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Vrittis
- The Fundamental Source of Life's Difficulties
Vairagya and Abhyasa are the two essential
words with which we have to be acquainted when we study Patanjali's Yoga.
Vairagya is defined in many ways, translated in many ways. Renunciation,
self-abnegation, and abandonment of the temporary values of life are usually
associated with the term Vairagya. To be in a state of Yoga is, in a way, to
behold the objects of the world as God Himself beholds them. If one sees things
as God sees, one is in a state of Yoga. It is very difficult to understand what
could be that state, though one may be able to appreciate that it is the state
of total impersonality of awareness of things, inseparable from oneself. The
whole universe is considered as the body of God in almost all the religions.
And one does not look upon one's own body as an object of attraction. So, one
should develop an impersonality of outlook in respect of things which appear to
be outside on account of their so-called location in space and time. God has no
space, and no time also. So, to look at things as God beholds them would be to
transcend space and time. This technique - of overcoming the limitations of space
and time is meditation, Dhyana. It leads to Samadhi, which is the pinnacle of
Yoga.
In the beginning, this transcendence of
space and time cannot be achieved. Teachers of Yoga tell us, that even in the
practice of Vairagya or renunciation, there are stages. One cannot suddenly
jump to the summit of Vairagya at once. The absence of taste for things is not
easily practicable. The taste remains, even when one may be physically away
from the objects of attraction. We love objects, though we may not see them
with our eyes. Achievement of Vairagya is possible only through a gradual
conducting of oneself on right lines. One should seat himself in a composed
manner and should conduct this analysis. In the beginning, it appears that the
problems are outside in the world. "The people around me are my difficulties", so
says any person complaining about circumstances. Nobody would accept that one's
own self is the source of the problems. So, this is the initial result that
will follow from an analysis of the problems of life. But later on, if one is a
little more philosophical and dispassionate in his analysis, he will realise
that it is not the persons and things outside, but rather his own relationship
with those persons and things which constitute his problem. Because, the
experiences in life, whether pleasurable or otherwise, are brought about by
relationships among things. If there is no kind of a relationship between the
subject and the object, there would be no experience of the object. So, the
experience of pleasure or pain, the feeling of problems, is due to a particular
type of relationship that subsists between oneself and others. So, from the
grossest stage of complaining against other persons and things as the source of
our difficulties, we rise a little higher to the recognition of a more subtle
reason behind our difficulties, namely, spatial and temporal relationship. The
persons and things are not really the problem; our relationship with them is
the problem. It is not a properly adjusted relationship. There is a
maladjustment in that relationship. So, this knowledge is a little superior
compared to the earlier feeling that things as such are the source of our
difficulty. But, what are relationships, but psychological operations. One's
relationship with another is nothing but the mental operation of the former in
respect of the latter. So, life's difficulty arises due to the mental
operations of this person or that person, of this thing or that thing.
To recapitulate: The things of the world
are not the source of our difficulty; they are not the problem. The
relationship to things is the source, and the relationship is nothing but the
mental activity. We now come to the very root of the matter. The Vrittis of the
mind are the problem behind all the difficulties in one's adjustment in life.
Until the operations of the mind are restrained and directed in the right
channel, there is the possibility of wrong adjustments with others and the
consequential problems. The mind is the source of all troubles. So, Vairagya
has to be achieved by stages of self-reflection and self-analysis.
What is Vairagya? What is renunciation?
Renunciation does not mean a renunciation of persons and things, because they
are not the sources of the trouble. The sources of the trouble are wrong
relationships; and renunciation means the renunciation of these wrong
relationships. And what are relationships, but attitudes of the mind, actually
speaking? So, Vairagya is a mental condition. It is not a physical activity. It
is not something that one does outwardly in society. It is rather what one
thinks in one's mind. The thought is the act. What man thinks, that he is. So,
the complete mastery which Patanjali speaks of, in his Sutra in respect of Vairagya,
is a graduated process of attainment and one has to go on with this practice
daily, hourly, without any remission.
Vairagya
and Abhyasa Should Go Together
The Sutra (I-12) of Patanjali says that
Vairagya and Abhyasa should go together: Abhyasa-vairagyabhyam
tannirodhah. The modifications of the mind, whether painful or
non-painful, are controlled by Vairagya and Abhyasa. Because, these
modifications of the mind, painful and non-painful, are the cause of all the
misrepresentations in life, which we call Samsara. Abhyasa and Vairagya go
together, and often we feel that they cannot be separated, one from the other.
A persistent effort in the direction of the detachment of oneself from all
false values in life is the essence of spiritual practice or Abhyasa, though it
has a more positive side also. Here, as in the medical treatment of an illness
a twofold process is involved, namely, the removal of the illness and the
helping of the growth of positive health. The medicines that are administered
to a sick person have two purposes to fulfil, namely, to remove the disease and
also to improve the health. A concentration of our attention, our
consciousness, on the Reality in its own status, may be Abhyasa or true
practice. But, it is accompanied also by detachment from the falsity of
notions, of perceptions. The two have to go together, in the same way as we
walk with both the legs and not with only one! As the bird flies with its two
wings and not with only one wing, the two processes are to proceed simultaneously.
This is an essential requirement. At one and the same time, we must withdraw
ourselves from the false relationships that we have developed in relation to
things, and also direct our consciousness to concentrate on the nature of
Reality. But these are questions of detail which have to be sorted out in the
presence of a Guru. Because, a general instruction about every little bit of
detail in Yoga cannot be given to the masses. We can give only an outline about
the general process or the Samanya Dharma of Yoga, but the Visesha Dharma or
the particular details will vary from individual to individual. There are
personal difficulties which each individual may feel, which each seeker may
have in himself or herself, besides the general problems of life which are
common to all. So, we are discussing mostly the general aspects of Yoga, not
the details. The details are not to be taught in public and cannot also be read
in a book, because they are purely personal and they vary with each individual.
In this matter, proper instruction has to be given individually or isolatedly,
in respect of each case, just as a physician administers drugs to each
individual patient separately. Because, in the practice of Vairagya, and also
in positive spiritual practice or Abhyasa, the techniques naturally have to
vary, according to the physical condition, and also the psychological state, of
the seeker concerned.
Yoga
Demands Our Whole Life
A very important caution is given again by
Patanjali in his Sutra. We cannot practise Yoga in a slipshod manner, with a
half-hearted attitude. Yoga demands a dedicated spirit on the part of the
seeker. It calls for a complete surrender of the individual personality to the
great purpose to be achieved through Yoga. It is not possible to give half of
one's life to Yoga and half to something else. Yoga demands our whole life and
not just a part of our life. There need be no fear that to be wholly devoted to
Yoga implies running away from family circumstances and severance of oneself
from the usual duties of life. This mistake again has to be removed from the
mind by a correct understanding of what Vairagya is. Yoga encompasses our whole
life and not a part of our life, because whenever we have an attitude towards
anything, it is a whole attitude and not merely a partial attitude. Our outlook
of life is a total encounter of consciousness in respect of things in general.
The outlook may be complete, and has to be complete, though this complete
outlook may require us to perform various functions in respect of the
particular object about which we have this total outlook. The various duties of
life are part and parcel of our total outlook of life. As such, we cannot run
away from them; we cannot cut them off.
So, we have to understand clearly and
carefully what it means to say that Yoga is a total dedication, a whole-souled
surrender, and a complete attitude. Everyone has a view of things in general.
In that sense, everyone has a philosophy. Nobody is a non-philosopher. A person's
attitude towards things in general, the world over, is his philosophy; and he
conducts his activities on the basis of this outlook that he has about things
in general. So, in that sense, it may be said that he has always a total
outlook. And in Yoga, this total outlook should be in consonance with the true
nature of things. This is philosophical analysis again.
Everyday the practice has to be undergone,
nay, every moment of time. Patanjali says: Dirgha-kala-nairantarya...
One gets established in Yoga by hard, unremitting practice, for a long time
conducted. All the time, the mind must be in it. All the time the seeker must
be aware of the fact that he is a student of Yoga and must remain in a state of
Yoga. As a matter of fact, what is the gospel of the Bhagavad Gita but this great
teaching that one has to be perpetually in a state of Yoga, even when one is
doing the least of actions in life? That is Karma Yoga. Karma Yoga is not
worship in temples or doing something some time only during the day. Karma Yoga
is maintaining the right mental attitude behind every kind of activity, even
the least of them. So, the outlook or the attitude wherein lies true Yoga is to
be a perpetual mental affair. It has to be carried on for a protracted period.
What is protracted period? Throughout life, Dirgha-kala
means a long time, and Yoga practice has to be carried on for a long time, till
the last breath of one's life. And when it is carried on like this
continuously, everyday, it should be without remission of effort, which means
to say, that there should be no break in the practice and no severance of
oneself from the right internal outlook. There should be no split or gap in
this continuous process that is Yoga.
Yoga
Should Be Practised with Zeal and Love
And then, the most important of all pieces
of advice which come to us from the great adept Patanjali is that we should
have a true love for Yoga. One practises Yoga, not because one wants to become
a teacher or gain fame, but because one wishes to achieve perfection. Yoga is
considered by the ancient masters as far, far superior in affection to
thousands of fathers and mothers. Yoga protects us when we protect Yoga. Yoga
loves us when we love Yoga. What is the meaning of loving Yoga? Yoga is not a
person; it is not a thing. It is not something existent. How can one love it?
Yoga is not abstract thinking. It is an outlook, an attitude that we establish
with reference to all things, everywhere. All things become friendly. Love of
Yoga is not love of the word called 'Yoga'. It is not even a notion in our
mind. It is inseparable from the existence of things. Thought is being, and
being is thought, finally. Love is the same as the object which we love and
vice versa. The two cannot be separated. The Yogi becomes a lover of all beings - sarva bhuta hite ratah - and all beings love him.
"Sarva diso balim asmai haranti" says
the Upanishad, The student of Yoga has to love all beings as his own self, as
it were - nay, more than his own self. And then, all beings love him. This is
because world experience is a question of action and reaction. Whatever
attitude we project towards things, that attitude is meted out to us in return.
Whatever we think of others, that will be thought of about us also. Whatever we
do to others, will be done to us. Whatever be our notion about others outside,
that will be the notion others will have about us also. This is very
interesting and very important to note. So, Yoga is to be practised with
tremendous zeal and a feeling of intense love surpassing all other temporal
loves in this world, a love which swallows up every other love. It is not to be
one of the loves, one among the many. No. It is to be the only love that the
seeker can have. When the seeker loves Yoga, that love embraces and encompasses
everything. Because, everything is in Yoga. That is why Patanjali says that
Yoga is to be practised with a deep sense of affection for it, as if it were
one's mother or father. And when we conduct ourselves in Yoga in this manner,
we will be established in it. For a long time, we have to practise it with
unremitting effort and great love. These are the preliminary instructions of
the great Yoga teacher Patanjali.
It would be in the interest of all seekers
of Yoga to go slowly, and not in a hurry. Each step should be a considered
step, and one should not walk on slippery ground. The student of Yoga should
not feel the necessity, later on, to retrace his steps, because of any mistake
that he might commit early in the practice. It is better to go slow, take time
to reach the succeeding step, rather than hurry and then retrace one's steps to
correct a mistake or to avoid the committal of a mistake.
Internal
Purification through Karma, Upasana and Jnana
The essential Yogic practice is meditation.
But to reach this state, one has to pass through various purificatory, earlier
stages. Teachers of Yoga and Vedanta have been untiringly telling us that the
heights of Yoga are reached only as the fruit of sustained effort in the
direction of internal purification, which has to be achieved through service and
worship. We are often told that Karma, Upasana and Jnana are the three stages
of spiritual attainment. These are familiar terms - Karma, Upasana and Jnana or
service, worship and wisdom. We are unable to free ourselves totally from
selfishness in our day-to-day life. We have some selfishness always. A subtle
selfishness is there even in the most advanced spiritual personalities. It can
be got over only by exercising an unselfish attitude towards other people,
which is easily called service. Unselfish service is regarded as the essential
prerequisite in the purificatory processes necessary for the final practice of
Yoga. This unselfish service to others is very important; and one should not
imagine that one is in a higher state, so that one can get out of this
necessity to practise selfless service. Service does not necessarily mean
providing physical amenities to people, though that also is a part of service.
A charitable disposition towards others is the essence of service. Charity of
feeling is the greatest of charities. Giving donations of some dollars is not
necessarily charity. That is only an outward expression of one's internal
recognition of the value of people outside. The discovery of great spiritual
value in all things in the world is the essence of the serviceful outlook of
life. We do not serve people because they are inferior to us, or because they
are beggars and we are rich. That is not the reason why we do service. Service
is the outcome of our feeling that the great aspiration that is throbbing in
our heart is also present in other hearts. Social circumstances might have
converted the other people into what they are, but that is not their essential
being. The charitable feeling, which is the essence of service, arises on
account of a recognition of Divinity in all things, rather than on account of
the discovery that others are poor fellows, beggars on the road, and unwanted
units in society. There is no putting on of a superior attitude in unselfish
service. We do not become important men, because we do service. It would be a
blunder to think so. Perhaps, one who is capable of doing the highest service
regards himself as the humblest of people. He is the last and the least and not
the first. These are again subtle points which one has to be able to appreciate
in one's own self, by careful examination of oneself daily.
A prayer for the welfare of all beings from
the bottom of one's heart is also a great service. This is one of the greatest
forms of service that one can do. Prayer can work miracles and wonders which
even the most powerful productions of atoms cannot achieve, cannot do. "More
things are wrought by prayer than this world dreams of" is the great oracle of
a poet. To pray for the welfare of all beings is the greatest of services, and we
can reduce the pains of people by invoking the miraculous intervention of
divine hands. Here, in the offering of prayer, we have to see to it that it
arises from our deepest feelings in the heart and not merely from the lips that
utter: "O Lord! Help us". Lip prayer is not prayer. Unless these cries come
from our soul, they cannot be regarded as real prayers.
It is very difficult to know where our soul
is. We have lost our soul! We are only shells of personalities, broken pieces
and flints of individuals. We are not essences. Our essences have been dried up
by our wanderings in the desert of life, in search of pleasures which we cannot
have. So, great masters like Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj were untiringly
insisting on the necessity for service, which has to be understood in its
proper connotation. By this means we can free ourselves and live the life of a
St. Francis of Assisi, or a Jesus Christ, or a Buddha. It is a matter for
surprise that such persons should have existed in the world at all. They personify
the complete abnegation of one's very being itself in the interest of the
welfare of all. Such abnegation consummates itself in the seeing of God in all
things. Thus, it is the recognition of divinity in things, and a participation
in the life of people, by an inward attunement of our feelings with them, which
may help us in outward service. The inward feeling is most important and a mind
thus purified becomes fit for the worship of God. An impure mind cannot adore
God. That is why Karma or selfless service becomes necessary to purify the mind
and make it fit for Upasana or the worship of God.
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