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Hiranyagarba
The first
phase of the Atman, as the waking consciousness, has been explained. Internal
to the waking consciousness, and pervading the waking consciousness, there
is a subtler function of this very same consciousness, which is subjectively
known as the dream-consciousness, or Taijasa, and universally known as
Hiranyagarbha, or the Cosmic Subtle Consciousness. This is the theme of
the description in the next Mantra of the Mandukya Upanishad, beginning
with 'Svapnasthanah', etc.
That which
has dream as its abode is Svapnasthana. That which is aware only of the
internal and not of the external is Antah-prajna. That which has seven
limbs is Saptanga. That which has nineteen mouths is Ekonavimsatimukha.
That which absorbs only the subtle into its being is Praviviktabhuk. This
is Taijasa, the second phase, the second foot of the Atman.
Now we are
in the dream consciousness, the world of subtle perception. We regard,
usually, dreams to be consequences of waking perception, and it is held
that the objects seen in dream are psychological rather than physical.
We come in contact with real objects in the waking state, but we contact
only imagined things in the dream state. While there is actual satisfaction,
actual pleasure and actual pain in the waking world, there is an imagined
pleasure, imagined satisfaction and imagined pain in the dream world. While
the objects of the waking world are not our creation, the objects of the
dream world are our own mental creation. This is the usual opinion that
we have about the dream world in relation to the waking world.
The Mandukya
Upanishad goes into an analysis of dream and holds a conclusion which is
a little different from the usual opinion that we have about the relation
between the two states. We regard dream as unreal and waking as real. However,
it should be obvious that this is not the whole truth. While we say that
the dream world is imaginary in contradistinction with the waking world,
we are not stating all sides of the matter. The dream world appears to
be unreal in comparison with the waking world. The waking objects appear
to be of more practical value than the dream objects, again, by a comparison
of the two states. No such statement about the reality of the waking world
in relation to the dream world is possible without this comparison. Now,
who can make this comparison? Neither the one who is always wakeful can
make such a comparison, nor the one who is always dreaming. That judge
or witness of the two states cannot be confined to either of the states.
Just as a judge in a court does not belong to either party contending,
the one that makes a comparison between the waking and dreaming states
cannot be said to belong to either of the states, wholly. If the judge
of the two states wholly belongs to the waking state, he would be a partisan;
and so, also, would be his condition if he wholly belongs to the dreaming
state. What makes you pass a judgment on the relation between the two conditions
of waking and dream? It is done because you seem to have an awareness of
both the states, and you are not confined wholly to either of the states;
and no comparison of any kind is possible, anywhere, unless one has a simultaneous
consciousness of the two parties, two sides, or two phases of the case
on hand. Now, we come to the interesting question: who makes this comparison?
You can make a comparison between the two states through which you pass.
Who is it that passes through the states of waking and dream? When you
jump from waking to dream, you are not in waking; you are only in dream.
And when you come from dream to waking, you are in waking, and not in dream.
How can you be, simultaneously, in both the states? And, unless you have
a simultaneous consciousness of two states, you cannot make a comparison.
If you are entirely immersed in one state alone, then, no comparison is
possible. But we do make a comparison, and pass judgments of value on the
relation between the two states. This is indicative enough of a truth which
surpasses common empirical perception. We are not that which is apparently
related wholly to the waking state, nor are we that which is apparently
connected only with the dreaming state. We are something different from
the specific experiences of both the states. Neither can the waking experiences
exhaust us, nor can the dream experiences completely comprehend our being.
We seem to be something that is capable of being a witness of both the
states. This witness is not a party either to the waking state or to the
dreaming state. We are essentially, a third element altogether, something
independent of waking and dream. What is that third element? This subject
is the very purpose of the Upanishad, the core of investigation into the
reality of the matter. Just as they appoint a commission when there is
a complicated case for investigation, a commission wherein very competent
persons are appointed, we seem to be under the necessity of putting ourselves
in the position of a dispassionate commission of enquiry into the cases
presented by the two states, waking and dreaming. We do not belong to the
waking state, wholly; we do not, also, belong to the dreaming state, wholly.
By a dispassionate dissociation of the judging consciousness from the experiences
of waking and dream, we place ourselves in a situation where analysis is
practicable.
When we judge
the two states without any prejudice in our minds, the prejudice that waking
is, perhaps, better than dream - without this prejudice, if we approach
this matter - we arrive at wholly startling conclusions. Why do we say
that the objects of waking are real? Because they have a utilitarian value.
The food of the waking state, not the dream food, can appease our hunger
of the waking state. That is why we say that the dream food is not real
and that the waking food is real. But we forget that the dream food can
satisfy our dream hunger. Why do we make a comparison of the two stales
wrongly? We confine the dream food to the dream world and make a comparison
of the dream hunger with waking hunger, not equally, also, making a comparison
of the other aspect of the matter, namely the food aspect. If we say: we
see people in the waking world in relation to whom we can speak and have
dealings, in dream, too, we can have the same dealings with the dream people.
We can shake hands with a dream friend, fight with a dream enemy, and experience
even a dream death in a battle of dream. We can have a dream court case.
We can have a dream property acquired after winning a case. We can have
a dream office in which we may be big officers. We may become dream kings
in a dream world. What is the difference, whether we are in dream or in
waking, when the relations between us and the world outside us are the
same in both the states? What makes you say that the dream world is unreal
and the waking world is real? The comparison that you make is unjust. You
are not a good judge of the parties, and so you pass partial judgments.
Sometimes you pass ex-parte judgments, without considering the cases of
the two sides. Now, here, the Mandukya Upanishad is not willing to accept
the proposal of any ex-parte judgment. You have to dispassionately go into
the root of the matter, and cannot take sides, either on the part of waking
or on the part of dreaming. A philosopher said: If a king in the waking
state is to dream for twelve hours every day that he is a beggar, and if
a beggar in the waking state is to dream everyday for twelve hours that
he is a king, what is the difference between the two persons? Who is the
king and who is the beggar? You may say that the waking king is the real
king. Here, again, you are making a wrong comparison. Such comparisons
will not hold water, because they are prejudiced by partisanship. It is
the waking mind that passes judgment on the waking world and says that
it is real. It is like one party in a case saying, 'I am right', not considering
the rights of the other 'party. The dreaming subject may make an equally
valid assertion in relation to the dream world. You regard the dream world
as unreal because you have woken up. When you are in dream, you never pass
such a judgment. You are happy in dream; you laughed in dream; and you
wept in dream. Why do you weep in dream if the dream pains are unreal?
You may say 'it is a dream; why should I worry?' If you see a dream snake
in dream, you jump over it, then. Why do you jump over the dream snake?
It is unreal! You have tremor of the body. If a tiger in dream attacks
you, you wake up with perspiration in the body. You may even cry, actually.
This is possible. You may fall from a dream tree and have dream-breaking
of the legs, and you feel real pain. Sometimes, the legs start trembling
even when you wake up. You start touching them and seeing as to what has
happened to them. You take some time to realise that nothing happened,
and then say, 'I was imagining'.
A comparison
justly made, dispassionately conducted, philosophically approached, between
the waking and the dream states, will place you in a very awkward condition,
so embarrassing that you will not know where you are. Are you waking, or,
are you dreaming; are you possessed of a thing or are you dispossessed
of a thing - this you will not know. And that, perhaps, the dream experiences
are due to impressions of waking life does not make matters better. It
is only a way of arguing. When you practically enter into the field of
experience, you will find that this analysis, theoretically made, has not
made a difference to your practical life. It may be that, if the waking
impressions have created the dream world, the waking experiences might
have been created by some other impressions. If, on account of the satisfaction
that the dream world is only a creation of impressions of waking experiences,
you regard dream as unreal, then you may regard the waking world, also,
as unreal, because it is the outcome of some other impressions of some
other experience undergone in some other state. If the dream world is the
effect of a cause, the waking world, too, may be an effect of another cause.
If the causal relation is responsible for your judging the dream world
as unreal, the very same reason can apply to the conclusion that the waking
world, also, is unreal. And, why do you hug the waking objects, rather
than the dream objects? You do cling to dream objects, but you do not think
of them when you wake up. If a comparison of the two states is responsible
for your regarding the dream world as unreal, why do you not make a comparison
of the waking world with another higher state? Why do you confine your
analysis merely to the two states, waking and dream? What makes you think
that there are only two states, and not more? Just as in dream you cannot
make a comparison between dream and waking, you cannot make a comparison
between waking and a higher life, unless you wake up from this life. While
you are in dream, you think only of the dream world and you do not know
that there is such a thing as waking. You forget all your empire of the
waking world while you are dreaming. You are so much engrossed in the dream
world that you are totally oblivious of there being a thing called waking
life, and you eagerly go for the waking world when you wake up, but not
before. If this is the case with dream, this is also the case with waking.
If, in dream, dream appears to be real, in waking, waking appears to be
real. Waking is real because you are awake, and dream is real when dream
is functioning. While you are in a particular state, that state appears
to be real. In the famous analogy of the rope appearing as a snake, the
snake is not there at all, and yet you jumped in terror. The snake, to
you, was not non-existent in the rope; it was there. You did not see the
rope; you saw only the snake; and you say that the snake is not there only
after seeing the rope. When you did not see the rope, you saw only the
snake, and then you jumped. You should not say that the snake is unreal.
If it was unreal, why did you jump? Why was there a real jump over an unreal
snake? The snake was not unreal at that time. It was real at that time
of its being perceived, and it became unreal when you saw something else,
namely the rope. When it is seen, it is real, and it appears to be otherwise
only when it is compared to something else that you see subsequently. If
this is the way we judge things, then, why do we not judge the entire waking
world in a similar manner? What makes us say that the waking world is real?
It is the same thing that makes us feel that the snake in the rope is real.
And just as we jump over an apparent snake, we are affected by the apparent
objects of the world. Just as we get possessed of a feverish sentiment
on account of the perception of the snake which was not there, we are in
the agony of Samsara due to the perception of something which is not there.
We should not say, it is there. If it is there really, then the snake also
is there really.
The snake
in the rope is a mysterious substance. We cannot say it is there, or it
is not there. From one point of view it is there, because we really jump
over it, and, from another point of view, it is not there, because it is
only a rope. So is this whole world of waking. It is there as long as we
see it, and we cling to it, weep over it and have various kinds of dealings
with it, even as we have dealings with the snake that we see in the rope.
But when we see another reality altogether, when light is brought and the
rope is seen, the tremor ceases, and we sigh, 'there was no snake'. Likewise,
we shall make a statement when light is brought before the world, not this
light of the sun, electricity, etc., but the light of wisdom, insight or
realisation. When this light is flashed before us, the snake of the world
will vanish, and we will see the rope of Brahman. Then will we exclaim,
'Oh, this is all! Why did I, unnecessarily, run about, here and there?'
As we speak now, after waking, in regard to the dream world, so will we
say, then, in regard to this world, when we wake up into the consciousness
of the Absolute. This, therefore, is the world in which we are living.
We may call it real or unreal, as we would like. Both statements seem to
be correct: It is true that the world is there, because we see it; and
it is not really there, because it is sublimated in a higher experience.
This analytical
understanding of the relation between waking and dream will be able to
throw a light on the relation of man to God. What the dream subject is
in relation to the waking subject, that man is in relation to God; and
as the dream world is to the waking subject, so is the waking world to
God. As the waking subject is the creator of the dream world, God is the
Creator of this waking world. And what happens to you when you wake up
from dream into the waking life, that happens to you when you rise from
this world to God. Do you lose anything by waking? Then you lose something
by realising God, also. But, if you feel that by waking up from dream you
lose nothing, rather you become better, then the same rule applies to the
state of God-realisation. You do not lose anything by God-realisation.
On the other hand, you become better and get enhanced in being. While in
dream you saw only phantoms, and in waking you feel that you see real things.
In God you see things as they really are, rather than the phantasms that
you see in this so-called waking life. This is the metaphysical analysis
of dream experience in relation to the world of waking. The world of dream
is not outside the mind; the world of waking is not outside the Absolute.
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