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This is very difficult unless you have freed yourself
from all external desires, all humdrum activity and distractions, passions
and desires, anger, greed, lust. If these are inside you, in the subconscious
mind, samadhi is not possible. It will be merely a world
of talk,
and nothing can come out, because who can think like this? Can you go beyond
the idea of space and time? Can you think in a cosmic form? Can you imagine
that you are in a transcendental state, in the apex of the universe? Can
anybody think like that? If you can think like that, you are in a state of
liberation. Who can bind you, when the binding factor has become part of
your consciousness? Dacoits cannot harm you because the dacoits have gone
inside, in the mind itself, and the mind is controlling them. This is a difficult;
a great feat of imagination is necessary, and tremendous will power. You
must be totally dispassionate. You want it 100%, and want it only, and "I
don't want anything else. It must come. This is so. I have determined."
Like
Buddha sitting under the tree: let the flesh melt and the bones break, but
Buddha would not get up from that place until enlightenment; such a thing
he decided. But the world is a hard thing - you must know that. The world
is a hard thing. Though you may say it is like this and like that, it is
not going to listen to your discourses. "I will tell you,"
it
will say; but you must be stronger than that. You must superimpose yourself
and pose yourself above the point from where this trouble arises. In a way
you may say that you may have to sit in heaven itself, on the apex of heaven;
you are sitting at that very point where the Absolute is sitting. How you
can think like that? This is a power of strong imagination. Can any one of
you think that you are on the topmost, pre-Big bang condition of eternity,
where God is supposed to have existed. Oh! You will shudder; your body will
melt; your mind will stop thinking. This is God thinking, if you want to
call it so. This is samadhi. In that condition, Patanjali
says a great
joy that liberates itself. It becomes sananda samapatti.
Do you know what is joy? We have seen the little
joys of a cup of tea, and a little drink, and a good meal, and a little rest
and a little travel here and there. We are accustomed to these joys. This
is a different thing altogether. Other joys that we are thinking of in the
world are just titillation or scratching. When you scratch, you feel some
satisfaction. Do you call it satisfaction? The sense organs tantalise you,
tease you, hang a carrot before your nose which you will never obtain. When
you move forward, the carrot also moves forward. There is complete deceptive
activity going on in the operation of the sense organs. They deceive us right
from the childhood, from birth to death itself.
That ananda is something else. That ananda which
we are speaking of as the content of sananda samapatti is
not derived
from some operation taking place. It is not that you have acquired something
and therefore you are happy. You yourself are a substance of bliss. Can you
imagine that you are made up of joy? Do not say joy comes from something.
It doesn't come from something; it is yourself only. Who can think
like that? The mind refuses to think that joy is in myself only. It is not
even inside. I myself am that.
The joy is neither inside nor outside, it is you.
Your substance is joy. Your being is the same as ananda. Sat is
the Consciousness of Pure Existence, and it is itself Bliss. This is why
this great state called Sat-chit-ananda - Existence-Consciousness-Bliss.
It is not existence, consciousness and bliss. No. It is existence which is
conscious of itself as fulfilled plenum perfection. Nobody can think like
that. Your mind has to stop there. Such a thing you are; such a thing everything
is; such a thing is the transcendental being. Such ananda manifests
itself. What a joy. You should not use such words. No language, no word is
adequate here. It is not joy; it is the super-abundance of the overflowing
of Absolute existence. We cannot know. We have to be very poetic and ecstatic
in the description of this condition. Poets go into ecstasy, and they say
anything they like when they speak of this marvel. Meister Ekhart, in his
great works - you will see how he talks about the One, the experience of
the One. He is simply jumping; the whole personality melts and jumps into
ecstasy. You do not know what language to use. There are no words for that
- no words. How can there be words when you are not there? Such an ecstasy
takes place when you are conscious in an integrated cosmic manner that this
is your real nature - that samapatti. Patanjali is going
on teasing
and teasing; he is not going to leave you like that so easily. He says, still
it is not sufficient, still it is not sufficient. Even if you get 75% marks
it is not sufficient; you must get more marks, why not 100%? A consciousness
of one's being, nothing but Pure Bliss, arises in an indescribable
manner. That Self-consciousness of a cosmic nature, which is aware of itself
as great bliss, is called sasmita samapatti, the universal
Self-awareness;
I am what I am, or I am that I am.
Here is the penultimate existence. We have broken
the boundaries of thought and imagination. There is something beyond that
also. We can ask Patanjali, "Why are you troubling us like this,
saying
there is still more, still more, still more? Where will it end"?
It
will end where the horizon ends. Do you know where the horizon ends? You
see somewhere near Lakshman-jhula that the space seems to be bending, touching
the earth. Go to Lakshman-jhula; you will find the horizon is still further
away. Like that you will find that you have not reached anything, because
again the spatio-temporal idea persists. That thing, indescribable, God as
He is in Himself, Absolute Pure Substance - your mouth will close, your words
will get hushed-up and you will feel ashamed to say anything. The tongue
will consider itself as incapable and unfit to utter a word about this great
Being.
That is something which burns the seed of the
potentiality of coming back. You will call it by some word, and for us it
is only a word - nirbeeja and nirvitarka -what
does it matter?
You can use any Sanskrit word, or anything.
Anyway, here is a picture before you, which is
worthwhile beholding, and a wonder, wonder! That's all I can say
- ashcharyam. Ashcharyavat
pashyati kashchid enam ashcharyavat vadati tathaiva chanyah (Bhagavadgita).
The Upanishad and the Gita tell us that we can describe it in no other word
except as a wonder. Oh, wonder! They cry, "Oh, wonder! I am honey!
Oh, honey! Oh, I am the cosmic tree." We have seen some of the passages
in the Upanishads and in the Panchadasi how the ecstasy of the realised soul
is described in imponderable ecstatic style of poetic expression. But, a
caution has to be exercised. If you jump too much and climb a tree without
knowing how to catch the branch, you can fall down. The higher you go, the
greater is the chance of coming down. You should climb provided that you
know how to perch on the tree branch, where two birds are sitting, as the
Mundaka Upanishad says: Dva suparna sayuja sakhaya samanam vriksham
parishasvajate,
tayoranyah pippalam swadvattyanashnannanyo abhichakashiti. Two birds
are sitting on the branch of this universal tree. One bird is very eagerly
eating the sweet berry of this tree, and is so unconscious of even the other
bird, which is just looking at it. The other bird is the universal God Himself.
The bird that eats the sweet berry is myself, yourself, all this. How? What
is the solution? You have nothing to do. You have simply to look back and
see that bird. You are liberated immediately.
Arjuna, seated on the chariot, could not look
ahead at the huge army, frightening. His heart sank completely. "Can
I face this world of the terrible forces of Kauravas?" Look back
-
that is sufficient for you. Here is the mighty Being behind you, which takes
you above the turmoil of this distressing panorama of forces around you.
So many drops are standing before you - millions and millions of drops are
there as soldiers standing - but here is a sea behind you which says it will
inundate you.
The two birds can be said to be Ishvara and jiva,
God and the individual, or Krishna and Arjuna in the chariot, which is nothing
but a symbol of the tree of the universe. Both should join together and move
forward to the abode of that perfection. Jointly you must work; you must
have the backing of this Absolute at every moment, and you must put forth
effort also. People say, "Let God do everything. Why should I do
anything?" It
is like Arjuna saying, "You do everything for me, I will keep quiet."
The
backing power is already there. It will give you the impulse to move forward
and charge you with energy, but you must move as an instrument. Like a driver
in a motorcar or a vehicle will simply put forth the energy, but the wheels
must be there to move. If there are no wheels, if there is only the engine,
nothing will take happen.
So, it is difficult to imagine the relationship
between the individual and the cosmic; it is a great eternal question. In
what way are you connected with the universal, and is your relationship inside
or outside? Are you inside the world; are you outside the world; are you
yourself the world? Nobody can answer this question. Many times it looks
as though you are inside the world. If that is the case, you cannot accept
the fact that the world substance is your own substance. As I mentioned to
you earlier, the very substance of this individuality is nothing but the
building bricks of nature, which is made of earth, water, air, fire and ether.
You cannot stand outside it, because there is no house minus the bricks and
steel and mortar; and if you pull down the contents, the whole building falls
down. So you cannot say you are inside. You are the world itself, but yet
the mind says that you are inside. Sometimes you may also feel that you are
outside the world. "I can walk on the road. Who can trouble me? The
world is not impeding my movement. I can go anywhere on the surface of the
earth. I am outside it." Sometimes you feel you are inside it because
you are a social entity. Neither of this is a fact. Neither are you inside
the world nor are you outside the world. The relationship is very enigmatic,
intriguing, and it will continue as long as you feel and think of the world
in terms of a big ogre standing before you like vast space and long time.
This idea must be removed. That process is the Patanjali Yoga System, for
which a great purification of the mind is necessary.
What is purification? It is an honest feeling
that you do not want anything else. When you have got what you want in a
most abundant manner, in the form of utter perfection, do you want the tinsels
of the world? The senses will say, "Yes, they are also good."
The
glass pieces shine as the diamond shines. Will you go for the glass pieces
when the diamond is in your hand?
Self-instruction, a self-educative process also
should go on. A little bit of vichara, as they call it,
is very important.
It must be possible for everyone to discriminate between that which really
is and that which is only appearance. Yesterday I mentioned to somebody what
is the relationship between the snake and the rope. The rope appears to be
a snake. Is the rope creating the snake? The snake is the projection of the
rope. Does it exist, or does it not exist? If you say the snake does not
exist, why you are frightened and you jump over it? If you jumped, it must
be a real thing. How can an unreal thing produce a real jumping? If you say
it is really there, who created it? It is a very indescribable situation.
The whole world is a mystery, to put it briefly,
and nobody can understand how it is made, why it came, from where it came
and so on. For this purpose you have to enter into the magician himself.
The magical performance is very beautiful, but how have things come? You
do not know. Enter into the mind of the magician himself and then see how
the things are projected. That entry of consciousness into the magician's
heart - it is the cosmic operator, call Him by any name - that is
utter
Union.
Suffice it to say that the whole issue before
you is to what extent you are able to unify yourself with another thing.
The so-called another is harassing. There is always something which is another -
conceptually,
physically or socially. Can this so-called another become you only? There
you see the whole sea merges into a confluence of one big mass of experience.
This requires a very strong will, real determination and honesty of purpose,
dispassion at the core based on proper understanding, intellectual sharpness
and poise of reason, and total dedication. If this is there, you will get
everything.
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