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Degrees
of Self
The relation which
the father has with the son, for example, is not really the finding of one’s
Self in the son, but is something different and is secondary. For the
clarification of the different types of attitude which people have in regard to
things, the concept of the Atman may be grouped under three heads: 1) Gauna,
or secondary; 2) Mithya, or false; and 3) Mukhya, or primary.
When it is said that
a certain person is a lion, one does not really mean that the human being has
become a lion. What is intended is that the person concerned has the bravery of
a lion. The identification of a human being with a lion is secondary, and not
real, because, it is clear that a human being can never become a lion and yet
such a comparison is made, only from a particular angle of vision and not in
all respects. So is the identification of the father’s Atman with the
son. It does not mean that the son is really the Atman of the father, for this
can never be, for obvious reasons. The father and the son are two different
persons and the connection of the one with the other is mental and not real.
There are such secondary relationships established with various other things
also in this world, which one regards as dear or lovable. Hence, the secondary
self, or the Gauna-Atman, is something lying outside oneself as a
personality and not genuinely connected with one’s real Self. But there
is another self, the Mithya-Atman, the false self. We know very well
that there is a difference between the external sheaths, such as the physical
body, and the innermost Consciousness, because Consciousness never becomes an
object at any time; yet this distinction is not seen. There is a false
superimposition of the Consciousness on the Kosha, or the sheath, and so
this superimposed self is naturally the Mithya self, or the false self.
However, in the real Atman, or the Mukhya-Atman, there is no such
distinction as is seen between the Gauna-Atman and the Mithya-Atman.
The Mukhya-Atman or the Primary Self has nothing set in opposition to
it, because there is nothing second to it and it is the inner Self or the
essential Being of everything, including the Gauna-Atman and the Mithya-Atman.
Hence, by inordinate attachment to a particular concept of the self, viz., Gauna,
Mithya and Mukhya, one regards the former two as secondary, taking
one alone as primary, for the fulfilment of a specific purpose under a given
set of circumstances. Suppose a person is about to die, and at that time he has
a desire that his house etc. should be protected even after his death, who will
do it? Not the Universal or the Absolute Atman, because it is changeless and
unattached to things. Not also the Mithya-Atman, or the body, because it
is about to die. There is only one thing remaining, which will be of use to
fulfil this desire, namely, one’s own children, or wife, and the like.
Here, again, it should be remembered that we do not regard one’s son
really as one’s own self, and this is done only in a secondary sense,
just for the purpose of keeping intact one’s property etc., and not for
other purposes, just as, when we say that the student is fire, we say so only
to indicate that the student is bright like fire, and not that the fire itself
is the student, because such a meaning would be unsuited to the context as an
unwarranted and extended utilisation of the idea of the Gauna-Atman. But
when one says, “I am thin and lean”, “I shall take nutritious
diet and put on fat”, etc., naturally, only the body is meant here by the
term ‘I’, and not others, such as son, etc. When one expresses a
feeling, “I shall perform penance and go to heaven”, one means the
individual self, or the Vijnana-Atman, and not the other Atmans, the
body, the son, and so on, because even disregarding the comforts of the body
one performs for this sake such austerities as Chandrayana, etc. When
one says, “I shall attain Moksha, or liberation”, the Atman meant
here is not children, or property, or body, or even one’s own
individuality, but the Pure Consciousness within, which one comes to know by
resorting to a suitable Guru, and study of scripture under him. After
knowing that, one does nothing else, having no desire for anything other than
meditation on Brahman.
The scripture enjoins
a sacrifice called Barhaspatya-Sava on a Brahamana, Rajasuya on a
Kshatriya, Vaisya-stoma on a Vaisya, wherein one person becomes
relevant in regard to a particular sacrifice, and the other irrelevant and
secondary. The point illustrated is that something is primary for a particular
purpose and other things are secondary. The point illustrated is that something
is primary for a particular purpose and other things are secondary, and in this
manner different things may become primary or secondary from the standpoints of
different kinds of utility. Love is supreme in regard to the Primary Self in
any particular condition, and the remaining ones do not command such love, but
remain Gauna, or secondary. At any given moment, only a particular idea
of self is taken as primary and supreme love is evinced in accordance to it,
regarding others as non-essential or secondary. The love which we have for
ordinary things is not unconditional. It is just nominal, but that which is
neither the primary self nor the object befitting one’s pleasure becomes
the object of indifference, and in regard to this we have neither supreme love
nor even ordinary love.
Now those objects for
which we have no love at all may be either objects of total indifference or of
hatred. The straw, for example, seen on the way is an object of our
indifference. A tiger or a cobra is an object of hatred or fear. Thus, there is
the Primary Atman for which we have supreme love, the secondary Atman for which
we have only ordinary love, the object of indifference, and the object of
hatred, and as regards these four types of classification, we cannot lay down a
standard and say that certain things are always dear, or always hateful, or
always objects of indifference, etc., because as times change and circumstances
differ, we have different attitudes and consider different things as desirable
and undesirable, etc. Take, for example, the instance of a tiger. If it comes
to attack us from the front, it becomes a detestable object. If it runs away in
the opposite direction it becomes an object of indifference. But if it has been
domesticated and is tended at home, it becomes an object of affection. Though
there is no particular determination as to whether something is lovable or
otherwise at all times, yet the practical world goes on the assumption and
acceptance of there being such a thing as being conducive to our happiness, or
opposed to our interests, or sometimes just lying outside our concern itself. The
Atman is very dear, the object connected with it is ordinarily dear in a
secondary fashion, but other things than these are either disliked or ignored. This
is the way how the world regards things.
This is also the opinion
of the Sage Yajnavalkya, as stated in the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad. The Atman
is dearer than son, dearer than wealth, dearer than everything else, because it
is nearer than and interior to everything. Hence, it is the dearest of all
things. By careful investigation on the basis of scriptural teachings one comes
to know that the Sakshin, or the Witnessing Consciousness, alone, is the
true Atman, and nothing else, and this investigation consists in a
differentiation of the five external sheaths from the innermost Consciousness,
and fixing the vision on Truth. That is the true Consciousness, Self-luminous
in nature, by which the appearance and the disappearance of the various states
like waking, dreaming and deep sleep are known, and which, therefore, is apart
from these different various states. All things, right from the inner Prana,
up to outward things as wealth, are secondary to the Atman, and our
affection for these various things is in proportion to the nearness of anyone
of these. The degree of our nearness determines the degree of our affection for
them. So, for instance, the son is dearer than wealth, one’s own body is
dearer than son, the senses are dearer than body, the Prana is dearer
than the senses, and the Supreme Atman is dearer than even the Prana, or
life itself.
This being the truth,
the scripture, nevertheless, delineates the controversy between the wise and
the ignorant for the sake of the understanding of the student, so that the
student may be aware of the difference between wisdom and ignorance. The truth,
however, remains that the Atman is the object of Supreme Love. The knower of
Truth holds that the inner Witnessing Consciousness alone is real, while the
ignorant persons think that there are other things also in this world, like wife,
children, property, etc., which are meant for the pleasure of the Atman; but
the Upanishad warns us that this is not the fact. The Sage says that if you
hold anything other than the Atman as dear, you shall lose what you hold as
dear, and that what you consider as dear shall make you weep one day. This
expression of the Sage may act as an instruction to the disciple or as a curse
on the person who obstinately opposes the Truth of the Atman. We shall be
bereft of what we consider as dear if the dear object is different from the
Atman. The disciple endeavours to recognise the defects in the ordinary objects
of the world, which are usually considered as dear.
For instance, let us
take the case of a son. The parents are unhappy when they see no chance of getting
a child, and if there is any chance, there is anxiety whether the birth will be
safe or not. If the birth becomes all right, there is no knowing whether the
child will be affected by some fit or disease. Even supposing that this is
averted, the child may turn out a dull-wit, and even when instructed may not be
able to acquire any learning. There is the anxiety of finding a match; there is
the chance of the youth going astray; there is a possibility of his becoming
poor; and even if everything goes well, one cannot know when death will
overtake the person. The miser of the parents knows no end, whether they have
children, or no children. Such sort of discrimination should be extended to all
things in the world which we regard as dear possessions of ours, and abandoning
our love for them, the love should be centred in the Supreme Atman alone. When
such a spiritual love is developed, we begin to contemplate on the Atman with
unshakeable fixity, continuously, without break. Those, however, who cling to perishable
things and do not give up their obstinacy in holding that the world is all and
that there is nothing above, that the objects are lovable and they are primary
- they suffer unending misery in lower births, where there will be contact with
undesirable things and separation from desirable ones. There is even the chance
of falling into lowest regions, like hell.
The Upanishad affirms
that everything shall desert a person if the person considers that everything
is different from oneself. As a knower of Brahman is veritably Brahman himself,
he is like God, Isvara, having Omnipotence, and whatever he says shall become
true, whether it is said in regard to a disciple, or an opponent. He who,
however, knows the inner Witnessing Atman as Supreme and adores it as an object
of the highest love, such a thing which he holds as dear will never be
separated from him. The object loved, then, will never be destroyed, because
the object, here, is the Supreme Absolute itself. The Atman, being the object
of the greatest affection, should be regarded as the Source of the highest
Bliss, also. The greater the affection, the greater is the feeling of pleasure
in a thing. The degrees of pleasure felt in different degrees of love are
explained in the Taittiriya Upanishad, where the gradation of Bliss is
described in detail. This Bliss of the Atman is not so patent and revealing in
ordinary life. Though the modifications of the mind operate equally in waking
life and we are mostly conscious, we are not always blissful or happy; as a
lamp kept in a room has two properties, heat and light, and it emanates both
these qualities simultaneously; yet it is seen that the heat of the lamp is not
felt so much as the light of it, which reaches a longer distance than the heat
in it.
Moreover, we may
compare the situation and the revelation of the Consciousness and Bliss of the
Atman to the perception of the different qualities in a flower, for example.
Though the qualities in a flower are present as a single unit, yet each is
grasped independently by a particular sense-organ and not by another
sense-organ. So is the case of Consciousness and Bliss in the Atman. The unity
of the Consciousness and Bliss are felt in the Atman in the same manner as
there is a feeling of the unity of the different qualities in a flower which
contains these qualities in itself. But, just as the one compact existence of
the qualities of the flower is differently grasped by different senses, so is
the one unit of Consciousness and Bliss in the Atman grasped and revealed differently
by different Vrittis or modifications of the mind. Bliss can be revealed
only by the Sattva-Vritti of the mind, and Consciousness follows it, so
that when a Sattva-Vritti operates, Consciousness and Bliss are revealed
together, because Sattva is pure and transparent. The Rajas-Vritti is
disturbed and impure, and hence, the Bliss of the Atman cannot be revealed
through it. As the property of a thing can be suppressed by addition of salt to
tamarind to lessen its sourness, the mixing up of the impure element in the
form of Rajas suppresses the revelation of the Bliss of the Atman. The
clear Vritti of Sattva reveals Existence, Consciousness and
Bliss; the Rajas-Vritti reveals Existence and Consciousness alone; while
in Tamas, Existence alone is felt and no other quality.
The
Way to Attainment
To have this
realisation, one may practise Yoga or Jnana. Both lead to the
same result, because their aim is the same, though their ways are different.
The differences in the practice of Yoga and Jnana are due to the
differences in the temperaments of the seekers. There is no difference in the
path itself. Various ways of spiritual life have been laid down to suit the
differing endowments of human beings. The absence of love and hatred, the
attainment of knowledge, and the transcendence of dualistic perception, are all
the same both in the Yogin and the Jnanin. How can there be likes
and dislikes when the Atman is known as the sole Reality and nothing second to
it is seen anywhere? Both the Yogin and the Jnanin have the
ordinary human consciousness when they are actually not in the state of
realisation and behave like ordinary beings in the world, but when they are
actually in the state of Super-Consciousness, or Atmanubhava, they do
not see the duality of the world. One who is established in Advaita-Consciousness
through Jnana, and one who is established in Samadhi through Yoga,
will not perceive duality. When there is a recognition of the Atman and an
establishment in it, together with a rising of the mind above the diversity of
the world, the Jnanin is a Yogin, and the Yogin is a Jnanin,
both meaning the same thing.
This analysis of the
Primary Atman, as different from the secondary and the false concepts of self,
has been done for the sake of those whose understanding is not sharp enough to
practise the ways described in the previous chapter. (Verses 1-90)
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