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Just as the teaching of the Bhagavadgita commences in the
second chapter, after having described Arjuna’s confusion, the profound
instruction of this Upanishad begins now—after Nachiketas having
steadfastly passed the test.
The Two Ways
anyac
chreyo anyad utaiva preyaste ubhe nᾱnᾱrthe puruṣam
sinītaḥ:
tayoḥ śreya ᾱdadᾱnasya sᾱdhu bhavati, hīyate’rthᾱd
ya u preyo vṛṇīte. (1)
“There are two things in this world, and people pursue
either this or that. These two may be regarded as the path of the pleasant, and
the path of the good. Most people choose the former, and not the good. The
pleasant is pleasing, but passing, and ends in pain. It is different from the
good. But while the good need not necessarily be pleasant, the pleasant is not
good.”
Both come to a person, and we are free to choose. But we choose
the tinsel because it glitters. An experience seems to be pleasant because of
the reaction of our nerves. A condition that is brought about as a result of a
reaction is passing, and not being. Lack of discrimination is the reason for
choosing pleasure; confusion of mind causes a wrong choice. When you grope in
darkness, you fall into the pit, but you know it only after the fall.
Similarly, the sense-world is darkness, and sense-objects come to ruin you, but
the misguided mind cannot understand this. “Good comes to a person who
chooses the good. But he who chooses the pleasant falls short of his aim.”
śreyaś
ca preyaś ca manuṣyam etas tau samparītya vivinakti
dhīraḥ.
śreyo hi dhīro’bhipreyaso vṛṇīte, preyo mando
yoga-kṣemᾱd vṛṇīte. (2)
“The dull-witted person chooses the pleasant: he wants to
pass the day somehow. He does not know where or how the good is. The dhira or hero who is endowed
with viveka, the
power of discrimination, chooses the shreyas
or the ultimate good.”
When the pleasant and good come to us, they come together, in a
mixed form, so that you cannot understand them. The best example for this is
the world itself: you can use it as a passage to eternity, or for your
pleasure. Yama tested Nachiketas in the same way as this world tests us.
Temptations come every day, in every thing we see. We are caught in them
because we are unable to distinguish between right and wrong. We do not know
what will happen tomorrow. But our ignorance is so dark that we expect more
pleasure, forgetting that death may come any moment. Death is the best teacher;
there is not a better one: vairagya
dawns by meditation on death. Suppose death comes to you in five minutes.
Suppose you know it. What will you do? Will you act as you act now? You will
act differently. It is true that we may die any moment. Yet, we do not think of
it. Who prevents us from choosing the good? It is lack of understanding, aviveka or ajnana, which hides the
defective side and shows only the pleasant aspects.
sa
tvam priyᾱn priyarῡpᾱṁś ca kᾱmᾱn
abhidhyᾱyan naciketo, tyasrᾱkṣīḥ;
naitᾱṁ sṛṅkᾱṁ vittamayīm avᾱpto
yasyᾱm majjanti bahavo manuṣyᾱḥ. (3)
“Nachiketas, you have carefully examined all these
temptations, scrutinising the nature of their delight, and you have rejected
them; you have not taken my garland of wealth in which people get lost.”
At the very commencement, Yama makes a distinction between shreyas and preyas. It is not easy to do
this in practical life. Most people unwittingly go for the preyas. This is illustrated
by many stories. There once was a fakir who, loudly crying, carried a dog to
the king. When some compassionate souls asked him for the reason of his
wailing, he said: “My friend who did so much service to me is dying!”
“Why?” asked the others. “Because of starvation,”
replied he. “But what do you have here in your bag?” “Provisions.”
“Why don’t you give them to the dog?” And he answered: “Shedding
tears is cheaper.”
Though it is a humorous tale, it reveals a truth. Ramakrishna
Paramahamsa used a simile to illustrate the same thing: When the husband of the
village woman dies, she will hit her head against the ground, but takes care to
see that the ornament in her nose does not break.
These are tales telling of the human heart. We only shed empty
tears, and call out God’s name half-heartedly. This is because very few
can part with their possessions. The greatest obstacles in the spiritual path
are the three eshanas.
Even the greatest of friends get separated if one of them gives them trouble;
so too attachment to wealth, sex or self-respect causes trouble. And anyone who
hugs any one of them is a materialist, not merely one who believes in matter
and disbelieves in God. The practical materialist cannot live without matter,
but can live without God.
We think of life as a material event, and evaluate everything
in terms of physical relations. We fly into tempers due to them, and pass sleepless
nights due to them. And due to them we get confused as to our duty. Positively,
they express themselves as attachment to sense-objects; negatively, as inertia
or sleep. Who takes to spiritual life risks the danger of becoming a victim to
stupour due to sense-control, putting even the mind to sleep. Sadhakas may get addicted to
excessive sleep, or become gluttons, due to sense-control, thus just being
sensuous in another way. While you deny satisfaction to one sense-organ, others
will become powerful, like a river when its natural course is blocked may break
open somewhere else, growing more powerful than if it would follow its natural
course. If the senses are denied their usual satisfaction, they become
uncontrollable.
Seekers who have done sadhana
for years may not progress well. Often, a silent complaint is heard from within
that nothing has been achieved. This is so because, while they restrain
themselves physically, they indulge on the psychic level. So, the most
important thing in spiritual practice is honesty to oneself, because the path
is of one’s own Self, or atman,
and external aid is of little value. When we get tested by forces physical and
celestial, we fail. Only a real sadhaka
knows the difficulties. They may look silly, like a child’s cry for his
toy, but to him the toy is of deep importance. Seekers are placed in situations
that tear their minds apart; mind and senses go amuck. Pratyahara, sama and dama in yoga are dams
constructed on a river, not allowing any leakage, and when the water level
increases, it is very hard to control.
Nachiketas, purposely tempted by Yama, is an example. The Guru
places disciples in such situations to train them, to burnish them. They are
blessed, because they are given an opportunity to overcome the obstacle, and
they are also given strength. But those who practice self-control in seclusion
for years, without a proper guru, fail when the test comes as a hard reality,
because tests in the spiritual path are not announced like school-examinations.
In the latter, date, subject, time and textbooks are pre-announced. But here,
there is no such thing: you may be tested any time, on any subject, in any
manner. So, one has always to be ready and vigilant. The Upanishad says, later
on, that one who is not careful falls. It is very easy to fall, and it is even
pleasant, but it is very difficult to rise again.
“Nachiketas, I tested you and offered everything, and I
am glad that you were not tempted even by the universal fire that bestows
omniscience.”
Subtle difficulties present themselves only in the subtle
realms. In the physical realm, we have only physical difficulties, the sthanidharmas. Each level has
a law of its own, and we cannot know the temptations and difficulties of other
realms. They are only theories now. And when they come, they come not as
temptations, but look like necessities. When you know that they are
temptations, obstacles, you will not fall. They are temptations only so long as
you do not understand them. If you know your enemy, you will be careful. So,
they come with a mask, and you are deceived.
dῡram
ete viparīte visūcī, avidyᾱ yᾱ ca vidyeti
jñᾱtᾱ:
vidyᾱbhīpsinaṁ naciketasam manye, na tvᾱ
kᾱmᾱ bahavo lolupantaḥ. (4)
The shreyas
and preyas
mentioned can also be called vidya
and avidya:
knowledge and ignorance. Desire is ignorance because it arises on account of a
misunderstanding. Why does a moth fly into the fire? It does so because of its
ignorance. It does not understand the structure of fire. Similarly, people go
to sense-objects because they do not know that they are harmful. It is said
that fire looks beautiful and probably cool to the eyes of the moth. This is
what happens to all in regard to objects of desire. They jump into the fire,
thinking that it is a soft bed. Why does the mind through the senses move to
objects? Because due to avidya
it sees something in them, like the moth does in the fire. We see in the
objects something which is not really there. The coolness is not in the fire,
and yet it is seen by the moth. Children sometimes go and touch a snake, not
knowing what it is.
We desire objects, not knowing what they are made of. They
appear as one thing, but they are made of something else. The objects are not
made in the way the eyes and senses see them. They are not solid; they are not
beautiful; they cannot give pleasure. Not only this: they can bind you and hurl
you into more and more misery and even cause rebirth. In fact, rebirth is due
to unfulfilled desires. But everyone has to pass through every difficulty.
Otherwise, they are not known, as they cannot be avoided by mere theoretical
understanding. Solid objects are forces and not physical bodies. They appear as
solid because our body appears to be solid, but neither of them is. All are
forces whirling in space, and they appear as solid due to our sense of touch.
When this sense is not functioning, you cannot know solid objects, and so too
with all the five senses; they deceive you. This is avidya or ignorance: the inability to appreciate
and understand the true nature of things and yet run to them. But vidya is different.
“Nachiketas, you are a student of shreyas because you were not
attracted by any of the objects I tempted you with.”
avidyᾱyᾱm
antare vartamᾱnᾱḥ, svayaṁ dhīrᾱḥ
paṇḍitam manyamᾱnᾱḥ.
dandramyamᾱṇᾱḥ pariyanti mῡdhᾱḥ,
andhenaiva nīyamᾱnᾱ yathᾱndhᾱḥ. (5)
Yama says: “People who are sunk in ignorance, considering
themselves great heroes, well-learned, understanding everything, are like blind
men led by one who is blind himself. They run hither and thither, finding not
what they seek.”
Foolish are such ones. We take advice from people who do not
understand. How can it be helpful? But this is the world. People run here and
there for happiness because of their desires, but find it nowhere. They are
misguided, and it is unfortunate that there is no one who can see things as
they are. Everyone is on the same level of learning. Not only this: the blind
thinks that he sees, the ignorant thinks that he is learned. Learning itself
becomes a form of ignorance, just as our happiness is itself ignorance because
we think we are happy when we come into contact with sense-objects.
Ignorance has two sides, positive and negative. Negatively, you
are not conscious of it at all. It is avarana,
a veil; what you experience in deep sleep. Positively, it is called vikshepa. It projects itself
outside, making you think of what is not there. That is the dream state. Which
one is better? In dream we suffer more than in deep sleep, and it may appear
that sleep is better. Or you may prefer the false happiness of dreams. The very
same vikshepa also
works in the waking state.
There are three kinds of realities: pratibhasika, vyavaharika
and paramarthika.
The world of waking appears to have a practical value, a utility; but it is as
much a world of ignorance as the world of dream from the point of view of paramarthika-satta. The
objects are much more real than the dream objects. Our present happiness and
sorrows seem to be more meaningful than dream happiness or dream sorrows. The
fact is that both are avidya
or ignorance—waking and dreaming. In sleep which is avarana, as well as in dream
or waking which are vikshepa,
ignorance prevails. On account of this, people think that there is nothing
wrong with the world and foolishly imagine that they are learned. Can you
regard a dream pandit as a really learned man? Likewise, in the waking state
you are ignorant, and so is your teacher.
na sᾱmparᾱyaḥ
pratibhᾱti bᾱlam pramᾱdyantaṁ vitta-mohena
mῡḍham:
ayaṁ loko nᾱsti para iti mᾱnī, punaḥ punar
vaśam ᾱpadyate me. (6)
“The hereafter does not shine for the simple-minded, who
think this is the only world, there is no other; just as the waking world does
not exist to a dreaming person. People get deluded because of wealth and greed
for things, and in this ignorance of youth, health, fame and position, they
proclaim: ‘This world is real, and there is nothing beyond.’ These
persons come to me,” says Yama. What he means is that they undergo
unending births and deaths. Falling under the law of karma, they do not learn
until they are given a painful lesson by nature itself. There is not only birth
and death, but there is suffering. Those cannot escape Yama’s clutches.
They are proud even when they do not know anything.
śravaṇᾱyᾱpi
bahubhir yo na labhyaḥ, śṛṇvanto’pi bahavo
yaṁ na vidyuḥ
ᾱścaryo vaktᾱ kuśalo’sya labdhᾱ,
ᾱścaryo jñᾱtᾱ
kuśalᾱnuśiṣṭaḥ. (7)
“My dear child, this mysterious Being of all beings is
difficult to understand. It is difficult even to hear, and there are people who
cannot understand It even then. A wonder is the explainer of It; wonderful is
that person who can understand It when taught by a competent one. Both are
wonders: the teacher and the taught.” Teachers of this knowledge are rare
indeed, and rare indeed are the students.
The second section of the Upanishad is an analysis of the
nature of duty and desire: shreyas
and preyas. Their
whispers are heard by us simultaneously—one trying to overpower the
other, sometimes creating a small tumult, so that they cannot be distinguished.
Daily life is one dilemma, the conscience speaking of shreyas, and the lower self
murmuring that pleasure is desirable in preference to duty. Why do people mostly
listen to the latter voice? Because the objects connected to pleasure are
visible to the senses, while the side of duty is not so visible. We believe in
what we see, but find it hard to believe in the invisible. The senses are
connected with objects of pleasure, but duty is something which the senses
cannot understand.
Often duty seems to be painful and imposed. The reason is
simple: we know pleasure will come by contact with objects, but we do not know
what will happen in the other world. Limited to this world of senses, we cannot
see the other realms, so we do not concern ourselves with them. And for all
practical purposes, we take for granted that they do not exist at all. The
ignorant, proud of empty learning, do not pay proper attention towards duty;
they do not believe in the ultimate good, in God and the other worlds, but they
believe in objects, even though they are perishable, even though they may bring
death, humiliation, deprivation, because of their visibility, and this, because
of the indivisibility of the good and the other worlds.
Both duty and desire, the good and the pleasant, have been
examined by Nachiketas. This position is not one of acquisition, but of
understanding, of discrimination. He is the example of a seeker who got over
temptations by comprehending, and not because they were curbed by law,
scriptures or the guru. When the disciple understands the true situation, no
ordinance by any of them is necessary. When we are awake, we don’t have
to be told not to drown ourselves in a river. Nachiketas realised that objects
are not to be acquired for enjoyment, but to be understood and studied. They
are not for hugging. The world is not to be possessed. No one can possess the
world, because everyone is a part of it; belongs to it in an integral way. So
an individual fails when he treats it as an object of enjoyment, for the world
and all its objects are an opportunity to train ourselves in understanding.
The world is one of the ways in which God peeps through space
and time: “Shreyas
or preyas—what
do you want?” He asks. Most people are like Duryodhana and want adoration
rather than the silent divinity that does not reveal itself to the senses. The
more we realise the interconnectedness and harmony of being, the nearer are we
to God. The more the separation between man and man, the greater the assumption
of the individual, the more are we away from Him. This is what Yama implies in
the conversation with Nachiketas: that the silent music of the Spirit is
drowned in the clamour of the senses.
Though God is speaking to us daily, we do not hear Him because
of the noise the senses set up. We see the colour and the panorama of the world
they present us, but not Him. This is the meaning of ‘the other world is
not visible’, which includes God also, as well as the astral, causal and
the absolute. Realms beyond the physical are less and less separated in their
contents or units. While in the physical world we see many persons, one thing
having no relation to another, the higher we go into the subtle realms, the
nearer do persons and things appear to come—just as in a triangle with a
wide base there is also an apex, and as the two sides go higher towards it the
distance between the two sides becomes less and less until they meet.
In the Absolute, people come together; and when you realise the
intimacy of things, your love for them diminishes, just as you do not love your
body the way you love sense-objects. There are what is called nether regions,
lower than this physical world, which are inhabited by asuras, demons and the like—beings
who are more sensuous, wrathful and body-conscious. There are seven worlds
above and seven below ours, which means that there can be states of
consciousness worse than the human, ignorance deeper than the human, and
knowledge higher than the human. The seven higher realms are of great subtlety
and intimacy, so that when we reach the highest, one reflects in the other and
one becomes the image of the other. This is omniscience or cosmic
consciousness: everyone is everyone else.
We do not like each other because of our believing in the
reports of the senses, and thus we are said to live in mrityu-loka: the world of
desires and self-affirmation. The higher world is not visible to the ignorant,
and so we cling to this world. If we were aware of all the higher ones, we
would no longer think: ‘O, I am so far from Truth’, but feel like a
dreamer who is aware of the waking world while in dream. Like a sudden waking
up from dream, there is sometimes a sudden awakening into Reality. This is
called sadyo-mukti.
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