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We have made
an analysis of the three relativistic phases of the Atman, both in its
individual and cosmic aspects. But, Reality, as such, is neither individual
nor cosmic. To say that it is cosmic is also to limit it to a certain extent,
to bring it to the level of what we call creation. The Supreme Brahman,
the Absolute, is not a cause, and not also an effect. It has no effects,
and, therefore, it is no cause. We cannot call The Supreme Being as even
a cause of things, especially when we consider that everything is identical
with It. The Mandukya Upanishad describes not merely the gross, subtle
and causal conditions of the manifested consciousness, but also Consciousness,
as such. There is something called Reality in itself, independent of relation.
Even Isvaratva is a description by means of a relation to the universe.
We call God Sarvesvara, Sarvajna and Sarvasaktiman, because we relate Him
to the creation. God is omnipresent, pervading everywhere, which means
that we recognise Him in terms of space. He knows 'all' things, means that
there are things which He knows; and He has power over all things, means
that He can exercise power over something which is external to Him. All
definitions, even the best ones, such as Creatorship, Preservership and
Destroyership of the universe; omnipresence, omniscience and omnipotence,
arc relative. They are Tatastha-lakshanas of God, accidental definitions;
- not Svarupa-lakshana, the essential nature of Reality. What was
God before creation? That would be His Svarupa-lakshana or essential characteristic.
God, in His own essence, is something more than a Creator, Preserver or
Destroyer, more than a cause of things, more than even an Overlord, All-knowing
and All-powerful. What is that essential essence which is by its own right,
and abides in its own Greatness, in its own Majesty? What is that Light
which cannot be beheld by others, the Light which shines, but shines not
upon anything? That is the state of Pure Consciousness, which is neither
causal, nor subtle, nor gross. It is neither outside nor inside. It has
no external nor internal. That grand Reality is described in the seventh
Mantra of the Mandukya Upanishad.
This Absolute
is known as the Turiya, or the fourth state of Consciousness, transcending
all relational manifestations - causal, subtle and gross. While the waking
consciousness is external and the dream consciousness is internal, this
Consciousness is neither external nor internal, because it is not either
waking or dreaming. It is neither internally conscious nor externally conscious,
Nantah-prajnam, na bahih-prajnam - not internal consciousness like
dream, nor external consciousness like waking. One may think that it is
a consciousness simultaneously of both the states. No; It is something
different from a simultaneity of consciousness. It is not external, not
internal, not a simultaneity of both, either; - No-'bhayatah-prajnam.
It is not also a mass of consciousness like a homogeneous heap of water
in the ocean - Na prajnana-ghanam. It is not quantitative in its
essence. Quantity is spatial, mathematical and Consciousness is not such.
Hence, it cannot be called a mass of consciousness, also, because when
you think of mass, you think of a heap, a body, indistinguishable, though.
Not so is Consciousness - Na prajnana-ghanam. It is not featureless
Consciousness without any awareness - Na prajnam. You may think
that it is awareness without an object before it. It is not even that,
because the object is contained in that Consciousness. It is not Consciousness
bereft of objects. It is Consciousness into which the objects have been
absorbed. So, it cannot be regarded as a featureless transparency of an
ethereal consciousness. It is not also absence of consciousness - Na-aprajnam.
It is not a state of inert perfection which the schools of thought like
the Nyaya and the Vaiseshika describe. It is not unconsciousness; it is
not absence of consciousness; it is not bare consciousness; it is not a
mass of consciousness; it is not external consciousness; it is not internal
consciousness; it is not both-ways consciousness. What is this? Such is
God in His essence, the Absolute in its True Being.
Adrishtam:
Invisible is it. One cannot see it. Whatever be the effort of the eyes,
the eyes cannot visualise it. Avyavaharayam: One cannot have any
kind of dealings with it. You cannot touch it; you cannot grasp it; you
cannot talk to it; you cannot see it; you cannot hear it. No kind of business
can be established with it. You cannot have a relationship with it. It
is unrelated; non-relational is it. It repels all relation. It is neither
friendly nor inimical. Such is the mystery of the Being of all beings.
Agrahyam: It is not graspable by the power of the senses. You cannot
catch it with the hands, smell it with the nose, taste it with the tongue,
hear it with the ears, see it with the eyes. No such thing is possible.
Alakshanam: And, therefore, indefinable is it. You cannot describe
it. No definition of it is possible, because what is definition but an
association of qualities which you have seen, heard, etc.? But here is
something which you have not seen, which you have not heard of; how can
you have a characterisation of it? There is, thus, no definition of this
Being of beings. No one can say anything about it. Acintyam: It
is unthinkable by the mind. You cannot form a thought of this Being. You
cannot, therefore, meditate upon it in the usual manner. You cannot think
it, because to think would be to bring the object to the realm of space
and time, to externalise it. It is not an object, and it is not in space
and time, and, so, it is not thinkable. Avyapadesyam: Indescribable,
ineffable is it. You cannot speak its glory with your tongue. No scripture
can describe it; no saint can explain it. Not even the wisdom of the sages
put together can be adequate to its greatness. It is beyond all the wisdom
of the sages, and it is peerless, incomparable. This character of the Being
of this Reality is due to the fact that it cannot be referred to by anyone
else. This world is a network of references. One thing is referred to the
other for the purpose of definition, understanding and dealing. The whole
world of business is a realm of references made to 'others'. Here, however,
no such reference is possible. It is a silence of all activity, both of
the body and of the mind.
Ekatmapratyayasaram:
Here, we have a wonderful characterisation of the Atman. The Atman can
be defined only as the Atman. You cannot define it by any other form or
concept. It is said that the battle bctween Rama and Ravana was incomparable.
To what can you compare the battle bctween Rama and Ravana? You can say
that something is vast like the ocean, endless like the sky, bright like
the sun, sweet like sugar. But, like what was the battle between Rama and
Ravana? It was like the battle between Rama and Ravana! This was all that
the poet could say. "Space is like space, ocean is like ocean, and the
Rama-Ravana-battle was like the Rama-Ravana-battle." So, also, is the Atman.
The Atman is like the Atman. You cannot say that the Atman is like this,
or that, because it is incomparable, and any comparison attempted would
be a reference made to something that has come out afterwards as an effect.
That would be a travesty of affairs, indeed. Therefore, it can be designated
only as Ekatmapratyayasaram, the Esscnce of the consciousness of Selfhood
and Oneness. It is, if at all, definable by three interesting terms -
Ekatva (Oneness), 2. Atmatva (Selfhood) and Saratva (Essentiality). It
is the essence of all things, and it is One, and it is the Self. It is
the Self, and, therefore, it can only be One. It is the Self, and, therefore,
it is the Esscnce. The Self is that which knows itself, not by a means
but by its own existence. It is Existence knowing itself without any external
proof. Perception, inference, verbal testimony, comparison, etc. do not
apply here in the case of the knowledge of the Atman. It cannot be inferred
by logic, induction or deduction, and it cannot he perceived, it cannot
be compared, it cannot be described by words. It is the Self, which means
that it is not beheld bv someone else. The Self is beheld by itself alone.
Here, Self and Existence mean one and the same thing. Existence is Self;
Existence is the Atman. The Self is non-objectifiable, non-alienable from
its own essence. The knowledge of the Atman is intuition, which is a non-relational
apprehension of Reality, independent of the operation of the senses and
the mind, where existence becomes identical with knowledge, and knowledge
is one with the known. Here the object of knowledge is the same as knowledge
and intuition. When the object stands outside knowledge, it is called perception.
This is the difference between intuition and sensory cognition or information.
Where the object stands in an immediacy of relation with knowledge, it
is intuition. One cannot say whether it is the object that knows itself
or the knowledge that knows itself. The difference between their characters
vanishes as when two oceans join together. The knowing subject and the
object of its knowledge come together in a single coalescence of Being.
This is Atmatva - Selfhood.
'Salila
Eko Drashta', says Yajnavalkya in the Brihadaranayaka Upanishad. The
Atman is like an oceanic flood without a surface or a limit. The Atman
is the sole Seer, Knower, Beholder, Experiencer, without a counterpart
objective to it. It knows itself, not 'others', for the 'others' are also
a part of itself. Hence, knowledge of the Atman is the knowledge of the
whole of existence. It is not knowledge of this Atman, that Atman, this
Self, that self, this person, that person. It is the knowledge of The Atman,
which can only be One. The Atman is single - Ekatmapratyayasaram. The
One Atman is called the Paramatman as distinguished from the multitudinousness
of the so-called Atmans, called Jivatmans. It is Paramatman, because it
is the Supreme Self. 'Brahmeti Parnmatmeti Bhagavaniti Sabdyate',
says the Srimad-Bhagavata. From the absolute, universal and personal standpoints,
it is called Brahman, Paramatman and Bhagavan. In itself it is Brahman,
the Absolute; and as the Supreme Creator, Preserver, Destroyer, it is the
Paramatman; as the Beloved of devotees, it is Bhagavan. It is all this;
-Dvaita, Visishtadvaita and Advaita points of view come together here in
this Atman, and the conclusions of the schools of thought merge into the
single truth of a blend of various standpoints. Quarrels cease, arguments
come to a stop, philosophies are hushed, silence prevails. This Atman is
Silence, said a great Master. When a devotee came, and asked the Guru,
'Tell me the Atman', the Guru kept quiet. When the disciple queried again,
'Master, tell me the Atman', the Guru kept quiet, again. A third time the
question was raised, and the Guru kept quiet, once more. When for the fourth
time the disciple put the same question, 'Tell me the Atman'; the Guru
said, 'I am telling you, you are not hearing; because Silence is the Atman'.
In that Great Silence, all the turmoil of the cosmos is calmed. All the
clamour of the senses, all the noise of the universe is contained and absorbed
in this Silence. The Silence here is better than all the sounds that one
makes, and it explains things better than all the speeches that one utters.
This Silence is a fuller explanation than all the logical arguments of
the philosophers. This Silence of all silences connotes Reality in a more
comprehensive manner, than anything else, because when we express it in
words, we come down from its level to a lower grade, and begin to think
of it as an external object. The Kena Upanishad warns us when it says,
"It is not known to those who know it; it is known to those who do not
know it". If you think you know it, you do not know it, and when you know
it, you do not think, but you simply are. You have become
That, and you are That; and that is real knowledge. Knowledge is
not expression, but Being. It is not becoming or a process. It is called
Satta-samanya, in the language of the Yoga Vasishtha, the General
Existence of all things, as distinguished from the particular existences
of bodies, minds and individuals. It is the Transcendent Being, which cannot
be called either as this or that. It is neither Sat (existence) nor Asat
(non-existence) in the ordinary sense of the term. It is not 'Sat' or existence
in the sense of some object being there. It is not 'Asat' or non-existence,
also. We say that something is, because we see it; we can think of it;
we can hear it; we can catch it with our hands. And, Reality is not such
a type of existence. But, thereby, you cannot say that it is non-existence.
It is beyond Sat (existence) and Asat (non-existence). 'Anadimat param
brahma na sat tan na-asad ucyate', says the Bhagavad Gita. This Brahman,
the Origin of all things is non-temporal eternity. 'Na asad asit no
sad asit', says the Rig Veda. What was there in the beginning? Not
existence, not non-existence. Definitions are given by persons, and all
persons who give a definition of Reality came afterwards as an effect.
Who is to define that which was prior even to the cause of all things,
antecedent even to the condition of Isvara? Who can describe it, and what
can you say about it except only characterising it, tentatively, as Ekatmapratyayasaram?
How do you grasp this Atman? By knowing it that 'It Is - 'Asti-iti-eva-upalabdhnvyah',
as the Katha Upanishad puts it. Know it as 'That which is', said saint
Augustine. What is the Reality of all realities? That which Is, the General
Existence, Satta-samanya, Ekatmapratyayasaram. This is Brahman.
Prapancopasamam:
Here all Samsara, all this tumult of creation, subsides, like waves sinking
into the ocean, as dream is withdrawn into waking consciousness. The universe,
in all its conditions - gross, subtle and causal - ceases here. In this
state, there is neither the Virat, nor Hiranyagarbha, nor Isvara; because,
there is no creation. This is the Atman where there is neither waking,
nor dreaming, nor sleep. Thus, it is called Prapancopasamam. It is not
a condition; it is beyond all conditions. It is not a state of affairs.
We do not know what it is. It is a mystery. Wonder of all wonders is this:
Wonderful is that disciple who can comprehend it from the wonderful teacher
who can teach this wonderful Being. Ascaryavat pasyati, Vadati, srinoti',
says the Katha Upanishad. What a glorious Being is it! The Prapanca, this
vast cosmos, ceases there, and That alone is, shining as the glorious Sun
of all suns. It is Santam: Peaceful is that state. No worries, no anxieties,
no pains, no sufferings, no births and deaths, no agonies of any kind can
be there. It is not the peace born of the absence of sound or the absence
of contact with things. It is the peace which is positive in its nature.
We say we are peaceful when nobody talks to us, none disturbs us, and we
have everything that we want. This is not the peace of the Atman, because
our concept of peace in the world is purely negative and, again, relational.
The Atman is non-relational peace that cannot be put an end to by the passage
of time. Our peace on earth has a beginning and an end. Today we are peaceful,
tomorrow we are not. We cannot afford to be always peaceful. But the peace
of the Atman is eternal, and most blessed is that state. It is Sivam: It
is the only thing that can be called really auspicious, designated by the
most blessed terms, 'Om' and 'Atha'. Pranava is its designation, in its
Self-comprehensiveness. Advaitam: Non-dual is that state. We cannot even
call it as the One. It is 'Not-two'; - that is all; because, to say that
it is one, would be to denote it by a numerical figure. It is not one,
because there is nothing other than it. We can only say, 'it is not-two';
- Advaita. The Upanishad, after having said that it is Eka (One), now says
that it is Advaita (Non-dual). We should not call it as one, or Eka, because
'onc' has a relation to 'two', 'three', 'four', etc. It is non-relational;
therefore, we should not describe it even as one. It is 'not-this, not-this';
- 'Neti, neti'. It is not this, and not that; not anything that we can
think, or understand.
Caturtham
manyante, Sa atma: This is the fourth state of Consciousness, which
is called the Atman. It is called the fourth, not numerically, but in comparison
with the three relative states of waking, dream and sleep. When you go
to this fourth state, you do not feel that you are in a 'fourth state'.
You are, then, in the only possible state. It is the transcendence of the
three, not in a fourth, but in a numberless, figureless, quantityless,
immeasurable Being. This is the Atman. This is our essential nature, and
the essential nature of all things. We are the Atman, which does not wake,
dream or sleep which does not restrict itself to the outer or the inner.
The Atman is the sole Being of all beings, Existence of all existences,
'Sat' of all 'sat', 'Chit' of all 'chit', Ananda of all anandas:
- Supreme Existence-Consciousness-Bliss.
Sa vijneyah;
This is to be known. This is the purpose of life. We live here for this
purpose, and we have no other aim in life. All our activities, all our
business, all our functions, whatever they be, are conscious or unconscious
attempts on our parts to realise the Atman, and until and unless we reach
the Atman, we cannot be happy, we cannot be satisfied, and we cannot put
an end to the cycle of birth and death. We are perpetually both and we
perpetually die to train ourselves for attunement of our being with the
Atman. Births and deaths are processes of training in the field of experience.
We experiment with the things of the world, with a view to visualising
the Atman in them, coming in contact with the Atman in the objects. We
love things because we hope that the Atman is there in them, but we do
not see it there because it is not in one place only. Why do we love things,
love persons, love objects? Because we have a hope that the Atman is there,
and we go for it. We do not find it there, and so we go to another object - perhaps it is there - like the Gopis searching for Krishna in different
places. Krishna! Are you here, are you there? You know, where; He is everywhere.
The Gopis queried the trees, the plants, the bees and even the inanimate
things. Have you seen Krishna? Has Krishna passed by this path? Where is
Krishna? Can you give an indication of Krishna's whereabouts? Madly did
the Gopis ask of everything in creation, animate and inanimate. Do you
know Krishna? Have you seen Him? In a similar manner, madly do we go after
the things of the world. Is the Atman here? Have you seen the Atman? Can
you get the Atman here, there, in this, in that? It is nowhere! It is not
in anything particularised, and, therefore, we cannot get the Atman by
any amount of search in the outer world of objects. So, all the loves of
the world are futile in the end, and are bound to be frustrated, doomed
to suffer, because of this erroneous approach to Reality made through the
objects, to which Reality cannot be confined on account of their inherent
structural defect. And, in this experimentation, we die. Life is too short.
The experimentation does not end. In the next birth we do, again, experiment
with things, because the objects in creation are infinite. We make infinite
experiments, and the struggle goes on. This process is called Samsara,
transmigration; and in all the lives that we take, in all the deaths that
we pass through, the Atman cannot be seen, just as the Gopis could not
see Krishna until He Himself made a Will to appear before them. Nobody
could inform the Gopis as to where Krishna was. 'I do not know: I do not
know': this is what all the objects will tell you. What are we asking for,
then? We have never seen it. And, considering this enigmatic situation
of the quest for the Atman, the Upanishad finally said that perhaps it
can be realised only by him whom it chooses. You have to leave it to itself.
You do not know how you can see it. There seems to be no means of knowing
it. Nothing in the world can be a help to us in knowing it. Yam eva
esha vrinute tena labhyah: Whom it chooses, he alone can obtain it.
This seems to be a solution arrived at by the sage of the Katha Upanishad.
We are tired of the quest. And when the Gopis were fatigued in this arduous
quest, when they became unconscious in their utter surrender to Krishna,
He revealed Himself. Now the time has come. The ego has gone; effort has
ceased; one cannot do anything further; then He comes. You search, and
search, and search, and you realise its futility. The ego realises its
limitations, and it ceases. When you know your limitations, you cease from
all egoistic effort, and the cessation of the ego is the revelation of
the Atman. God comes when the ego goes. When you are nowhere, He alone
is everywhere. He takes the position of your personality. You vanish, and
He comes in, not before that. When the personalities of the Gopis vanished,
Krishna took possession of their hearts, and instead of the Gopis being
there; Krishna was there. The Jiva expires into Isvara. This is the Atman
to be known, the Goal for which we live in this world. This is the fourth
state Consciousness, the Atman, the Absolute, Brahman.
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