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The principle that consciousness is existence, chit is sat, also implies
that the knowledge that you have gained has to become part of your life,
part of your daily existence. Your existence is to be your consciousness;
your learning, your knowledge, is your existence. You live in the same
way as you know, and your knowledge has a meaning only insofar as it exists.
A knowledge that does not exist cannot be regarded as knowledge. A non-existent
knowledge is no knowledge. So if the learning, knowledge and wisdom that
you have gained through study and the like is to become valid, it has to
exist. How will it exist if it is merely in the books, in the libraries,
in the tomes and the theses?
Knowledge can exist only if it is a part of your existence, because somebody
else's knowledge cannot protect you. It is your knowledge that is of utility
to you. If somebody is wise, in what way are you benefited by that? So
your wisdom must exist, which means to say that it has to be your existence.
The daily life of a person is a manifestation of the kind of existence
which is embodied in that personality, and the value of that existence
of the individual depends upon the extent of knowledge that is connected
with it. The wider the insight, the greater the knowledge, the more secure
is the existence.
"Knowledge is all things" is what we hear from ancient masters. It is power,
it is righteousness, it is happiness, all because it is existence. Knowledge
cannot be power, cannot be righteousness or virtue, cannot bring you joy
unless it exists, and the way in which it should exist, as far as you are
concerned, is what is important. Knowledge exists for you only if it is
identical with your existence; otherwise, the knowledge does not exist
for you. Academic, professorial learning need not necessarily be existing
for that person. It is a kind of overcoat which one puts on, a dress that
you wear for the purpose of a given situation, but you are not the coat;
you are not the dress. You know very well you are quite different from
what you put on and that the professor's knowledge has no connection with
his manner of living.
So, spiritual learning, spiritual insight - the knowledge that you are supposed
to gain - is expected to help you in your daily life. Knowledge, here, does
not mean mugging up or memorising some texts, learning things by rote.
It is an embodied form of yourself. Your personality enhances itself when
knowledge increases in you. Your personality is charged with a new kind
of vitality; it becomes energised, strengthened, broadened in its vision.
One feels more secure. Less and less are the desires, because of the greater
satisfaction that one feels in the expanded form of one's own existence
due to the entry of real knowledge into one's existence.
A stone exists, a plant or a tree exists, an animal or a creature exists,
and a human being also exists. Don't you feel there is a difference in
the dimension of the existence of these different species? Would you like
to exist like a stone? Perhaps stones exist for a longer period than human
beings. A human being cannot live as long as a rock, for instance. But
would you like to be a rock because it would enable you to exist for longer
than as a man or a woman? Would you like to be a crawling creature, an
elephant, a plant or a tree? Even trees are capable of surviving for hundreds
of years. Do you like to consider a tree as superior to man because of
the longer life that it enjoys? No, you consider man as superior to a tree
or to a beast of the jungle, or to a stone. The reason is the transparency
of consciousness in the human personality, the widened vision which a person,
as a human being, is capable of. Man is more powerful than even an elephant;
you know it very well. Man can control even an elephant, a tiger or a lion,
though from the point of view of physical survival and physical strength,
man is inferior to an elephant or a lion. It is said that knowledge is
power, and here is an illustration of the way in which man considers himself
to be more secure than the other species in creation. Animals are not as
secure as human beings. Man guards himself in many ways; animals cannot
do that. All this is to illustrate the fact that knowledge is security,
power, satisfaction and true existence.
How will you blend knowledge with your existence? Every day you pass through
the hours of the day and night; you have got the routine of your work.
How does this knowledge benefit you in any way whatsoever? Are you in any
way better, qualitatively, in your existence than you were yesterday - or
are you only a quantity and there is no quality? The advantage of education
is that every day you feel a greater clarity of your thoughts and a broadened
form of your vision of life, a greater satisfaction within your own self,
a lesser need for contact with things and persons, and a conviction within
that you are approximating to the reality of life in a greater measure
than you could have done some years earlier.
Education is, actually, a gaining of insight into the nature of the truths
of existence, the realities of life. If the realities of life stare at
you even after you are educated, and you are not acquainted with the art
of living in this world - you find yourself a stranger in this wide world
of nature and society even after you are a degree-holder or a learned person
in some way - that education cannot be regarded as real education, because
it has not entered into your blood. It is not part of your personality.
It is not you; it is a commodity that you are carrying, like luggage on
the head. It is a property, and a property is not identical with the owner
of the property. The property can leave you any day because it is something
owned as an external item, not actually being a part of your own existence.
If the knowledge that you have gained is only luggage that you are carrying,
like bedding, and you can throw it away at any time you like - it is not
you, but it is yours - then consciousness is not existence
in this case. Existence does not possess consciousness. Consciousness is not
a quality of existence; it is not a property. And, also, existence does not
own consciousness as an external appendage. Existence is consciousness. Sat is chit. Satyamjnanam-anantam
brahma (Taitt. 2.1.1), the Taittiriya Upanishad has told
us: "Truth - Knowledge - Infinity is Brahman, the Absolute." That is to say,
Reality, Existence, Consciousness, Infinity mean one and the same thing.
Seekers of Truth - students of yoga - have to understand this point. If your
efforts in life have not made you a little happier than you were yesterday,
your efforts in any direction whatsoever are a waste. You may be a student,
you may be a business person, you may be an industrialist, you may be an
official; all that goes well, of course, but what is the outcome of these
efforts? Are you sweating for nothing? All your endeavours in life - in business,
at work, in studies - all these efforts are intended to make you qualitatively
better. The quality is the point to be underlined. Is the quality of your
life today superior to the quality you enjoyed earlier? For this purpose,
a special kind of discipline has to be undergone in one's life. In Sanskrit
this is called sadhana.
Sadhana is a practice; it is a discipline; it is a manner of streamlining
one's life - conducting oneself in daily life in a specifically ordered and
scientific way. Doing anything that one thinks, going anywhere one likes - that
is not a disciplined life. Even if it is necessary for you to do varieties
of things in a particular day, those varieties have to be beautifully blended
into the pattern of a unity, which is the day for you. The whole day is
a unity of purpose. In every act of ours, every day, we are expected to
take a further step of advance towards the realisation of Truth, an advance
in the direction of Reality, which means to say an effort in the direction
of imbibing in one's own personal life those characteristics which are
to be found in Reality Itself. I am not going to tell you again what Reality
means because throughout our studies of the Upanishads we have been discussing
only this - what the Ultimate Reality is.
To the extent the quality or the characteristic of the Ultimate Reality
has become part and parcel of your own personal life, to that extent you
are really educated in the wisdom of life. Otherwise, your life will be
drudgery, a meaningless meandering in the desert of life, and you will
leave this world in the way you came to this world. Our life, whatever
be its span, is expected to be transformed into a school of education.
Everyone is a student in this world; no one can be a master entirely. Everyone
is a student in the sense that life cannot be fully understood even if
one lives in this world, physically, for a hundred years. Life is a great
mystery, and its mystery cannot be unravelled so easily. It remains a mystery
because of the externality which is imposed upon it. Anything that is outside
you is always a mystery for you; unknown things are difficult to understand.
The world is unknown; it stands outside you as incapable of accommodation
with you; you cannot accommodate yourself to the world. You are not able
to fully accommodate yourself even to a neighbour, a person next door,
a person sitting on your right or on your left, so near. If even to that
person you cannot fully accommodate yourself, what to speak of the world
as a whole? But, the more you are in a position to adjust and adapt your
personality to the conditions of life, the more can you be said to be fit
for living in this world. Some people say there is a principle of the survival
of the fittest. Only the fittest survive in this world. Unfit persons are
thrown into a limbo; nature discards them. Actually, who is the fittest?
You become fit only insofar as you are in harmony with the law of nature,
in all its manifestations; and each one of you is a witness to the success
that you have achieved in this art.
You are all educated, and you know something of what life is. But what
is it that you know about life? Do you curse it as something impossible
to understand and accommodate; or do you think it is a heaven in which
you are living; or is it something totally impossible for you and you cannot
say what it is all about? Your studies in schools and colleges and academies
are expected to be the process of burnishing your personality, transforming
the iron that you are into the gold that you ought to be by widening the
compass of your existence. "What does it mean?" - you may ask me. The widening
of the area of your location is also involved in the expansion of your
consciousness. In a relativistic way, we may say - not, of course, absolutely - the
existential jurisdiction of a person appears to be expanded to the extent
of the authority that one has over that corresponding area. An authorised
person is one who has knowledge of the area over which he has that authority.
An official who rules a particular area of administration has, relatively
at least, expanded the location of his individuality. That is the meaning
of the power and the authority that one exercises. It is relative in the
sense that the person has not really expanded into the area of that jurisdiction
because when an official retires, he becomes a little puny nothing in spite
of his having wielded great authority or power earlier, during his periods
of administration. But here, in our case, where Reality is to be a part
of our existence, it is not like an official holding authority but an actual
power which we can wield automatically as the spontaneous consequence
of our identity with existence and consciousness.
You know a lot, but your existence should also be equal to that lot which
you know. If you are very wide in your learning, your personality also
has become wide to that extent. You are able to comprehend the existence
not only of the area covered by your knowledge ,but even the existence
of things outside you, to the extent that knowledge is capable of communicating
itself with them. If you know something, you have some authority over that
thing. But if the thing remains totally outside you and defies your approach
to it, your knowledge of it is perfunctory, purely of the name and form
complex of that object; the essence of the thing is not understood. Spiritually
speaking, from the point of view of yoga practice at least, the knowledge
of a thing is actually the entry of your consciousness into that thing.
For instance, now you know that you are existing. Your knowledge that you
are existing is not an artificial knowledge foisted upon you, because your
knowledge that you are existing is identical with your existence. Therefore,
you have complete control over your own personality; you can lift your
hand, you can move your legs, you can operate any part of your body. But
you cannot operate anything outside you, because your consciousness has
remained locked up within your physical personality; it has not entered
into the being of other persons or things. Yoga is union with reality;
this is what you have heard. But what kind of reality is it with which
you are supposed to be identical? It is the reality of that which you know,
as I mentioned.
What is it that you know? Here is the whole point about your education.
You tell me what it is that you know, what it is that you have learnt in
your studies. "I know many things." Okay, let that be so; you may know
all things. But, to what extent is the existence of those things which
you know a part and parcel of your existence? Are you friendly? Are you
accommodating? Are you one with them? Or are you, in your own meditative
consciousness at least, able to feel that you are a larger individual,
cosmically oriented, and not Mr. So-and-so or some particular individual?
This is a very subtle point which you may not easily be able to understand,
because the understanding of such a principle is a part and parcel of actual
practice. What I am telling you is not a theory; it is a principle of actual
practice, and whoever has not attempted this practice will not be able
to make out the meaning of what I am saying. All life is actual practice.
Life is not a theory. You are not just wool-gathering and wasting your
time in theoretically computing things. Life is a valuable procedure of
daily contact with Truth, and this contact is achieved gradually, stage
by stage.
Reality by itself has no degrees. It is a composite, compact, indivisible
perfection, but it appears to be manifest to some degree from our point
of view, on account of the layers of personality in which our consciousness
is shrouded. We are physical, we are vital, we are mental, we are sensory,
we are intellectual, and we also aspire for the Spirit. We are social,
we are political and we are many other things, as we know, in our daily
life. These layers of personality determine, to a large extent, the manner
of our contact with Reality. From the standpoint of our own life, we have
to achieve this perfection of contact with Reality.
The gradations of the practice of yoga, for instance, in Patanjali's System - yama,
niyama, asana, pranayama, pratyahara, dharana, dhyana, samadhi as mentioned - or
the stages of knowledge which have been adumbrated in scriptures like
the Upanishads and the Yoga Vasishtha, or the psychic centres through which
the consciousness is to rise gradually from the lower to the higher, or
the cosmic contemplations of the different realms of being - Bhu-loka, Bhuvar-loka and other realms as are mentioned in the scriptures - all these suggest
the involvement of our consciousness in certain degrees. We have to move
gradually from the lowest of the degrees, the most palpable, tangible and
visible involvement, to the higher ones.
In the yoga practice, in the life that is spiritual, abrupt action is not
permitted. Nature does not move by leaps and bounds. Nature always moves
through a process of evolution - as, for instance, you have evolved from
babyhood to an adult condition. You did not jump from the babyhood to this
adult stage in one day. So smooth and so harmonious and spontaneous was
the growth of your personality from childhood that you never noticed
that you were growing; otherwise, if there were jerks every minute when
you were growing, you would have found life very hard. Without jerks, without
jumps, without leaps, without skipping stages, the life of spirituality
has to be attempted; yoga has to be practised.
When you actually come to the practice, you will find that you will not
even be able to start or to take the first step without proper guidance.
Like a jackal which knows many tricks but may not be able to use even a
single trick when danger comes upon it, you will find yourself at a loss
in choosing the vital way or the proper method of starting yoga, or your
spiritual life, because you know so much. Sometimes too much knowledge
is a dangerous thing. It is said that a little knowledge is a dangerous
thing, but sometimes too much knowledge may confuse your mind. All the
libraries are in your head, but how will you start; from which side are
you to take the initial step?
The involvements of your personality in life are the indicators of where
you have to start. What are you involved in? What are your difficulties?
What is it that you like and what is it that you do not like? There are
people who are involved in something or the other in life. You are involved,
of course, in human society because you are citizens of a nation, of a
country, of a locality, of a village, of a state, of a community, of something.
No human being, none of you, is totally isolated from human society; you
are connected to other people. Your connection to other people, in some
way, is your social involvement. Your belonging to a particular country
may be your political involvement. You cannot say there is no involvement.
You require protection from society and political administration, so that
is also involvement. Now, how will you handle these things? How will you
free your consciousness from involvement of this kind? What is your relationship
to the external society?
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