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Larry: So are you saying to me that there is no world?
SWAMIJI: There is no world, finally—perfectly correct. Now further
don’t talk!
Larry: There’s nobody to talk to.
SWAMIJI: It requires a plumbing into yourself. You go deep into your
own self, because you are the answer to your questions. You, yourself are the
answer. You will find that every answer comes from inside, which is a universal,
bottomless sea, which is what you are. Deep practice of meditation is necessary.
Place yourself in the context of that which is between you and that which you
see—between that which you are and that which you think in your mind.
Deep meditation and a going into one’s own self—you see, listen.
Whenever you think, you always think in a dualistic fashion—you are the
thinker and there is a thought that you think; you are the thinker and there
is an object that you are thinking of. Neither should you think of yourself,
nor should you think of that which appears to be an object of your mind. Let
that thing which is between you and the object transfer you to that middle
position. Can you transfer your consciousness? Put it here, your consciousness
should sit here. Can it sit here? Now it is inside your body. It is operating
through the body and you are seeing through the aperture of your eyes and then
perceiving a person like me here. You unlock your consciousness which is now
tied up within the body, and concentrate in such a way that you are here in
the middle, just now.
Larry: Outside my body?
SWAMIJI: Yes; and you are seeing both—not Mr. So-and-so Krauss
seeing, it is some non-Krauss which is between both, seeing Krauss on the other
side, Krishnananda this side. Then you will see that you are a different man
altogether. You become a superman in one second. Now you are a man because
you are looking through the medium of your eyes, through this body, at another
thing, which is outside; that is man-thinking. Superman-thinking is a thought
that is between both the subject and the object, which is transcendent to both
subject and object, and also immanent in another way—both transcendent
and immanent. A superman thinks in terms of the transcendent that is between
the subject and the object, whereas the human mind thinks only of one side
and cuts itself off from that which it perceives. So we should try to think
like supermen and not simply like men.
Men cannot answer human questions. No man can answer man’s questions.
Every man is like any other man; there is no difference. But there is a superhuman
element in man that transcends human thought and which is above both the perceiver
and the perceiving consciousness. It is a big circus feat, a feat that you
have to perform in your consciousness. It is not the usual way of thinking,
but it is a very, very necessary way of thinking, if you want to be impartial
in your thoughts and happy in your mind. Otherwise, you will be always one-sided.
Your balance will be swinging this side or that side and it will never be equalised.
Larry: But the moment I place myself in that position . . .
SWAMIJI: You will see neither yourself nor the world at that time.
You will see something connecting both. Almost it is like God-vision. It is
almost here on the lap of God, if you think like that. God is a balance between
the subject and the object. That is God, and God is nothing but consciousness.
So if you can think, if you can operate your consciousness as that which subsists
between the seer and the seen, you are actually on the lap of God. Almost it
is God-thinking, and you cease to be a person afterwards. It will transform
you to such an extent (this exercise which I am mentioning to you) that if
you can do it for even a few minutes consistently, with deep thought and intensity,
in a few minutes you will find some tremendous vibration taking place in your
personality and you will not be the same man that you were a little before.
It will rejuvenate your personality physically, mentally, even socially. You
will be a different individual. People will see ‘something’ in
you. The moment they look at your face they will know there is ‘something’,
some value is coming—because it is not a man that is coming. It is another
thing that is coming through this personality of man.
I am telling all this because here a little practice is necessary. You need
not read too much and discuss too much. The matter is simple. The proof of
the pudding is in its eating. You have to eat it; that is all—otherwise
you go on discussing about the pudding and there is no purpose. So, I request
you to do some practice every day and try to think only along these lines.
Let there be no other way of thinking. This is your habit; in your personal
life, in you social life, in you legal life, whatever life, you think only
along these lines. This is your way of thinking; give up the old way of thinking
which is a dichotomy between subject and object, where you are obliged to take
sides. You either take the subjective side or the objective side; you cannot
strike a balance. It is very difficult because the habit of the mind is to
get locked up in the body of one’s own self and then have some like or
dislike, love or aversion to another body. It is a kind of malady. The consciousness
locked up in a body is in a state of malady. It is sick actually; it is suffering,
and so all our thoughts are a kind of sick thought. It is not natural and normal
thought. So, neither are we happy nor can we make another person happy. A kind
of total transformation of values is necessary by rethinking in a new model
altogether, so that you don’t think through the body but through a way
which is away from the body.
In the Yoga of Patanjali, there is a beautiful, very much neglected sutra (sutra means
aphorism). People neither read it nor understand it. “The great consciousness
is that which is outside the body.” That is all the translation of the sutra.
When he speaks of ‘outside’, he actually means ‘free from
the shackles of bodily encasement’, which is another way of mentioning
just what I told you now. You are not sitting there; when I say ‘you’ I
mean the consciousness. This Mr. consciousness-Krauss, whatever it is, is sitting
inside this so-called body. Let it come out of this body and sit here on this
carpet and look at it, and you become your own object and your attachment to
the body ceases. Now you are thinking that you are a physical subject, so the
consciousness clings to the body to such an extent that you think nothing but
your own body. Let that thing which you now consider as your physical subject
be an object, and you will be as much detached from it as you are detached
from any other person sitting here—because you are not this; you are
another thing that is looking at you. And you will look at yourself in the
same way as you look at other people.
You are not concerned with the fate of these people here; you won’t bother;
and you will also not be concerned with this body at that time, because you
are another than what you appeared to be earlier. You are as much an object
as anybody else. But why should you consider yourself a subject? That is the
whole point; that is the mistake. That exercise is possible only if you are
able to concentrate as this Patanjali sutra says: Transfer yourself
to a position which is not the body—wider than the body—between
the subject and the object, transcending both, and yet immanent in both. You
become a God-man. You will not be a man at all. You will be something other
than the ordinary human.
Larry: Is there no significance to one’s personality?
SWAMIJI: The personality will be taken care of by that which includes
both this personality and the other—like the body taking care of two
hands. You need not ask the right hand, “What is your connection with
the left hand, sir?” You need not have to put questions like that, because
the right hand belongs to that to which the left hand also belongs; so the
body will take care of both. The subject belongs to that to which the object
also belongs, and that particular thing is what I am emphasising, which is
the real you. So, everything will be taken care of automatically. No problem
will arise.
Larry: It still begs one question for me. What was the point in the
first place of having individual personalities?
SWAMIJI: You are asking the question, why it took place. It will be
known to you when you transcend this body; when you are above this body you
will know the answer to this question. Again I told you, you are flashing a
torchlight on ignorance. You cannot know ignorance through knowledge; they
are contradictories. The question is a part of ignorance and the answer that
you expect is a part of knowledge. As they are contradictories, one cannot
know the other. You cannot see dream in waking; you cannot know waking in dream.
Both cannot be simultaneously existing. So, theoretical questions are of no
utility. You will find that in practice you will get the answer. The whole
problem will vanish like mist before the sun, if you can concentrate properly.
There is no need of questioning. It will solve itself automatically.
Sarah: All the wisdom that a person gets while in the body, through
suffering, through personal growth, through maturity—what is the worth
of that? Does it have any worth?
SWAMIJI: Yes, through that only you are thinking now; otherwise, how
will you think? The knowledge has arisen gradually by the process of evolution
from the lower stages to the higher stages, and now the stage that you have
reached is the human stage. What I am referring to is something beyond the
human stage.
Sarah: So you can only get to the human stage when you are always
within the body.
SWAMIJI: Already you have reached the human stage, and you are now
thinking through the human mind, but you have to think through the divine mind.
That is what I am referring to. There is a stage higher than the human way
of thinking, which is the divine way of thinking. But we have not reached that
state yet. We think only as human beings, but there is a way of thinking which
is not human—superhuman—that is what I was mentioning just now.
Of course, it has gradually evolved from the lower stage and it has come through
the body. You are perfectly right. From mineral to plant, plant to animal,
animal to man, man to God—that is how it will rise gradually.
Sarah: And you only get to the divine way of thinking through meditation
and deep thought, right?
SWAMIJI: Mediation. Yes, certainly. Yes, yes, perfectly right.
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