what has happened. The outcome of this
analysis is certainly this much, that we have gone the wrong way. Our ideas of
reality are not correct and therefore our search for this so-called reality has
been in the wrong direction. We have not been moving the right way, because we
have not understood what reality is.
Our philosophical edifice crumbles. It falls down and breaks to pieces if
our search for reality, which is philosophical investigation, is rooted in a
basic misconception of reality itself. There are, on the basis of the kind of
analysis we have made up to this time, two ways of approach to truth, the
external and the internal, the objective and the subjective, as they are
called. The objective approach is generally the approach of science, of
physics, chemistry, biology, astronomy etc. These are all examples of an external
search for reality. The internal searches have been of the psychologists, the
psychoanalysis and, in the end, the mystics of the world. These are the
internal probers, quite removed from the external investigators of the
scientific type.
Now, what have we found by these external analyses and internal
approaches? What has science told us after its running here and there for the
reality of the world, and what are the psychologists telling us? Today, we have
only these two studies before us. The external approach which is scientific
includes also the studies under what goes by the name of humanities, political
science, history, sociology, aesthetics, ethics, economics and the like.
The latter are not external in the sense of physics or chemistry, but they
are external in the sense of objective studies by experiment and observation.
Wherever we employ the technique of observation and experiment, we are pursuing
the method of external approach to reality.
Thus, we have to take notice of both these approaches. And have they been
satisfying, or have they confronted a wall in front of them, beyond which they
could not go? Have these approaches, whether external or internal, ended in a
final answer to all the questions of life? Or, have they led us to a blind
alley, and we are just in darkness after some stage has been reached? If that
is the case, there has been some error even in these approaches, the external
and the internal. We have to take time, therefore, to go into the bare
outlines, at least, of these approaches to reality in order to be sure as to
where we stand.
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