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You have to draw up a systematised programme: what is the thing to be done
first, what is the thing to come next, what is the third item to be taken up,
etc. The thing that is to be done after three days should not be done today,
and so on. Have a graduated programme of the practice according to your own
capacity. This suggestion is general and is not intended as a particular
instruction to each and every person without distinction, because interests
vary. You have to maintain your own spiritual diary, to put it in the way of
Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj. You can have a diary of your own according to your
need and capacity, the stage of your mental evolution, the studies that you
have made, the aptitude of your mind, the technique that you are going to
adopt, etc. Have a positive attitude towards the practice.
Just as a sick person feels happy when he is in the process of moving
towards health, yoga, as a process of one's growing towards healthier and
healthier conditions of personality from states of illness, makes for a state
of happiness. When one becomes healthier, one also becomes happier. Suppose you
have high temperature, and the temperature comes down gradually; as it comes
down, you feel greater relief, a satisfaction which arises from within,
automatically and spontaneously. So is the case with yoga. It is your mother.
She will not torture you. She takes care of you. Even one thousand mothers will
not equal yoga in tending the child with affection. As is the affection that yoga
has for you, so should be the affection that you must have for yoga.
Why is it that yoga has such love for you? You will be wondering what is
this consideration that yoga has for you. Yoga is not a human being. Yes; but
it is more than a human being. Yoga is not a word that we utter. It is a
surprising revelation to us. The great thing that is called yoga is God Himself
conceived in our minds, according to our own manner; and our love for yoga is
nothing but our love for God, love for Reality, love for the Absolute, love for
'That which is'. If that Being has no love for us, what else can care for us?
Not all the humans put together can have such concern over us as this great
Reality has. It wants us more than we want It. All the worlds conceivable will
not equal the positive affectionate reaction that this Mystery exerts upon us
at every moment of time.
Feel happy: "I am in proper position with Reality. God is seeing me." This
is a fact. That God sees you is not merely a doctrine; it is a truth and there
cannot be a greater truth than this. Every atom is looking at you. The whole
world is awake and is conscious as to what is happening. The world is made up
of love and not enmity, hatred or dissociation; it is affection that the world
is made of. It is made of love, and there is nothing else here.
Love is the essence of things. You want things, and everything wants you.
Feel this, assert this. Chant mantras, recite slokas, read
scriptures which awaken you to this consciousness of the presence of the divine
love exuberant in everything, even in the air that you breathe, the sun that
shines, the rain that falls, the atmosphere that is around you, the people that
are in society. All are centres of affection, really. They appear to be
otherwise sometimes on account of a misconstruing and miscalculation of fact
that we make in our perceptions.
The world is, therefore, a yoga by itself; things are in a state of yoga
even now, and they are going to be in a state of yoga always. One is only going
to realise this truth. We are getting awakened to this presence which is
already there and we are not going to manufacture yoga after some time. It is
not that yoga is not here now and it is going to take place afterwards. It is
not a product artificially to be concocted with the effort of the human being. Yoga
is an eternal truth. The great central Absolute is perpetually there; it was
not different, it is not different, and it will not be different in the future.
We have only to wake up from sleep and see what is there.
So, yoga is not a creation of something which is not now and is to be
there after some time. It is rather a consciousness into which we rise as we
wake up from deep sleep and become aware of the world outside. When we wake
from sleep, we are not creating the world outside; it is already there, but we
become aware that it is there, a fact which was not known to us when we were in
sleep. Yoga, when it is said to be a gradual developmental process, is really a
development and enhancement of the consciousness of reality, an increase into a
depth of the awareness of things and the lessening of the gap that appears to
be between us and the world.
The point, then, is that you should have a fixed place, and it would be
good that a person is in one place for a period of some years; in the initial
stage it may be one year, two years or three years. Later on it can be even for
a lifetime. Do not be drifting from place to place like a tourist; that is not
the way of yoga. You must be in one place for a protracted period, as far as
possible.
The time, also, should be selective. You have your own convenient time,
not necessarily four o'clock in the morning. If it is four o'clock in the
morning, and that is convenient, very good; if it is not, let it be six o'clock.
Whatever the time be, you are to be comfortably woken up from your sleep, and
have no other engagements.
What is the time that you have to fix for yoga? The time when you will not
be distracted by attention to other activities in life. Suppose you have to
catch a train after half an hour; that would not be the time for meditation,
because there is a distraction. Or you have to meet some official in the
government, or there is a case in the court, etc.; these would be unsuitable
occasions.
At least for the next three hours after you commence yoga, there should be
no engagements for the mind. Let the conscious mind and the subconscious mind
tell you, "Yes, for the next three hours you are not going to be disturbed by
anything." Well, then, sit up for yoga.
The early morning hours are supposed to be good for a peculiar reason. You
are not much conscious of your subjectivity which has been in sleep, and you
are also, then, not acutely aware of the world outside.
The time can also be the last hour of the night. An hour before you go to
bed is a very useful one. The last few minutes that you spend before you sleep
should be the time for the most noble thoughts. And who knows that one will get
up in the morning tomorrow? This is a well-known fact. The last thought will
determine one's next birth. What we shall be after this life is over is
conditioned by our last thought. And why should we entertain distracting
thoughts when we go to bed? It is always good to think of the most sublime
things possible at the time of retiring. Read a passage from the Bhagavad
Gita
, the Sermon on the Mount, or the Dharmapada, or
whatever is to your liking - something which will transport you, enrapture you,
catch you by the spirit, and flood you with the joy of divinity. Let that be
the thought at the time one goes to bed in the night.
And, well, if it is God's will that we are not going to wake up in the
morning, let it be. But we shall get up in the very atmosphere which is in
harmony with the last thoughts with which we went to sleep. Therefore, it is
important that people should not spend the last hours of the day in clubs,
hotels, cinemas, etc. It is a bad habit, highly distractive, very injurious to
psychic health. One should never go out of one's room after sunset, as far as this
is practicable. People have a habit of going to shops in the night. And you
know what you see in the shops, the market place and the streets. It is all
confusion, chaos, noise, distraction. The last hours of the day should be spent
in such a way that you are alone to yourself studying elevating scriptures of yoga
and thinking noble and lofty thoughts which are to the advantage of your own
soul.
The place and the time are to be chosen according to your convenience,
under the guidance of a Teacher. It is important that you should have a guide
until you are able to stand on your own legs, till you are confident that you
can do everything for yourself, when you have no doubts in your mind, when
everything is clear and you are not going to have any kind of difficulty on the
path. Until that time, you require a guide. You may call him a Guru, a friend,
or a philosopher. Whatever be the way you regard the guide, such a one is
necessary because the world is full of mysteries, and you do not know what it
contains.
Every step is a new step, and it will take you to the unknown. The path of
yoga is difficult to tread because the further steps cannot be visualised at
the initial one. You can see only one step at a time and when you are taken by
surprise by a phenomenon to which you are not accustomed, you will not know how
to adjust yourself to that situation. That is why guidance from a competent
master, or teacher, is necessary - help from one who has already trodden the
path. He will help you even in these small matters like place, time, and the
like.
Then comes the method. The method that you adopt should be uniform. You
should not take to different Gurus. You should not go on changing your
techniques of meditation. There should be only one system, even as you drive a
nail into the wall at the same spot, and then it goes inside by hammering again
and again, and you do not hit it at ten places, which will be of no avail. To
find water, you dig in the same place, and not go three feet down in a hundred
places. So also do you tap the source of reality at one spot and go deep into
it, and you will find there what you seek. But if you merely scratch the
surface at different places, you will not find anything; no treasure will come
forth. You have dug the earth three feet down in one thousand places, and you
have found nothing because you have gone to various places unnecessarily. Dig
deep at one place. This is the uniformity that you have to adopt in the method
of practice.
What is method? This touches the process called initiation. You might have
heard that a disciple, a student, gets initiated into the mysteries of yoga.
Initiation is the prescription of the technique or the method of meditation.
You will not be able to choose it for yourself always, because you may have
doubts as to whether 'this is good, or that is good', and so on. A competent
teacher will tell you, considering your psychological make-up, what would be
the proper method of practice for you. This is known as initiation into yoga.
The prescription of the method is important. Just as a physician gives a
prescription, and you go to the same doctor and follow the same
prescription - you do not go on changing the doctors or the prescriptions every
day, for that is not the way of curing the illness - so do you persist in the
adoption of a single technique, the prescription given by your Teacher. The
method is selected according to the nature of the student, the circumstances in
which the student is placed in society, etc., and so it varies from person to
person. You cannot have a general method for everyone.
Then there is regularity. You must be honest about things. You should not
make a joke of yoga. It is a very serious matter. Just as you do not take lunch
at different times on different days, for that would spoil the tummy, you must
take to the practice at the same time every day, and that is regularity. You
should not miss this concentration even on a single day. Suppose, you take your
meal today, and tomorrow you do not have it, and the day after tomorrow you
take it again, and the practice continues; you know how it affects your health.
Even if you are in a moving train, the meditation should not cease. Swami
Sivanandaji Maharaj used to do sirshasana even in moving trains in order
to teach it to the interested passengers. He had a system. Every day he used to
do asanas. Likewise, even if you are in travels by some occupation of
yours, you must be able to find a little time to withdraw yourself into
concentration some time, because the cyclic order of Nature, and the cyclic
method with which the mind works, have a connection with the effects of all
processes and activities. At a particular point there is a connection of
factors and they are ready to contribute to success. Just as the gastric juices
begin to secrete themselves at a particular hour of the day and cause hunger in
the stomach, so does the hunger of the spirit manifest itself under specific
conditions. You must take advantage of this structure of the mind according to
which it asks for a thing at a particular time. Hence, keep to regularity. If
you start sitting for meditation at a particular time, sit at that time alone
every day, unless something unavoidable intervenes. Normally, one must be able
to stick to an appointed time.
Then, lastly, you should have a surging affection and love for the
practice of yoga. You must have made a decision: "This is my goal. I have been
born for this purpose only. I have nothing else desirable in life." When this
conviction comes, everything shall come. This decision of yours is the great
love that you evince to God. We do not merely shake hands with yoga. There is a
real communion established with this great Reality, from the bottom of your
soul. If this love is there, God will love you as His own, and there will be
nothing that you lack in this world.
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