|
Total Error and Advantageous Error
Meditation on Brahman
leads to its realisation, as in the case of Samvadi-bhrama, or erroneous
notion of a thing leading to a successful result in relation to that thing.
Hence in the Upanishads various kinds of Upasanas, or meditations, are
described. Take the instance of a person seeing from a distance the ray of a
light, situated within the walls of a room. He sees a gleam of light passing
through the window of a house and getting reflected outside, and mistakes the
ray of the light seen outside for a gem shining. He commits this error in his
mind because he has not seen the source of the light, but only its reflection
outside. Suppose this person runs after that reflection thinking that it is a
gem. We can imagine the mistake that he is making in cherishing that notion.
But, suppose, at another place, there is a gem kept inside a room at a distance
and the light emanating from it through an aperture is also reflected outside.
If this reflection of light outside is mistaken for the gem itself, there is,
naturally an erroneous perception, for the light of the gem is not the gem. In
the two instances cited, where one person sees the gleam of the lamp and takes
it for a gem, and another where one sees the ray of light emanating from a gem
and thinks it is the gem itself, though there is similarity in so far as there
is a mistaken notion regarding the gem, yet, there is a difference in the
results that they would achieve in pursuing the objects of their quests. While
the one who has mistaken the light of the lamp for the gem would not acquire
the gem by approaching it, the other who has mistaken the light of the gem for
the gem itself would, by going near it, obtain it. This is an illusion in perception
called Samvadi, because, though initial perception is a mistake, the end
reached is the desired one. Where the end reached is something quite different
from the desired one, the mistaken perception is called Visamvadi-bhrama.
We have also
instances of Samvadi error in inference and also acts based on
scriptural injunctions. It is likely that by seeing mist at some place we may
mistake it for smoke emanating from fire and move towards it in search of fire,
and by chance, find fire there, though what was perceived originally was not
the smoke emanating from the fire. This is an instance where there is Samvadi
in inference. If a person sprinkles some water over himself thinking that it is
from the holy Ganga, and gets purified, but it so happens that the water is not
of the Ganga but of the Godavari, which is also holy, it is again the mistake
known as Samvadi, where the mind thinks something different from the
actual fact and yet reaches the desired result. If one is affected by high
fever and utters in a delirious mood the holy name of Narayana, and reaches
spiritual exaltation in the higher planes of existence thereby, it should be
considered as an instance of Samvadi error. And so on, there can be
hundreds of instances of such errors in respect of perception, inference and
scriptural testimony, which lead to the desired end, nevertheless.
Types
and Methods of Meditation
All types of
meditation on images, such as those made of earth, or wood or stone, and also
meditations on such concepts as prescribed in the Panchagni Vidya of the
Chhandogya and Brihadaranyaka Upanishads, come under Samvadi ideas,
because, here, the desired object is attained even though the means employed is
a knowledge which does not really and directly correspond to the whole nature
of the object. As in the example of the Samvadi-bhrama cited, an
incorrect knowledge leads to a proper realisation of the end; so Upasana,
or meditational concepts on the reality of Brahman lead to the final liberation
of the soul because of the intense habituation of the mind to the sublime
concepts of universal Existence, Consciousness etc., by which the Vedanta texts
describe Brahman. By acquiring such indirect knowledge, the aspirant begins to
intensely feel within himself the communion of his innermost ‘I’
with Brahman and recognises the presence of Brahman in his innermost being.
This is the highest type of meditation, whereby the highest Reality is asserted
in each and everything in the universe, including one’s own Self, but as
long as there is only an idea of Brahman in the mind, as Existence, and
there is no direct inward realisation in one’s own experience, as in the
case of indirect knowledge of the deities like Lord Vishnu gathered from
scriptures, this general knowledge acquired has to be regarded as conceptual (Paroksha)
alone, notwithstanding that by the study of scriptures one has a clear notion
of the Divine Being, Vishnu. This is just indirect knowledge, because, here,
the Divine Being is not directly seen, but only visualised; but because of
this, it cannot be said that indirect knowledge is an illusion, for, what makes
knowledge an illusion is not its indirectness but the absence of the object to
which it relates. A Divinity like Lord Vishnu is not a non-existent being,
because his existence is affirmed in the scriptures which are valid proofs of
knowledge, though in the present state of knowledge we have no direct
realisation of such a Divine Being. Similarly, though we hear from the
scriptures that Brahman is Existence-Consciousness-Bliss, etc., since this has
not yet become an actual experience within, it cannot be equated with
realisation or direct knowledge of Brahman. Yet, this knowledge of an indirect
nature is not illusory, because it has a relevance to reality, though
indirectly. Though there are instructions in the Upanishads such as, Tat-Tvam-Asi
(That Thou Art), where direct experience of Brahman is indicated, yet, merely
on hearing such sentences, no immediate realisation comes to the seekers
because of the absence of proper discrimination, reflection and profound
meditation subsequent to hearing or studying. So long as there is the strong
erroneous feeling that one is only a body or an individual, and there is the
consequent relationship with the objects of the world, no amount of force
applied on the mind will ever succeed in coming to the realisation of the
Oneness of the Atman with Brahman, because here, after all, the impurity of the
mind still persists, which accounts for its dullness and incapacity to grasp
deeper truths. The faithful disciple and the student who knows the true meaning
of the scripture has an adequate indirect knowledge of Brahman, but this
indirect knowledge is not opposed to the direct knowledge of the dualistic
world which he sees simultaneously. There is no opposition between the indirect
feeling of the Divinity in an image and the direct perception of an ordinary
object in it; naturally, no one can prevent the mind from visualising Beings
like Lord Vishnu in images, though to the ordinary mind the image is only a
physical object. Here the instance of the faithless need not be brought in as
an argument, because the faithful alone are competent to undertake these
arduous processes of practice prescribed in the Vedas and the Upanishads. Once
this faith is acquired, there is an immediate rising of devout knowledge of the
objective of meditation by means of instruction from the Preceptor, and this
instruction in regard to meditation does not need any argumentation. Due to a
possible diversity likely to be seen in the instructions, and the variety of Karmas
and Upasanas mentioned in the scriptures, which are hard to understand
for the ordinary minds of mortals, sages have taken the trouble of bringing all
these teachings together and collating them in a suitable manner in such works
as the Kalpa-Sutras, Brahma-Sutras, etc. With the help of these guides,
the faithful aspirant can, even without further rational investigation,
undertake the practice directly, with confidence in the words of the teachers.
The sages of yore
have described the practice of various Upasanas (devout meditations) in
their works, and those who have not the capacity to conduct self-enquiry and
investigation for themselves can study these and grasp these under the
instruction of a preceptor and then directly engage themselves in meditation.
No doubt, a thorough investigation and enquiry may be required in the case of
those who are aiming at ascertaining the true meaning of the scripture such as
the Vedas, but the practice of Upasana does not require such arduous
investigations. What is necessary is a mere implicit confidence in the words of
the teacher and an immediate resorting to its practice. However, Brahma-Sakshatkara,
or the realisation of Brahman, is not a question merely of faith or belief in
what others say about it. It is a question of direct experience for oneself in
one’s own deepest understanding and conscience. What prevents success in
putting into practice all the indirect knowledge acquired through the scripture
or the teacher is faithlessness, and the obstacle to direct realisation is
non-discrimination. Though it may be that a person has practised self-enquiry
for a very long time, if he has not yet realised Brahman, the duty here of the
aspirant is not to discontinue meditation and enquiry, but proceed with it
again till the attainment of direct experience. Sadhana (practice)
concludes only in experience and never before. It is also possible that even
though one practises enquiry and meditation till death, yet, the Atman has not
been realised. But this should not be the cause for any dissatisfaction,
because it only means that the obstructing Karmas have not yet come to
an end, but it is certain that on their cessation realisation shall be attained
in some future birth. In the Brahmasutras, too, it has been corroborated that
one can attain knowledge either in this birth or in a future birth and it shall
be attained the moment the obstacles have come to an end. This is also the
reason why many people, though they have heard and studied much on the nature
of the Atman, have no real knowledge of it. In the case of Sage Vamadeva, the
obstacles to knowledge came to an end even while he was in the womb of his
mother, and he had illumination then and there due to the force of the previous
spiritual practices which he had undergone in past lives. As in the case of
studying one may not be able to commit to memory a particular part of a text,
for example, even after repeated reading of it, and it may be that on the next
day the memory of it comes of its own accord, so in the case of knowledge, it
reveals itself as a consequence of intense practice for a very protracted
period, when the impediments are over. Knowledge matures gradually and not
immediately, as in the case of the harvest. A child in the womb matures
gradually, and Nature always goes by stages, and never by leaps and bounds.
Yet, it is likely that on account of the threefold obstacles mentioned
previously, knowledge may not dawn at all even after continued practice. These
obstacles have to be overcome first in order that there may be final success on
the path.
|