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Now, the mind and the senses are incapable of perceiving
objects because they are inert, should be the attitude of the intellect. Thus: “The
mind should be offered into the intellect like the senses into the mind.”
The mind does not cognise objects, as we can see in sleep. It is the judgment
of the intellect acting as an intermediary between the atman and the
mind, which is responsible for individual perception. The senses and the mind
are wholly dependent on the intellect, it being the nearest to Reality. The
intellect affirms itself, and everything depends upon it, finally. In this
meditation in which the senses and the mind and intellect come together, one
stage of the meditative process is achieved. It should not be mistaken for the
whole of yoga, as is often done in the West. Peace of mind brought about by
this stage is not yoga. It is only coming back to yourself, from the empirical
point of view. This success is not final and is not yoga-sakshatkara.
Sense-control is not over here, according to the Kathopanishad, though you may
no longer have gross passions, and may be a highly cultured person.
Now, we come to a bottleneck; we cannot go beyond this stage. “He
should restrain the intellect in the Great Self and That in Tranquillity.”
All are held up here, because the passage becomes narrow and only one person
can go through. Not even your Guru can be taken. You have to go alone. Strait
is the way of the Spirit. Even your body is too big and you will have to shed
it. Every student of yoga fails when he comes to this point, because he has a
tendency to look upon what he has left, and his heart goes back to all of it,
and this thought is enough to bring him back. This is the state of a yoga
bhrashta. It seems that no one is fit for yoga. This leaving the body is
not killing it, but transcendence. It is a spiritual activity that we are
concerned with here. To leave the world and body is to be dissociated in
consciousness with them, but we cannot do this. Things persist in the form of
memories. This is especially true for householders, for whom it is hard to
become real yogins. How hard it is will be told in the next mantras
which are the heart of the Upanishad. If you are fortunate enough to understand
them, you are blessed.
The difficulty is to turn from the particular to the Universal,
which man has not seen, or understood, nor can hope to understand. While it is
difficult enough to turn from the objects to the senses, from the senses to the
mind and to the intellect, it is far more difficult to turn to the Universal.
But this is what is needed. Here it is that we require initiation. Up to the
stage of the intellect, you may practice yoga without it, but after that it
gets difficult because you cannot find the next one explained in any book, nor
can you find a Guru who has attained it; only a few get that far. How the
individual buddhi can be attuned to the Cosmic Intellect is the higher
yoga of the Spirit. An initiation from a proper Guru is essential; and no true
initiation is possible unless your passions are subdued. The senses have to be
controlled, and the mind merged in the intellect. Otherwise, it is like
touching dynamite. You should not go with passion to the Guru for initiation.
You should have transcended even the intellect. Pratyahara
is over; the individual intellect has to be reabsorbed into the Cosmic
Intellect or mahat-tattva. A further description is not needed here. We
will know what to do when we get to this point. However, the Upanishad gives a
hint: from mahat-tattva, which is hiranyagarbha, you go to ishvara,
the shant atman. While the intellect is the connection of consciousness
with a particular point of view, that which is higher is the association of
consciousness with all points of view. You have no point of view when you get
to that stage. Instead, the points of view of all objects are yours. Instead of
visualising one object, you will visualise all objects. You will say: ‘All
are mine’, instead of saying ‘this is mine’. It is the
shifting of the mind from one thing, one body, one object, one point of view,
to all things, all bodies, all objects, all points of view. The buddhi
has to be transmuted in the realm of mahat-tattva.
Hence, yoga here is sometimes called other-worldliness. It is
other-worldly in the sense that it is a science which takes the mind from the
particular to the universal, and if the universal can be regarded as
other-worldly, so can yoga. But the Universal is not other-worldly, because it
is here and everywhere.
uttiṣṭhata
jᾱgrata prᾱpya varᾱn nibodhata:
kṣurasya dhᾱrᾱ niśitᾱ duratyayᾱ; durgam
pathas tat kavayo vadanti. (14)
My dear children, do not think it is easy! Do not sleep and try
to get this atman. “Stand up, be awake, be conscious; obtain
wisdom properly by being initiated from a competent Guru – understand
this. Sharp it is, and cutting, as the edge of a razor, and hard to cross.”
‘Sharp’ and ‘cutting’ are the two epithets of the
sword. The edge of a sword is cutting, so sharp is it. Such is the sharpness of
this yoga – so subtle that you cannot even see it. The path of the Spirit
is invisible. You cannot open your eyes and see it. It is like the track of the
birds in the air, or the fish in water: they are there but cannot be seen. This
path of supreme wisdom is subtle in the sense that it is a balance of
everything. The Spirit is balance. And no one in this world can maintain a
balance. We either fall this way or that. We go to either extreme but never are
in the middle. ‘Balance is yoga—samatvam yoga uchyate.’
This is an exposition as well as guidance on the path of inward
sadhana. The great method of meditation has been explained as the
gradual self-withdrawal, not only in the realm of world-perception, but also
beyond. It may look magnificent, but the Upanishad warns us of its difficulty.
It may oftentimes look impossible. Hence, we are cautioned to be careful in
every single day of practice. But this is extremely hard to do because, as the
verse describing karta and bhokta states, our consciousness gets
commingled with the mind and senses in every one of their activities. We as
persons do not stand as atman, as mind or as senses only, but all these
blend and act as a focus, in which not only they, but we ourselves, become
conscious of the world. We do not say ‘the senses see, the eyes see, the
mind sees’; we say ‘I see the world’. This is so because the
light of the atman moves through the senses to the objects, as discussed
earlier. Hence, the process of self-withdrawal is not merely of the senses.
They are not the only culprits, and are not wholly responsible. Meditation of
consciousness demands its extrication firstly from objects, then
from the senses, and finally from the mind and intellect.
Consciousness passes through the intellect, mind and then the
senses. And in a secondary connection, we are not only attached to our body,
but through it to many objects outside, and to those they are connected to.
This is samsara-chakra, due to the original sin of consciousness getting
identified with buddhi. So is the psychological creation of the
universe, what is called jiva-srishti, the world of bondage,
distinguished from ishvara-srishti. The yoga of the Upanishad is not any
attempt at interfering with ishvara-srishti, but an honest attempt to
withdraw from our own creation which has made a mess and not added a cubit to
God’s doing. We have created many kinds of entanglements, consciously and
unconsciously, all which add to our difficulties. Our objects may vary from day
to day, but the way of perception is the same throughout our life. Yoga is a
system of disentanglement of consciousness from its attachments. Hence, a
seeker should be a very good analyst and psychologist.
We have a false notion that the mind is inside our body, not
knowing it is elsewhere. It is not always limited to the operation within. It
has relations to circumstances, events and objects exterior to its own body,
and hence we do not concentrate or meditate well. It may be working in a
far-off land, while a part of it is in meditation. It works subconsciously
also, without coming within the purview of the conscious mind. The mystery of
the mind is that it can work doubly—the subconscious in object-thought,
and the conscious in God-thought. The working in the subconscious level is such
that even the conscious level may not be aware of it. This makes our meditation
unsuccessful.
The mind has subterranean realms. While the intellect may be
connected to the conscious level, the feelings will be in the subconscious
level, without connection to reason. So, yoga is a failure, and there is no joy
in it. This knowledge is very essential in pratyahara. The process is
not an ordinary psychological action. It is to be undergone with a simultaneous
awareness of the internal psyche and the outer intellectual consciousness.
Intellect alone cannot succeed in meditation. We have to attempt it with our
total personality. It, therefore, is not the work of one of our faculties, but
of our whole self as a unit of spiritual consciousness. The atman will
be revealing Himself in Himself only when the whole personality is withdrawn in
all its aspects. We often believe that we are happy, not knowing the
subconscious working of the mind. Man falsely thinks that he is all right.
The yoga psychology is far deeper than the usual perceptual
psychology of the West, because the student is a psychologist of himself, and
not of things and persons of the world. The turnings of the mind to observe
itself, is the unique step taken in yoga. You begin to study yourself instead
of others. This is the difference. Because you are both the student and the
teacher here, the Upanishad advises you to approach men of wisdom who have
insight into the truth, to obtain knowledge from them and be cautious and
vigilant, because this invisible track of the bird of consciousness is subtle
and cutting, like the edge of a razor. It is so even to the intellect—let
alone the mind and senses.
The path of the spirit is balance, harmony; not a beaten path
on which you can walk blindfolded. It is a subtle path which you alone can
tread. And every individual has a path of his own. Though, broadly speaking,
yoga may be one, subtly, there are as many paths as there are individuals, with
difficulties different from person to person. Hence the need for a Guru who can
solve your personal problems which you cannot probe into alone. Thus it is
said: prapya varan nibodhata—know It by approaching the Great
Ones.
Impregnable is this fort, inaccessible is this path; hard to
tread because of the subtlety of the edge. The advancing sadhaka faces
many difficulties. Insignificant questions, silly things, will appear large and
important to hinder your advance. The subtle body will begin to operate more
and more. Now we are on the physical level only. But when we become more subtle
in thought, more self-controlled, more weaned from objects, the subtle body
begins to work in an intense manner. Then we face disturbances of a peculiar
nature. We do not know the troubles of the subtle body as long as consciousness
is lodged in the physical one, but when we advance, the subtle body vibrates
not only when we act physically, but also when we think and feel. Later, we
begin to see it as we see the outer body and its activities now. We become so
sensitive that we cannot bear any disorder.
As long as the mind is living in the gross body, it is mostly
on that level connected to others. But when it withdraws itself more, it
receives subtle vibrations of other subtle bodies, and it can feel and
recognise circumstances on a level which is not only conscious, but far deeper.
In this state, it receives vibrations from the denizens of other worlds and
laws operating in the different realms of being, the sthani-dharmas. In
the earlier stages, it may become receptive to lower spirits; in the higher, to
divine ones. You may be taken aback when these hindrances come, just as when,
in amritamanthana, poison came, the devas withdrew. In the sadhaka,
the devas and asuras also work together within to get nectar, and
in this contest between the higher forces and the lower ones for a common
objective—happiness—poison alone comes first from the internal
practice of churning. Because like the asuras, the senses too want
nectar, and so there is often a fall in the lower levels of the practice of
yoga, when the instincts get stimulated and become passions.
Many students have fallen on account of not caring for this
instruction: prapya varan nibodhata. The instincts get roused when we
rise to the level of the swadhisthana chakra, according to Kundalini
Yoga, and they become more active, just as after the churning, when nectar
came, there was war between the gods and asuras. This war is mostly
unknown to the seeker who has not been properly initiated, because the
instruction given by the Guru is not merely into meditation, but of the
difficulties on the way. He will tell you that at such and such a place there
is a lion, then an elephant, then a pit, and so on, and this is known only to
the preceptor who has already trodden the path. Sometimes we know what is in
front of us by God’s grace.
Cutting, sharp and also invisible to perception; this is the
meaning of the words: ksurasya dhara and kavayo vadanti.
aśabdam
asparśam arῡpam avyayam tathᾱ arasaṁ nityam agandhavac
ca yat
anᾱdy anantam mahataḥ paraṁ dhruvaṁ nicᾱyya tam
mṛtyu-mukhᾱt pramucyate. (15)
My dear child, you cannot see anything there, because the Self
is not an object of the senses. You cannot use the light of a torch and look.
“It is soundless, touchless, undecaying; without taste.
It is formless; the presupposition of all change. Without beginning, without
end, It is not anything that can be equated with the processes of time.”
All these are external to the Imperishable, and while the
senses can grasp objects, It is imperceptible. Objects have a limitation of
their own: a body—a location, and so you can observe them. But this
Reality, which is beginningless, is raised above all empirical concepts. “It
is ranging beyond the intellect, not merely the individual, but also the
cosmic. Only after beholding the glory of this Infinite, one can be freed from
the mouth of death.” We are in mrityu-loka, the world of death,
where anything may go at any time. The next moment is not known. Can there be a
more unfortunate thing than this! The soul may pass away any time and you do
not know where it goes. Such is the uncertainty of this world with which we get
involved, and it is most curious that our minds get attached to things which
are tantalising, and that we go to the very same objects which have deceived
others. Knowingly we enter the jaws of death in the form of this world. This mrityu,
which is widespread, is everywhere—not only in one place. A person is born
with his death.
The event of death is for all common perception a future one,
but the cause or potential is born with us. It is only a gradual unfoldment
towards the manifestation at a particular time. As all the details of a tree
are potentially present in the seed, so are the sets of circumstances born with
us. In such a world of death are we. And to be free from it, we have to realise
the deathless Reality which is described as the transcendence of the senses,
mind and intellect, and identification with our own Self.
nᾱciketam
upᾱkhyᾱnam mṛtyu-proktaṁ sanᾱtanam
uktvᾱ śrutvᾱ ca medhᾱvī brahma-loka mahīyate.
(16)
The first half of the Upanishad is over. Many think that,
because it ends with a eulogy, the parts that follow now were added later. “This
story of Nachiketas, this knowledge of the Universal Fire of the atman has
been told to you in all detail. If a person speaks or receives this wisdom in
honesty, he will reign supreme in the realm of the Creator, Brahma.”
ya
imam paramaṁ guhyaṁ śrᾱvayed brahma-saṁsadi
prayataḥ śrᾱddha-kᾱle vᾱ tad ᾱnantyᾱya
kalpate, tadᾱnantyᾱya kalpate. (17)
“This Upanishad, the secret of secrets, contains the most
hidden knowledge, unavailable to people on this earth. Whoso shall cause its
recital in an assembly of wise mentors at the ceremony called shraaddha,
or any other form of worship, thus purifying all rituals and giving meaning to
them, becomes fit for Immortality and becomes infinite in his knowledge.”
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