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30: The Cause of Bondage |
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The verse from the eighteenth
chapter of the Bhagavadgita, which has been cited earlier, mentions that
everything, everywhere, whether on earth or in heaven - everything in all the
worlds - is constituted of the three gunas. Na tadasti
pṛithivyāṁ vā divi deveṣu vā punaḥ,
sattvaṁ prakṛitijairmuktaṁ yadebhiḥ
syāttribhirguṇaiḥ (B.G. XVIII.40): There is none free from these
three gunas anywhere in creation; and the freedom from gunas is
liberation. The absolution that one attains from the clutches of these three gunas
is called salvation, and no one is free entirely from these gunas.
The freedom from the gunas is real freedom,
because all freedom is associated with consciousness. It is a feeling of
getting liberated from the subjection of consciousness to outward compulsive
factors.
Our bondage is psychological
and not physical. As the old saying goes, stone walls do not a prison make. A
prison does not mean a building with walls, because even a house is a building
with walls, but we do not call it a prison. However, we can call it a prison if
our mind changes. From tomorrow onwards we can call it a prison, or we can call
it a temple, a police station, or anything that we like, but it is the same
building with the same walls, the same ceiling, etc.So bondage is not
merely a physical association, but is also a psychological feeling, and
ultimately it is a state of consciousness. Subjection to gunas means the
subjection of consciousness to the operation of the gunas.
Our joys and sorrows are
conditions of consciousness; they are not physical. It is not the body that is
happy or sorry, but it is the mind, charged with consciousness, that undergoes
these experiences. Liberation is a condition of consciousness and not a
condition of physicality, materiality or any type of external association.
Therefore, the ultimate freedom, which is moksha, being a state of
consciousness, should be attained through a gradual ascension from greater
states of subjection of consciousness, to lesser states of subjection of
consciousness. Obviously, this is achieved through a training of consciousness
in its relationship with the gunas.
In the Samkhya, as well as in
the Vedanta, we are told a lot about these gunas in their relation to
consciousness. To bring about the ultimate purity and freedom of consciousness
in spite of its so-called association with the gunas, the Samkhya gives
us the example of a crystal that can falsely appear to be coloured on account
of its proximity to a coloured object. If a red flower is brought near a pure
crystal, the crystal may look red because of the reflection of the colour of
the flower in the crystal. The crystal has not become red; the colour has only
been reflected. If there is no proximity of the object to the crystal, there
would be no reflection, and the crystal would appear in its pristine purity.
Likewise, it is said that consciousness appears to be bound on account of what
they call adhyasa, or transference of characters, which happens to take
place between consciousness and the gunas of prakriti in a
mysterious manner.
This transference of
characters, which is called adhyasa, is the real bondage. We are seated
together, and yet we need not be either happy or sorry unless our minds are
tuned in a particular manner in respect of the proximity of the people in this
audience. The person sitting near me need not cause me either joy or sorrow,
unless my mind is tuned in respect of the presence of the person in a
particular manner, for certain reasons.
Suppose the person sitting near
us is a police officer. We do not know why he is sitting there, but there is a
suspicion in the mind: "Why is this gentleman sitting near me? He might have
brought a warrant from the court, or he may have come for some other troublesome
reason." So we have a suspicious, anxious feeling in our mind because the
person sitting near us is a policeman. Or that which is near us may be a snake,
a cobra - we know how the mind is tuned in respect of its presence. Or that
which is just near us may be a very delicious dish, and then we think, "After satsanga
is over I will eat it. I will wait for all the people to go, and then I will
polish it off." It may be our friend, it may be our enemy, or it may be
something that we like or dislike on account of a peculiar psychological
relationship that we have with the thing near us. The thing near us may be,
physically speaking, not at all the cause of either our joy or our sorrow.
Physically we may be in a particular atmosphere, but that is not what is going
to be of consequence in our life. Psychologically, what is the atmosphere in
which we are living.
Here is a story. There was a
person who was attending satsanga, perhaps the great satsanga of
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu himself. Wonderful kirtan, bhajan, etc. were
going on, and after the satsanga was over all the people left. But one
man did not get up; he remained seated. So the Master thought he was a great
devotee, remaining as he did after all had gone. He must be having
extraordinary devotion. The Master said, "I am very happy to observe your
devotion. You are still seated here even after everyone has gone." The man
replied, "No, no, no. I am sitting here to take this carpet, because it is my
carpet." He was not sitting because of devotion. His carpet was spread out
there and he wanted to take it, and that is the reason he remained seated. Even
after everyone had left, he stayed on. Look at that man in satsanga! He
was sitting there thinking of his carpet throughout the program of beautiful kirtan,
bhajan, etc., so his physical presence at satsanga had no effect
on him. His psychological atmosphere, the world in which he was living, was
quite different from the physical world of satsanga in which he appeared
to be present.
Our world is a psychological
world. There is a world under every hat, as they say. Everyone carries a world
inside his cap or hat, and that is what causes the bondage. This bondage that
is within us is due to a conscious relationship between ourself and the
physical condition, social condition, and other conditions, etc., with which we
seem to be connected. As we have been observing through our analysis, these
relationships are difficult to understand. We cannot know what relationships
are consciously developed within us, inasmuch as we cannot know our own self
wholly. When we try to understand the nature of our bondage, the condition in
which our consciousness is in at the present moment, we will find that it is
not easy to get the complete information about this situation, because our relationship
does not mean merely an external spatial relationship. It is not an outward
visible relationship; it is mostly invisible. The invisible relationship is at
the background of the outward visible form which it takes, little by little,
just as the wholesale merchant may take a little out of his stock for retail
purposes and put it outside for daily transaction.
There is a wholesale commodity
inside us, and a little of it is coming out for retail transactions in daily
life. We are conscious only of this retail commodity that is visible outside.
We do not know what is inside, in the storeroom. The larger part of what we are
is inside, and that cannot be seen by us. We cannot see what it is because we
have no apparatus to see it. The only instrument with which we can see things
is a pair of eyes, and the eyes cannot see what is inside us, because even the
way in which we see things through the eyes is conditioned by what we are
inside. So any kind of extroverted vision will not be of any avail in this matter
of an understanding of the condition of our own consciousness, and that which
we really are. It requires a discipline of a very graduated nature to enable
consciousness to get freed from the clutches of forces, which are inwardly
operating, invisible to the physical organs of perception.
Many a time, our own feelings
cannot be known to us when we are in a distracted atmosphere, or even in an
ordinary social atmosphere which engages our attention wholly. If we live
alone, absolutely alone, for a long time, in an isolated place without any kind
of contact with people outside, maybe even for months and years, some of our
feelings will come out. We can know ourself a little better when we are
absolutely alone than when we are in the midst of people, for simple reasons,
of course. One of the reasons is that in the midst of other people, we put on a
false personality. We are not what we really are, because the rules of society
require of us a particular type of behaviour, and we know it very well. So, we always
try to put on that behaviour which is required by society, whether or not it is
our real behaviour. So we live a false life in human society, and not a real
life; and inasmuch as we always live in human society, we always live a false
life. That part of our nature which is associated with human society becomes
encrusted with falsity, layer after layer, so that the truth of our nature is
completely buried under the clouds of these false accretions grown around us.
So, we cannot know what we are, ourself, when we are in such an
atmosphere.
We are always something in
terms of what other people are, or what the society in which we are living is.
The personality that we project outwardly is not our personality, and it is not
what is of importance here. What we are when we are psychologically totally
unrelated to things would be an indication of what we really are. But if we
have lived in human society for years and years together, putting on a false
personality, and suddenly retire to a secluded place for japa,
meditation, swadhyaya, etc., the impressions of the false personality
will not leave us so easily. A collector will think he is still a collector,
though he is in Badrinath. The collector is a retired man, but even inside the
temple he still thinks of himself as an official. "I am a retired collector,"
he will say, though he is inside the temple worshipping. He will always imagine
that he is a retired collector, and this impression will not leave. He is a
retired man - he is nothing. Yet he has a false personality which he has
created in himself due to his association with other people while he was in
service, and those impressions do not leave him even now. Even if he goes to
stay in the village of Mana, he is not going to be free from these impressions.
This peculiar personality that has grown around us as an accretion, which is
not our real personality, will pursue us like a hound even if we are retired
people, even if we go to a holy place, or even if we are in a monastery. For
some years, it will be difficult to find out what we really are, because we
have thoughts of various types even after retirement. We have thoughts of
collecting pension, of old relationships, and many other associated factors
which will be pursuing us wherever we go, in spite of our attempt to lead a
holy life of spiritual practice.
To do self-analysis, to go deep
into the causes of our real bondage, would be to enter into our true
personality and not a personality that we have put on; and this requires a lot
of time. Personalities are variegated. The outermost personality is the social
personality, which itself is a difficult thing to give up. The position, the
relationship, and the coverage of this outward atmosphere do not leave us even
when we are alone. But there are more difficult things inside us than even this
social personality which has become a part of our nature. There is what is
called the biological personality, and this is more difficult to leave than the
social one. With great effort we may forget our social relationships. We may
forget that we are a minister, or a collector, or a rich person, or whatever it
is. Though even that is difficult and it may take a long time for us to do, yet
it is something that can be achieved with some conscious effort.
But there are other things
which we cannot give up even with any amount of effort, namely, the bondage
caused by our biological condition itself. For example, one cannot forget that
one is a man or a woman, however much one may struggle in one's mind to give up
this idea. Biologically, we are human beings. We cannot think that we are
snakes, or trees, or tigers; we are human beings. How can we forget the idea
that we are human beings, male or female? Any amount of sadhana will not
enable us to give up this idea, because here the bondage of consciousness to
the condition in which it is involved is more deep-rooted than is the social
involvement.
The biological subjection is
connected with natural factors - namely the structure of the physical body
itself. The five elements - earth, water, fire, air and ether - which are the
substances out of which this physical body is made, condition the body
according to the laws of nature. We cannot easily give up the bondage of
hunger, thirst, heat, cold, etc. Everyone becomes hungry and everyone
becomes thirsty; everyone feels heat and everyone feels cold, because bodily
conditions are subject to the order of nature, as it is nature that has ordered
the present pattern of the physical body. The elements that constitute physical
nature constitute the physical body also, and our very individuality,
physically speaking, is nothing but an abstraction from universal nature of
certain limited particles of matter which have gone to make up our physical
personality, to which we are attached very vehemently and very
forcefully.
So, the bondage of
consciousness is more deep-rooted than it can be made to appear on the surface.
The liberation of consciousness, which is moksha, said to be freedom
from the gunas of prakriti, cannot be achieved until the root of
bondage is dug out - which means to say, the ultimate connection with the gunas
is snapped. This cannot be done as long as its effects continue in the form of
this relationship of consciousness to lower conditions, such as the physical personality,
social atmosphere, etc.
Also, our physical
individuality is not merely constituted of the visible body alone. There are
many other vestures inside the physical body, which make up our individuality.
There is inside us what is known as the linga deha, or the linga
sarira. In Sanskrit, linga means an indicator, an insignia, or a
symbol. Our individuality is not the physical body; that is only a vehicle
which is used for the purposes of our real individuality is known as the astral
body, the subtle body - sukshma sarira or the linga sarira. The
astral body, which is within us, is said to be practically the same shape as
the physical body. It is cast in the same mould as the shape of the physical
body. As a matter of fact, the physical body is only an external formation, in
space and time, of our internal nature which is the subtle body, or the sukshma
sarira. Our real individuality is in the subtle body. This subtle body is
constituted of certain peculiar powers or forces in which the psychological organ
is situated. The mind, the intellect, etc., including the principle of ego, are
all in the subtle body. Also inside the subtle body are the pranas, the
powers of sense.
Sometime back we had occasion
to go into the details of the structure of this personality, wherein we
observed that the main difficulty arose from self-affirmation or
self-assertion, namely, the position of egoism - asmita. The affirmation
of the ego is a conscious function, originally. As it is mentioned in our
scriptures, a part of the Virat segregates itself from the whole and asserts
itself as an independent entity. This independence assumed by it becomes the
basic condition of its individuality, and later on it develops external
relationships as a consequence of this self-affirmation. The moment this
self-affirmation is made, the ego asserts itself. Automatically a desire arises
in the ego to come in contact with other egos, on account of a loss of contact
with the Universal. The desire is fulfilled through the aperture of the senses
by the action of the mind. The whole of the subtle body, or the sukshma
sarira, is nothing but an instrument manufactured by the ego to come in
contact with other individuals of a similar nature, and to fulfil its purpose
of gaining freedom from the sense of limitation to which it has, unfortunately,
subjected itself.
Our individuality is of a
complicated nature. Originally - taking the standpoint of the scriptures - this
individuality arose on account of a simple assertion of consciousness of
independence from the Universal. This is what they call 'the fall', 'the
original fall', 'Satan's fall from paradise' which arose on account of his
affirmation of independence over God Himself. This has arisen by a simple act
of self-affirmation, but then it complicated itself by a multiplication of
factors, namely, the desires that arose as a consequence of this
self-affirmation.
The gunas of prakriti
are nothing but the forces that are responsible for belief in the reality of
external conditions, and the possibility of fulfilling the desires of the
individual by coming into external contact through the avenues of the senses
and the mind. Ultimately, these gunas are not substances standing in
their own right, but are peculiar circumstances brought about by this isolation
of consciousness from the whole to which it originally belonged. The gunas,
ultimately, do not exist. They cannot be called Ultimate Reality. They are a
peculiar set of conditions. As these conditions are inseparable from the
consciousness which experiences them, somehow or other they are made to appear
as self-existent individualities, and it is then that we begin to feel that
there is a physical world outside us. Ultimately, upon a subtle analysis, we
will realise that the world that we experience is nothing but a set of
conditions.
This subtle body that is within
us, which is the operative principle of the self-affirming ego, is a form taken
by an ethereal transformation of the three gunas. The self-affirming
consciousness urges itself forward outwardly through the mind and the senses,
and then this urge, which is called desire, creates impressions, especially
when it is fulfilled. Each impression becomes a part of its individuality, and
the association of these impressions, or sets of impressions with itself, only
confirms its bondage, hardens its ego, and makes the individual more and more
bound to external conditions, which again creates further desires for contact
with externals, which in turn creates impressions - and so on and so forth, on
and on like a vicious circle, until we find ourself in a state of utter
bondage, and we are aware of only bondage, and nothing else.
The layers of bondage have been
formed through ages of experience which we have passed through on account of
the births that we have taken through various incarnations. To untie these
knots, these granthis that have been formed within us, requires, no
doubt, a Herculean effort. Given that the association of consciousness with the
gunas is not only an internal bondage but also an external expression of
it in the form of practical life, we will find that in the practice of yoga we
have to take steps towards freedom, not only by means of internal discipline by
adjustment of the mind in required fashion, but also by a corresponding
adjustment of the mind in respect of external relations, because the gunas
operate both outwardly and inwardly. The gunas are the desires inside,
as well as the objects of the desires - both of these are only gunas. So
when we tackle the gunas, we have to tackle the objects of desire as
well as the conditions of desire.
Hence, the practice of yoga is
not merely a one-sided effort - it is a total effort. It is total in two ways.
Firstly, it is a total effort in the sense that the whole of our personality is
worked up into action in the practice of yoga. Secondly, the whole of the
atmosphere, inwardly as well as outwardly, is taken into consideration for the
purpose of the practice. Thus, it is a very vigilant effort of consciousness.
Ultimately, it is an effort of consciousness only. We are concerned only with
that. Therefore, freedom means the freedom of consciousness from its feelings
in respect of its conditions, which are called the gunas.
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