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Introduction
The path to perfection can be trodden only
after one’s encountering several threats and temptations. The example of
Nachiketas shows that he was even cursed to death and was tempted severely in
his attempt at adhering to righteousness and truth of the spirit. In the
process of the search for Truth, the subjective propensities and objective
tendencies show their heads in concrete forms and either tempt or threaten the
aspirant. For an aspirant of weak will, advanced spiritual practices are very
near impossibility. A person believes in what he sees and experiences and not
in what he does not see and does not experience. He has love for certain things
and fear for certain others, because he has faith in the value of those things,
as they are the objects of his direct experience. He, however, does not believe
in super-sensuous realities, because they are not the objects of his direct
experience. Love for comforts and hatred for pain and sorrow pull the aspirant
from two opposite sides, and he is left at sea. It is here that the strong
weapon of will and discrimination should come for one’s help. One has to clear
the way in the midst of these oppositions that are inevitable in one’s struggle
for transcending one’s individuality in the Absolute. The individual modes try
their best to persist in appearing again and again, and to bar the gate to
Truth. It is hard to recognise the faces of these thieves in the form of
friends, who deceive the aspirant every moment and frustrate all his
aspirations. The objects and states of every plane of consciousness have to be
rejected, as they are objective, and one has to resort to the Infinite Subject
which is divisionless fullness. One should realise that anything that is
achieved as the result of desires and actions shall vanish one day or the
other, and that the only thing ever enduring and worth knowing is the one Self
in all. Nachiketas persisted in his aspiration for Truth, in spite of the most
formidable temptations, and in spite of the refusal of Yama to impart knowledge
to him. Finally, Yama initiates him into the mysteries of the Self.
The Good and the Pleasant
The good is one thing and the pleasant is
another thing. They have different aims, and they drag a person from different
directions. Of these two, he who chooses the good obtains blessedness, but he
who chooses the pleasant falls from his aim, The good is that which leads one
to God or the Absolute. It gives the freedom of moksha or liberation
from samsara. It is not pleasant, because it is against
body-consciousness. It destroys what is pleasant and, hence, is rather painful.
The pleasant, on the other hand, is intimately connected with the body, and
prevents a person from choosing the good. One falls down from one’s aim if one
chooses the pleasant, because one shall never be able to possess the pleasant
objects for ever, and also, these objects are false appearances and not real
existences. All pleasant things shall vanish, and only the good shall remain.
One cannot pursue the good and the pleasant at the same time, even as light and
darkness cannot be perceived in the same place. One who chooses the good should
reject the pleasant and take refuge in the super-mundane Truth, though it is
invisible. The good does not come quickly, though the pleasant may do so. The
Real is the unseen. One who pursues this Real attains the blessed state of
eternity, but that short-sighted and dull-witted person who pursues the
pleasant is separated from the objects of his desire, and he shall mourn for
their death and take birth for their sake.
Both the good and the pleasant come to a
person. But the wise man discriminates between two. The wise one prefers the
good to the pleasant, and the stupid one chooses the pleasant for the sake of
protecting and fattening the body. All run after the pleasant alone and not
after the good, because the pleasant is connected with the present limited
life. The good is not longed for, because it is trans-empirical. The good and
the pleasant are opposite to one another, like the two opposite poles. One cuts
the tree of samsara, and the other waters the tree of samsara.
Those who justify sense-enjoyments are blind men guided by blind philosophies
and they shall fall into deep pits. All enjoyments are more frictions of
nerves. They do not merely bring pain but are the very forms of misery itself.
A sensation cannot be called bliss, and all worldly experiences are sensations.
Those who believe in the reality of this present world alone and do not care
for the existence of another plane of life get attached to this world, and,
thus, have to experience births and deaths.
The Nature of the Self
The atman, being the presupposition
of all acts of understanding, feeling and willing, is not known to any
individualised knower, and so it appears as a terrible mystery, a wonder of
wonders, awe-inspiring. To many this atman is difficult to hear of, to
many others, even when heard of, it is difficult to understand. Wonderful is
the teacher of this; blessed is the obtainer of this; wonderful is the knower
of this, who is taught by a blessed teacher. This atman cannot be known
if it is taught by an inferior teacher, even if it is thought of in various
ways. Only when the atman is taught by one who is identical with the atman (i.e., a brahmanishta), it can be known, because the atman is
subtler than the subtlest and does not come under any of the logical
categories. This atman cannot be known through logic, but it can be
known when it is instructed about by one who has realised it. The wealth of the
universe, its resources and powers are insufficient as means to the realisation
of the atman, for the permanent is not reached by the impermanent. The atman is reached when the whole universe with its contents is abandoned. Even the
source of the highest happiness, the basis of the world, the end of all
desires, the state of fearlessness, the praiseworthy great being, viz., hiranyagarbha,
is not worth having. Rejecting all these, that atman which is very
difficult to know, which is seated in the innermost cavity of the heart, the
attainment of which is attended with great dangers, should be known by
abstracting the senses and the mind from their respective objects and resolving
this energy into Self-consciousness. Knowing this self luminous being, the hero
casts off both joy and grief. He rejoices in the bliss of the Self, because he
has attained the highest object of attainment through hearing, understanding
and contemplation of this subtle Truth. It is different from what is done and
what is not done, different from past and future, and is of the nature of
immediate knowledge. All the Vedas speak of the glory of this. All penances point
to the greatness of this. All observe continence for the attainment of this.
This supreme state is denoted by the word OM. This is the Supreme Absolute.
After knowing this, whatever one wishes for becomes one’s own. This is the
supreme support; knowing this support, one glories in the region of the
Absolute.
This omniscient atman is not born,
nor does it die. It has not come from anywhere and it has not become anything.
Unborn, eternal, perpetual and ancient, this atman is not killed when
the body is killed. Birth is the process of the production of an effect from a
cause, and, hence, it is the process of transient becoming. For the same reason
death also is a process. The processes of birth, life and death are impermanent
and, therefore, they are denied in the atman. Ceaseless consciousness is
free from all kinds of change, change is the character of phantasmal
presentations. Changelessness is the nature of the atman. This atman does not come from anywhere, and it .as not become anything else, because
coming and becoming are, again, transient processes. It has not ceased to be
itself. It does not decay or suffer diminution. It is the most ancient and the
newest of all. An object becomes new when its constituents are charged and set
in a different condition. The atman exists even prior to and later than
the newest of objects. It exists together with everything, and also after
everything. Nothing newer and other than the atman can ever be produced.
In other words, atman is whatever is, was and will be. Hence, it is
indestructible, it neither kills anyone nor is killed. It suffers from nothing,
because it is like ether. It is free from the experiences of samsara. It
is bodiless, and hence relationless. Non-becoming or changelessness is the one
character which denies of the atman all phenomenal natures. The atman is subtler than the subtlest and larger than the largest. It is situated as the
central being of all. Free from thought and action, one beholds it through the
cessation of distraction and attainment of tranquillity and becoming
sorrowless, rejoices in the glory of the atman. It is the subtlest of
all, because it is the Self of all. It is the largest, because it is limitless.
It is possible to know it through the practice of hearing, contemplation and
meditation, after getting oneself freed from desires and actions, and
separating oneself from objects, seen as well as heard of. As long as the mind
shakes and the body gets agitated, it is not possible for one to know this atman.
Perfect satiety of the mind, the senses and the body is absolutely necessary
before the attempt at the vision of the Self. Those who have got desires and
passions are prevented from the realisation of the Self.
The atman, lying down, goes
everywhere. Sitting, it moves far. It is the bodiless among all bodies; it is
the permanent among the impermanent. It is the great omnipresent being, knowing
which the hero does not grieve. It is not possible to know this atman through debate, intellectuality and much study. It is attained through a
relationless immediate method in which the Self is both the subject and the
object of attainment. One who has not ceased from bad conduct, who is restless,
whose mind is wandering, who has no peace within, cannot know the atman through any amount of thinking. The atman is beyond all knowledge and
power conceivable in the world. Death itself is swallowed in it, and all
processes are put an end to.
The Soul and Its Chariot
The conscious principle within is the lord
of the chariot. The body is the chariot, the intellect is the charioteer or the
driver, the mind is the rein, the senses are the horses, the objects of the
senses are the roads. This chariot is useful either to drive down or drive up.
The body is dragged by the horses of the senses in different directions. The
driver is responsible for the movement of the chariot, and this is the
intellect, which can either understand or misunderstand, and consequently
either ascend with the chariot to the Abode of Vishnu or fall down to the
mortal state. Whatever is done through this body consciously, is done,
ultimately, by the intellect. It is the principle of egoism, desire, activity,
birth and death. It is the factor that brings pain and pleasure, unity and
separation. The doer of the enjoyer is a strange mixture of consciousness, mind
and the senses, because, independently, none of them can be either a doer or an
enjoyer. This shows that doership and enjoyership are illusory; their
constituents have no independent existence. The knowledge of this chariot and
its contents is to be obtained before attempting to drive the chariot. One
whose intellect is bad and uncontrolled, and whose mind is weak and impure,
cannot control the horses of the senses, and they will run riot in different
directions. He does not attain to the Supreme, but enters samsara. One
whose intellect is steady and brilliant, and whose mind is strong and pure, can
control the horses of the senses, and drive the chariot to the supreme state of
Vishnu, and is never born again, having reached the Highest Consummation of
life.
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