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Abhyasa is
the direct inward practice of our souls location in the direction of
its movement upwards. Yoga is an upward ascent from involvement in physical
matter and conditions which are outward, in the direction of whatever is
above it from whatever is beneath it. We look upon ourselves as the physical
body onlywe have little time to think that we are anything other than
this body. Conceding that the involvement of our mind in the body is a fact
of life, to that extent we have to be sympathetic enough to also take the
body into confidence and convert the body itself into an instrument of higher
ascent. It is not true that the body is to be always rejected as something
redundant. Nothing can be called unnecessary when we, mentally or intellectually
or in our conscious life, get involved in it. Even an utter illusion can
become a reality, insofar as we are involved in it. It is no more an illusion
to the extent we are involved in that illusion, our mind is in it, our consciousness
has enveloped itto that extent, even utter unrealities are realities
only. Do not illusions satisfy us in life? They do so because of our involvement
wholly by the entry of our consciousness into the structure of that illusion.
So do not say that the body is an illusion, that it is an ass that is to
be struck down. It is no more that. As the body has somehow managed to insinuate
itself into our own feeling that it is us, it has to be utilised and not
rejected in the practise of yoga. This healthy, cooperative, sympathetic,
intelligent transmutation of our physical association with this body into
a practise of yoga actually is what is known as hatha yoga. The asanas,
the postures and the various disciplines of the muscles and the nerves are
physical no doubt, but they are disciplines of such a nature that they stabilise
the muscles and nerves and the biological functions in such a way that the
chaotic involvement of our psyche in the physical body through the pranas,
causing distress to us every day, are properly aligned along required lines,
and we assume a health which is not only of the muscles and the nerves but
also of the vitality in us.
We are sick people, though we may not be always lying in bed, in a hospital.
Our ailment is not always a medical sickness, but it is some kind of discomfort
that we always feel in our own selves, caused by a peculiar wrong adjustment
between our thought and the body, and our not being aware that we have
some inner mechanism operating inside the body. We are just the body, and
sometimes we do not even know that we have a mind, as we are wholly occupied
with physical relations and physical activities.
The ascent in yoga is also an inwardness that we establish in our own selves.
Really the ascent is an inwardised ascent. The ascent is not actually to
be construed in spatial terms as a kind of rising from one rung of ladder
to another rung of a ladder, the type of ladder which masons or workers
use in the construction of a house. That is not the kind of a ladder which
we are using in our ascent through yoga. It is an ascent of ourselves through
our own selves. The ladder is not outside uswe ourselves become the
ladders.
At present we are in the lowest rung of the ladder. We say the mind is lodged
in the muladhara chakra, which is to say that we are wholly involved
in the physical world. We are entirely sunk in physical relations, and
our desires are entirely material and physical. Our frustrations are caused
by the inability of the mind to secure enough physical satisfaction and
material comfort. Our instincts are basically animalistic. If we are in
the lowest rung of the ladder, which is the entire satisfaction that the
senses feel in their contact with physical objects, we are at the lowest
level of life. We are unable to find any joy in a life which is not sensory,
which is not physically construed, which is not material in nature. To
the extent that we require material objects for our comfort, to that extent
we are far, far removed from the spiritual requirement.
The physical exercises, known as asanas, constitute therefore a necessary
discipline to stabilise the operations of the body in order to facilitate the
permeating of the vital energy in us through the pores or cells of the body,
making us healthy, first physically and then poised in our minds as a consequence.
The practise of yoga is a movement towards the health of the personality and
also in the direction of the establishment of a healthy relationship with people.
The mentioned achievement, by way of an expansion of our dimension through
social coordination, also is not an easy affair. We generally take to yoga asanas, pranayama,
concentration and such practices under the impression that we are wholly
prepared for such exercises. It is not always true, because our relations
outwardly, our visioning of things, our opinions in respect of the things
of the world, are not always as they ought to be. The loves and hates that
mostly condition our social life and personal relations will tell us how
far we are from even the initial requirement for the practise of yoga.
We have to emphasise again what yoga calls the yamasthey are
not so many unimportant and merely ethical instructions, as we consider
them to be. The yamas are not a requirement of ethics and morality.
They are a direct requirement in our daily life, in our day-to-day relationships.
The yamaswe know very well what these are in the language of yogaare
not instructions given to us to be good. It is not a teaching that we should
be moral and ethical in our behaviour, in spite of the fact that it is told
to us again and again that it is good to be good, it is proper to be ethical
and it is necessary to be moral. It is not an injunction that we are followingit
is a necessary recipe that we have to adopt for the freedom that we have to
achieve from every kind of illness that is social and relational. We are good,
we are moral and ethical not because it is good to be so in the light of social
requirement, but because it is essential for the maintenance of our health.
Any kind of anti-ethical movement emanating from our internal nature would
not merely be an anti-social attitude, it also would be anti-healthy. Anything
that is anti in the outer sense is also anti in the inner sense, merely because
the relationship that we have with the world is neither inward entirely nor
outward entirelyit is a wholesome action taking place vitally within
ourselves and the world.
Hence, one need not be too very enthusiastic in devoting all ones time
only for hatha yoga, or even pranayama, not knowing where one
stands in ones outward relations, in ones opinions, in ones
philosophies, and in ones likes and dislikes. The touchstone of our personality
is the attitude that we put on when we are opposed in life. The strength of
a person, as well as the essential character of a person, gets revealed during
periods of intense opposition from outside. Otherwise these natures are buried
and we cannot know exactly what we are. Though we do not expect actual opposition
from nature or society, we can intelligently, rationally, spontaneously place
ourselves in an atmosphere of this cooperation that we establish with all things,
which is an opposition that we instill into our own selves deliberatelyopposition
to our own instinctive nature, because if this test is not injected into our
own personality, we will be put to this test one day or the other by the compulsions
of nature and the demands of the higher reaches of yoga.
Very cautious one has to be in treading these levels of yoga. Haste always
makes waste, as they say. There is no need to be quick and anxious in the
steps that we take in the direction of yoga practice, because as we rise
higher and higher in the ascending series, we will find the practice is
more and more difficult. The intensity of the difficulty that we may feel
in the higher ascents arises because of shaky foundations that we have
laid earlier. The structure cannot rise on a foundation than has not been
well laid. We cannot lay this foundation by ourselves, inasmuch as we do
not know what is ahead of us. The secrets of nature are always hidden from
our eyes, and therefore a Guru is essential. We have to be humble students
under a competent master. The study under a teacher is a vital communication
that that we establish with a higher response that comes from nature that
is above us. The Guru or teacher or master is not just an individual like
us, another person, but a super-person who is the object of our adoration.
A master, or a Guru, or a teacher is not a person like us, because if we
consider the Guru as another person like us, naturally there will be an
inclination sometimes to change the person and become a student of some
other Guru, which is not possible if we understand what a Guru actually
means.
A Guru is a spiritual entity, a manifestation of a higher dimension of realisation
that includes the dimension which we are occupyingsuper-social, super-individual
and therefore more capable of inclusiveness than we are. In these days,
of course, we know very well that it is difficult to find a competent teacher,
yet we may say the world is not so bad as to make it impossible for us
to find a good teacher. There is some virtue still prevailingthe
world is not all devil yet. There is some sort of goodness, dharmaGod
is still alive, and there is hope for everyone.
It is therefore necessary for each one of us to gradually move upwards, cautiously
taking our steps, one over the other, and find enough time to be alone
to our own selves for this purpose, and not become too engrossed in the
unnecessary activities of life. In our daily program a distinction should
be made between the most essentials which we cannot avoid, and the non-essentials
which we may avoid. It is not that everything that we do from morning to
evening is all very, very essential. Sometimes we like to be a little light-hearted,
free in a sense of abandon in our physical and social nature, on which
we can put a sort of restriction gradually, which is not very difficult.
It is necessary to feel a kind of greater satisfaction in oneself when
alone than when in the midst of people.
We feel miserable when we are alone, mostly. We feel wretched. We would like
to go to a shop, go somewhere and shake hands with someone, go to a tea
shop and chat with someone, because it is difficult to be alone to oneself.
The social nature has entered us in such a morbid way, we may say, that
we have ceased to be what we are in ourselves. But to be a spiritual seeker,
to be a healthy person is to also realise that it is not always necessary
for us to be dependent on external factors. There is a potentiality in
us. We are healthy. We can be healthy in our own selves without borrowing
things from outside. It is essential, one day or the other, to be alone
in our own selves. Alone we have come and alone we will gowe must
remember this. Therefore it is necessary for us to realise that even today
in social life, in this family life and community life, we are really alone;
our friends are not real friends. It is good to be a little wise in our
life in this world and not actually be expecting a kick from nature, a
time when we will be forced to be alone to our own selves.
We should find a little time to be alone to ourselves, and be free to place
ourselves before this great majesty of Gods creation. In the early
morning, when we wake up from sleep, we are face-to-face not with people,
but with creation. What we see in front of us is Gods creation. It
is not our house that we see in the early morningit is not our kitchen,
it is not our family members, it is not our study, it is not our officeit
is creation that we are envisaging. It is possible to widen our
vision a little bit, it is so easy, if only we can be little investigative
and capable of going deep into the implications of our daily perceptions.
Again, to repeat, all this is difficult for an individual seeker without
the help and guidance of a competent master.
We had, in our own life, the blessing of being under the umbrella and protection
of a great sage, Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj. Physically he is not visible,
but invisibly he is operating even now, and even if one cannot find a teacher
due to the difficulties of ones personal life, one can be sure that
this great master, Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj, will act as ones guide
even now, though he is not visible to the eyes. If our soul is actually
aspiring, if our heart is sincere and if we truly wish to be spiritual
and be on the path of the quest of reality, sages and masters of the higher
realms will descent for our protection. Nobody is dead in this world. Neither
Swami Sivanandaji is dead, nor is anybody dead. They are placed in some
realm, a higher potentiality of existence, from where they can operate
in a greater and more powerful way than they could through their physical
bodies. When God himself can come to help us, why not others who are Godmen?
The world is not remoteit is not entirely outside. It is involved
in everything that we are, and our sincerity will summon and is capable
of evoking the blessings of all the saints and sages, visible or invisible.
Great adepts who live in higher realms will descend and bless us, whether
we are aware of the way in which this blessing comes or not, because divine
grace descends in its own way and it need not work always in the manner
we expect it to work.
Gods incarnations are supposed to be perpetual, and they take place from
moment to moment whether or not we are able to recognise them. The entire wonder
of Gods creation, the way of nature, of the process of the history of
humanity is a perpetual incarnation that is taking place and a perennial demonstration
of the fact that protection comes perpetually from every side. It is available
to everyone, at every momenteven just now if only we really ask for that
protection and grace from the bottom of our hearts.
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