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We cannot understand how this can
be possible. Am I loving things merely because I love myself? Is my love
for my land and property and my wealth and my relations just a manifestation
of my own love of myself? Very difficult indeed it is to appreciate this
kind of point of view. It does not look like that, easily. Well, it will
not look like that, because of the fact that the sense organs rule us, mostly,
and the spirit is dead in many individuals. The senses are very active and
they are dancing to the tune of the biological needs of the human being,
and the spirit is sleeping.
As the Bhagavad Gita puts it in
a verse: ya nisa sarvabhutanam tasyam jagarti samyami, yasyam jagrati
bhutani sa nisa pasyato muneh. When the senses are active in the daylight
of their rejoicings through the objects of the senses, the spirit is asleep.
When the spirit is awake to the daylight of its universal awareness, the
senses are sleeping.
We are told that both Krishna and
Christ were born at midnight, which may perhaps be a symbol of God manifesting
Himself in the darkness of the sense organs. All the demons are sleeping
at that time.
The inwardness of our spirit is
also the inwardness of its existence in all things. The word inwardness has
to be cautiously interpreted. It is not inside some person. It is the insideness
of a non-objective character - that is, it is inside all things. Can you
imagine what would be your experience if you are to contemplate an inwardness
which is also the inwardness of everything in the world? If you make the
mistake of imagining that people are sitting outside you, immediately their
self-hood becomes an object of your perception and you are not giving sufficient
respect to the spirit that is present in these individuals.
There is an inwardness even in the
externality of things. In the same way as my spirit is inward to me, it is inward to others,
also. So, my vision of your self, my perception of things in terms of the
inwardness of my spirit, should not contradict in any manner the inwardness
that you experience in your own self. This is a hard nut to crack, though
it looks very simple when we read a translation of the Upanishads. There
is no use of reading an Upanishad if this strange instruction of theirs
cannot enter our heads. Otherwise, we would be worshipping an external
god.
A transcendent divinity, high above
in the heavens, creator-preserver-destroyer, far above space and time, inaccessible
to mortal existence - this is one way of looking at God. Do you not believe
that God created this world? And, naturally, the creator of the world should
be above creation. And if the universe is so vast, with all its extended
space and time, the creator of this space and time should be above space
and time. How far? How distant? Inaccessible, infinitely far and incalculably
distant in time. How many years will it take to reach God, if you have to
transcend time to reach Him? And how much distance do we have to cover if
we have to overcome the limit of space? This is the childhood of human aspiration,
which looks at things in terms of space, time and cause,which means to say,
in the light of externality, duration and isolation.
There are only three things that
are apparent to our vision in this world. Everything is distant (everything
is away and far from me); everything is in some time and not always, and
everything is separate from the other things. This is called "desha-kala-vastu-pariccheda" in
the ancient philosophic terminology, a conditioning by space-time and individuality.
Due to this involvement of perception in such threefold categories, we begin
to look upon God as an infinitely inaccessible, transcendent, extra-cosmic
creator.
To some extent, the Veda Samhitas
also contribute to this view. But the divine character of God, which is this
Self-hood, is taken notice of by the austere contemplators of the Aranyakas,
and they give up the description of God and the manifested divinities in
terms of a distant far-off existence and try to visualise the existence of
these divinities in the hearts of all. But it should not end merely in a
visualisation, theoretically. It will not suffice if I merely accept the
subjectivity of the divinity in all people in the world. Acceptance theoretically
is one thing, but a practical implementation of it in one's own life is a
different thing altogether. That practicality comes in the Upanishads.
"Isavasyam idam sarvam yat
kim ca jagatyam jagat, tena tyaktena bhunjithah ma gridhah kasyasvid dhanam" is
the first mantra of the Ishavasya Upanishad: The entire universe
is indwelt, enveloped, covered by the Supreme Being, whatever this world
be - moving or non-moving, living or otherwise. The second part of this mantra is
a conclusion drawn from this vision: Live a happy life in this world. Enjoy
your existence; do not suffer. Life is not intended to be a misery. We
cannot expect God to have created a hell for us. Compassionate is He. It
should be lived, and not merely got on as a drudgery. "Somehow I am
getting on," - this is not the way of living. There must be some meaning,
significance, and satisfaction in one's existence; therefore, enjoy - bhunjithah -
enjoy. Live well, but in the light of what has been said earlier,the indwelling
character of God.
Tena tyaktena bhunjithah: by renunciation effected
in the light of the consciousness of the indwelling presence of God, enjoy
this world. Do the gods enjoy? They do not eat and drink. They do not have
any need for sense contact. Gods do not eat. They merely visualise by their
consciousness, and they are satisfied because of the inwardness of the very
object of enjoyment being in a state of unity with their own inner spirit.
The object that I would like to enjoy is inseparate from the pure subjectivity
of myself. This is the meditation of the Upanishads.
By a renunciation effected in the
light of the all-pervading nature of God, you can live a life of happiness
in this world. And you need not covet anybody's property. Actually, all property
belongs to the Creative Principle. There is no such thing as property, in
the strictest sense of the term. It is not possible to own anything, because
all things are outside in space and time. The externality of an object precludes
its being possessed by anybody. Even if something is within your palm and
in your grip, you cannot say that it is yours, because it is outside and
it can be dropped from your hand. Anything that is hanging on in an external
fashion cannot be regarded as your belonging. Therefore, no one can own anything
in this world. Property is a misnomer. It is a meaningless attachment which
leads to misery; and everybody who owns, knows what misery it is to own anything
at all.
Therefore, renounce this sense of
ownership in the light of the indwelling all-pervasive enveloping character
of the Supreme Being and then live a life of happiness. This is the crucial
message of the first mantra of the Ishavasya Upanishad. In a way,
we may say, this is the seed sown for the entire gospel of the Bhagavad Gita.
I am trying to introduce your minds
to the perspective of life as adumbrated in the Upanishads. The first mantra of
the Ishavasya Upanishad looks like a seed sown by the seer of that Upanishad
for something that is to come in a more elaborate form later on, in the form
of the karma Yoga of the Bhagavad Gita.
The first half of this principal mantra of
the Ishavasya Upanishad is metaphysics - the philosophy thereof. The second
half is the practical implementation of it. As the Bhagavad Gita tells you,
there is Samkhya and Yoga, knowledge and action, which both have to be brought
together in a state of harmony for your beneficial existence. These two halves
of the mantra tell the same thing to you. If God envelops all things
and He is indwelling everything, how would you live in this world? What kind
of vision will be conditioning your perceptions? How would you deal with
anything: With this little desk in front of you, with people around you,
with this world of space and time - what would be your attitude?
If you are to live according to
the Upanishads, if that is the aim and objective of your life - "I
would like to live according to the injunctions of the Upanishads," -
if that is the case, you may have to look at things as you may be expected
to look if God indwells everything. You will be veritably in the presence
of God always. Is it a joy, or is it a sorrow to be in the presence of God?
Can there be a greater joy than
to feel oneself at the feet of the master of the cosmos? Abundance will pour
itself upon you. Everything will be given to you, not by somebody who is
outside you as your potentate, but by your own communion with Reality. It
is Reality that pours itself upon you.
The more you give out of your own
self, the more also will be given to you by the abundance of the cosmos.
How does it happen? "Give and it shall be given unto you," it is
said.
"Give and it shall be given unto you in a greater abundance than the measure
with which you gave." How does this happen? Because of the largeness of
the universe and the littleness of your personality which you have in large
measure sacrificed by the performance you call yajna, which is the principal
doctrine of the Bhagavad Gita, or the Vedas, or the Aranyakas, or the Upanishads.
The entire culture of India we may say is contained in a capsule of the word "yajna."
Yajno vai vishnuh; yajnarthat karmano
'nyatra loko 'yam karma bandhanah. God Himself is sacrifice,that is the meaning
of this grand statement. And the other one that I quoted from the Gita
says,
"Every action is binding, when not performed in the spirit of a sacrifice."
What is the sacrifice that you are
expected to perform? What is it that you are expected to abandon in the sense
of this sacrifice? The abandonment of what is wrongly associated with your
personality, and what rightfully belongs to the cosmos - these accretions
of the five koshas, this physical encumbrance, this entanglement,
this biological, psychological existence which we consider as our true spirit
is to be sacrificed, because, if they are to be held intact, the inwardness
of the Universal Spirit will be marred to that extent. The externality of
our physical existence would diminish to the extent of the inwardness of
the all-pervading nature of God.
If you always persist in asserting
yourself as an outward individual (you are there and I am here), if everything
is "elsewhere" and nothing is internally related
"organically," then the inward indwelling character of God is marred.
Hence, we are supposed to live in the light of the existence of God as indwelling
- isavasyam. Or to put it in the words of the Gita,
"Nothing external to me exists," says the great Master. And the Upanishad
affirms the same thing: isavasyam idam sarvam yat kim ca jagatyam jagat. "Everything,
all things, all living beings, even that which you consider as dead, has an
incipient presence of consciousness sleeping there."
Therefore, activity is incumbent
upon every one of us, because work we must. Everybody has to work, but what
kind of work? Work which is commensurate with the vision of the indwelling
spirit of God. You should not, in your work, contradict the indwelling spirit
of God. Each one of us should touch one's own heart and, deeply, closing
one's eyes, contemplate how far we are successful in placing our daily routine
in the context of this vision of the inwardness of God.
We are totally external, segregated,
confused, scattered in our feelings and emotions, and we are more little
pieces of individuality rather than an integrated personality. Wherever our
thoughts are, there we actually are, and you can find out where your thoughts
are. Somebody says, "I have to go to the railway station"; then,
the mind is in the railway station. Another is somewhere else - some in the
kitchen, some in the bank, some in the court case. The mind is in different
corners of the world.
We are shreds of personality, fractions
of individuality, as it were, in our daily life, rather than aligned, integrated
persons. If these shreds of our so-called individuality persist in asserting
their own individuality, we would be little, little individuals, like pebbles
heaped on a roadside, and not individuals indivisible in our nature. Wherever
there is indivisibility, there is joy. Wherever there is separability, there
is sorrow.
The Upanishads are supposed to be
attached to the Vedas as their conclusions. The inner secret of the Vedas
is contained in the Upanishads. The word "Upanishad" signifies
a secret teaching. It is not to be broadcast to the public, as the general
mind of the masses will not be in a position to appreciate what this secret
teaching is. It is so secret that you cannot even speak about it loudly.
It is generally communicated by a guru to the disciple in a very intimately
seated initiation process.
Another meaning of the Upanishad
is "seated-ness closely." "Close seated-ness" is also
the meaning of the word "Upanishad." "Upa" means
near;
"nishad" means sitting. The disciple sits close to the guru in
order to receive this compact concentrated teaching of a universally conditioned
inwardness of consciousness. How difficult it is to entertain this idea! The
difficulty in keeping this consciousness, this idea of the Universality of
God as harmonious with our inwardness, makes even great masters nod their heads
in perplexity.
In one of the Upanishads, the Chandogya,
we have a description of five or six great brahmavidya masters questioning
among themselves, "What kind of thing is this - this Atman of the Universe,
on which we are supposed to meditate? Where is it situated? How is it located?
How are we to contemplate?" Each one was a great expert in some sort
of contemplation. They were not ordinary persons. But each one had a doubt.
They had a partial comprehension of the nature of the Self-hood of the Atman,
but the total conception was not there. This mistake could not be detected.
When the disease goes deep, it is
not easy to discover where it is located. Even a suffering person cannot
always say what kind of suffering it is, as it is pervading the entire personality.
With these questions, these masters sat together one day and wanted to have
a solution as to where this Atman is - how we are to commune ourselves with
It in the state of Its true reality. They could not come to any conclusion.
They had heard that the king of the country, Ashvapati Kaikeya, is well versed
in this knowledge. "Let us all go there and be humble disciples of this
venerable king."
In ancient days, brahmins were
considered as superior to kshatriyas. Kshatriyas would be students
of brahmins, but for brahmins go to kshatriyas for teaching
and learning is something unprecedented. But so much was their eagerness
and their intensity of aspiration for gaining knowledge of Truth, they, in
spite of their being great persons themselves, humbly went to the king of
the country and expressed their feeling, "We have come as your disciples."
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