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Spanish Visitor: How can I practise meditation on Cosmic Consciousness?
SWAMIJI: What are you conscious of, at that
time? That thing is the object of your meditation. You have no particular
object. You are conscious of this earth, the sky, time-space, and stars, etc.;
you are conscious of the entire atmosphere. Can you adjust your mind in such a
way that you are conscious of all these things at the same time - not one after
the other, but simultaneously? Cosmic consciousness initially begins with
simultaneous concentration on all things.
Again, I come to the analogy of the limbs
of the body. You have many limbs of the body, and you are conscious of them,
simultaneously. You do not think, "Today I have a nose, tomorrow I have an
ear"; you do not think like that. At once, you are conscious of all the limbs
of the body. That is called total consciousness. In a similar manner, if you
can be conscious of all things conceivable - the entire world, space-time and
objects, not one after the other, but simultaneously - if you can do this
exercise, that would be an attempt on your part to become transcendentally
conscious. This is one kind of meditation.
I am not saying that everybody should do
only this. This is one way. But in the beginning, this kind of abstract
concentration may be found a little difficult. That is why they suggest
concentration on a deity, and I wanted to know what your deity is. You seem to
suggest that you repeat the mantra of Om Namah Sivaya.
The meaning of the mantra is prostration to the great deity Siva. Can
you think of Lord Siva, his features, his characteristics, his knowledge, his
power?
Spanish Visitor: Yes, Swamiji.
SWAMIJI: Can you concentrate on that
figure?
Spanish Visitor: The mind comes and goes. I cannot keep it in focus.
SWAMIJI: The mind comes and goes because it
wants something other than what you are thinking of in meditation. It says, "I
want another thing." Now, you put a question to yourself. You tell the mind:
"When you have decided that a deity like Lord Siva is final, and whatever you
want, you can have from that deity, why are you going elsewhere? Do you believe
that Lord Siva cannot give you all things? If you do not believe that this is
capable of blessing you with everything, then why do you concentrate on that?"
The mind is playing a dual trick. On the
one hand, it says this is the object, and if I meditate on that, I will get
everything; but subtlety it says, "No, it will not give me everything; I want
to go to the marketplace." So, it is playing a game with you by telling you two
things at the same time. If you are sure that this will not bring any blessing
to you, why should you meditate on that? But you are feeling it is not like
that: "It will certainly bless me." You will perhaps get everything that you
want through meditation on this deity. But another subconscious voice says,
"No, no. You should not concentrate like that. You go to the shop and eat some
delicacies." It will say like that.
You have to act like a teacher. You are a
schoolmaster. You know how to handle students, and the mind is a student; you
tell it, "You are a stupid thing. Why are you running about here and there when
you can get all things in the supermarket here? Lord Siva is a supermarket;
everything is there. Why do you go to some little shop? What is the purpose?"
Tell the mind again and again, "You are
stupid! Why are you running here and there? Don't you know that everything you
want can be had with Him? Not only that, everything that you cannot even
imagine in your mind, all things you can get here. An ocean of blessings will
come. Don't go!" Even verbally, you can tell like that. Not merely thinking,
even by words, tell the mind, "Don't go anywhere! You are getting everything
here!" Don't you speak like that to your students in a school? "This is good
for you. Don't be like that. Study!"
Like a father talking to a little baby, you
talk to your mind: "Don't be foolish; don't go here and there. You will get
nothing by going here and there. You are only losing your energy and wasting
time. All that you want you can have in one place. Therefore, identify yourself
with and meditate on that, and receive blessings from that." If you think it is
Lord Siva, all right, go on with it.
For the time being, I suggest that you can
adopt this method, and a higher thing also I mentioned to you - Cosmic
Consciousness. And, in that little book that I gave you in the morning, these
small suggestions are mentioned: meditation on the external, meditation on the
internal, and meditation on the Universal. There are three stages of
meditation.
Now, what I have mentioned to you on Lord
Siva is a kind of externalised meditation - conceiving God as something placed
before you as a cosmic externalised presentation. That is one kind of
meditation in the path of devotion, or bhakti, as they call it.
The other thing is internal, the purely
psychological contemplation, as we have it in the Buddhist methods, for
instance. The meditations in Buddhism are purely psychological. They do not
suggest any god, deity, or any such thing. Perhaps you are aware of some
techniques in Buddhism; and in Hinduism also, there are techniques of this
type. Observing the breath, observing the mind, observing the thoughts, and
conducting the thought in different parts of the body, etc., are internal
meditations. And the highest is Universal meditation.
In the beginning, you must start with
external meditation only. You need not go into internal meditation suddenly.
The meditation on Lord Siva is all right for you. You carry on with that
method. Slowly, you can rise higher.
Spanish Visitor: Swamiji, the other type of meditation is watching the thoughts or
observing the thoughts without identifying with them?
SWAMIJI: That is one method. You can choose
whichever method you like. Sometimes, you can adopt all the three methods,
alternately: sometimes praying to Lord Siva, sometimes analysing the mind
inside, sometimes thinking cosmically. All the three methods are good; you can
combine them, if you can do it.
When you do office work or any other kind
of work, this should be the background of your thought throughout the day. Then
only it will get settled. Actually, you have no other occupation. This is the
main occupation; all occupations get merged into this. All that you want
through any other work, occupation, etc., will be given to you through this. It
is the main object, the main purpose of life. Unity with Reality is the main
objective. The very purpose of life is this. Because we are unable to achieve
it, we are going here and there in search of jobs and all that. We do not
require jobs afterwards; Nature itself will give you whatever you want. But we
are unable to do that in the beginning, so we have to do some work, also, some
service, together with the attempt at meditation. When meditation deepens, you
can lessen your activities, and take to meditation more and more.
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