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| Part I: The Samadhi Pada |
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| Chapter
7: Initial Steps in Yoga Practice |
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It is generally believed, often
wrongly by people, that the sitting posture or asana is a simple affair
and that it is, perhaps, a non-essential in the practice of yoga. It is not
true. Sitting in a single posture is not a simple affair, because it is not
practicable for all people. If we actually do it, we will see the difficulty.
The asana is not a non-essential. It is very, very important and
essential in the practice of yoga, because the body - the muscles, the nerves,
the pranas - are all essential parts of what we are. How can we say that
the body is a non-essential in our personal make-up? It is an essential, and
our individuality, our personality - whatever we are, here and now - is
inseparable from this physical set-up. Hence, a systematisation of the workings
of the physical body becomes not a non-essential, but a very important feature
of personal discipline. We have been referring to this subject of discipline,
and in this context we had occasion to observe that discipline is not a force
exerted on us by somebody else. It is not a compulsive activity we are
undertaking under the pressure of some external power.
Discipline, at least from the
spiritual point of view, is a voluntary, dedicated attitude adopted by me, you
or anyone, which is deliberately undergone like a medical treatment for the purpose
of gaining true health. The initial stage, called the physical posture for the
purpose of meditation, is very important, and its importance will be realised
if we actually try to sit for a protracted period. How many of you can sit for
an hour or two without jerks and shakes and agitations felt in your body? There
will be uneasiness in the mind even at the very commencement of this practice.
Suppose you are told, "Now sit for two hours and do not get up." The moment I
say this you will feel a sense of uneasiness. "Oh, he is asking us not to get
up for two hours; it is better to go away now itself. We don't want to sit
here." The mind is restless because of being asked to do something to which it
has not been accustomed and which it cannot regard as its normal activity. The
normalcy which the mind feels is really a kind of chaos; it is not a real
normalcy. We are accustomed to chaotic activity. We never stick to time; we
never stick to principle; we never stick to any kind of method either in our
speaking, or thinking, or acting. We are used to such a kind of life. We get up
at any time; we eat at any time; we walk at any time; and, at any time, any
work that we do is done in any manner whatsoever, which is the usual habit of
the mind that is marked by an absolute absence of punctuality. Now we are
telling such a mind that things cannot remain so. There must be a system in
every bit of its activity, right from its physical level.
To reiterate, this discipline
is not a kind of imposition on the mind or the body, but it is a necessity. If
the doctor tells us that we must take a capsule or a tablet at a particular
time in a day, in such a quantity, he is not intending to impose upon us any
kind of torture - definitely not. It is a kind of method that he is introducing
into our life for the purpose of regaining health. An introduction of a method
cannot be regarded as a torture. It is not a compulsion and, therefore,
discipline in this sense is not only necessary but indispensable, considering
the nature of the goal that is before us. Why then this insistence on system,
method, organisation, punctuality, tenacity, persistence, etc., in the
practice? The reason is that it is the nature of the goal itself. The goal of
life is the ultimate point of system.
Nothing can be more systematic
than consciousness itself. The highest method that can be conceived is
deducible from the structure of consciousness, the nature of existence, the
pattern of life - everything is methodical. The whole of nature works in such a
systematic manner that it is impossible to conceive chaos as a part of natural
activity. Chaos means an indeterminate causative factor operating behind the
effects visible in life. Any cause can bring about any effect - this
possibility would be regarded as a chaos. But that is not the way in which
nature works. It is not that any cause will bring about any effect. Particular
causes, arranged in a particular manner, will bring about particular results at
a particular time and in a particular intensity. All this is decided and laid
down due to the structure of things, the nature of life itself. The pattern of
life is finally an organised whole and, therefore, organisation, which is
another name for method, becomes a necessity in the practice of yoga. Just as we
have social or political organisations, we have here an organisation of
activity, conduct, procedure, and way of life.
The simple features called for,
or the factors contributory to success at the outset are, to mention only a
few, having a definite time, a particular place, and a chosen method for
sitting in meditation. When we are students of yoga, it is necessary to choose
a definite time for the sitting. This is a very important thing to remember. We
should not change our timings according to the whims and fancies of the mind or
the changing conditions of social life. Whatever be the difficulties in our
external life, a certain amount of insistence on a chosen time for sitting
should be regarded as essential. If we find that a particular time cannot be
chosen on account of the kind of life that we are living, it is better to
choose such a time when all our commitments are over. Generally, though people
say that the early morning is good for meditation, it has one disadvantage:
that we have got an anxiety in our minds about the future work. We will not be
free in the mind in the early morning, especially if we are social bodies. If
we are absolutely alakniranjan, that is a different matter - nobody
bothers about us, and we can sit as long as we like.
But if we are social bodies
with commitments and duties, a subconscious itching will be there at the bottom
that, "I have to start work at eight o'clock." And that will be worrying us,
though we will not be aware of it. The subconscious activity of the mind is a
terrible activity and, therefore, when we actually start sitting for
meditation, it is necessary that the period be a little before this time of
commitment for catching the train, going to the court, etc. These commitments
should not be very imminent or just near. The period of sitting should be such
that it should be removed as far as possible from the point of activity which
is of a distractive nature. And if it
is towards the later part of the day when our
commitments are over and the only commitment left is that we have to go to bed
and sleep as there is nothing else to do, then the agitations will be a little
less, because we have no other thing to do except to go to bed. Whatever it is,
these are only minor details which have to be chalked out, each for oneself.
The point is that there should be no feature, condition or factor that will
even remotely cause distraction to the mind and draw attention away from the
point of concentration. Thus, a particular time has to be chosen.
Yoga scriptures tell us that we
must also choose a particular place, as far as possible - not that today we
meditate in Haridwar, tomorrow in Delhi and the day after tomorrow in Benares.
That is not all right if we want real success. We must be in one place. As a
matter of fact, people who practise mantra purascharana, or disciplinary
chanting of mantras for a chosen period, do this - and what can be a greater purascharana
than meditation? So when we take to exclusive spiritual practice as a very
serious affair and not merely as a hobby, it would be necessary, I would say
for beginners, that a period of at least five years is called for. If we are
very serious and in dead earnest about it - not taking it only as a kind of
educational procedure for informative purposes and not being very earnest about
achieving anything substantially - we may have to stick to one place for five
years continuously, and not less than that. If our point is to achieve
something substantial, concrete and definite, then this amount of discipline is
called for, which is a definite place, a definite time, and a chosen method of
meditation - a definite system, arranged in one's own mind, which should not be
changed continuously.
Whenever there is repeated
persistence in one given direction with reference to any chosen point of
attention, we will see that some sort of success results. If a laboratory
scientist is to analyse the structure of an atom, he will analyse a particular
atom repeatedly by bombarding it with various kinds of light rays, but he will
not go on changing the atoms - today this atom, tomorrow that atom, today a
hydrogen atom, tomorrow some other thing. That will not lead to success. A
particular object will be taken up for consideration, observation and analysis,
and a repeated attempt will be made to go deep into its structure until its
mystery is revealed. So for this, great leisure is necessary, persistence is
necessary, energy and willpower are necessary, and there is no need to mention
that we must be free from all other outward distractions. When one takes to the
practice of yoga, there should be no distraction of any pronounced nature.
Minor distractions may be there, but serious distractions which will divert our
attention markedly from the point of attention should not be there.
A fixed place, a fixed time,
and a fixed method of concentration are called for. In one of the aphorisms of
the sutras of Patanjali, which is very relevant to this point, it is
said that the practise should be for a long period: sa tu
dīrghakāla nairantarya satkāra āsevitaḥ
dṛḍhabhūmiḥ (I.14). If we want to establish ourselves in yoga,
some conditions are to be fulfilled. One condition he mentions is that the
practice should be for a protracted period - I said at least five years, and
not less than five years. It should be repeatedly done every day, without
missing even a single day. Even if we have a temperature, fever or a headache,
we should not miss it, because these are obstacles. The more we try to exert
our will in the practice of concentration, the more will the body also try to
revolt. It will create all kinds of complications - we will have indigestion,
we will have a stomachache, we will have a headache, we will have fever - all
sorts of things will come. As a matter of fact, it is specifically mentioned in
the Yoga Sutras that we will fall sick. It will be an obstacle, and we should
not think, "Today I am sick; I will not meditate." That is what it wants, and
then it has succeeded. So, first of all, a little guarded way of living may be
called for to see, as far as possible, that we do not become so ill that we
cannot even sit for a few minutes of meditation. By a regulation of diet and
living in a climate that is not too extreme, etc., one can be somewhat free
from the anxiety of falling ill to the extent that it would prevent us from
doing anything at all in the spiritual field.
Dirghakala is a protracted period of practice. Nairantarya
is practice without remission of effort; that means to say, it has to be done
every day at the same time. The third condition is that we must have great love
for it. We must have immense affection for our practice. We know how much
affection a novelist has for his own work; how much affection an artist has for
the painting that he does; how much affection a musician has for his ragas.
Every artisan, every engineer, every artist, and every professional has immense
affection for his own or her own profession. One cannot have disgust for a
profession and then succeed in it; nor should one take to it as a kind of
suffering or pain. Suppose an artist feels, "Oh, this painting is a great
torture and suffering for me," then a good painting will not come forth,
because there is no love for it. So, the practice of yoga will yield fruits
only if we have a real love for the practice; and if we have love for it, it
will also have love for us. When we protect it, it will protect us. It is said
in the yoga shastras that yoga will protect us like a mother - it will
feed us and take care of us, protect us in every direction at all times,
visibly as well as invisibly. Sa tu dīrghakāla
nairantarya satkāra āsevitaḥ dṛḍhabhūmiḥ (I.14) - then we get established.
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To come to the first point once
again, the maximum time possible for sitting should be selected. I do not say
that it will be a common directive for everyone. It may vary from person to
person according to circumstances, occasions, etc., but under the prevailing
conditions one can choose the maximum period possible. For certain types of
professionals or workers in social life, sitting for more than half an hour may
be impossible. Well okay, we shall take it for granted - sit only for half an
hour, or I would say even for fifteen minutes, but let it be a regular feature.
Sit for fifteen minutes every day, and later on, perhaps after a few years of
sitting like this, conditions will change automatically.
Circumstances adjust themselves
mysteriously when there is persistence in the practice. These circumstances are
internal as well as external. The more we advance, we will find that conditions
will become more and more congenial. We ourselves will get adjusted, inwardly
as well as outwardly, and we will find that conditions change suitably. This is
something very interesting. We will be wondering how external conditions will
also change. They will change because, for the world, there is no such thing as
external and internal. There is only one Universal, and so when a change occurs
in one place, it will be felt sympathetically in corresponding places relevant
to it. So there is no need to be afraid of conditions in life as being
non-conducive to the practice.
The difficulty is only in
taking the first step; then afterwards, we will be carried by the stream. The
sitting for a chosen period is regarded as essential, because it is the first
tap that we strike upon the vital point in our personal life in bringing about
some sort of a harmony between the body and the mind. All stages in yoga are
stages of bringing about harmony. Instead of confusion and unmethodical
movement, there would be a more methodical and harmonious adjustment of the
various units of life.
Life is very large; it is not
confined only to our little room or to our body, and so this adjustment may
have to be effected in all the fields of life with which we are directly
connected. Though it is true that we are ultimately connected with everything
in the universe, for the time being it is enough if we take into consideration
those visible factors with which we are immediately concerned in our practical
life. These factors have to be adjusted with our life, and vice versa. These
factors are, of course, of various kinds. What are the factors in life with
which we are connected? There are many things - physical, geographical, social,
political, moral, and intellectual - all these, of course, are things with which
we are connected. It is no use, therefore, laying emphasis only on the personal
level while the person is also connected externally to the geographical, the
historical, the political and the social aspects of life.
The principles called yamas
and niyamas especially, or the sadhana chatustaya, as they say in
the Vedanta philosophy, are intended to bring about the necessary adjustment of
personality with those conditions and factors which are going to affect one's
life, especially when they are meddled with or interfered with. Things look all
right when we do not interfere with them. The moment we touch them, they then
show their real nature. So it is necessary not to oppose these forces or really
meddle with them. We are not going to meddle with them. We are going to adjust
ourselves with them in the beginning, and later on we will find that they will
adjust themselves with us. When we become friendly with one aspect, that aspect
becomes friendly with us also. Later on there is a mutual adjustment of values.
All these things are difficult for a single mind to understand at one
stroke.
A novitiate cannot comprehend
all these things, because generally we are fired up with a kind of sudden
enthusiasm. That is all - we don't know anything else. "I want to realise God
in this very birth - now itself, if possible." This is all we say. But what are
the things necessary for this purpose? How many difficulties are there? These
things will not come to the mind easily, because every little event in this
world is connected with many other events and conditions. There is no single,
isolated event in this world. This is why we say that steps in the direction of
the practice of yoga particularly, should be taken only under the guidance of a
competent teacher, one who is an expert in this field. It is more dangerous and
more difficult than flying an airplane, because we cannot know what is ahead of
us. We also cannot know what influence our past will have upon our present,
what effect external conditions will have upon us, and what sudden reactions
will be set up from factors within - nothing of the kind will be clear in the
beginning. When we take a few steps in the practice of yoga, an all-round
change will take place. There will be internal change, external change, and even
a feeling that God Himself is getting related to us in a more tangible manner
than it appeared earlier.
Even after we succeed in
sitting for awhile in a particular posture, the mind will refuse, after a time,
to continue the practice. We will not find anyone in this world as clever as
the mind - very clever in everything. It will look quite all right for some
time and the path will appear rosy, but after awhile there will be resentment
of the mind even to sit, and it will produce excuses. There will be rationality
behind our inability to practise, and we know very well that rationality is the
highest thing that can justify anything. When there is reason brought forth in
a very judicious manner, justifying our inability to sit for some time and the
worthlessness of the practice itself, then there is no argument against it. The
greatest danger is rationality, when it is used as a weapon against what is
good for us. It is a double-edged sword - it can cut us this way and can cut us
that way also - such is reason. Reason can justify what is good for us, and it
can also justify what is dangerous or what is not good for us. Many sadhakas
justify themselves in a wrong way altogether, by bringing about reasons which
try to point out that the way of life they are living is quite inevitable and
unavoidable. "If it is unavoidable, what can I do?" This is what the sadhaka
will say. But it would not be unavoidable if proper precautions had been taken.
We make initial mistakes without proper thought, and then these small mistakes
look very big and, like a mountain, they stand before us. Later on I shall have
occasion to refer to the mistakes we generally commit initially, without proper
understanding.
We have a wrong notion about
everything, including our own self. And with this wrong notion we go headlong
into such a serious practice as is meditation because, just as a small sand
particle getting stuck in the eye causes us annoyance, so too a little mistake
in the beginning will loom large and become a serious obstacle in the end - a
factor which can be studied from the history of institutions and the lives of
saints, sages and sadhakas. These small mistakes look like normal
things, and not serious obstacles, because they do not stand against us. They
appear to be unconcerned externals; but there is no such thing as an
unconcerned external. Every external is connected with us, and the very fact of
our perception of it will be enough reason why it can take action, for or
against us, one day or the other.
So, we have to chalk out very carefully, as
in a spiritual diary, the little mistakes that a person can commit by
injudicious thinking, irrational analysis of conditions due to a false view of
life, a false judgement of things, and due to a woeful lack of knowledge of human
nature and psychology. These are the difficulties that arise due to ignorance
of the true nature of things that drives us into committing small mistakes,
which will stand before us like devils one day and prevent us from going
further. These mistakes must be avoided, and we have to consider them in some
detail.
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