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Yoga is not compulsion forced on the body,
the senses or the mind, but it is rather a freedom that we give to them. While
we may lack freedom in the world, yoga gives us both joy and freedom. We become
at ease and at one with ourselves, whether it is through the physical postures of
asanas, whether it is through the retention of the breath in pranayama,
whether it is through meditation on the Absolute—it makes no difference.
It makes no difference at what stage of yoga we are; the point is how we feel.
Our feeling should be one of ease, release from tension and at-one-ment with
ourselves. Very important to remember: at-one-ment with our own selves. This is
yoga in every one of its stages.
We are out of tune with ourselves because
of too much thinking of unnecessary things. People usually say, “Oh, I am
too busy!” Because of this excessive busyness in life, we are neither
able to perform anything dexterously and successfully in our lives, nor are we
able to maintain mental poise. By a collectedness of the mind through an
understanding of our relation with nature, we can live a little happier than we
usually do. It is not proper to try to fulfil every one of our desires. This is
the reason why we feel weak—on account of the anxiety created through the
attempts to fulfil the desires that we have in our hearts.
We must have a justification for the
fulfilment of our desire, but it gets justified only when it is fulfilled in
reference to the higher level that we want to attain in our lives. This is also
a kind of morality of desire. Morality can be defined as the consciousness that
the higher level should determine the lower. When our desires can be made
compatible with the operation of the law of an immediate higher level of life,
then we may be able to fulfil those desires easily, and they would also be
justified. Actions become immoral if the fulfilment of our desires in a
particular level of life is incompatible with the demands of the higher level
immediately above.
Moral Consciousness
It is difficult for the ordinary man to
know what morality is, because he cannot know what the higher level is. The
higher is that which sublimates, includes and transcends the lower, and at the
same time makes us freer and happier. The laws of the world, or the laws of God
by which we are supposed to abide, are all ultimately the higher determinings
of the lower levels of life. I have been trying to explain the necessity of a
moral life, and it is morality that brings strength or inner toughness, and it
is immorality that makes us weak. What morality actually is cannot be known by
the study of textbooks of ethics. These texts will not reveal to us the truths
of this matter, because morality is so uniquely subtle in every given situation
or circumstance. Often its special forms, though not its general forms, differ
from person to person, from one country to another country, from one season to
another season, and from one circumstance to another circumstance.
The moral life is a difficult
life—not just a stereotyped track that we have to tread. It is difficult,
just as the proper prescription of a medicine by a physician is difficult. It
is not easy to prescribe a medicine—it is a very complicated science, and
the doctor has to understand the situation properly. Likewise is the
understanding of the moral conduct that we have to adopt in our lives. What is
proper is difficult to understand without the exercise of a proper
understanding.
When we attain a sense of wisdom, we
conform to laws operating within us as well as outside us. Tending to
integration in a higher level of our lives, we become truly moral in our
consciousness, and this gives us strength. A moral person is stronger than a
person with a sword or a gun. This is why for example that people talk of
Mahatma Gandhi so much, although he had a frail body and no weapons in his
hands. His strength came from a conviction born of a moral consciousness. All
morality is strength, and immorality is weakness. Whatever be our possessions,
if there is no moral consciousness within us, there will be weakness side by
side with the possessions.
We can be terrified even by a fly if there
is no inner moral consciousness. If there is a confidence born of the abidance
by law which is morality, there is a peculiar kind of power that we feel within
which difficult to explain in words. If we always feel confident, everything
will be all right on account of the simultaneous feeling that we are on the
right path. “I am right, I shall not suffer in this world,” will be
our confidence. This is one form of the moral consciousness.
I may reiterate that there is no yoga
practice without moral consciousness within. It is not only a practice, it is
also a state of feeling and consciousness. No one who is not moral can be a yogin.
Morality is not only make-believe or the following of the social law of
morality—morality is a state of consciousness. I purposely use the phrase
“moral consciousness” rather than “following the moral
law”. We may be practising the moral law of a society, and yet we may not
have a moral consciousness—in which case we will again feel weakness. We
may be a very important and well-placed person in society, but we may not have
the strength to maintain this moral consciousness within.
The Bhagavadgita explains the situation
very beautifully in one of its beautiful verses: “One may be morally
disciplined in outward limbs of the body, but inwardly contemplating objects of
sense.” This is not morality. What we are in our minds is our morality.
We may be anything outside in human society, but this is something different.
What are we inside? That is our own morality. What people say about us is not
our true nature. They may say this or they may say that, but their judgements
may not be correct because nobody can see within us.
This is a very important aspect of yoga practice,
and if this is missed, we will miss the whole calculation. If we come initially
to the error that two and two make five, all our later calculations will be
wrong. Whatever be the effort we make for our calculations, we have presumed in
the beginning that two and two make five. Likewise, all attempts at yoga
practice will be a waste of time and energy—bringing nothing in the
end—if we make the mistake of thinking that we are quite all right when
we are not. Let no one be foolhardy enough to think that everything is quite
all right. Nobody can be quite all right in this world. One has to be very
cautious, because one can slip at any point on a path which is so precipitous.
It is easy to be self-complacent but difficult to be self-critical. It is the nature
of the mind to be complacent. “I am always all right, and others are
wrong,” is a peculiar way in which the mind works in this world.
It is a psychological quirk that the mind
feels that it is highly rational, although this is not a correct feeling. The
person will be the loser, if this attitude is maintained throughout life. The
moral foundation is going to determine the higher success in yoga, and morality
is not outward conformity to moral law, but rather the maintenance of a moral
consciousness within. Our hearts should be satisfied that we are moral—it
is of no use if others say that we are moral. When we close our eyes and we are
alone in a room, if our hearts are truly satisfied, then we are wholly moral
and God will save us. Otherwise, all the worlds cannot protect us.
This is a small point which many students
of yoga miss in their enthusiasm and in their practice and so they complain,
“No God, no yoga, no religion and nothing else has come to me. I am fed
up!” There are people who have been meditating for twenty, thirty, forty
years and they achieve nothing, because they started with a wrong basis of
self-complacency. They had small weaknesses which covered their vision like
sand particles in their eyes, due to which they could not see anything
properly. This fact is mostly ignored in the practice of yoga, and many
teachers of yoga do not lay sufficient emphasis on this aspect of moral
consciousness.
No student of yoga has patience enough to
think of this important matter. They are all interested in asana, pranayama,
pratyahara, dharana, dhyana and samadhi, and not in
the basic principles. It is very unfortunate, and it is quite evident as to why
we are not successful in our practise of yoga. A small mistake that we
committed in the beginning has spoiled the whole affair, and despite all our
efforts of years and years, we will realise when it is too late, “Oh, I
made a small mistake, and the whole thing has gone dead wrong!” Let no
time be wasted in false assumptions as to one’s perfection. Let no one
imagine that one is perfect. God alone can be perfect—no human being can
be. Let there be this humility first.
Proceeding Cautiously
Do not be too enthusiastic in these
matters—go slow and do not try to jump. Walk slowly and cautiously, with
a review of the steps that have already been taken. Every day make a review of
yesterday’s practise. “Has it been all right, or was there a
difficulty? What has happened to me? Can I take a further step?” This is
the way in which we have to review our yesterday’s practise and our
yesterday’s problems and difficulties. This foundation must be properly
laid. The foundation is very important—more important than the building,
we must remember. What is the good of having a beautiful building, if it has a shaky
foundation? The foundation of yoga is a moral consciousness, and again I insist
that it is not conformity to outer law, which is different altogether. The
morality of the conformity to outer law is different from yoga morality, which
is a consciousness.
We must be satisfied, not others. There is
no use for others to be judges of us—we have to be our own judge. If we
are satisfied from the whole of our hearts, then it is all right. Otherwise,
something will be murmuring from within, “My dear friend, it is not all right.”
We may be trying to hush up that voice, but it will not keep quiet. It will
tell us again and again the same thing. A conscious endeavour to maintain this
sense of morality, an attitude of moral consciousness and an honesty of purpose
are the foundation of yoga practice. This itself is a practice. The ability to
maintain for a protracted period, if not continuously, a moral consciousness is
itself a very important step in yoga. This takes a long time, because to
maintain a moral consciousness is identical with being unselfish in the world.
We cannot be selfish and at the same time moral. The deviation from the moral
consciousness occurs on account of the desires which we want to fulfil somehow
or the other. How can we be moral and at the same time be happy in this world?
This is a conflict within us. It is not true that happiness depends upon
immorality. This is a false notion. The moral consciousness will make us so
happy; and later on we will realise that it is a permanent happiness which will
not leave us, whereas the happiness that we acquire by hook or by crook is an
illusion before our eyes which will leave us one day.
One should not commit this mistake of
imagining that by deviation from morality one can be happy. The discipline of
desire is necessary for the maintenance of a moral consciousness. We cannot
just be at the beck and call of our whims and fancies and at the same time be
moral. We should not be whimsical. We should have correct judgement and a
logical way of thinking in the smallest things also. There is no
‘smallest thing’ in the world, because everything is equally
important in its own place. In everything we have to be logical and careful.
We have to see everything from all sides,
not only one or two sides. It is like the commander of an army who weighs the
situation properly from all directions before taking a step. We cannot simply
say, “March!” like a foolish person. We will have to know whether
it is proper to march or not, what our strength is, what the strength of the
enemy is and where they stand. This is the way in which we will make a whole
review of the circumstances. Like the army commander who has to be very
cautious, a yoga student maintains a carefulness of step, and he disciplines
his desires with tremendous effort.
In the beginning of our practise, we should
not live in the thick of an unwholesome environment and then think of
controlling our senses. This is why in the beginning we are asked to be a
little away from the hustle and bustle of the cities. Later on when we have
sufficient strength we may also be in the cities, but in the beginning it is
not proper. A great saint has given a small illustration to explain the
necessity of a little isolation in the beginning. We know that fire can consume
ghee (clarified butter). If one pours ghee into a fire, the flame
will blaze up more and more and burn up the ghee. Pour tons of it into a
large fire, and the ghee will be burned up without any residue, because
fire has such strength. But suppose the fire is only a spark, and we throw ten
tons of ghee over it; the fire will not be able to consume it, and the
spark will be consumed by the ghee itself. Pour ten tons of ghee
over a spark of fire and the spark will be extinguished, though a larger fire
has the capacity to burn any amount of ghee. Likewise it may be that we
have the strength to bear anything in life, but in the beginning we should not
waste this strength that is incipiently present inside us but not yet
manifested outside. We should not live in the midst of objects of temptation
and then try to control the senses. It is too difficult.
In the beginning stages we should
physically distance ourselves from the objects of temptation, and not merely
claim that the temptations are not a problem because we think we are not mentally
attracted. “Oh, I am a mental sannyasin. These things don’t
affect me!” We can say that only in the more advanced stages. In the
beginning it is difficult to control the senses or discipline them, and they
will have their own laws and prescriptions. We will succumb to them one day or
the other, and then it will be difficult to come back to the normal position.
Therefore, in the initial stages it is necessary to live in a guarded
atmosphere. That is why people go to ashrams, cloisters and convents—to
live in a guarded atmosphere. We cannot simply do whatever we like in
institutions of that nature, and so this is a good protection.
In the beginning it is an external
protection—a kind of compulsion, we may say, but in the earlier stages
this kind of compulsion is necessary. Afterwards this compulsion may become a
spontaneous moral consciousness, but in the beginning the restraint must be
there. In the beginning a tendency is there to fulfil the desires rather than
to be moral. Life in a protected atmosphere of a cloister or a monastery or in
the presence of a competent Guru or master is necessary. Because of the
temptations, we cannot be at home and then be successful in yoga. We know
ourselves what the temptations are in city life and at home.
From the outward discipline of this nature,
we move towards a spontaneous inner discipline of the moral consciousness, and
then we are strong enough to be able to practise the steps of yoga. This is the
strength to which I made reference earlier—a strength which we mostly
lack but which is very essential. We should never feel diffident or nervous in
the practice of yoga. Confidence is necessary. We should not be thinking,
“I do not know whether I am right or wrong, and I do not know where I am
standing.” This doubt has to be dispelled by clear thought. If we cannot
do it ourselves, we must go to a competent teacher. It is not that we can
always be independently clarified in our thought. That is why a Guru is
necessary. When we cannot understand, we go to a master. “This is my
doubt and difficulty and problem,” we say, and it will be clarified for
us, and then we can proceed further. Thus, with a clarified understanding and
the consequent moral sense that we are able to maintain, we become strong.
This strength is what generally goes by the
name of brahmacharya. The term ‘brahmacharya’ is more
than what it outwardly means to people. It is the sum total of the retention of
energy in our system by the avoidance of all leakage of energy in any manner
whatsoever. Brahmacharya is not merely ‘celibacy’ as it is
translated in English. It is more than that; it is the maintenance of a moral
consciousness. One may be a celibate and yet may be finding it difficult to
maintain this consciousness of brahmacharya. It is an overall continence
and not merely celibacy. It is a continence of the powers of sense taken in
their totality, which renders the body strong, healthy, tireless and even
lustrous. This energy is very essential for the practice of yoga, without which
we feel weak in body, mind and soul. Lacking this energy we will feel wearied
in our spirits. This should not be the condition into which the yoga student is
driven.
Cautiousness is yoga, in the same way as
consciousness is yoga. The moral sense in all things is not an unimportant item
in yoga. It is very important, and it is very essential that we make a careful
note of this essential limb—the moral consciousness. Once one is properly
and in adequate proportion established in this, then we can say that almost fifty
percent of our difficulties are over. This is an essential aspect of yoga which
I tried to emphasise, because this is a point which most people miss in their
practice. It is due to this error that there may not be visible success in the
practice that has been carried on even for years together.
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