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Now we have come to a stage where we have
to pause a little and try to ponder what we have analysed. We should not go on
jumping from subject to subject without properly understanding and reviewing
what has been taught. These lessons are something like a chain. We have now
crossed one link, and so it is necessary to see how far we can understand what
has been revealed. Yoga is practice—it is not merely listening or
appreciating or even understanding. To practise yoga is to practise the
understanding at which we have arrived. To rest the mind in that understanding
is ultimately the purpose of yoga. We have reviewed the essential fundamental
level of this understanding of the practice. We started with an analysis of the
immediate situation in which we find ourselves in the world of human society,
and we also realised the world’s inadequacies and contradictions as well
as its tantalising character, to give an insight into the structure of human
society and the world outside. We tried to make an analysis of the adhibhuta
in the scientific and the Samkhya fashion. This analysis was not fully
satisfying, because it led us to a maze through which we could go no further.
Then we turned inward to the adhyatma, and the internal analysis
revealed a greater truth than the outer could offer. We came to the conclusion
that our essential nature is different from that which we think ourselves to
be. The analysis finally resolved itself to the decision that our true nature
is one of pure awareness—free from the shackles of the mind, senses and
body.
Then we had the necessity to analyse
further the relation between the adhibhuta and the adhyatma—the
subject and the object. In this analysis we had to go into a little more detail
concerning the nature of perception. This revealed that the perceptional
process is ultimately conscious. Perception is not the work of light rays or
the eyeballs or even the mind as an external psychological instrument. We found
that consciousness is immanent in the seer, in the process of seeing, as well
as in the object that is seen. These three aspects of the perceptional seemed
to be faces of a single consciousness which could not be divided into parts. We
seem to be moving deeper into a great sea of awareness in which we found that
an infinite consciousness underlies all apparent relationships. Though there
are many terms of a universal relation, the major terms are discovered to be adhibhuta,
adhyatma and adhidaiva. These are the three points of the
triangle of the universal structure, as we saw, or we may say the three links
in a circular chain, or three faces of a single experience—the above, the
outward and the inward—all which seem to be pervaded by an undivided and
infinite Being which is at once awareness and freedom. Such is the basis of our
nature and the world outside as well as the explanation of the relation between
the two. This should be your meditation and your attempt at fixing the mind,
and in this attempt you have to see that the mind does not move outside. This
is essential, because it is futile to think of the many. The multitude in you
and the variety of the world have been resolved into the threefold complex of adhibhuta,
adhyatma and adhidaiva—beyond which and outside which there
can be nothing. If you can concentrate your minds on these resolved
fundamentals, you will be able to see what your weaknesses are.
Meditation
You should attempt to sit for a few minutes,
close the eyes and contemplate your true position. When you deeply concentrate
the mind on this state which you have arrived at now through analysis, you will
find a change will supervene in your mind and in your internal structure. If
your concentration is good enough, you may experience some motion in the
body—a tremor or a jerk that you may feel. The jerk that you feel is due
to the intensity of concentration. The pranas which have been accustomed
to move within the body are now told to work a little further, so they become
shaken up. When you come out of this state of concentration, you will come out
with a feeling of strength, a feeling of freedom and a joy which will fill you
inside and outside. You will feel as if you have drunk tasteful honey which
energises the whole system like a tonic that has been injected into your body,
and you will not be able to explain what you actually feel.
Chant OM ten times, with a deep sonorous
tone. Don’t think anything. Don’t think of the breath. Let the
breath take care of itself and try to move the mind through these processes
with which you have concluded the interrelatedness of conscious being. Sit
silently for fifteen minutes, and when the silent meditation is finished, chant
OM for fifteen minutes, and then following that, sit silently for one more
minute.
You should make a note in your books of
what thoughts occurred to your minds during these minutes. How many thoughts:
one, two, three, four, five... You can open a separate page for this:
“Thoughts That Occurred During Meditation.” Another time when you
sit, you can verify if the same thoughts occur or some other thoughts are
coming, and whether the thoughts have diminished in number or increased for any
reason. If thoughts have occurred other than the thoughts with which you
started meditation, you should keep a watch over these thoughts. The thoughts
that occur to you in your meditation are your desires. This is a very good way
for finding out what desires you have. In ordinary activity you cannot know
your desires, because you are drawn into activities of various kinds. There are
many people, many things and many attractions to which the desires can be
directed, but now you have closed your avenues of outer perception and
activity, so the desires can feed themselves without any objects outside. Every
day before you go to bed, you should sit for a few minutes and deeply try to
feel these feelings that you have tried to entertain just now.
’Daily’ is very
important—not ‘occasionally’. Before retiring to bed the last
thoughts should be these and no other, and when you get up from the bed, the
first few thoughts should be these and no other. These few thoughts will charge
your body like a battery and will enable you to get on with your day without
repercussions of any kind. It is a difficult task, but you will succeed. You
will have the strength to bear the circumstances of life which confront you,
but also gradually you will find that the atmosphere around you will change
according to the change that you have undergone within. The world outside will
not be the same that it was sometime back. This change outside you will take
place to your own surprise.
People will start speaking to you in a
different way altogether. Things will have a different attitude towards you
without your knowing why it is happening. To your own surprise and marvel you
will see that things are slowly changing their attitude towards you. Even those
who disliked you may begin to like you. Things which started gravitating away
from you may gravitate towards you. It is difficult to explain what changes
will take place, but it is enough if I say it will be to your surprise.
However, you should not expect changes
outside immediately, as that would be another desire which would enter into your
heart. The consequences automatically follow, but you should not meditate for
the sake of the consequences. This is also very important to remember. You
should not sit for meditation with an expectation of the results that may
follow. They may follow or they may not follow, but you should not concern
yourself with them. I am just mentioning that they will follow and must follow,
but your thoughts should be concerned with the causes and not the effects.
Go to the cause and manipulate the cause.
Tap the source and don’t go to the externals. The externals which are
connected to the source will revolve automatically according to your
manipulation of the source. In these few minutes of concentration, you would
have observed that it is a real task to bring the mind to these restricted
areas of thinking. You have not been asked to concentrate on any one point. To
concentrate on one thought is a still greater difficulty.
My suggestion was to revolve the mind over
a few thoughts of the interconnectedness of things, or the relation of the adhibhuta
with the adhyatma and the adhidaiva, and the immanence of
consciousness in all these three. To rotate the mind over these thoughts in a
restricted area should be the beginning of your attempt at meditation. The
higher stages would be a further restriction of thought where you will have no
movement of thought. You have only tried to limit your thoughts from the many
to the few. The few thoughts will energise the body and your whole personality.
Practise this concentration of your consciousness along the lines you have
studied these few days; and if you have taken note of the thoughts that occur
to your minds during these lessons, boil them down to a few thoughts alone for
the sake of concentration of mind to see what they actually and fundamentally
mean. These fundamental thoughts should become the object of your concentration
because they include and imply everything that is external. Make these the
object of your meditation
The world will cease to torment you, and
slowly it will become your friend. The annoying world should be made an object
for your meditation in this manner, and it will not annoy you further. A dog
may usually bark at you, but when you pat it on the head it may actually start
licking your feet. The world will cease to bark at you and will start licking
your feet when you handle it properly in these ways, with these methods of
connecting yourself with the world. The world barks because you have not been
able to relate yourself to it properly. The dog does not bark at its
master—it barks at a stranger.
Why should you be a stranger to this world?
Be friendly with the world, and it will befriend you. This is certain. This is
a metaphysical and spiritual truth. Let these thoughts be your subject for
meditation for a few days—daily before retiring to bed and daily after
getting up from bed. You will know the change within yourself if you
dispassionately and sincerely resort to this type of meditation. It should be
taken seriously and in right earnest and in the proper way that I have
suggested to you. You will see the marvel working, the wonder taking place, and
you will not seek anything else after having sought this.
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