- manomayo’yam puruṣaḥ,
bhᾱḥ satyaḥ tasminn antar-hṛdaye yathᾱ
vrīhir vᾱ yᾱvo vᾱ. sa eṣa
sarvasyeśᾱnaḥ, sarvasyᾱdhipatiḥ, sarvam idaṁ
praśᾱsti yad idᾱṁ kiṁ ca.
'This Supreme Puruṣha who is
conceived by the mind, meditated upon by the mind and embodied as the Universal
Mind on one side and the individual mind on the other side, is radiance is
essence.' Bhāḥ means lustre, light, luminosity, and the
characteristic of this Puruṣha, or Satya, or truth. Reality is the nature of this Puruṣha, which means
to say that what you call the Puruṣha, within or without, is indestructible. That which is subject to
transformation or destruction is not called Reality. So, when it is called
Satya, or real, it is understood that it is free from the trammels of change of
any kind. Now, this Puruṣha is 'the smallest of the small and the biggest of the big, the greatest
of the great' - ano'raniān mahato mahiān. Nothing can be smaller
than that, and nothing can be larger than that. Nothing is nearer than that,
and nothing is more distant than that. If you are trying to locate it somewhere
outside, you are not going to catch it however much you may pursue it, even as
you cannot succeed in grasping the horizon. It is apparently in front of us,
but is not capable of being grasped. It recedes as we proceed onward in its
direction. It is inward; it is also outward. Tad antarasya sarvasya: 'It
is inside everything' and yet it is outside everything. It is inside everything
because of the fact that it is the Self of all beings; it is outside everything
because it is beyond the limitations of the body-individuality. It is that which
envelops the whole universe, and because of this universality of character it
is very distant to you. Who can know the boundaries of the cosmos. It is very
far, and yet very near. Because of the expanse which it is, because of the
largeness of its comprehension, because of its infinitude, because of its
omnipresence, it is very distant. But, because it is inseparable from what we
ourselves are, it is the nearest. 'It is smaller than a grain of rice; it is
smaller than a grain of barley - so small!' It is smaller even than these
illustrated examples, 'but it is the Lord of the whole universe - sarvasyeśᾱnaḥ,
sarvasyᾱdhipatiḥ. It is the controller of all things, and it
rules everything' - sarvam idaṁ praśᾱsti. One who knows
this truth also shall become like this - yad idᾱṁ kiṁ ca.
It is not possible to rule, or to become
the lord of anything, or to become the controller of all things, unless one
becomes tuned up to the reality of all things. The great point that is driven
home to our minds in the Upaniṣhads, especially, is that power is not that which we exercise
externally. It is an influence that we exert internally that is called power.
An external coordination and organisation may look like a power, but it is
capable of disintegration. Anything that is of a complex nature can decompose
itself into its components. Everything is complex in its nature, including the
constitution of the body. This body is complex; it is made up of different
ingredients. So is every type of organisation, whether it be social or cosmic.
Everything shall come to an end. It is not possible for one thing to control
another, on account of the absence of coordination between them. It is
impossible to exert any kind of influence on a totally external being, because
externality is the character of a total isolatedness of existence. If an
external being is to be the subject of another who rules it, that power which
is exerted on the subject will not last long, because the self which exerts the
power on the external is different in character from the thing upon which this
power is exerted. That which is the Self, and that which is recognised as the
Self in all, alone can be the source of power. So power is not a force that
emanates from one being to another - it is the recognition of one's own being in
another. So, ultimately, no real power is conceivable or practicable unless the
Selfhood which is recognised in one's own self is felt and realised in the
object also. That which is the smallest is supposed to be Self, this is called
the Ātman. And that which is the biggest is Brahman. These are the two
great terms in the Upaniṣhads. The two are identified. The extreme of the cosmic is identified
with the extreme of the microcosmic. It is the subtlest and the smallest
because it is the deepest in us. It is the principle that precedes even the
function of the understanding in us. Even the intellect is external to it,
though for all practical purposes we may think that the intellect is the
internal faculty with which we think and understand. We have a being within
which faintly manifests itself in deep sleep when our presence is felt, yet the
intellect does not function. The endowments of the psychic being, intellect,
feeling, will, etc. are all absent in deep sleep, and yet we do exist. So, we
can exist independent of psychological functions. Hence, even the subtlest of
rationality in us is external to the deepest in us, which is the Ātman.
Because of the depth and profundity of its reality, it is called subtler than
the subtle, deeper than the deep, smaller than the small. It is not small in a
mathematical or an arithmetical sense. The smallness that is attributed to it
is on account of its subtlety. And the largeness that is attributed to Brahman
outside is due to its infinitude.
So, that which is deepest in us, the
subtlest Ātman or Self in us is the same as the Cosmic Ruler, Īshvara, or Brahman.
Thus can meditation be practised. Consciousness which is designated as the Ātman,
the subtlest and the smallest, is indivisible. It cannot be partitioned; it cannot
be conceived as having parts within itself; it has not any internal
distinctions. This is an essential characteristic of consciousness which is the
Ātman. Whatever be our conception of the magnitude of this consciousness
in it, it has to be accepted that it is incapable of partition or division. The
consciousness that there is something outside oneself would not be possible if
our consciousness were limited to our own body. How could we be conscious of
the limitation of anything or the boundary set to anything unless consciousness
exceeds the limit of that boundary. We cannot know that something is finite
unless we know that something is infinite, because the very awareness of
finitude is an implication that we are subconsciously aware of the being that is
infinite. Thus we can contemplate the Ātman which apparently is located in
our own bodies as if it is finite, but is infinitude; is consciousness; is
Chaitanya. Consciousness cannot be finite because the very consciousness of
finitude is an acceptance of the fact that it is infinite. Hence, consciousness
must be infinite, and this infinitude of consciousness is called Brahman, the
Absolute. Hence the Ātman is Brahman. In this manner one can meditate.
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