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This is another important thing that we
have to remember. Yoga is a reconstruction of our ways of thinking. It is
rethinking our lives and a wisdom of life that we have to try to cultivate so
that this wisdom has an impact upon every one of our actions. We may be in any
vocation in our lives, but we can be a yogin in that particular context.
We may be an office- goer or we may be a sweeper—but we can be a yogin,
because yoga is an attitude of the mind and of the whole of our consciousness.
Why can we not be a yogin—whatever be our vocation? Whether we are
a worker in a factory, a professor, a teacher, a student or a
businessman—again, it makes no difference. Yoga can reconcile itself with
any vocation, because it is a principle behind all activity—and not
merely activity—but all ways of thinking. The logical precondition of our
way of thinking, feeling and understanding is yoga.
If we think of yoga as an Eastern concept,
as a mystical approach or as a religious attitude alone, then we may have a
doubt in our minds as to how we could practise it. It is however not an Eastern
concept, not a mystical approach and it is not merely a religious attitude. All
these are false ideas that we have. If I must put it succinctly in one
sentence, yoga is the way in which we have to think, and we cannot escape it.
If we want to be successful in any walk of life, we cannot but think in terms
of yoga; otherwise we will experience only failure. We cannot say, “I
don’t want yoga.” We have to like it and we have to want
it—we cannot want anything else, really speaking. The question is not
whether we want yoga or not; the question is whether we can want anything else.
We cannot want anything else in this world but what I am calling
‘yoga’, because without it everything becomes lifeless and devoid
of vitality. Like a saltless curry, we wouldn’t like it—so would
all of life be without this yoga-essence behind it.
Our attempt in these talks has been to
understand what the principle is behind the ideas, the notions, the
understanding and the practice of yoga. What people suffer from these days is a
thorough misunderstanding of the essence of life. It is not that people
don’t want God, but they don’t know what He is—that is their
handicap. There is no man who cannot want God, but there are apparently people
who do not want Him on account of not knowing what it means. When we say,
“God does not exist”, or, “I don’t want God”, we
only betray our ignorance of what God is. What is essential is for us to
chasten our thought, re-educate ourselves and try to be cultured and aware of
the true sense of the term. Then it is that life becomes a joy. With an
understanding of this attitude, we have to engage ourselves in a daily
practice, because this re-thinking is not an easy task. We cannot re-think
ourselves like that, because we have had the same superficial background of old
thinking for many years—perhaps for many lifetimes.
A daily schedule has to be prepared, and we
have to stick to it systematically like the motion of a clock. What ensures
success in the practice of yoga is the system of practice, method, consistency
and tenacity. Every day we have to be at it in a systematic manner, otherwise
it may slip out of our hands. The routine that we have to pass through should
be of a uniform and harmonious nature, which means to say that we should not
change our ideas every day. To constantly be changing the concept would be like
digging a few feet down in twenty different places each day to get water. On
the other hand, we will definitely find water if we persistently dig in one
place a few hundred feet down. Again, if we dig only five feet in a hundred
different places, we will not get water. To change ideas, concepts and
attitudes so blithely would be like digging a few feet down in search of water
which we will never find. We must go deep through one way, and we must choose
one path, one method of meditation and one way of living. We must then go very
deep into it, and when we break through, then we will see something wonderful.
So it is that yoga insists upon tenacity, an exclusive approach and method, and
consistency in the choice of the path and in the practice.
We have to first of all see clearly who we
are and what would benefit us. As I said earlier, if we cannot do this analysis
for ourselves, we have to take the assistance of a guide for the time being. To
take to the path of extensive meditation exclusively at the outset would be
difficult, and we cannot sit for meditation for hours together. We should
therefore be wise in using some variety to engage our minds in meditation. We
have to take to various types of approach in this particular case. Another
important item is japa, which is the repetition of a mantra. A mantra
need not necessarily mean a Sanskrit formula. It may be a formula that we
choose for our own selves in our own language, because it is supposed to be a
symbol or a formula with an idea hidden behind it that is meaningful for us.
Meditation being ultimately an emphasis of an idea, the formula may help us in
comprehending this idea. With a vehicle like this, we will be able to remember
the idea. The mantra is nothing but a vehicle of thought, and so we may
choose a mantra even in our own language, if we cannot understand any
other. We formulate a symbol of thought for our own selves which may be our own
mantra. Go on repeating it again and again—in the beginning
verbally, but later mentally.
The third thing is to keep as our guide one
of the great texts for study. We have to read this text again and again until
the ideas of the text become part of our nature, and we can begin to think
exclusively in that way. We have to be saturated with these ideas. If we truly
become saturated, then it should be possible for us to think only along these
lines and no other way. Just as we at present have one particular way of
thinking, this new and more elevated way of thinking should become our new way
of thinking. When we open our eyes in the morning, we should think only along
these lines. That should be the extent to which these ideas get saturated into
our personalities. This is of course a very advanced stage when we can think
only in yogic terms and in no other way. Then it is that we become not merely
good but also divine and spiritual. To repeat, japa of a mantra,
study of texts conducive to the development of these ideas, actual meditation
coupled with analysis—’vichara’ it is called—and
daily introspection are all very important. Apart from these, we may also
maintain a diary of our progress. I mentioned this earlier, because it is very
important to note down every day or every week the progress that we make or the
difficulties that we are confronting on the path. Knowing whether the
difficulties are repeating themselves or whether we are having newer
difficulties is a means to keep a watch on our progress. Is there any progress
at all? This is what we have to watch out for. This is why we keep a spiritual
diary. If there is no progress, we need to be able to detect the reason.
Our Hearts Must Be Present
We will realise later on that the whole
difficulty is that, when there is no progress, the reason is that our hearts
are not there—they are somewhere else. Sometimes when we do japa
our minds may not be there, and we may have completed a whole japa
rosary, but we have not been at all present. Just as when we mindlessly walk
along a road, the fingers may be automatically rolling the beads, but when we
have completed one round, we may not even know what we have been chanting. The
reason is that the mind was elsewhere. We may be thinking that we have
completed ten rounds, but what is the use of the ten rounds if we have been
completely oblivious? The mind is the important element in the rolling of the
beads—not the number of rounds. We will realise that this is the
difficulty.
The mind will escape, because the mind does
not like monotony. That’s why we prefer to go to a movie rather than do japa
or attend kirtan (devotional singing). The mind cannot tolerate the
monotony, as it is not accustomed to think just one thing. We do not like the
same food every day; we don’t like to see the same persons throughout our
lives, and likewise, monotony of any kind is detested by the mind. This habit
intrudes itself even into our spiritual path. The mind dislikes any sense of
being tied down. That is why people want to travel from place to place. They
will go to some other place because they are fed up with staying in one place.
These are all obstacles. Swami Sivanandaji
Maharaj used to say that we must have ‘stickability’, which means
to say sticking to one place. We need not be moving from place to place. These
are all distractions, because we will be seeing various persons and things, and
we will need to adjust ourselves to different circumstances, and this is an
unnecessary waste of time. Stick to one place, stick to one master, stick to
one mantra, stick to one text, stick to one method of meditation, stick
to one way of living, and have one aim in life. We should not go on changing
our aims—today one thing and tomorrow another thing—because this is
not good. We must keep a watch over the progress that we make with a spiritual
diary, and keep contact with our guides until we are able to stand by
ourselves. God Himself will guide us if we are honest, and we will be brought
in contact with the necessary master. Nature itself will work when the longing
is there. “Ask, and it shall be given” is the law. If our hearts
really ask, it shall be given, but our hearts should ask and not merely
the lips. If the longing comes from our deeper feelings, then we will see that
the doors are open for us. We will be surprised that the resources of nature
are at our disposal.
The spiritual seeker need not be despondent
or melancholy. They are the blessed souls; they are the salt of the earth, and
they will not be deserted at any time. The whole world will help them. The
whole of nature will be at their beck and call. But there is once again that
one most difficult condition: let the heart be there, let the love be there,
let the longing be there, and let there not be any other want. There is nothing
else that we are required to do except long for realisation. At the conclusion
of the eleventh chapter of the Srimad Bhagavadgita, the Lord says that
nothing can enable us to reach Him except a deep longing. All these sacrifices,
all the charity, all the austerities, all the study and all these efforts of
the will do not enable us to see this tremendous form that Arjuna has seen.
Only one thing will help us—a deep longing. If we want Him, we will find
Him, otherwise all our efforts will be of no avail. This is the simple secret
of all paths of yoga. As I have said many times, the longing is not merely an
exclusive devotional or sentimental path. It is the longing of the whole soul
of our being. It is this that is referred to by mystics as “the alone
flying to the Alone”. The more we think of it, the more we will start
liking it, and the more we will get absorbed into it, and the path will become
very easy.
I think that what we have heard and learned
here is quite enough to keep us active and refreshed in our lives, provided of
course that we have really understood all that has been said in its true
spirit. Different things have been spoken about, but they are not discrete or
isolated ideas. They are all integral parts forming a whole. We have to be able
to bring these thoughts and ideas together to constitute the single edifice of
the yogic way of life. Again, may I reiterate that yoga is not a way of
life, it is the way of life, and we cannot but follow that way. This is
the difficulty many people have, because they cannot understand what it means.
They think that yoga is for the old man, for the monk in the monastery, for a
particular section of people, or for just a part of life. It is not so. All
these misconceptions should go. There cannot be any other way of living, there
cannot be any other way of thinking, and there cannot be anything else that we
can want in this world. With this, I think, I have stated the quintessence of
the approach to yoga.
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