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You would have gathered that yoga is basically a perceptional change, and
not merely an act of doing something with your body. You may do anything -
stand on your head for hours - but the perception of things has not changed.
The erroneous perception will condition even the practice of your asanas, pranayama,
etc. Whole problem is perception, not something that is being done. "I
do yoga," people say. "We do yoga." What kind of yoga are
they doing? The same persons that they were years back are they today also.
The same operational method of perceiving things continues, and no attempt
is made to change the way of perceiving things.
This basic requirement is forgotten, and it is not known that every
step in yoga is a corresponding change in one's own perceptional
procedure. If you have not changed even one wit and you are the same
person, then all your doings are outside you; they are not connected
with you. For instance, whatever I have told you earlier would have
made you have the conformation that things are not just standing in
front of you. Nothing is just sitting in front you as the eyes report
to you, but we always look outward - like this. The basic relationship
of things in general will require you to know that the very thing in
front of you that you are beholding with your eyes is also behind you
in another form altogether, as things are not in one place; they not
just in front of you. Not only are they also behind you, they are to
your right and and to your left, and they are above and below. Things
are everywhere.
How do you look at a thing, if this is the case? A practice, a kind
of exercise, is to be undertaken in order to change the perception
of things. Never look at an object as you generally look at, because
it is not in front of you. The pervasiveness of the location of every
object necessitates the acceptance of its presence everywhere. So it
is pervading you from all sides. A good manager or an executive will
look ahead, will look behind, will look to the right and to the left,
and top and bottom. Every side of an issue is taken into consideration.
Not only in business management, but even in legal argument in a court you
cannot go on speaking in a stereotyped manner without taking into consideration
the consequences and the repercussions of the statement that you are making
in regard to the implications of the case. So is the case of a general in the
army. He does not just go ahead, like a foolish man. He takes into consideration
all ten directions of the situation that is arising front of him, behind him
and so on.
In a way, yoga is a kind of military operation. As cautious as a general
is in the field, so is the yoga student. A general of the army faces
a widespread situation around him, everywhere around him, and we are
also facing in yoga a widespread situation. Our problems are not sitting
in one place; they are everywhere. They arise from top to bottom, right
and left - everywhere. Anything is everywhere. It is not in one place.
So
a yoga student, before starting actual meditational practice, should
have a clarified mind as to what it is that is intended. You must know
very well that yoga is not a change in the way of doing things, but
a change in the way of your being itself, because all doing proceeds
from being. Whatever you are, that comes out of you. The doing cannot
be a great thing if you yourself are not a great person. A puny, stupid
individual cannot perform great things, because the thing that is done
is an emanation of one's own self. A finite
individual cannot produce an infinite result.
It is necessary to know there is a parallel action taking place between
oneself and everything that one thinks or sees. Action is not taking
place outside. It is taking place everywhere, whenever you start doing
something. So the reaction also will come from every side. The reason
is that we are personally involved in the very process of acting, and
the end result, as well as the very process, are directly connected
with ourselves. The whole thing is moving in action, including our
own selves; but we think that we are apart from the action and something
is being done outside, with our hands. The idea that an action is outside
is wrong. It is everywhere. The outside thing cannot produce any result.
Whatever you have learnt up to this time is a great fundamental
scientific solution to the very perceptional process that I have presented
before you - a very important thing to remember. It is a change in
the way of seeing things - primarily how you see and evaluate a thing.
Suppose you sit for meditation. Primarily, without going very high
up into this technique, just cast your eyes around like this - with
open eyes. What am I seeing? I am seeing something - a vast phenomenon
of nature in front of me. This is an exercise I am telling
you. What is there behind me? The same nature that is in front of me is behind
me. What is there to the right of me? The same nature is there like a sea,
spreading itself to the right of me. What is there to the left of me? The same
nature is there. What is there above me? The same nature. What is there below
me? The same nature. What is there finally? The thing that you are seeing is
not in one place.
Can you adjust your mind to the acceptance of this position that when
you behold a thing, you are beholding that which is in all places?
So your dealing with the thing is actually a dealing with that which
is surrounding you from all places. A thing is an atmosphere rather
than a substance. This requires tremendous power of will, because for
ages, ages, years and years you have been thinking in one way. You
have been the son or a daughter of some parents. You have been in a
city or a village. You had these relations. You have this, you have
that. This is not the way of yoga-looking, because there is a pervasiveness
of issue involved in the yoga exercise.
Even if it is a simple exercise like yoga asana, it is not
an activity of one individual body that is taking place. It is a pervasive
relationship that the body has got with the atmosphere in which it
is involved and the substance out of which it is made. You do yoga asana,
bend the body in different ways; but you have also to bend the relationship
of this body with the nature of which the body is made. The whole nature
is doing yoga asana. If
the nature is opposed to you, and you are against the operations of nature
outside - you cannot accommodate yourself with what is happening outside -
then the exercise remains an isolated effort not bringing any particular result.
When you sit for meditation, remember the whole nature is sitting
here. This is not a story I am telling you. It is a fact. You are also
connected, physically, to everything in the universe, to all nature.
The entire nature is sitting here, erect, straight, poised, adjusted,
and complete on all sides. In the Upanishads it is said that even
the earth is meditating, as it were. All nature is meditating; it is
maintaining a balance. Anything that maintains a balance is actually
doing yoga. When you sit for meditation, look around; cast your eyes
in all ten directions. "What am I seeing? I am seeing my own
father and mother who has produced me - the great nature, which is
not only around me, but in me and it is me, actually speaking." The
distractions of the mind will slowly cease because of there being no
necessity to think anything extraneous.
That the world is outside, things are in one position, and everything
is somewhere and not other places, is the old prejudiced habit of thinking.
Yoga-thinking is not the same as ordinary human thinking. It is an
internal modification of the very structural pattern of the operation
of the mind. The whole thing rises into the occasion of a complete
inner transformation. When you see a thing, you are seeing everything.
Immediately the mind will come to a halt: "Am
I seeing something? No; I am seeing everything, because this thing that I am
seeing in front of myself is everything. So what I am seeing in front of me?
I am seeing everything. Where is that everything? In all ten directions." Immediately
when you think of the mind adjusting itself to the ten directions equally,
in a balanced condition, you attain stability in asana. You won't
have jerking, pain and so on afterwards.
Your maladjustment with things outside causes the discomfort in the
mind and the body even when you are seated in meditation. Yoga is balance
- in body, in social relations, in thinking, in emotion, in understanding,
and in the very being itself. But when you actually start this exercise,
you will find you are tired. An unwilling horse is easily tired, and
it will never draw the carriage. It will simply keep quiet. A mind
that is unwilling is not going to be accessible to your instruction
to meditate. The mind cannot be made to undergo any exercise if it
is unwilling to do that. The unwillingness arises in the mind on account
of its feeling inside that you are interfering with its old habits,
which are correct habits according to it: "The old habit
of thinking and doing is correct, and I am conforming; that it is okay. Now
you are saying something different. I am not willing to yield like that." Here
it is not enough if you are merely understanding. A strength of will is necessary.
You may have to even speak loudly to yourself: "What am I seeing?
I am seeing that which is around me in all directions," so that your
attitude towards any particular thing is virtually an attitude towards everything
- perceptional inclusiveness.
You can chant the Om mantra continuously. The chanting of Om is not
a sound that is produced in a harmonious manner. The sound produced
by the recitation of Om is not inside your mind or inside the body;
it is everywhere. Like the ripples of water in a lake moving in all
directions, so the ripples of this wave of chant will be felt as pervading
all the outside surrounding also, together with the feeling that you
are getting adjusted to this vibration. After fifteen minutes
of this exercise, try the other exercise of seeing and thinking at
the same time that the thing is not only in one place. First of all
you can open your eyes and see: "The thing that I am seeing is
behind me everywhere." Then close the eyes, and feel in the mind
this is the situation.
You will find during this time that things are with you. Can you understand
the result of this feeling that the things are with you? It is so because
of the fact that you yourself are a thing like any other thing. You
are not a subjective operational center segregated from other things
which you regard as objects, because the standpoint of an object, so-called,
permits the same attitude towards you - to recognize you as an object.
The so-called subject and object are a misnomer, really speaking. Such
words should not be used, because the things this side and that side,
which you call subject and object, are parallel to each other. They
are on an equal footing. So you are not looking at an object, but are
looking at a situation that includes yourself as well the object. Thus
the one who has this awareness of a different situation altogether
is neither sitting this side as a subject nor operating outside as
an object. It is an inclusiveness.
Every act of perception is an inclusiveness in the operation of the
mind. Unless a blend of awareness is brought about between that which
is seen and that which sees, the perception will not take place. If
there is a complete disparity between the situation that is outside
and oneself, you cannot behold anything, nor appreciate anything, nor
benefit from anything. Every meaningful perception is an operation
of equality of status between the seer and the seen. It is not that
we are superior to the things that we are seeing. They are as important
as you who sees, because everything has eyes to see as you have
got eyes to see. In this manner you adjust yourself to an equanimity
of position in your asana, as well as your thought and feeling;
and also have a surety in your mind. Since these exercises are going
to touch the very reality of things, you are going to benefit from
these exercises immensely.
Every step in yoga in the right direction is a success of a great
achievement which cannot be destroyed. Svalpam apy asya dharmasya
trayate mahato bhayat (Gita
2.40), says the Bhagavadgita: Even a little modicum of your movement in the
right direction is a great credit that you are adding to your own self. This
credit is never destroyed. Hurry, haste, quickness should be avoided in meditation. "Let
me do some meditation quickly and go." This idea should not be there. "I
am not seeing a person or a thing; I am seeing the whole of nature which has
manufactured these persons and things. I am seeing the mother of all things,
the parent of everything."
Some kind of discipline, psychologically, is necessary for every person.
Usually we do anything at any time. We eat any time, sleep any time,
do things any time, and no systematic arrangement of a daily program
is maintained. We must have some kind of plan made within ourselves
as to what is the work that is to be done on a particular day - in
a general way and also in a specified manner. Usually people do the
same thing every day, with minor differences. It should not be a burden
on the mind to go on thinking of what is to be done. It is a routine
habit that is taking place. The work that you do should become spontaneous
rather than a pressure that is exerted from outside. The need for work does
not arise from outside. It arises from a total situation. Nobody is compelling
you to work. The whole situation around you is compelling you to do something
which is nothing but an adjustment of yourself in a particular manner, either
by doing something or by thinking something. This is a psychophysical adjustment
that is called for. Yoga is psychophysical adjustment.
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