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This experience is super-physical and super-psychic, even. It is not the
mind that experiences the joy, not even the intellect, not anything that is
psychological. The spiritual root in us effloresces and reveals its own nature
to its own self. The revelation is not to somebody else. It is not like
sunlight falling on someone's face. It is the Sun shining on himself and
becoming aware that he is shining upon himself and feeling an immense
satisfaction born of the very luminosity and resplendence of his being.
There is a Universal Self-Awareness at this stage of the satisfaction that
arises from consciousness in its essentiality. This joy-experience is sananda-samapatti. The Self-Consciousness which is attending upon this joy universal is sasmita-samapatti. Here the efforts of the individual do not continue. One need not have to struggle
to meditate. There is no effort on the part of a person, because there is no
person at all. Individuality is carried by the current of the universe, of God
Himself, if we would call it so. One is possessed by a Power that is
super-individual.
One is no more oneself, and therefore one has no responsibility over
oneself. Hence, there is nothing that one can or need do. The very question of 'doing'
ceases, as the individual is not there as a person. There is no agency in
action. There is no doership. There is no individual performer of actions.
There is the pure sense of Being, that which sometimes we are told about as the
condition of 'I-Am-What-I-Am', or 'I-Am-That-I-Am'. Words fail here. Speech is
hushed. The mind is transported into an inebriating cosmic sense.
This is the ultimate union of the soul with All-Being and this is the
final stage, practically, of samapatti, where the river has entered the
ocean and does not any more exist as the river. One does not know in the ocean
which is Ganga, which is Yamuna, which is Amazon, which is Volga. No one knows
what is where. Everything is everywhere at every time in every condition. One
becomes the centre of the Being of all things, the heart of everything. One
becomes the Immanent Principle of the cosmos. This is God-Experience, in the
language of religion. This is the realisation of the Absolute, brahma-sakshatkara. Here the consciousness reverts to Itself and stands on Its own status. It has
not become aware of something. It is aware only of Itself.
The Drashta, or the Seer, becomes himself. As one proceeds higher and
higher through these Samyamas or samapattis, one becomes more and more
oneself in the true metaphysical significance of Selfhood. When the samapattis grow intense and rise higher, one becomes less and less the object that one is,
and more and more the subject that one has to become, until the Pure Subject as
an all-inclusive experience is realised.
In the sananda and sasmita stages, consciousness becomes the
Whole Subject, without even the least trace of objectivity in it. This Pure
Subjectivity of experience cannot be designated even as subjectivity, because
the human mind has a prejudice on account of which it regards subjectivity as
something counterposed to objectivity. But this is not the logical subject that
we are speaking of, but the metaphysical subject, the spiritual
Being-in-Itself. It is subject, no doubt, because of the fact that it is aware;
but of what is it aware? It is a subject which has no object in front of it
and, so, it cannot be called even a subject as known to human thought. There is
a complete melting away of even the sense of cosmicalness of consciousness in
that Being-Qua-Being. When all ideas melt into Being and the very seed of
Self-consciousness ceases, the experience is called nirbija samadhi, or
the seedless 'Communion'. The seed referred to here is the potentiality to
revert to individuality. This seed of experience phenomenal is burnt up in this
Supreme Transcendence. The tree of samsara or world-consciousness will
not grow any more from this seed which has been fried up in the fire of wisdom.
There is no more bondage in the form of entanglement of any kind. This ends in moksha,
final liberation.
Liberation is not an attainment in the future, for to think of the future
is to think of time, once again. We have already decided that the notion of
time has to go. So we cannot say that this is something that will come
afterwards, because the idea of 'afterwards' is the idea of time. Moksha is eternity, and we cannot think what eternity is. We can only utter
some words, and they cannot convey any proper sense to us at present. Eternity
is not endless duration, it is durationless existence, the very absence of time
itself.
This is the state of the purusha, according to the Samkhya, and the
Yoga of Patanjali. It is the state of Brahman, according to the Vedanta
philosophy. It is the state of the Absolute, as the philosophers explain. It is
the liberation of the Spirit, the nirvana that one hears of. This is the
Goal of life, and when this stage is reached, it does not remain as a stage any
more.
Moksha, known also as kaivalya, or Absolute
Independence, is not one of the stages of experience. It is all-experience
melted into one mass of Being. All that was there earlier will also be found
there. It is not that the earlier stages are forgotten and one has gone to some
new thing altogether. We may wonder where are all these physical objects, these
trees and mountains, these friends and relatives, this wealth and status, all these
wonderful and beautiful things in the world. Where are they? Have they been
left out somewhere, down below? No, not so is the truth. They have not been
left behind. They have been transformed into the 'reality' that they are, and
they will be seen as they are, and not as they appeared earlier.
This is the great solacing message to all Doubting Thomases who imagine that
they, perhaps, lose something valuable as they reach God, or attain liberation.
Friends! You do not lose anything. Rather, you gain everything, and even
that which you have apparently left will be found there in its true form, as
great thinkers like Plato are never tired of telling us that the 'Ideas' are
the realities. The Archetypes are there, the shadows of bodies are not the
realities. These things that we see here are the reflections cast by the
eternal 'Ideas' or the Archetypes, which may be found there, in the cosmic
realm. We ourselves are shadows. The so-called 'you' and 'me' here are the
shadows cast by realities which are in that Supernal Realm, so that when we
look at ourselves, we are not looking at our real selves; we see only our own
shadows. Our reality is in the heavens. We are there, as angels, in our true
forms. The form that we experience in dreams is not our true form.
The things that we see in the dream-world are not real things. The true
things are those which we see in waking, whose shadow is cast, as it were, in
dream. So is this world. It is a shadow which we are pursuing unnecessarily,
under the impression that something will come out of it. It cannot be pursued
with advantage. It will keep you always in tenter-hooks, because you cannot
pursue the shadow. It will run ahead of you, as the horizon recedes as you move
towards it. The original is somewhere and the reflection is somewhere else. We
are under the wrong impression that we are located in the reflection seen in
the mirror. This is what the great teacher Acharya Shankara mentioned in an
image. When you see yourself in a mirror, you see yourself, of course; but do
you see yourself really there?
Suppose you wish to decorate your body by looking at yourself in a mirror,
do you decorate that thing which you see inside the mirror? Suppose, then, you
want to put a beautiful mark on your forehead by looking at your face in the
mirror, do you put it on the mirror because you are there? You want to dress
yourself. Do you dress the mirror? You dress the original, rather. When the
original is decorated, the reflection is automatically decorated. You need not
worry about the reflection at all. You concern yourself with the original
rather than the reflection. But, in this world, unfortunately, we are after the
reflections, the shadows. We are trying to satisfy and please and decorate and
beautify the reflections that we are, and things are, and forget the original.
Here is our sorrow, the malady of all life on earth.
Man is not going to be happy with his boasted knowledge. Human enterprises
in this world are a pursuing of the shadow. The reality is elsewhere. This is a
message which all the great philosophers, saints and sages have given us
through the ages. The original, again, is not somewhere far away. This is
another misconception that has to be removed from the mind, for the original is
not even as much removed from the reflections as our face is from the mirror.
The two are juxtaposed, and stand self-identical. The Great Reality, the
Archetype, is inseparable, spatially and temporally, from the reflection.
God is here, and not in the heavens above. The Absolute is just here,
under the very nose of ours. The eternity that we are going to experience, the moksha that we are to realise, is not merely an original Archetype that is removed in
space. Again the idea of space comes in, and the notion of time persists in our
minds. The Goal is not outside in space, and is not to be reached tomorrow as a
future of time experience. All this is difficult indeed for the human intellect
to understand. One becomes giddy when thinking about it. But, God loves you
more than you love Him, and you are bound to achieve this glorious consummation
of life.
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