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Well, the point is that we become aware of ourselves first; only later we
know things outside. After we become aware that things are outside, we become
also aware as to what those things are. From a general knowledge of things, we
reach to the specific knowledge of things. "It is not merely some things in a
featureless bareness that are in front of me, but this is a chair, this is a
table, this is a wall clock, this is a person." Then, the awareness becomes
more specified. "This is my son, this is my daughter, this is my friend, this
is so- and-so," etc. Then it becomes further more expressed in the form of an
impulse to action with regard to the things seen. This is also, in a way, the
process of the creation of the world.
What happened cosmically must have been something like this individual
phenomenon that we pass through every day after we wake up from sleep. The
point at issue is, how do we become conscious of the world? We become conscious
of the world by an expansion of our consciousness gradually from our selves
outside. What is this 'outside'? The so-called 'outside' is the world, really
speaking. The world is not constituted of mountains and trees, human beings,
cows and asses.
These are not the world. The world is an 'outsideness' of things, the
externality, the so-called 'thingness' in all things, a peculiar separation of
one thing from another, and this feature becoming a content of our
consciousness. The consciousness of externality is the world. If this
externality were not to be there, there would be no world.
If there is no space between you and me, we would not see each other, and
space and time go together. If the one is, the other also is there. So, the
space-time structure is the world. What we call the world is nothing but
space-time. If this were not to be there, there would be no externality of
perception, and if the externality were not to be there, there would be no
world-experience. World-experience is nothing but externality of experience. If
we are to somehow divest ourselves of the consciousness of externality of every
kind, we will 'enter' into the world at once, and the world will 'enter' into
us. The whole problem is of the externality of space-time, and we are given
here a lot of information in the theories of knowledge of the various schools
of philosophy, as to how we become aware of things outside. The things are not
really outside; that is the point. That they are not outside should be clear
from the analysis of Nature itself. Things form one organic whole. We cannot
say that our leg is outside our body, notwithstanding the fact that we are
seeing it. Merely looking at things cannot be regarded as a proof of their
externality, because I see even my fingers, but I do not say that they are
outside me.
The outsideness of a thing arises on account of a distinction between the
consciousness of the seer and the existence of the seen. We begin to feel that
our consciousness is different from others' being. When we speak of the
distinction between the seer and the seen, we actually mean a distinction
between beings in their essentiality. But, how does one know that another being
exists? The space or the time content between us cannot be the cause of this
perception. An undercurrent of consciousness is necessary. If there is not
going to be a secret connection of consciousness between me and you, I cannot
know that you are sitting in front of me. The wind that is blowing on my face
through the fan that is moving cannot be regarded as the cause of my awareness
that you exist. The wind has no consciousness; it cannot make me know that you
are. Nothing that is visible to our eyes, as that which exists between me and
you, can be considered a cause of my knowledge that you are. There is nothing,
practically, between you and me, there is only empty space. How do I know that
you are there? This is a strange phenomenon. My eyes, physically constituted as
they are, are spatially cut off from your physical existence. You are not
sitting inside my eyes. How do I know that you are and how do you know that I
am here? Nothing that is visible to the eyes can be regarded as a cause of the
perception of an object.
We may say, there is the mind, and we have finally to bank upon this
aspect of our being. The mind is thinking that we are. But, then, where is the
mind? Where is it situated? Mostly, we think that it is inside our body. My
mind is inside my brain or at least within my body; it cannot be outside. Now,
if my mind is inside my body, naturally it cannot be of any help to me in my
knowing that you exist, because you are outside me, at least a few yards away
from me, and the mind is inside my body; it has not gone out. But if you say
that perhaps the mind is going out and is touching the bodies of others, and
then it becomes aware, it would be curious that the mind can exceed the border
of the body. Why speak of people before me? I know even that there is a sun
shining in the sky, 93 million miles away from me. Does it mean that the mind
is extending 93 million miles outside my body? If we accept this doctrine that
the perception of the object is due to the operation of the mind and the mind
has to touch that object in order that one may become aware of the object, then
the mind should reach the stars, which are several light-years away. This is a
revelation, indeed.
If this is a fact, the mind is not our mind merely, it is a mind that
reaches up to the distant space, the stars, or whatever it is; if we do not
accept this theory, we cannot explain how we are aware that the stars are
shining in the sky. This is a tentative answer to this pressing pragmatic
question. But more important than this issue is the thing that follows. What is
mind? Is the mind capable of knowing that things exist outside? We have said so
much about the mind, but what is mind? What is it made of? Provisionally
accepting the position that the mind knows objects, we have to attribute the
mind with some sort of consciousness because knowing an object is the same as
being aware of the object, and if the mind is aware of the object, it is
conscious. It cannot be an inert substance.
The mind has to be charged with some kind of consciousness, in the same
way, perhaps - to give a prosaic example - as a copper wire may be charged with
electricity. We need not say that the wire is the same as electricity; the two
are quite different things. But the wire is filled with the flow of
electricity, on account of which we call it a live wire. If the electricity
were not to be there, it becomes an ordinary wire, on which we can hang a wet
cloth for drying. It is to be accepted that the mind has to be endowed with
some consciousness. If that also is not conceded, the chance of knowing
anything does not arise. It should follow that the mind is inseparably
connected with consciousness. It has to be pervaded by consciousness, and, so,
my being aware that you are in front of me is due to the movement of
consciousness towards you, even in the intermediary space between you and me.
This conclusion that consciousness is not limited to the body but is also
outside the body follows from another interesting analysis that we can make. We
cannot set a limit to consciousness. We cannot say that consciousness is here
and not there. Because, to be conscious that consciousness is limited,
consciousness has to be outside the limit at the same time. Who is to know that
consciousness is limited? It is consciousness itself that knows. The awareness of
the limitation of awareness is also a function of awareness. So, the boundary
that is tentatively set to a state of awareness is also a content of awareness.
One cannot be conscious that there is a limit to consciousness, unless
consciousness has exceeded that limit. To imagine that there is division
between two parts of consciousness would be to assume that there is
consciousness even midway between the two assumed parts of consciousness.
Otherwise, who is to be aware that there is a gap between two parts of
consciousness? The awareness of a gap between two parts of consciousness is
also awareness and, therefore, there cannot be a gap in consciousness, which
means that consciousness is indivisible.
If consciousness has no parts, it is indivisible, and so all-pervading. It
is infinite in its nature. The presence of the infinitude of consciousness is
the reason behind the mind being aware that there are objects. But where comes
the question of an outside if there is a pervasion of all things by consciousness?
There is an error in the perception of externality in things. If the
consciousness that knows things is indivisible, and exists everywhere as
subject and object, there must be definitely some mistake in our seeing or
apprehending things as if they are outside us. This mistake is introduced into
our perception by the operation of space and time.
Meditation is the art of transcending space and time. The moment this is
effected, we enter into an infinitude of consciousness. By the various
techniques of meditation, we overcome the barrier that is created between us
and the objects by the action of space-time. The moment we think of an object,
we think of it as it is existent in space and in time. The methods of yoga are
the ways of defying the operation of space-time and effecting a union between
the subject and the object, the seer and the seen, in their essentiality. In
their outward forms, they are distinct; names and forms differ, but the
essentiality of the things does not so differ. The content does not vary, only
the shape differs. Thus in all processes of the practice of yoga, one thing
alone is aimed at, viz., the union of consciousness with being.
There is a single yoga, ultimately, taking forms on account of the
difference in the structural patterns of minds. Just as one would like a sweet
dish, another a saltish dish, etc., but it makes no difference to the fact that
all partake of food for a common purpose, likewise, the essentiality behind
meditations is the same, though the outer focus differs due to the needs of the
minds of the individuals in the different stages of evolution in which they
find themselves. Yoga is union, yes. It is the union that is necessary for
beholding things as they really are and for outgrowing the erroneous awareness
of the apparent duality of things. Our weaknesses, physical or psychological,
are the outcome of our dissociation from things.
Strength is the necessary consequence of a union of ourselves with things.
Energy is abundant in Nature. The universe is full of power; it has infinite
resources. It is never poor. It is always rich. There is no poverty in the
world in its true nature. But we look poor socially, physically, mentally, in
every way. We are helpless beings and forlorn. This situation arises because we
have blocked the avenues of the entry of forces of Nature into ourselves by the
activities of the sense-organs. The senses are our enemies, if at all there are
enemies anywhere, because they present us with a picture of the world which is
not really there. The friends and foes that we see in the world are the
concoctions of the ego and the sense-organs. The five elements we see are also
the reports given to us by the five senses. There are no five elements; there
is one element only everywhere, appearing in different densities of expression.
The world is seen or known in five different ways because of the five ways
in which the senses work. To give an example, electric energy is common
everywhere. But, when it passes through a refrigerator, it cools; when it
passes through a stove, it heats; when it passes through a railway train, it
moves. The various functions of electric energy are due to the instruments
through which it is made to operate; likewise is Nature. It is neither sound,
nor touch, nor colour, nor taste, nor smell. There are no such things as that
in Nature. But our senses abstract certain features of Nature and then become
cognisant of these specified features and one sense tells us that it is smell,
another that it is colour, and a third something else. If we had a hundred
sense-organs, perhaps, we would have seen a hundred things in the world. Now we
have, thank God, only five senses, and we see only five things. If we had only
one sense, we would have seen only one thing. The sense-organs create a
quintuplication of perception, where there is only a uniform reality.
Firstly, the senses deceive us into the belief that things are outside.
Then there is a further deception into the belief that there are five different
objects. That objects are outside is mistake enough; that there are five
different things is a worse form of it. In our practices known as yoga, we
have, therefore, to tackle the sense-organs first, which multiply perception
into a fivefold operation, and then the mind which tells us that the world is
outside us. The whole of yoga hinges upon the operation upon the senses and the
mind in such a manner as to enable us to overcome the awareness of externality
and its outcome as the fivefold perception through the senses. The task is undertaken
either directly or in the reverse order, as is one's predilection.
Thus, yoga leads us to a kind of operation which is not merely
individualistic. It is a common affair of all people. There is no such thing as
my yoga or your yoga. We are all in the same boat. Our problems are common
stock. We are in the same difficulty and we have to seek for the same remedy. Yoga
is a common need that will be felt by every individual. It is neither a
religion, nor a creed; it is a need of life, as the breath we breathe. Yoga is
the science of existence. It neither belongs to the West nor to the East. It is
neither Hindu, nor Christian, nor Muslim. It is not any religion at all. It is
the very fact of the essential structure of human existence.
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