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The vast stellar system above, which also
forms part and parcel of the conditioning factors of our existence, is a matter
that is to be considered. Why do we consult people who know the stars? Why do
we worry about the stars? The stars are inside our bodies, through their
operations which are non-spatial. Space is extended, as it were, and is causing
a dimension of distance, all which makes us believe that the stars are far, far
away from us. It is not so. It is like saying that the head is far away from
the toe. In one sense, it is true; there is a distance of five and a half feet
or six feet from the toe to the head. This distance does not matter. We do not
feel that distance. Do you feel that your head is far away from your toe?
That integrating power, which is the
'I-ness' in us, abolishes the apparent distance measurable geometrically from
the toe to the head. That is not taken into consideration, because of an
awareness that brings the distance into a non-entity, a nullity. It is,
therefore, a cosmic cohesive force which may be called the Cosmic Mind, or the
divinities operating everywhere, which is actually the reason why we are existing
as we are existing. We live in this world, in this body, only so long as our
assertive nature of our false independence continues. When that is lifted up,
we will not exist at all.
I made reference to this particular
principle in us, and designated these principles as desires - an intense
longing to be in one place only, a desire to be for some time only, and a
desire to be connected to certain things only and not to all things. This is
the limitation that is part and parcel of the I-consciousness, or the affirming
individuality of ours.
We require liberation. People say, "We want
moksha, salvation, for which purpose we are practising sadhana."
What is the kind of moksha that we are aspiring for? It is liberation
from the thralldom of this assumed individuality of a physical existence conditioned
by sensory organs. It is actually the longing - mumukshutva means the
desire - to melt down this falsely manufactured individuality in the
menstruum, the oceanic expanse of universal nature. When you become all nature
yourself, your moksha is granted. Moksha is the freedom from the
shackle of individuality, from the limitations of particularised existence and
the sorrow that is gnawing into our vitals on account of this false
identification.
If you are in one place only, if you are
the son or daughter of some person only, and if you are speaking some language
only, then that is your business. The world is not concerned with it, and you
can expect no benefit from the world of nature, because you are one person's
son, one person's daughter, one language you speak, and you are existing in one
place only. If this kind of egoistic affirmation continues, the world will kick
you out and will benefit you in no way whatsoever. Even God cannot help a
person who refuses to accept the fact of God's existence. If you do not accept
it, it will not accept you, also. If you do not want to accept that there is a
thing that is outside you, it also will not accept your existence. There will
be a war between outer nature and individual personality.
Moksha,
liberation, is just a simple thing. It is an enlargement of the consciousness
into the dimension of the widest possible extent, until it reaches a point
where it overcomes even the idea of space and time. This is to think in a totally
different way altogether.
The greatest education is the art of the
chastening of the mind. There is no use studying textbooks and going into the
tomes of science, philosophy, and scripture. Our friend is our mind; the books
cannot help us. Whatever we have learned from outside sources will leave us,
because they are outside us. Our mind is our friend; our mind is our treasure.
The mind is not merely a thought, it is
also a thing by itself. Thoughts are also things. This is something new that we
have to hear. The thought, the process of the function of the mind, can
concretise itself into a form and assume a substantiality of its own, as it
appears in dream, for instance. You can see hard rocks and mountains and rivers
in the dream world. You can hit your head against a rock and your forehead can
bleed even in dream, because the stuff of the mind, which has projected the
solidity of the object of perception, can cause a similar experience.
What is happening to us in the waking state
is similar to what is happening in the dream world. Objects do not exist
independently of the thought process. The relationship between the individual
mind and the all-pervading Cosmic Mind is actually the relationship between man
and God, the individual and the Absolute.
What we require, therefore, is an intense
training of our own mind, enabling the mind to think in terms of its vast
potentiality. The all-pervading mind is the source of the individual droplets
of minds apparently working within the brain and skull of different
individuals, as the ocean operates through all the drops of water in the
little, little mini-globules of eruptions on its surface. These little globules
of drops are the ocean only. So is the case with our minds, which are droplets
of the Cosmic Mind. If a particular drop in the ocean is to assume
individuality by itself, and assert that it is totally unconnected with the
ocean, it is free to think like that, and it becomes an isolated, bifurcated,
unwanted individuality.
To attain moksha, so much time is
necessary as it is necessary for a drop in the ocean to sink into the ocean.
How much time does it require? It has only to realise that it is inseparable
from the ocean.
We have a fad and a prejudice of thinking
that the individuality of ours is all in all, not knowing the fact that we
cannot even exist without the contribution of support from nature outside and
the vast atmosphere. Environment is this much; the environment we are speaking
of, which is talked about so much these days, is not merely the trees and the
waters, and the air that we breathe, but the entire atmosphere touching beyond
the very point of the existence of stars. These bodies not only are made up of
five elements, of the elements of the different planets, but of the stars themselves.
That is why we are so concerned with the operation of the planets through our
body, and we always talk of the stars into which a person is born, etc. Such a
distant thing called the star and the planet seems to be exerting such an
influence on us, that we are cosmically constituted. This is a fact that does
not require much of an explanation.
This is a great revelation. Can you think
like this, that you cannot exist like this, as you are thinking that you are
existing, and that the bricks of your body can be pulled out by their source,
which has contributed its own substance into yourself? The prejudice of human
nature is so hard, flint-like, that it will not permit you to think even what
is best for you.
The poet has beautifully said, "The egoism
asserts that it is better to be a king in hell than a servant in heaven. Let it
be heaven, but why should I be a servant there, sweeping the floor of the
palace of the gods? Let it be hell; it does not matter, but I will be the ruler
there." Such is the way in which ahamkara operates, egoism acts.
Personality consciousness kills us, practically. We kill ourselves by the
erroneous thinking process of the terrible, flint-like ahamkara. That is
what we seem to be ourselves. We have nothing in us except our egoism. Every
moment we assert it - subconsciously, consciously, or otherwise.
The individuality of yours, the egoism of
yours, cannot be known by you when you are not interfered with. Let somebody
scratch you; you can know what you are. The egoism will hiss like a serpent,
and it will tell that person who you are. You will not tolerate any
interference from externality of any kind, even from your brother, because you
are what you are, and you cannot be anything else, different from what you are.
"I am what I am." This is the affirmation of our isolated individuality.
Then, there is no question of liberation.
Unless you want liberation, it cannot come. Mumukshutva is the longing
for it. There is no other qualification necessary. There is only one qualification:
you should want it. Your heart should want it. You will realise that the
psychology of the mind is such that anything that you really want has to come
to you, but it should be really a hundred per cent want. You should not
desultorily and half-heartedly want a thing: "If it comes, let it come; if it
does not come, it does not matter." Then, it will not come. You should say, "It
will come"; then, it has to come, because the mind is nothing but the object
that we think of. The mind is touching the object. When we say it has to come,
it comes.
"Whoever thinks of me deeply, undividedly,
for such a person I provide everything, and take care of what is so provided,"
is a great promise that we read in one of the verses of the Bhagavadgita. It is
the whole world speaking to you - eternity is speaking to the temporal world.
You think of the eternal, and the whole temporal world will fall at your feet.
That is the meaning of this great verse: ananyascintayanto mam ye janah
paryupasate tesam nityabhiyuktanam yogakshemam vahamyahmam. It is not the
son of Vasudeva or Devaki, Krishna, who is speaking. Krishna is only a symbolic
mouthpiece of this whole universe speaking to you: "Come unto me and I shall
give you whatever you need." The whole universe is speaking to you. That is
what is called the Vishvarupa, which Bhagavan Sri Krishna showed. The entire
cosmos is talking to you: "Come unto me. I shall give you what you want." But
you are telling it, "You go away from here. I mind my business." Then, how will
you get anything?
We shall be permanently poverty-stricken,
sorrowing because we do not want; that is all. If we do not want a thing, how
will it come? Even wanting it is not possible. We are so poor that we cannot
even want something that is blessed. The mind is so treacherous, such a
trickster, that it will not allow us even to want a thing that we want. We,
very desultorily and suspiciously, ask for God: "Will it come? It may be or may
not be. In this birth it is not possible. He may not be existing there. This
may be a concoction of the pundits. Who knows?" Like this, nothing will
come.
Doubts are our traitors. If there is any
dacoit in this world, it is the doubt in your mind. You doubt your own self;
you doubt the capacity of your own mind. You do not trust your own self, so how
will you trust anyone else? If you have full trust in yourself, if you are true
to your own self, if you are honest to your own self, and if you are confident
that you have got the infinite potentiality of summoning the forces of nature,
they will be at your beck and call. That is what Bhagavan Sri Krishna
mentioned: "I shall be with you. I shall be at your beck and call. I shall
sweep your floor, I shall wash your clothes, I shall provide your rations." Who
is actually speaking? The whole cosmos is telling you, "Come, my dear child. I
am here to provide you with whatever you want." But, we do not want it; then,
how will it come?
So, mumukshutva is the longing for
the liberation from this limited thralldom of individual physical existence,
and a deep wanting. You have to underline the word 'wanting'. Do you want it?
You will get it. Be sure about it!
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