Chapter 17: The Object of Meditation
During the previous session I touched upon some aspects of the essentials of correct meditation. When you actually gather yourself for the purpose of a session in meditation, some kind of streamlining of your mind is naturally called for, the reason being that in the ordinary thinking process of your day-to-day existence you are excluded from the objects of perception. Nothing in the world can be regarded as a part of your personal life. Everything stands outside you, and you use or put to a kind of utility things in the world, objects of sense, for your own purposes, which are the ends, and the objects themselves are the means to these ends. All things in the world are only instrumental in their value, and nothing is an end in itself. This thinking is incorrect.
It is not true that things in the world are instruments of action. Everything is an end in itself. You should be able to distinguish between a means and an end. What is meant when it is said that something is an end in itself, or when it is said that something is a means to an end and has only a utilitarian value? The distinction is not very difficult to appreciate because anything that you are harnessing, putting to use or considering as an instrument is not of ultimate value to you. Its value is only insofar as it is helpful to you in achieving a purpose. What that purpose is, it is left to you to decide. This is to condemn the objects of the world to the status of slaves. All slaves are instruments used by a master who wields them. If everything in the world, including friends and relations, colleagues, property and wealth, are of instrumental value only, you cannot love them from the bottom of your heart. Therefore, all affections in this world, relations of any kind, are artificial. They can break at any moment, and anything can be separated from you at any time. Bereavement infects every kind of human relation, and no one can be in permanent contact with anything in this world. This is how you think in terms of the objects of the world.
But in meditation, your attitude changes. Nothing in the world can be considered as an instrument, because if the object of your meditation is also an instrument like any other thing in the world, then that is not the aim or the ultimate intention in your meditation. An object of meditation is the ultimate thing which you want to acquire or with which you want to unite yourself. But with an instrument, there is no such attitude. You would not like to unite yourself with an instrument, because you know the instrument is of tentative value only. It is not of any permanent utility.
The object of meditation is different from an object of sense. This is something you have to underline. An object of meditation is not a sense object. It is not something that the eyes see or the ears hear. It is a concept that transcends the sensoriness of the otherwise objective character of your chosen deity. The chosen deity, the Ishta-devata, the great ideal of your meditation may also look like some object to the mind, inasmuch as when you close your eyes the mind will see it as being presented before you. The presented character of things is the objectivity thereof, and in this sense, because of the presentation of the object of meditation in a manner similar to any other object in the world, you are likely to make the mistake of thinking that it is also an object like any other object.
The difference between the object of meditation and an ordinary object of sense is to be probed into again and again: namely, that you do not want anything other than the object of meditation, and therefore it is not a means to an end. What you want is that itself on which you are meditating, but in the other cases, something else is in your mind. For example, you cannot love a motor car as an end in itself. It has a utilitarian value, and it is of use to you only so far as it is capable of conveying you to some place. The reaching of the place is more important than the vehicle itself. Therefore, make not the mistake of thinking that your Ishta-devata, your object of meditation, is a sense object. This is to sum up in a few words what I told you during the previous session.
The other aspect is that your heart has to be in that object. It is not enough if you merely conceptualise it, because the feelings are also clubbed together with the understanding. In the ordinary perceptions of sense objects, the perceptual process through the senses need not necessarily be associated with a feeling. In certain cases the feeling may also be there, but not always. You can see an object without feeling anything about it. Only very rarely do you feel something about a thing when you perceive it.
When you walk along the road, you see some people and things along the way. You see them, but do not feel anything about them, inasmuch as you are not vitally connected with them. The trees and the bushes on the roadside or the parapet wall on the side of the road are also objects of sense which you see, but no feeling is attached to them. You do not bother about them. These are illustrations of perceptions of objects where feelings are not associated. But valuable things which you consider as highly meaningful to you attract your feeling, as when you see your dear friend or a very valuable object, a treasure, wealth of any kind, something which counts in your personal life. The object of meditation cannot be effectively transmuted into the nature of the end that it is, and not a means, unless the feeling is also attached. The parapet walls on the roadside are not ends. They mean nothing to you. But suppose it is a wall made of bars of gold and embedded with jewels; your mind will pause for a while to look at it with a sense of feeling because of the value that you see in gold, jewels, etc. In a brick wall, the value is diminished to such an extent that it is practically nothing.
It is difficult to accommodate yourself to the object of meditation as an object of affection unless you are able to foist upon this object all things that you would like to have in this world and in the hereafter. Unless all that you expect from anywhere, at any time, under any circumstances, can also be seen in that object of meditation, your mind will not concentrate on it. You may go on sitting for hours together, struggling to concentrate the mind to fix it on that object, but you will not be able to do so inasmuch as your heart has not accepted its total value. The object has only a segmentary, fractional value. Again and again the lower mind, the instinct, will tell you that, after all, the object is only one thing among many things, while the fact is that the Ishta-devata, or the chosen object, is not one among many things. It is the thing which includes the values of everything else in the world, but for which you would not have chosen it as your near and dear.
When you sit for meditation, if you carefully observe your thoughts, you will realise and feel that certain activities go on within yourself. What are the activities? In the earlier stages, there is a little struggle on your side because you sit for meditation with an intention to concentrate on one thing, and do not want the mind to entertain any thought other than the object of meditation. In ordinary sense perception, you do not bother about thoughts entering the mind. Suppose you walk on the road, as I mentioned. Hundreds of thoughts may enter your mind. A dog, a pig, a bird, a man, something here, something there are all visible to your eyes, and a chaotic mass of sensations pour into your mind when you walk in the marketplace, for instance, where you do not bother about excluding thoughts or including thoughts. You just leave them as they are, and there the matter ends.
But in meditation, there are certain thoughts that you would not like to entertain. You try to exclude certain thoughts, and shut them off. In the Bhagavadgita, towards the end of the fifth chapter, there is a clue given to the process of meditation, a clue like a seed which, in the sixth chapter, develops into a larger exposition of the subject. These seed-like verses towards the end of the fifth chapter of the Gita are: sparśān kṛtvā bahir bāhyāṃś cakṣuś caivāntare bhruvoḥ, prāṇāpānau samau kṛtvā nāsābhyantaracāriṇau; yatendriyamanobuddhir munir mokṣaparāyaṇaḥ, vigatecchābhayakrodho yaḥ sadā mukta eva saḥ (B.G. 5.27-28). These two verses explain what you should do in meditation. Sparśān kṛtvā bahir bāhyāṃś: “All contacts are to be shut out by closing the windows of the senses.” When you do not want light or a breeze to enter your room, you close the skylight, the ventilator, the doors and windows. Otherwise, everything will enter through the apertures. Shut off, cut off the connection with sensations of every kind. One of the things that people generally do is they close their eyes and plug their ears, and imagine that the objects are shut out. Actually, the shutting out of contact with external things is not to be attempted merely by physically closing the eyes, because the meditating principle is not the eyes but the mind. You may close your eyes and not see a tree in front of you, but you will think that a tree is in front of you. So here, the shutting out of contact implies a psychological detachment from any kind of association with things placed in space and in time. This is one of the suggestions in this verse. The restraining of the breath, the fixing of the mind on some part of the body, the intense development of an aspiration for the union of the soul with the ultimate goal of life, etc., are suggestions given in this verse.
One of the things that takes place in the process of meditation, in the early stages, is the attempt to entertain certain thoughts, and the attempt to shut out certain thoughts. Therefore, you should first eliminate, by effort of will, certain thoughts which are considered as not conducive to meditation, by refusing to entertain them. How would you succeed in driving out thoughts from the mind? Any amount of pushing them out will not be of much avail. One of the methods that you can adopt is thinking the opposite of what you want to avoid. In the Yoga Sutras this is called pratipaksha bhavana. The opposite of what you want to avoid is to be the thought in your mind, on which you hammer the idea again and again. If you want to entertain the thought of strength and not of weakness, then go on mentally chanting the name of Hanuman, the embodiment of tremendous physical strength. Go on saying: Hanuman, Hanuman, Hanuman, Hanuman, Hanuman, Hanuman, Hanuman, Hanuman. The power of suggestion is such that, after a few minutes, you will feel a creeping sensation in your muscles. You will feel as if you have become strong. Similarly, any kind of negative thought can be driven out by entertaining a totally opposite thought. Charity, goodwill, charity, goodwill, charity, goodwill, charity, goodwill, compassion, charity, goodwill, compassion. Go on chanting these words again and again so that the idea of ill will, hatred and greed may be eliminated gradually, stage by stage.
If you sometimes feel miserable, as a helpless nobody, as it were, in this world, and would like to entertain thoughts of nobility and divinity, then mentally recite the names of great Incarnations: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Lord Krishna, Lord Krishna, Lord Krishna, Lord Rama, and so on. Chanting the names of personalities who are endowed with immense power and divine glory will also, by the act of the vibratory process of chanting, infuse such an energy into you. This is the effect of japa sadhana. Japa of the recitation of a particular formula is nothing but the adopting of a method of infusing into yourself forces which are otherwise external to you. So by the entertaining of thoughts which are the opposite of what you want to avoid, you may avoid negative thinking and entertain positive thoughts in respect of that object, so-called, which you regard as your Ishta-devata, your beloved ideal in meditation.
The first thing that takes place is the elimination of extraneous thoughts, and the second thing is the entertaining of positive thoughts. In the process of entertaining positive thoughts, again there is a threefold factor. The threefold factor is the consciousness of your being there as a meditator, the consciousness of there being an object of meditation, and the consciousness that there is a process going on which is known as meditation. So there is a threefold consciousness operating simultaneously in the positive line that you are adopting in meditation, after having eliminated negative thoughts. All told, in this streamlining of your mind in the direction of correct meditation, the factors involved are: eliminating negative thoughts and entertaining a positive thought of a threefold character, namely, the consciousness meditating, the consciousness of the object of meditation, and the consciousness of the process of meditation.
Unless you give sufficient time for meditation, you will find there is no palpable change taking place in you. If after having sat for meditation today for a certain length of time you find that there is no visible change taking place in your mind, it is an indication that you have not given sufficient time for it. You have to struggle to delimit the time that you generally give to other activities in the world in order that you may be able to devote more time for meditation. You should not be under the impression that by cutting off time from your extraneous daily activities you are going to lose something. In meditation you gain, and you lose nothing. Meditation is not a private activity that is going on in your mind in a closeted room. You are stimulating cosmic forces, and the work of these cosmic forces that you stir up in your own mind will also have a beneficial effect upon your daily secular routine.
Intense meditation which is correctly carried on in the sense of a communion of your mind with the cosmic mind will change even the atmospheric conditions outside. The environment of people will slowly go on changing. Enemies will become friends, opposing forces will gradually slow down their activity, and some miracle will take place without your knowing as to what is actually happening. Either enemies will cease their activity or they will perish. One of the two will take place if your meditation is carried on correctly through your communion with the cosmic force.
Remember once again that meditation is not something that you are privately doing for yourself. Meditation is not a private activity. It is an activity that touches the whole world, the reason being that the object of meditation is internally connected to all other objects in the world. Therefore, your bestowing intense thought on the object of meditation is virtually a concentration on a knot in the form of the object of meditation, whose ropes, or connection, reach up to even the distant heavens. The object of meditation is one symbol of the pressure point of all the forces in the world that constitute other objects, just when you touch any thread in a cloth, you are maintaining a relation with all the other threads in that fabric. Every thread in a cloth is connected to every other thread. This is how objects in the world are intertwined. Totally isolated things do not exist. The universe is a fabric of interconnected operations; therefore, if you even think of an idol, for instance, an image or a portrait, some isolated concept as the object of your meditation, you will be unconsciously stimulating forces which are transcendent to and beyond the normal location of that object.
Thus, the object of meditation is not one single entity, unconnected with other things in the world; it is a symbol of all other entities in the world. Because of the fact that you cannot think the cosmos in your mind at one stroke, you are taking resort to some particular form for meditation. The intention is not to go on with this concentration on a single form. The intention is to expand the dimension of your concentration beyond the limits of this location of the object, until it reaches up to the farthest horizons of its relations with all things in the cosmos.
Just as meditation is not a private practice, your achievement in spiritual life is also not a private achievement. It is a cosmic achievement. Nobody attains God individually. The whole world goes with you, as against the normal erroneous thought that when a person attains God only one person goes. It is nothing of the kind. When you attain God, the whole thing goes, the entire fabric of relations—as it happens in dream, for instance, when dream is absorbed into the waking consciousness. This is an illustration to clarify this point. When you are in a state of dream, many other people are there in that world of dream. Whatever you see in this world, you will also see in dream. Hundreds or thousands or millions of people, and so many things—space, time, objects, solar systems, galaxies—all things are there in dream. When you wake up, where are they? When you have woken up from dream, have you left those people and everything that you saw in the dream world to their own fate, while you have individually, independently, isolatedly, woken up into waking consciousness? Do you think that the people whom you saw in dream are still there, and you have left them and come up to the waking mind? When you wake up into the waking consciousness, the whole world of dream is absorbed into your waking mind. The entire world is absorbed, including all the people. Nothing remains there. This will happen to you when you wake up into universal Consciousness from this dream of objective perception. So tell your mind that you are not going to be a loser in meditation, just as in waking from dream you are not a loser.
Limit your meditation to the concept of the object of meditation as would be permitted by the normal thinking process. Most of the time, the meditating consciousness feels the presence of some beloved thing in front—that beloved thing, the Ishta-devata, mostly being a divinity, a concept of godhood that is placed deliberately by oneself in front of oneself. Your god is standing in front of you. Concentrate on this object.
If you find that the mind is wandering and this concept cannot be entertained for a long time, the suggestion is that you can have a visible portrait of this so-called object. Meditate on an Incarnation or a divinity or a god whom you are thinking in your mind in some form. Let that form be a painting or a picture, or let it be an idol. It makes no difference. Let the idol, the portrait, the picture or the painting be as attractive as possible, so that you are thrilled by looking at it. Do not close your eyes. Open your eyes, gaze at the picture, look at it. Go on seeing it. Where the eyes are, mostly the mind also is. If the eyes are open and they are gazing at a thing, the mind will also be there at the same time. So taking advantage of the psychology of the mind, open your eyes. Go on gazing at that beautiful portrait, the picture of that great glorious ideal on which you want to meditate. Spend five, ten, fifteen minutes like this, looking at the object. After a few minutes, close the eyes and try to see how long you can maintain this concept in your mind independent of gazing or looking at it with open eyes. Go on trying for five minutes, ten minutes. Can you keep in your mind that portrait, that picture, without opening your eyes? As long as it is possible, continue this internal contemplation. When you find that it is not possible because the mind is again flitting here and there, open your eyes and look at the picture.
Let this practice continue for a long time, until it becomes possible for you to concentrate only inwardly through the mind, and an external prop is no longer necessary. Then you do not require an idol, a picture, a portrait. Nothing else is necessary. You will have to practise for some months like this in order that your mind may become accustomed to conceptualising the object and be free from the necessity to hang on something physical that is available outside. Now you have reached another stage of meditation, where objects need not necessarily be physical. They can be forces, concepts and ideas ennobled beyond the limitations of physicality and locality of any kind. This method should continue. You must carry on this method until you are used to this process of deep inward concentration, to your satisfaction.
How will satisfaction come merely by thinking something? As I mentioned, it is not thinking. It is a process of absorption in the most beautiful of all things, in the most glorious element that you can think of in your mind, in the most powerful divinity, and the greatest inclusiveness which can feed you with all the stuff that your personality craves for. These ideas have to be hammered into the mind again and again.
After some months of practise, perhaps, you will be able to see the radiance of this object of meditation spread out in other places also, and not in one place. In the earliest stages you feel that your god is only in one place, that your particular divinity is in front of you. You are looking at it, speaking to it, hugging it, crying before it, and asking something from it. Let this go on for some time; it is also good enough, but God is not in one place. Now entertain another thought, that locality is not the character of your object of meditation. It is non-local. It is not in space and time at all. It is eternity that is manifesting itself before you for the purpose of your meditation. That which is eternal is not in time; therefore, it is not in space. Therefore, it is not in one place, so it has to be everywhere. If the screen of time is lifted from your consciousness, you will find yourself spread out everywhere. You are now in a room, and not anywhere else. Let the screen of time be lifted. Immediately, you will find yourself spread out everywhere. You are not sitting in one room, actually. It is a wrong notion. Just as the entire world of dream was present in your waking consciousness, in a similar manner, when the screen of time is lifted you will realise that the whole world is inside you, and you are not simply in one place, in a corner of the world.
Thus, you will be able to enhance the intensity of your meditation by feeling that the so-called image of your divinity, or god, is a pervasive character of the very same god. Everywhere you will see your god. As rays of the sun are seen spread out everywhere in the vast sky, there will be nothing in front of you except that divinity. In hills and dales, in the earth, in the water, in the sky, in the sun, the moon and the stars, and everywhere, you will find this Ishta-devata dancing as sparks of radiance, as it were, of a universal conflagration. The one god, who was standing there in front of you and speaking to you like a human person, is now melted down into the universal inclusiveness, the one God of the whole creation, the animating intelligence of the cosmos. The one god that was only in one place has become the All-God of the cosmos, into which state you will enter when the meditation becomes deep and you give sufficient time for it.