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The
Devil's Whisper
Then comes the devil's whisper. It comes in
a very advanced stage. The devil does not speak to the student when he is in
the beginning stage. The devil is just not bothered about the beginner. But,
when there is a fear that the Yoga student is actually going to upset the plans
of the lower nature, by his interference with its externalising activity, some
reaction is set up. There is no such thing as the devil ultimately. It is only
a common term used in theological texts. There is no man sitting somewhere as
the devil. It is only a kind of automatic reaction that is set up from the
lower nature, when the Yoga student attempts to go above it. To give an
example: When a person tries to move with the current of the river, he does not
feel any difficulty, because the current carries him easily and far. But, when
the same person swims across or goes against the current, he experiences
difficulty. The current then opposes him vehemently, or even tries to drown
him, because he is trying to cross it, or go against its movement. The usual
movement of nature is externality, outward contact with objects of sense,
satisfaction of the instincts and urges by physical possessions and enjoyments
of various types, including egoistic satisfactions. Now, inasmuch as there is a
necessity to understand the great mistake involved in these sorts of
satisfactions, and to rise up gradually to the level of a larger integration
for a higher universal comprehension, any step that the Yoga student may take
in this direction may look like a step against the ordinary laws of nature. Of
course, it does not mean that the seeker is going to work against nature. But,
it may appear as if he is interfering with nature, because of a little initial
non-adjustment, resulting from extreme methods. Reactions from nature arise
when the seeker resorts to extreme steps. It is not the fault of nature
entirely. Even when the seeker has to overcome the instinctive urges of the
personality which move in the direction of external objects, this has to be
done with great caution, like a physician driving a needle into the flesh of
the patient very gradually, slowly, so that the patient may not even know that
an injection is being given. One does not thrust a knife into the flesh in the
name of an injection.
The
Necessity for Caution and Circumspection in the Practice of Yoga
The Yoga student should not be too wise.
This is a very important thing to note. Also, he should exercise his wisdom in
a wise manner. Unwisely applied wisdom ceases to be wisdom. So, wisdom has to
be wisely applied. This is a specialisation in the art of Yoga practice, and
falls within the area of responsibility of the Guru. The student cannot
understand what this method means. When he has gone wrong, he will not know
till he feels the pinch. Only when he gets a kick, he will know that something
has gone wrong. Otherwise, he will not know what the mistake is that he has
committed. The desires of the mind, and the urges of the personality in general,
are the activities of the outward nature that compel our attention in Yoga. We
can flow with this current of the outward nature or we can oppose the current.
Yoga tells us to be very cautious and adopt a via media. It tells us that
neither have we to flow with the current of nature entirely, nor oppose it
directly. Both these extremes are unwarranted, because they will immediately
make us a cynosure in the eyes of Prakriti. It is better to live unnoticed than
become an object of attraction to everybody; because an object of attraction
always gets into some trouble. Whereas, an unnoticed person somehow gets on
happily in life. Therefore, even in the practice of Yoga, the student should
live in the midst of Prakriti's activities in an unnoticed manner, and not make
her suddenly conscious of his activities by shouting aloud, "I am a Yoga
student!" Prakriti does not like shouts of this kind. The reactions of nature,
if they are strong, may bring about a reversal of the practice. An internal
desire may burn the senses. Desires, which the student tries to run away from
in the name of Yoga, desires sensory as well as egoistic, violent urges, may
press him forward in the reverse direction; and these reactionary urges may be
stronger than the corresponding urges manifesting in a normal person in the
usual course. Bottled-up energy is always stronger than the energy that is
given a little bit of freedom. Let it be noted that Yoga is not bottling up of
energy, but a wise utilisation of it. If water is allowed to build up in a dam
without being released, the dam will burst. Dams are not built so that they may
burst. They are built for optimum utilisation of the available water resources.
But, if the waters are not so utilised, and are just allowed to build up inside
the dam, the dam will burst, and the waters will ravage the land.
The activities of nature being external in
space and time, and we being a part of nature, we are automatically involved in
those activities, and we cannot easily curb our external urges. They have to be
controlled only gradually. The stages of Yoga are therefore gradual ones in
Patanjali's system. There are, in all, eight stages. The student can devise
more stages as per his need, and in consultation with his Guru. He can have a
hundred stages for his own practical purposes. Whenever a desire arises in the
mind, we immediately throw a counter-bolt against it in the name of Yoga. We
condemn it as an enemy. Generally, religions condemn all desires. Every
religion is against normal human desires. This is a mistake if the attitude to
desires is a total opposition. Even when we meet an enemy, directly opposing
the enemy is not wisdom. To conquer the enemy, we need to manoeuvre in a highly
dextrous, well thought-out manner, and in order that our manoeuvres may be
successful, they have to be executed in a very imperceptible manner, very much
like the moves of a political agent or an expert general in the army. Yoga is
like the activity in a battlefield. And we do not go to the war field only to
get defeated and killed. That is not the intention. The intention is to win
victory in the war. We do not practise Yoga only to become shame-faced. That is
not the intention. We go to achieve something, and unless we know all the minor
details of the problems that would be set up by the agents of the opposite
party, which in this case is Prakriti, and unless we know the wise methods to
be adopted in adjusting ourselves to these tactics of nature, we will be a
failure. So, it is better to take many days and many months in the preparation
for the battle of Yoga or the practice of Yoga than suddenly jump into the
meditation stage, which, at least according to Patanjali, is one of the last
stages. Many a time we live under the impression that we are advanced students,
and that the initial steps are not for us. This, again, is an overestimation of
oneself. The world is too strong for everybody. We should not underestimate the
strength of the world. We should know how large the world is, how powerful
nature is, and what a tremendous energy the five elements called earth, water,
fire, air and ether hold within themselves! Why, even the prejudices of human
society are strong enough to oppose us, if we take an unwise step in Yoga.
Illusions
and Delusions
Patanjali mentions another difficulty
likely to be encountered by the student of Yoga. This is the perception of
illusions. The practitioner of Yoga may be under the impression that he has had
God-vision in his meditation, that he is seeing celestial light, that angels
are speaking into his ears, and that he is smelling the Parijata flower of
Indra's garden. All these ideas may be in his mind, and these are called
illusions. These are illusions, because they are not divine visions and divine
perceptions, though they may look like something unusual and super-normal. Most
of the colours or sounds which people see or hear in intense concentration are
the result of a pressure that is exerted upon the Prana, either by Pranayama or
by concentration. If we press our eyes very hard, we will see in them colours.
Even if somebody gives a blow on one's head, one will see some colours. We
cannot call them divine colours. They are the result of some pressure exerted
on the Prana. The pressure can be exerted either by a hit or a blow, or by
stopping the breath in Kumbhaka, or even by a mere psychological effort of
concentration of the mind on something. When such a thing happens, one
immediately begins to see the colours of the Pranas, and sometimes hear a
subtle vibration, which goes by the name of Anahata Nada. If these result from
one's effort in concentration, to that extent, they are praiseworthy. But they
are not to be taken for divine perceptions. So, Bhranti-Darsana or perception
of illusions, and mistaking them for reality, also is a mistake that the seeker
should guard himself against in Yoga Sadhana.
Now, there are other Bhrantis or illusions,
which sometimes begin to take possession of the seeker. He begins to feel that
he is an incarnation itself, and that his only duty is to save the world from
hell. Many sincere seekers begin to feel that they are here in this world only
to save mankind from perdition, and they leave their own Yoga practice. They
have learnt the Upanishads, studied the Bhagavad Gita, practised Yoga.
Everything is okay and nothing is left except the saviour's activity! So, they
take up the responsibility of a prophet or an incarnation, and strive to save
mankind from hell, and themselves enter into hell afterwards! The Yoga seeker
intent on his success in Yoga should not succumb to such false notions about
being here to save mankind. Nothing of the kind is his duty. And if that is his
duty, he will know it as clearly as sunlight. There will be no doubts in the
mind. Such a high clarity there will be, if God commissions a person to this
great responsibility of saving mankind. Therefore, the ordinary Yoga seeker
should not imagine that saving mankind is his duty. He is a very small
weakling, a fly as it were. These misplaced ideas should not arise in his mind.
The wrong egoistic feeling that one is a great master of Yoga, or a saviour of
humanity, should be given up totally.
The next difficulty that Patanjali mentions
is the incapacity of the mind to concentrate upon the ideal or the object
chosen. However much one may try to concentrate, the mind will not stick to the
object of concentration. It will think something else. Like a small ball of
mercury which cannot be held in the hand, or something very fishy which cannot
be grasped, which eludes the contact of the hand, the mind will slip out of
control, and however much one may struggle, it will not concentrate. It is like
a wild bull which will gore us to death, rather than accept our admonitions or
teachings. The mind can become wild in such a way as to turn into an anti-social
manifestation, outwardly as well as inwardly. A very terrible situation it is,
when the mind becomes wild! It can make one go crazy. Many people actually
become insane on the Yoga path, due to extreme pressure exerted upon
themselves, either deliberately or by compulsion of outer circumstances. So,
the Yoga student has to proceed very slowly and very cautiously.
The last difficulty that Patanjali mentions
is this. Even if the Yoga student gets at the point of concentration, he cannot
settle the mind on it for a long time. "Yes, I caught the point of
concentration, but I cannot fix the mind on it for a long time!" - This is a
common complaint. The mind immediately comes back. By gradual effort, a daily
sitting, and various other methods, the mind will gradually gain the capacity
to concentrate for increasingly longer periods.
Even if it takes ten births to reach God,
it does not matter. The intelligent Yoga student should not retrace his steps
and fall back. He should go slowly. There are secondary difficulties mentioned
by Patanjali, other than the primary obstacles already referred to. A mood of
despair is considered by the great Yoga teacher as a secondary effect produced
by the practice, when that practice goes a little wrong somewhere. This
melancholy mood or mood of despair can supervene even after years of practice,
and not necessarily in the initial stages. "What is there? I have done enough.
I am fed up with it." The mind will speak in these terms, perhaps after years
of practice. "All the prayers have gone waste; meditations have been without
any kind of benefit to me. I have lost this world and I have lost that also.
What is the good of all this?" The mind will tell like this one day or the
other, and the seeker will not speak, because of the grief in his heart that he
has lost everything. This grief is an obstacle. This grief is a stage which
every great master has passed through. We are told that even great thinkers and
persistent students like Buddha were, at one stage, in a state of sorrow and grief
that they had achieved nothing. We read in the biography of Buddha that even a
day before the moment of illumination, he had no indication that anything would
come about at all. He had decided that death was the only thing to embrace. The
result of all this suffering in the name of Yoga is destruction and loss of
everything. These moods may enter the mind - melancholy moods, dejectedness, and
a sour Sunday face, a castor-oil face as Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj used to say.
This is Duhkha and Daurmanasya - sorrow and dejection. Whenever such moods
manifest, the earnest seeker should cautiously survive the moods, and not
succumb to them.
The other secondary obstacles mentioned by
Patanjali are of a different nature. He considers breathing itself as an
obstacle. Ordinary students will not be able to understand what all this means.
Why should breathing be a difficulty? We cannot live without it at all. But it
must be noted, that Patanjali speaks of breathing as a difficulty, only in the
case of the advanced Yoga student who is in a lofty state of perception.
Patanjali regards the inhalation and exhalation process as an impediment in
Yoga, because the alternate breathing causes a sympathetic reaction upon the
breathing itself, resulting in oscillation of thought. One cannot consistently
think one continuous thought like a flow, unremittingly, because of the
alternate breathing. And, therefore, Pranayama is prescribed as a requisite of
Yoga practice, Pranayama meaning suspension of the breath and a prevention of the
normal alternate breathing. Suspension of the breath is supposed to lead
directly to fixity of mind, concentration of consciousness, and freedom from
the oscillation of thought, freedom from the movement of the mind towards
objects of sense. One day or the other, as the result of persistent Yoga
practice, this breathing process will get merged in the thought process, and
the Yogi's vital energy will become one with his psychological being. All that
is his personality will get concentrated in a centre of consciousness. There
will be no alternate breathing at that time. That is called the Samadhi state,
a state which is the final one.
Tremor of the body is also mentioned as a
secondary obstacle by Patanjali. Perhaps, in intense concentration, this will
be the first thing that the Yoga student will notice. The other obstacles may
not be immediately experienced. The various difficulties mentioned in the Yoga
Sastras will not be confronted at once. Within a few minutes of real
concentration, the student will feel a jerk in his body. He will have a tremor,
a tremor which is something akin to a little electric shock-like the sensation
felt on contact with a mild live wire of low voltage. A similar sensation will
be felt when the mind is really concentrated. The student will feel a shake-up
of the system for a second, as if somebody has pushed him with a finger. This
jerk is considered an obstacle only in a philosophical sense. Really, one need
not bother about it, and it is not going to harm very much. It is only a suggestion,
inwardly coming, that the mind is concentrated. Why should the jerk come? Why
should the body have this tremor? Because the Prana is given a notice by the
mind that it is going to adopt a new attitude altogether, quite different from
the one which it used to adopt earlier. The mind tells the Prana. The moment
this message from the mind reaches the Prana, a reaction is set up by the Prana
in answer to the message of the mind, and that reaction is the jerk that the
Yoga student feels. So, it is a good thing, because, at least the mind is
speaking something worthwhile to the Prana.
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