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The Interconnectedness of All Things
In meditation,
what are you supposed to do? Do not commit the mistake of thinking that
the object is outside you. Nobody in this world is really outside another.
Some stupidity that has entered our mind goes on insisting that things
are outside us as if we have no connection with anything in the world (we
stand independently ourselves, with our flimflam egoism making us stand
physically isolated). This is not a fact. All things in the world are flowing
into us every moment of time and we are also flowing into everything in
the world every moment. The whole world is entering us just now. If that
entering of the world into us were not to take place, we would not be alive
in this world even for a day.
We are sustained,
and we feel that we are alive, strong, and healthy because the world of
power and sustenance is entering into our personality perpetually, either
through the breathing process, the food that we take, the energy that is
coming from the sun, and many other influences impinging upon us from the
total atmosphere of what we may call ecological environment. The very forest
around us enters us with its balming influence.
People say
that it is good for you to sit under a green tree when the sun is shining
in the clear sky because the green leaves of a vastly spread-out tree,
when they receive sunlight during the daytime, undergo a process called
photosynthesis, by which action they manufacture oxygen. Therefore, it
is good to sit under a green-leaf tree during the daytime when the sun
is shining. But we should not sit under the tree at night because, then,
it produces carbon dioxide and not oxygen. Sometimes old grandmothers tell
children, "Don't go near the tree at night. A demon is sitting on it."
The whole
world is trying to enter into us and sustain us but we repel the entry
of these beneficent forces by our egoism. When friendly forces of the world
tell, "We shall come and enter you and protect you," we say, "Oh! Don't
come near me. I am sufficient by myself. I am more important than you."
Does not any person feel that he is more important than anything in the
world? Secretly one feels like that, but is it true? You cannot live for
a minute here if the beneficent air from the cosmic setup does not enter
your nostrils to sustain your lungs and protect your heart. How can you
be bragging with your egoism that you are an independent person in this
world? You cannot live for three minutes if the fresh air does not enter
your bodily functions. From where does the air come?
All these
peculiarities connected with the world outside to which we pay scant respect
in our daily life are our sustaining forces. The unknown things, the discarded
things, the rejected world, is sustaining us. We have rejected God Himself
and many people feel that they can get on without Him also, that they are
self-sufficient. But the compassionate God, the beneficent Nature, the
loving world outside is blessing us in spite of our disregard for it, like
a good parent who bears all the torment and the naughty behaviour of children
and still loves them though the children reject the parents through egoism
and haughtiness. This is a psychology applicable to every kind of relationship
between us and the world outside - applicable also between us and the object
of meditation. This chosen object is a representation of the whole cosmos.
So, when you love that object, you are loving all things connected with
that object. The ray of the sun is all the sun; the incarnation is all
the gods. The Absolute Itself is concentrated here.
Blindly, mechanically,
imagining that you are doing some meditation, somehow, because it is mentioned
in the twenty instructions of Gurudev, and somehow attempting to trudge
through that process with effort and pain in the body and the knees, is
not real spiritual practice. There will be no pain in the joints, no backache,
no fatigue if the object in front of you is excessively delighting. If
you are in a state of rapture in the presence of your love, then you will
not say that your back is aching. Nobody will talk like that because here
is the enrapturing thing in front of you.
This object
of your meditation, to repeat what we have been telling for the last two
days, is a representative of the omnipresence of Cosmic Power. What can
be more delighting to you? When you concentrate on it, you are concentrating
on the total creation itself. "Myself is the cosmos - entire creation." So
did Krishna tell Arjuna, "Look at me!" and the whole universe was presented
then. The object will tell you the same thing; the subject will speak in
the same language.
In three days
of continuous meditation, correctly and carefully conducted in this manner,
you will feel a difference. You will feel perpetually happy inside; you
will be smiling at all times. You will not have any kind of distress in
your heart. You will not grieve or make complaints or say that something
is wretched, bad, stupid. There is no such thing in the world. The stupidity
or wretchedness and darkness that you see in certain persons and things
in the world is due to your wrong perception of the thing by placing it
in the wrong context, dissociating it from its universal 'ingressive' interrelatedness.
Cow dung in
the agricultural field is a beautiful thing, but it has to be in the proper
place. On your dining table dung is not beautiful. The ink that is flowing
from your pen when you write a message is a beautiful thing; but the very
same thing when it has fallen on your clean linen shirt is an ugly thing.
Beauty is
the characteristic of that object which is placed in the proper context
of the visualising consciousness. Ugliness is the characteristic of that
object which is wrenched out of context. Thus, what makes a thing beautiful
or enrapturing or ugly or wretched is the context in which it is beheld,
or appreciated. So is the case with yourself and everybody.
Hence, place
this object of meditation in the proper context and don't put it somewhere
here, in the temple, in the puja room, etc. It is not anywhere of
that kind. It is just here, with you, in you, around you, everywhere.
When you are
in a mood of meditation you will find that you are with it and in it and
through it and everything in respect of it at all times, even when you
are walking on the road. It will protect you not merely in the puja
room but even when you are travelling outside. It can protect you even
when you are on death bed. It is your real friend. "Peace will come to
you," says Bhagavan Sri Krishna in the Gita, "if you know that I am your
real friend. When you are in trouble, I shall be there to help you and
bring succour to you."
The Object is the Soul's Beloved
This great
object of your meditation is not a dot on the wall. It is not a symbol,
it is a representation of all the powers (omnipotence, omniscience, and
omnipresence), which you have placed in one object for the purpose of practical
concentration. It is your soul that is actually meditating on the soul
of the object. It is not 'your' body, not even 'your' surface consciousness
or conscious mind that is just 'thinking' the object placed outside in
meditation. It is not the phenomenal part of our personality that is contemplating
the phenomenality of the object. There is a noumenal essence in the meditating
principle and similarly there is a noumenal principle in the object. The
two commingle.
The thing
that you are in essence, the 'thing-in-itself' as they say philosophically,
is not the thing that is there before your eyes. The thing that is before
your eyes is the phenomenality foisted upon the thing as it is, which is
the soul of that particular object.
Your personality
that I am seeing in my presence now is the phenomenality of your root which
is not visible to the physical eyes; nor can you see me in a similar manner.
Unless the soul rises into action, you will not feel happy under any condition.
Even when you take a beautiful meal, the soul has to be satisfied. When
the soul rises into action, the whole personality also rises into action.
Then it is that you feel strength in your personality.
People who
have lost the gearing of their minds (who are incapable of consciously
thinking as normally people do) are called madmen. But they exhibit greater
physical strength than normal men. A madman can kick a door with such force
that can break it in a few minutes, which a normal man cannot do, because
that so-called madman is not confining his mind to the conscious level
only. He has become something other than the conscious (though it is a
negativity into which he has entered), while the normal man is on the conscious
level only, disconnected from the subconscious and the unconscious levels.
Therefore, the so-called normal man is physically weaker than the madman,
as people say. The reason is that the mad mental condition has delved deeper
from the conscious level to the lower levels, though in a regressive negative
abnormality. It looks sometimes that he is behaving in an unconscious manner - he
is not in his senses. May be so, but one is not in one's senses in deep
sleep also. One becomes the total person in sleep. One is fifty percent,
twenty-five percent, or so, when awake, so that the energy and happiness
in sleep is greater there in comparison with the lesser percentage of strength
and joy in the waking condition.
This analogy
is to illustrate the fact that the 'soul' in you has to rise up into action
and enter into the 'soul' of the object. You should not see the structure,
pattern, the outer shape of that object, nor are you to consider yourself
as a son, daughter of somebody. That idea also must be shed. The spirit
beholds the spirit in meditation.
The very same
description corresponding to this fact in the Yoga Sutras
of Patanjali tells us that you should divest yourself, and also the object,
of associations which are not true to you and to its real nature. Only
then what the Yoga Sastra calls samapatti, or samadhi,
will ensue. My total union with yourself or your total union with me is
samadhi. I am you, and you are me. This cannot happen as long as
I am one person and you are another person, and the meditating consciousness
is in one body with the object remaining totally outside.
The description
of the great master Patanjali in his Yoga Sutra is that all
associations foisted upon an object should be removed gradually and we
should try to behold the object freed from the notions that we have
of it. When I am seeing a person in front of me, what do I think of that
person? Many ideas arise: This person has come from Calcutta, the son or
daughter of so-and-so, working in that office, with so much education.
This person's name and form is like this. What else can I think about the
person? But none of these descriptions really 'mean' that person. A person
need not be in Calcutta; he can be anywhere else also. He may not be doing
that particular work always; he may be doing some other work. Why do you
associate that person with that work? Remove that idea. Don't say that
he is doing this work or is from that place, having that form, and so on.
Now, the form
of the object is a very complicated feature that appears before us. From
our discussions the other day, you would have gathered that even the form
of our body is an effect of pressures exerted by karmic forces generated
in our previous lives, and also the possibilities of the future.
You should
not forget this characteristic of the present personality. The body is
not suddenly manufactured, abruptly, from some source, and we are here
like a fruit dropping from a tree. None of us has come abruptly, like a
solid body jetting forth from the mother's womb. Millions of forces arising
right from the heavenly world onwards have contributed their little share
in shaping this personality, due to the interconnection that the forces
of prarabdha have with all the relationship of previous lives and
the future formations also.
Cosmic substances
are responsible for the manufacture of this little body. Everything is
here in this body saying "I am here, I am here." It is as if you have borrowed
money from ten thousand people and your very existence is conditioned by
the existence of those people. You are not any more a human being singly
existing, because you are eating the food which is bought by the money
that you borrowed from ten thousand persons; ten thousand people's karma
is inside you when you eat such a meal.
Indeed, this
body is not your body; it is borrowed from varieties of sources in the
large universe. As there is no house minus bricks, cement and steel rods,
there is no body minus the five elements and the composite forces that
have entered into it through the prarabdha potencies.
Thus we bring
into our memory the nature of the focussing of attention that we have to
carry on in meditation. The soul in us rises into action. Only if my soul
speaks to you, you will respond from your soul. Otherwise, if I speak through
my tongue, you will also speak through the tongue, and the words will be
only above the throat; they will not rise from the heart. If your words
do not rise from your soul, they will not exert any influence. Sometimes
people say that what someone said deeply entered their hearts. It can enter
your heart either negatively or positively, as the case may be, by receptivity
or resentment.
Anything grand,
glorious, majestic, beautiful, systematic, artistic, aesthetic, touches
your heart; that is the soul of the object. The beauty, grandeur and majesty
that you behold in anything is what you call its soul. The soul of art
is the beauty of presentation. That is why the soul is in a state of rapture
on seeing a beautiful painting or hearing wonderful music.
The object
of your meditation is beautiful, like an artistic painting or a blossomed
lotus. It can sing a beautiful song to you. It can delight your stomach
with a dish, it can speak to you like a beloved friend, and it can guide
you like a mentor. It can protect you like a policeman; nay, it can bestow
on you immortality. Why? Because this beloved object stands here as an
ambassador of the Government of the universe, through which medium we can
contact the Justice of the cosmos, His Supreme Majesty, His Highness, God
Almighty.
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